Clarity
by grnshields

Rating: PG13
Ship: Harry & Hermione
Canon: Books 1 - 5
Genre: Angst, Romance
Status: Complete
Length: 5,951 words in 1 chapter
Published: 24 Nov 2004
Last updated: 24 Nov 2004

One-shot. Sometimes all we need is a little clarity. Trio thoughts during their sixth year.

From the Unofficial Portkey Archive: https://portkey-archive.org/story/3318/

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Disclaimer: Don't own them. Just playing in this world.

A/N: Before I go any futher, I would like to thank Chaosblades for the wonderful beta.

This is my first time doing this, so please be kind.

Clarity

By Rose

Connection

They have a connection.

They have something between them that makes other people think there's more there.

I may have the emotional range of a teaspoon, but I'm neither blind nor stupid.

Just in denial.

I passed it off as some weird trait. I mean, she's a worrier and he's the perfect candidate for worrying about. She has
a need to mother and he doesn't have one so, there you go.

Other people see it. Rita Skeeter, McGonnagal, my mum, various students. Even Krum and Cho. Oh yes, I know about them.
He told me one night while we were still at Grimmauld Place. He was almost asleep since we had been up late talking,
nothing important, just small stuff about the coming year. I don't even think Cho's name had come up, but he'd suddenly
starting talking about her.

“She stopped speaking to me because of Hermione,” he said drowsily.

I was ready to drop off myself, but that woke me up a bit. He rarely spoke about things like that, always the 'keep
everything inside' kind of person. I sort of sat up in bed and turned toward him, peering at him through the moonlit
gloom of the room we were sharing.

“You mean Cho?” I asked, not quite sure if that was who he meant.

“Yeah,” he was lying on his back staring sightlessly up at the ceiling. He glanced at me briefly before continuing, “She
tried to blame Hermione for what happened to her friend.”

I never knew why they stopped talking. I wondered briefly if Hermione knew about this, but I didn't ask.

“You know Krum asked me what was going on between us.”

Now I was fully awake, “What?” This was certainly news to me. “When?”

He was silent for so long, that I he had gone to sleep, “Why do people always think we're together?” he asked quietly.

I had no answer then, but after that, I paid attention. After that, I began to see what everyone else saw. Whether I
wanted to or not.

***

Once Hermione had shown up at Headquarters, he didn't seem as depressed, not exactly cheerful, because that's not his
way, but calmer than he had been. They didn't talk much that I could tell, but the constant touching was about to drive
me mad. Any time they were in close proximity to each other, there was a hug from her, a hand on the arm from him.
Sitting close enough that they looked like one person. I couldn't believe I hadn't seen it before and the thing is—I
don't even think they were aware of it. I tried to think of a way to ask them if they were together, but couldn't come
up with anything that didn't make me sound like an idiot. What evidence did I have? It's not as if they were snogging
right in front of me.

It was worse when we got back to school. They would just get up in the middle of lunch and leave the Great Hall. No
explanation. Nothing. At first, it wasn't that often, but as the weeks progressed, it happened more and more frequently.
By this time, I was going crazy wondering where they went because sometimes they wouldn't come back to Gryffindor Tower
until very late. Some nights they never came back at all.

I was determined to find out what they were doing that kept them out all night. Reasoning that I was still a prefect, I
could be out after hours and not get in trouble, I decided to follow them one night.

My chance came during winter holidays. She had just come back from making her rounds and it was almost my turn to go.
She climbed through the portrait hole and walked over to where we were trying to get through another mountain of
homework, said a breathless hello, and sat down next to me. I noticed his frown as she leaned over to see what I was
working on. Something I wouldn't have paid attention to last year, in fact I would have been too irritated that she was
about to point out my mistakes to pay attention to his reaction. However, I was on a mission this time. He slammed his
potions book shut, causing her to jump, startled at the unexpected noise in the quiet of the common room. Without so
much as a farewell, he pushed away from the table, turned, and climbed out of the portrait hole.

Silence greeted that dramatic exit and I glanced over to see her reaction to what had just happened. She looked
devastated. I was about to comment, when she suddenly stood and left, following in his wake.

This was it. This was my chance to find out what they had been keeping from me. To see if the 'just friends' line they
had been giving for two years was a lie.

I waited until I was sure there was no chance of her spotting me, and then quickly left the common room. Sprinting
silently down the corridor, I caught up with her as she stopped opposite the familiar tapestry on the seventh floor,
paced three times, and waited for the door to open. Different thoughts swirled around my head as I wondered why she
would need this particular room, when his voice broke the silence.

“Why are you here?” I had never heard him sound so weary.

I hurried to the door before it could shut all the way and stuck my foot between it and the jam. Fighting back a groan
when the heavy door slammed into my foot, I frantically searched my robes for something to keep it wedged open. Nothing,
unless I could convince the chocolate frog in my pocket to prop the door open for me. This was not good.

“Why did you run off, Harry?” her voice was quiet.

I crouched down, feeling along the floor for something, anything, when I finally made contact with a piece of stone that
must have chipped away from the wall. Quickly shoving it in where my foot had been, I moved away so I could still hear,
but not be seen.

“What was that about in the common room?” he asked, his voice rising in an angry tone that was all too familiar. I
thought it was safe to peek and eased around the corner. I was surprised to see the room was smaller than it had been
last year and the only furniture was a large over stuffed chair in the middle of the room. It was dimly lit with candles
and there was a nice fire going in the grate.

Hang on. A fire?

They were standing face to face, barely any room between them. I could feel the tension from where I was crouching. He
was towering over her, fist clenched at his sides, looking very intimidating. She, on the other hand, stood there, calm
as can be in the face of his anger.

“I don't know why you're angry,” she said, still in a quiet voice, “but I was not going to stand here and let you take
it out on me.”

She turned toward the door and I whipped around, spotted a statue further down the corridor, and wondered if I could
make it before she saw me. I really didn't fancy trying to explain why I was there. I could hear footsteps getting
closer.

“Wait, Hermione. Please,” he sounded desperate, “I'm sorry. Please stay”

The footsteps had stopped and I debated on whether to sneak a look.

“Oh Harry, you can't keep doing this.” There was now a tremor in her voice. “You need to talk to someone.”

“I don't need to talk to anyone. I just didn't get any sleep last night,” he paused, and then went on quietly, “I just
need you.”

I froze. I could not be hearing this right. I mean, they would have told me if something was going on, I know they
would. I leaned around the jam again, fully expecting to see them snogging each other senseless. To my surprise, they
were back in front of the chair. He was simply holding her hand. No snogging. No passionate embrace. Nothing that best
friends wouldn't do. I slid the rest of the way down the wall and sat on the cold stone floor, more confused than ever.
What was going on with him? Why did she seem to know about it and why hadn't either one told me?

“You couldn't sleep?” she asked, sounding stressed now, “Why didn't you come find me?”

He dropped her hand and turned away, facing the fire. I watched as he raised a trembling hand and raked it through his
hair, frustration and anger visible in every line of his body.

“Why should I deprive you of a good night sleep just because I get this lovely show every night of watching my Godfather
fall through a veil, watching my friends face down Death Eaters,” he looked up at the ceiling and drew in a shaky
breath, “watching you fall.”

She walked over to him and wrapped both arms around his waist, “I told you that if you needed me at anytime, day or
night, I would be there for you.” Her voice was slightly muffled where her face was pressed against his back, he turned
around, ready to protest, but she cut him off. “Come here.”

She took his hand, tugging him back toward the chair and I leaned back against the wall stunned. I had no idea he was
dreaming about what happened last year. I should have known. I've slept in the same dorm with him for the last six
years. What kind of friend did that make me to not know?

They continued talking quietly, but I wasn't listening anymore. Instead, I was feeling guilty. These were my friends and
I repaid them by sneaking around trying to catch them in some clandestine act, so much for learning from your mistakes.

I sat there for a long time thinking about the two people, besides my family, which meant the world to me. Bloody hell,
these two were like my family, we'd been through so much together. I decided right then to stop being such a big prat
and start being a better friend.

After a while, I got up from the floor, thinking of giving them some privacy, even if they didn't know they were being
spied on. When I went to move the piece of stone, I glanced into the room.

They were both asleep.

I slowly eased into the room and walked over to them. He was sitting in the chair, and she was on his lap. His arms were
around her so tightly, that it was a wonder her circulation wasn't being cut off. As if even in his sleep, he wasn't
willing to let her go. The contented look on her face, however, said that she didn't mind.

I heard a faint pop and whirled around, wand at the ready, prepared to defend the sleeping couple behind me. There was
no need as it was only Dobby the house elf, holding a finger up to his lips, as if I needed to be told to let these two
sleep. Over his arm was a blanket and I realized that this probably wasn't the first time these two had done this. I
silently held my hand out and he gave it to me then went about extinguishing the candles, leaving only the light from
the fire. As softly as possible, I spread the blanket around them, hearing another pop telling me that Dobby had left. I
went out into the corridor, kicked the stone out of the way, and watched as the door sealed itself back into the wall
before making my way back to Gryffindor Tower.

While I don't think they have crossed any lines yet, I do think it's only a matter of time.

They have a connection.

It's a connection that makes a boy remember that a girl he wasn't even talking to was in the girl's bathroom when a
troll was on the loose. It's a connection that makes a girl give up Christmas with her parents so she could come and
talk a boy out of his room when a house full of people couldn't. It's a connection that makes a boy having horrible
nightmares seek out a girl and that same girl will drop everything to comfort that boy. They have something between them
that makes other people think there's something more there.

And those people would be right.

xxx

Acceptance

Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall

For just to be with you, I'd gladly risk it all

Why did he grab me? That question had been bothering me greatly. I mean, four other people, besides myself, were there
with him. So why me? It would have helped if he had talk to me after everything had calmed down a bit. Or if he had
answered the hundreds of feet of parchment, I owled to him with anything other than carefully constructed one-paragraph
replies.

Or lies as I like to call them.

Neville would have been a better choice. His dueling skills, while much improved, were still unknown at the time. Or
Ginny. They had already threatened to torture her. But no, he grabbed me. It made me think that maybe he wasn't that
confident of my skills.

I hate not knowing. It was one more worry to add to my collection.

When I arrived at Grimmauld Place, it was strangely quiet. It took a few minutes before I'd realized it was because
someone had finally managed to remove Mrs. Black's portrait from the entryway. No one was there to greet me and I
wandered up to the room I'd shared with Ginny the year before. Dropping my things on the bed, I noticed a note from her
saying that she, Ron, and Mrs. Weasley had gone to Diagon Alley to get their supplies and would be back later that day.

“How was your summer?” startled, I turned and saw him leaning casually against the doorway. I hadn't known he'd arrived
yet thanks, once again, to his lack of replies.

I studied him warily. He had been so distant when I saw him last that, amazing enough, I didn't know what to say. He,
however, took the choice away by standing up straight and holding his arms out. Before I could understand what was
happening, my face was buried in his chest, and my arms were wrapped around his waist. When did he get to be so tall?

“Hermione,” he whispered, one hand on the small of my back, the other gently stroking my hair.

Such a sense of completion swept through me, that I had to fight back tears that threaten to surface. I didn't
understand what was happening. This was Harry, my friend for almost six years. Then it hit me. Harry had never initiated
any contact between us. Confused, I leaned back to look at him and my breath caught in my throat. I had never seen such
an intense look directed my way. His eyes were dark with some nameless emotion and his arm tightened around me as he
searched my face for something only he knew. I nervously licked suddenly dry lips and his gaze briefly flickered down
before meeting my eyes again. The intensity was gone and he was back to being just Harry.

“How was your summer?” he asked again, as he let me go and went back to leaning against the doorway.

That was my cue to change the subject because I really didn't understand what had just happened. I turned, went back to
the bed, and began pulling out the defense books I had managed to talk Tonks into getting for me. After that, things
almost went back to normal as we talked about the coming year. Eventually, the Weasleys arrived back and offered a
buffer that I hadn't realized was needed.

Later that night, I sat at the window seat in my room staring up into the star strewn sky when I heard a noise coming
from the kitchen below. Thinking that a cup of cocoa sounded like just the thing to make me sleepy, I decided to join
whoever was there. Once I got to the kitchen, however, I started to rethink my decision. He was sitting down, elbows on
the table, his head in his hands. I've never seen him look so defenseless. I realized that I was being stupid. Harry was
my friend and he needed my help. Whatever jittery feelings I was having were not as important as his well-being.

Without saying a word, I walked over to the counter and began putting together the makings for two cups of chocolate. I
could hear him shift in his seat behind me, but he didn't speak. Once I was done, I took the steaming mugs to the table
and sat down next to him.

“Thanks,” he said as I handed one to him.

I wasn't sure how to broach the subject of what happened back in June. Every time I tried in the past, either Ron had
stopped me or Harry simply walked away. I knew him. He would let it fester until something happened that would make him
blow. While I understood how frustrated he felt, I didn't want a repeat of last year.

“Couldn't sleep.” I thought this was a good start.

He twisted in his seat to face me. That intense look was back. I looked away, shifting uncomfortably in my chair. What
was this? Suddenly I couldn't talk to my best friend because every time he looked at me lately, I got an odd fluttering
in my heart.

“I've been having dreams,” he spoke so softly that I could barely hear him.

The fluttering gave way to panic. This could not be happening again. “Is your scar hurting?” I stood up, thinking of
whom we needed to tell. Perhaps I should go through the new books I had. Fear was beginning to overwhelm me. As I turned
to leave, thinking of maybe waking someone, I felt his hand on my arm.

“They're just normal dreams, Hermione.” He was so close. In my mad rush to do something, I hadn't even realized that
he'd stood also. “I just didn't feel like reliving that night over again,”

I gave a small 'oh' of sympathy at his remark. “Harry, it's not your fault,” I began, but he cut me off.

“It was my fault,” he said angrily, “if I had just listened to you.” He drew a shuddering breath. “I should have
listened.”

I hugged him then. I didn't know what else to do. Nothing I could say about that horrible night would make him feel
better, so the only thing I could do was offer comfort. As his arms tightened around me, I could feel the burning behind
my eyes.

He must have sensed the tears, because he leaned back to look at me. “Hermione?” he questioned, concern in his gaze.
“There's no need to cry. They're just dreams.”

I stared at him helplessly, unable to speak pass the lump in my throat. He brought his hand up to cup my face, thumbs
brushing away the tears. Then quickly the atmosphere changed and my unease was back at this thing that had suddenly
sprung up between us. His thumb was still caressing my cheek and he was looking at me as if he'd never seen me before.

He shook his head as if to clear his thoughts and let me go.

“Can we go sit in the parlor? He asked.

At my nod, he took my hand and led me upstairs to the front room. The fire that had been blazing earlier had dwindled
down to coals and letting go of my hand, he went to attend to it.

“Do you have the same dream every night?” I asked tentatively. I knew he didn't want to talk about it, but it was better
than asking outright how he was feeling about Sirius.

He didn't say anything for a long time. When he finally spoke, it wasn't to answer my question, but to tell me what he
and Dumbledore had discussed at the end of that dreadful night. He kept his back to me, speaking emotionlessly, and my
chest tightened with every terrible word that emerged from his mouth. I listened without making a sound. Some of it I
had already known, some was new to me. It wasn't until he got to the end of Trelawny's prediction that I felt I could
breathe again. He might believe her, but I didn't. I mean, honestly, she's been predicting Harry's death since our third
year. I, for one, would wait until we got back to school and the library before I believed one word coming out of that
old fraud's mouth.

Right now, my immediate concern was he alone. I stepped toward him and took a deep breath to calm my nerves. “Harry,” I
said fiercely, “anytime you can't sleep, day or night, I want you to come find me. You are not alone in this. I'll be
beside you every step of the way. You know that, right?

He didn't answer.

Instead, he straightened and turned toward a large chair in front of the fire. Sitting down, he looked back at me and
held out his hand. I knew what he was silently asking and hesitated. Was I ready to cross that line? Did I want to
immerse myself further into his life now that I knew? I looked down into the face of the boy I had known for almost six
years, at his eyes pleading with me to take what he was offering and I had my answer. We had already crossed that line
and my life had been a part of his from the start. I put my hand in his and he tugged me down onto his lap. I started to
say something, but he shushed me, telling me without words that he understood the enormity of what we were doing.

The last thing I felt before sleep overtook me was the gentle brush of his lips against my forehead and his hand lightly
stroking my hair.

I have accepted my fate. No matter what the future holds for us, we'll meet it. Together.

xxx

Love

I'm under your spell, nothing I could do

You just took my soul with you

When I told her about the prophecy, Hermione's first response was that Trelawney was an old fraud. While I agreed with
her, I did have to point out the at least one other prediction had come true. After that, her fixation with the library
turned into a full-blown obsession on my behalf. I'm still not sure how I feel about that one since she usually makes me
go with her.

How do you tell your best friend that you're in love with her? How do you tell her that she's the only thing keeping you
from chucking the whole thing and going to live as a Muggle in Outer Mongolia and damn the prophecy? That the only peace
you get lately is the few times you can sit with her, stroking her hair and watching her sleep. I think she knows
already. My Hermione is a very smart witch, especially when it comes to feelings and stuff.

Sometimes, though, I'm not so sure.

Sometimes I think that maybe all she feels is pity. Hermione is a very loving person and nothing would stop her from
helping someone in need. So, like a coward, I've been taking advantage of it and hoping she doesn't get tired of my
neediness. I've been too afraid to ask what this all means to her. I would rather not know than have her tell me that
she's simply comforting a friend.

Friend.

She hasn't been my friend since that night almost a year ago. It wasn't until I was back with my hated relatives, with
no distractions, that I realized how close I had come to losing her. I admit that I'm clueless about feelings, so it
still took a few more days for me to figure out why that thought was so painful. And that's when the dreams started.

She still thinks the dreams are about everything that happened that night. At first, they were, but slowly they began to
change until now, they simply consisted of watching her fall over and over. That's what I see every time I close my
eyes. The panic, the feeling of helplessness, it's all there every night. Every time, I would wake with the urge to see
her, to touch her and reassure myself that she was okay.

I know she was surprised when I first hugged her. She's the affectionate one. She's spent years clutching my arm in fear
or cutting off my circulation in happiness, but not once have I ever initiated anything between us unless it was to
protect her. Weeks of nightmares took care of that flaw.

I think Ron knows. I'm not sure, but I had the feeling he'd been watching us at the beginning of the term. I didn't know
what to say because everything I was feeling was too new so, like I seemed to be doing a lot lately, I've kept quiet and
hoped it didn't come up. Fortunately for me, he seems to be distracted by a certain 5th year Ravenclaw.

I've never kissed her. At least not on the lips in a boyfriend/girlfriend way. I keep telling myself that as long as I
don't kiss her, we haven't crossed any lines.

Who am I kidding?

I'm afraid that if I kiss her, I'll lose myself so completely in her, that if anything ever happened...no, I'm not going
to complete that thought. Nothing will happen to her. Not if I have anything to say about it.

“Harry.”

It was the Easter holidays. We had one week to ourselves without the fear of someone finding out about my obsession with
her, which is a good thing because lately I've been acting like a jealous lover whenever her time is taken up with
something other than me. No need to give the public anymore stories about what a nutter I am.

I didn't turn. I could hear her coming closer until I felt her arms encircle me. I closed my eyes, savoring the feel of
her so near. I could smell the light scent of her shampoo wafting over me and I knew I was getting weaker where she's
concerned. I'd spent the last eight months trying to maintain some control over myself, but I was stupid to think I
could simply hold her and not want more.

I am such a selfish bastard.

How could I think of wanting more with her when, if there's even a whisper of anything between us, her life would be
forfeit? How could I contemplate putting her in danger so I could satisfy some lustful urge? She has spent the last six
years trying to save my life and I want to repay her by taking this further and endangering hers.

“Ron and Ginny just left.” She was absently making small circles on my stomach and it fluttered under her touch. “They
were looking for you to say goodbye.”

I barely listened to her. I was too busy thinking what would happen if Voldemort or his Death Eaters found out what she
meant to me. I'd finally concluded that it didn't matter that I wanted more—I couldn't do it. Protecting her had become
the most important thing in the world. Even if it meant protecting her from me.

Slowly, I turned in her arms, looked down into her beautiful face, and prepared to cut my heart out by telling her my
decision. Once again though, Hermione took matters into her own hands. Taking her arms from around my waist, she cupped
my face and gently brushed her lips against mine. Tentative at first, as if she wasn't sure how I would react, and then
more boldly while I stood frozen with shock.

My vaulted control withered and died.

Burying a hand in the wildness of her hair and an arm around her waist, I crushed her to me. Her gasp of surprise was
all the invitation I needed. My mouth covered hers with a hunger I didn't know I possessed and my tongue swept in to
taste her.

Soft. Sweet. Hot. My brain could only come up with one-word sentences. This was no gentle first kiss. This was something
that was threatening to consume us both after a year of dancing around each with friendly pecks and comforting hugs.
Blood pounding in my head, I barely felt her arms around my neck, fingers running through my hair as I tried to get even
closer to her.

I tore my lips away from hers, breathing harshly, and planted tiny kisses along her jaw to a spot just beneath her ear.
I could hear that her breathing wasn't any steadier than mine was as she lowered her hands and began unbuttoning my
shirt.

“Hermione,” I said roughly, “don't.” I wasn't sure what would happen if I felt her hands on my bare skin. I would more
than likely spontaneously combust. Naturally, she ignored me and continued right on with her task of seeing me with less
clothing. Her hands tighten on my shirt when I found a particularly sensitive spot in the hollow of her throat before
undoing the rest by ripping the material apart and sending buttons flying everywhere.

Neither of us gave a damn.

So distracted by the feel of Hermione's skin underneath my lips and the gasps and moans she made every time I found a
particularly sensitive spot that took a few minutes for me to remember that this wasn't what I wanted. Only moments
before, I'd made a promise to myself that I wouldn't do this. How could I protect her if I couldn't even stick to my
word?

I stumbled back and out of her reach, ignoring the protest of my body to go back and finish what we started. I met her
gaze and saw confusion in her eyes. Her lips were swollen from our kisses and I wanted nothing more than to run my thumb
over their softness to sooth them.

“Harry?” She began, but I interrupted her.

“We can't do this, Hermione,” my voice was barely above a whisper. I stood there, fumbling with my half-torn shirt
thinking this was going to more painful than anything I've ever done. “I can't do this.” I couldn't look at her. She
would know in an instant that I was lying.

“Why?” She asked simply. But I could hear the hurt in her voice.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her take a step toward me. I, in turn, stepped back knowing if she touched me,
whatever promises I made to myself would go up in flames. I didn't know what lie to give her that would make her
believe.

“Are you trying to protect me, Harry?” My eyes snapped up meet hers. The hurt was still there, but there was also a
healthy dose of anger. I mentally groaned. She shouldn't be able to read me so well. My face must have shown my guilt
because even as I watched, the anger began to overshadow the hurt. Great. Now I had an angry, aroused, and frustrated
Hermione on my hands.

I watched her warily, not knowing if she was going to turn me into something slimy or forget magic altogether and simply
punch me.

Instead, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and made a conscience effort to calm down. When she opened her eyes,
the anger had subsided a bit and I let out a breath I wasn't aware of holding.

“Harry,” she said quietly, “if both Ron and I were taken, do you think they would torture him any less than me?”

Her question confused me. It also made me think. I suddenly realized what she was trying to say. Voldemort knew that Ron
and Hermione have been my best friends for six years. After how I reacted to Sirius' death, he knew the perfect way to
get to me was through my friends. That included Ginny, Neville, and Luna too. It didn't matter if we were close or not.
If his Death Eaters thought it would weaken me, they would torture all of them.

She took another step toward me, but I didn't back up this time. “You can't always protect me, Harry.” She tentatively
put her arms around me and, seeing that I wasn't going to bolt, lay her head on my chest. “You just have to trust that I
can take care of myself.” As if she remembered something else, her head came up and she looked at me sharply. “And don't
go thinking you can distance yourself from me either because I won't allow it.”

I smiled then. Of course she wouldn't let me do something so stupid. Seeing that, she rose up and whispered in my ear.
“Are you done playing the hero so we can get back to what was so rudely interrupted?”

I laughed outright at that. “Sorry,” I said cupping her face and leaning closer, “it was that saving-people-thing
rearing its ugly head again,”

“Well, try not to let it happen when we're in the middle of something,

xxx

I remembered Ron telling me just before Christmas, that he thought something was going on between his friends. At the
time, I couldn't imagine why he felt the need to confide in me, but I was amused nonetheless. I mean, my brother can be
quite clueless about anything that doesn't include Quidditch or food, so I simply rolled my eyes and didn't reply. I
suppose I could have told him that something had been 'going on' between those two since I've known them. Or that
Neville told me how Harry had been when he thought Hermione was dead. But it was fun watching him do the stealthy thing
when he thought no one was looking, so I kept my mouth shut.

“Ready for the holidays?”

I turned with a smile and nodded to Neville. We were waiting for the carriages to take us to Hogsmeade Station. I turned
back to watch the three of them standing off by themselves. If those two were together, you couldn't tell, and I thought
it was very appropriate for them. That, to me, means there wasn't a great leap from friends to something more.

I'd also noticed a change in Ron in the last few months. Oh, don't get me wrong, he's still a great git that speaks
before he thinks. No, it's the way he treats his best friends now.

It's almost...protective?

'Yeah, that sounds about right,' I think to myself as I grab Neville's arm and pull him toward the waiting carriages.

-End-
