Magical Frequency
by Mister_Midnight

Rating: PG13
Ship: Harry & Hermione
Canon: Books 1 - 5
Genre: Action/Adventure, Romance
Status: In progress
Length: 4,222 words in 4 chapters
Published: 23 Dec 2004
Last updated: 19 Jan 2005

Based upon the movie/ challenge up in the forums. Harry talks to his father through the mirror that Sirius left him. And
subtly, his life is changed forever...H/Hr and J/L

From the Unofficial Portkey Archive: https://portkey-archive.org/story/3464/

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1. Chapter 1

Chapter One:

A sense of fear gripped Harry as he woke once more from his nightmares. Seventh year was midway through and nothing he
did could pull him out of his slump. Ron and Hermione were going out their sixth year, then they had a huge fight that
nearly destroyed their friendship, his and Ron's that is. Harry had sided with Hermione during one of the fights, about
NEWTS no less (which he desperately need to pass) and Ron said something about them being trivial causing Hermione to go
off on Ron. Harry stepped in before Ron could do too much damage, but it was already done. She left the room in tears,
Ron left with a black eye.

Sitting up, he rubbed the remaining amount of sleep out of his eyes. Reaching onto his night stand, he grabbed his
glasses and slide them over his eyes. Grabbing the mirror that Sirius had given him, he moved over to the window to
watch the night sky. Recently he had done more of that, soul searching, then ever before.

The war was going worse, much worse..... Hermione had been seriously hurt only weeks before and now was just getting
back. He avoided those memories and stared down at the small mirror as the Northern Lights, mystical colors and all
played across the clear night sky.

"I wish there was someone there to help me understand. I wish you were here." He brought the mirrior to his chest and
closed his eyes.

"Sirius?"

Harry nearly dropped the mirror as he looked at it. The voice came again. “Sirius, where the hell are you?” It was his
father, James, or rather, as his father should have looked when Harry was born. “Sirius?”

“This isn't Sirius,” Harry said looking down into the mirror.

“Who are you? Where's Sirius?” James said quizzically.

“I'm you're son, Harry,” Harry said, trying to hold back his tears. Here was his chance, his chance to speak with his
father

“My son is only a year old, not some teenager,” James said growling.

“You're name is James Potter, married to Lily Potter, I was born on July 31st 1980, your best friends are Sirius Black,
Remus Lupin and Peter Pettrigrew,” Harry said, staring intently into the mirror. “You, Sirius and Peter are all
Animaguses. You're a stag, Sirius is a large dog, and Peter a rat. Remus is a werewolf. You are all the Marauders.”

“How do you know all of this?” James said, his look of shock plain

“I'm you're son,” Harry said, tears coming into his eyes.

“But you're only…..” His voice trailed off.

“I don't know how……” Harry said, looking up at the night sky and lights dancing there. He began to wonder. These mirrors
allowed them to communicate between each other, but now somehow, the one James had was commuciating with the one in the
present. “All I know is I'm your son, and you're may father.”

“Who's you're godfather?” James asked, still not convinced.

“Sirius,” Harry said smiling slightly. His eyes clouded over at a moment. A moment of silence occurred and Harry stared
out of the window, still holding the mirror.

“My god……” Jarmes said. “You're eyes, their emerald like-like-”

“Mum's,” Harry finished. James nodded.

“How is this happening?” He voiced the same question Harry had been thinking. “Its really you insist it?”

“Yeah.”

“How are you?” James asked.

“I turned seventeen this past summer,” Harry said.

“That would make it 1997?” James asked. Harry nodded, but the image fluttered.

“Dad? Dad?” Harry asked, staring intently into the mirror.

“I'm here, I haven't gone any where,” James said.

“I though I'd lost you,” Harry said with a sigh of relief.

“What do you mean? I'm still there aren't I?” Harry shook his head.

“You died, when I was young,” Harry said, tears coming to his eyes. He wiped them quickly and held the rest back.

“What? How?” James asked. The life appeared to be sucked out of him.

“On Halloween, Mum and you were killed……” Harry said, doing his best to hold back his tears.

“Halloween?” James asked. “That's tomorrow.” Harry's neck snapped up.

“Dad, listen to me, get us out of the house tomorrow, do be there,” Harry said frantically. The mirror flickered again.
“Dad! You hear me?”

“Why? What's going to happen?”

“Dad, just listen, you can't stay at Godric Hollow, leave get mum and me out of there,” Harry pleaded. The mirror
flicked again, this time the image staying out longer.

“First thing-start to pack…..get out of……” James image kept going in and out. “…..you son.”

“I love you too dad,” Harry said to the blank mirror.

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2. Chapter 2

Chapter 2:

Harry was too wired to even think about sleeping. He stayed up the remainder of the night, alternating between staring
into the mirror and out of the window, watching the colorful lines dance in the sky. Fear gripped his heart. It was no
dream, no fake memory. It really happened. He had talked to his father, and now did not know if he ever was going to
again.

Morning came slowly, and once again, Halloween was hell for Harry. He started his day like normal and showered before
everyone else, and headed out the door, with the mirror clutched tightly in his hands. Being Head Boy had its
advantages. He was not going to let his father slip away. Not again.

He made his way down to the Great Hall, and smiled slightly. Like clock work, he just about knew where the Head Girl was
at all times, partially from being so close, as close as two friends could be, and some instinct within told him so. And
it was right. Hermione was sitting there already, and she, as always, brought a little sunshine to his ever growing
dismal life. As he sat down next to her, he noticed the books she was reading about magical connection and protections.

“Morning Hermione,” Harry said, as he sat down. She looked shocked at first, but a large smile grew on her face as she
realized who it was. She quickly surrounded his neck with one of her famous hugs, now her usual greeting for him.

“You didn't sleep,” she said. Her arms were still around his neck as she pulled back, loosing the hug slightly. He
smiled shyly as the closeness, but said nothing. He never had to. She always could tell was he was thinking and the same
with him. “A nightmare.”

“I sure hope not,” Harry said a smile growing. “But I don't feel like talking about it if that's alright.” She smiled,
but kept her arms around his neck.

“Thank you,” she said, like she had for the last week or so. He allowed his arms to go around her. “If you need
anything-”

“Actually, could we not go to the feast tonight?” He asked, not wanting to be around too many people. Professor Lupin
had been reinstated and he wanted to know a bit more about his parents, especially with the discussion he had with his
father the previous night. She eyed him strangely. “Its just with the war and all, I'd rather not relive my parents…..”
She buried her head in his neck as she hugged him tighter.

“Sure,” she said after a few moments of hugging. “I understand. But you owe me one now.” She pulled away from him and
returned to her breakfast and her book.

“Hermione, I owe you about a million for everything you've ever done for me,” Harry said. He leaned over and kissed her
cheek, catching the slight blush rising up on it. He did not know why he did so, other than he had be dying to do that
all morning. He never told anyone about his feelings toward her, after the fiasco with Ron made the pain even worse.
Most of the time, he brushed it off as a crush that he could not get rid of. This was not one of those times.

“Thank you,” she said still blushing. “What are we doing today?”

“We are going to have dinner with Moony,” Harry said happily as he found a plate filled with food in front of him. He
looked over at Hermione who just smiled. “Thank you.” She blushed again, and began to concentrate on the book in front
of her.

Ron came down and sat across from them. It had been little over a month since the “incident” had happened and they had,
on the surface, worked out all of the problems. Ron however, still was being a jerk to them both, though not noticeable
unless you were Harry. Weeks of training with Dumbledore had brought his wizarding skills to almost par of the old
mentor. This however was before a short, but intense trying session within his mind with the Great Wizard himself
Merlin. Now he believes in himself (and has the power to back it up), but that he did not give credit to either of his
mentors. That came from Hermione's constant support and tutoring.

“What you so happy about?” Ron asked as he began to fill his own plate.

“Harry invited me to a private dinner with Moony,” Hermione said softly. She must have been holding back her blush
because Harry knew he was. “He wants to talk about…..” Her voice trailed off as her blush increased.

“Forget it,” Ron said, waving them off. “I don't care.” He glared at Harry momentarily before returning to him meal.

“Well, I'm going to the library,” Harry said, standing up from his seat.

“But I just got here?” Ron said confused.

“Then finish up and you can join me in the library,” Harry said picking up his bag. “I'm going to get started on a side
project.” Both of them knew he had done a great deal of these for Dumbledore and for himself in preparation of the final
battle. “Want to come Hermione?”

“She's already got her book here,” Ron said after swallowing a mouthful of food. Harry had to admit, the only good thing
that came out of Ron's and Hermione's relationship was the boy learned some manners. Some.

“I think it may be a bit quieter in the library,” Hermione said. She marked the page of her book and accepted Harry's
outstretched hand for help up.

“You two loons have fun,” Ron yelled at them. Harry noted the hate and anger in his words, which should have gone
unnoticed.

They walked silently into the library and once they reached Hermione's supposedly unofficial table (Harry had money that
she threatened anyone who thought about taking her table), Harry set off to find what he needed. Coming back after about
a ten minute search and three minutes talking to Madame Prince, Harry sat down with two thick volumes on magical
anomalies. He had to find everything and anything he could about what happened the previous night.

“You have a question Hermione?” Harry asked without looking up from the book. He looked up now to see her blushing face
as she pushed a fallen strand of hair behind her hair.

“What are you looking for?” Hermione asked him, shyness in her voice.

“I'll tell you when I find it,” Harry said, going back to his book. His face burned slightly as he thought about what he
had unconsciously asked her earlier. He did not mean for it to sound like a date, but it meant a great deal to him to
have her there with him. Even when she was dating Ron, she was the only person he allowed to comfort him when he finally
told her. Ron was still in the dark about the prophecy, but now that Hermione knew, everything seemed a bit light, a bit
better.

“Hermione?” Harry asked. She looked up at him. “Thank you….for tonight I mean. I know you probably wanted to go to the
feast, but….thanks.” He felt the blush over his face as he did this.

“You're welcome,” Hermione said blushing as well. “This just means you'll have to do something for me.”

“You name it, I'll do it,” Harry said with a large smile. They shared another smile before returning to their books;
Harry could not help but glance at her every now and then, making sure she was still there and giving into a bit of his
crush.

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3. Chapter Three

Chapter Three

James hurried down the stairs, holding three bags filled with as much clothes as they could take. He was still unsure of
what to make of this Harry from the future, his son and the warning. The fear spoke within his voice scared James, much
more than he'd like to have admitted. Voldemort was supposedly close on their tails and as much as he depended on the
Fidelius charm before, he did not have the patience or resolve to do so now.

He had started packing first thing in the morning, but it took a long drawn out lie to Lily at the moment to get her to
believe him. She was upset that he couldn't tell her the truth, but there was no way around him. He did not fully
understand what was going on, or what was to happen, but he knew there was a distinct possiblitly that they were going
to die that night. And the sound of his son's, Harry's, voice made it an impossible choice for him. He would be there
for his son, telling Lily this sent her on a review of every book in their home for the protection spells they
desperately needed.

“James, come quick, you've got to read this!” Lily said, yelling from up the stairs. He dropped the bags and rushed back
up the stairs, in wonder of what was to come.

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Harry sat nursing a cup of tea that Lupin had prepared for them. The older man had seen better days, but at the moment,
he was retelling another tale of the Marauder's exploits. The fear of that night was still upon his mind as he looked
down at the tea cup, his image reflected upon the mucky waters.

He looked up to see Hermione laughing at something Lupin had just said. He cracked a smile, trying to not let the
thoughts of the night before haunt him.

“-it was amazing,” Lupin said. “I don't think Snape knew what hit with Sirius's spell throwing him upside down.”
Hermione laughed again, and Harry looked at her, wondering how he could ever get a friend like her. “You know, I doubt
James would have turned around so much without Lily.” Harry's head snapped up.

“What do you mean?” He asked, speaking for the first time.

“Well, he was a good person, but I doubt if he had not fallen for Lily, he would have done something drastic,
dangerously stupid or wasted away to nothing,” Lupin shook his head. “He'd have never saved Snape had it not been for
Lily. As much as I miss Sirius, he and I both knew that James needed someone to keep him grounded, and despite my best
efforts to help, Sirius was able to keep him off the ground, most time with plans of pranks and such. Lily however I
think made him human, kept him here for everyone. Like a complement, so to speak. They were in every sense of the word
soul mates. I doubt it James lived much of a life without her, he very well may not have lived……” Lupin's voice trailed
off for a moment as Harry took everything. His mind was thrown back to his conversation with James. They had to make it,
they just had to.

- - - - -

James nodded, understanding the spell that Lily was about to use. It could only be used once, and only once. And that
was the problem. He needed some permanent way to protect his family. This one time deal would not end the war, not that
way he wanted it too. He just wanted to be left alone. Make up his mind, he decided that if the war had not ended by the
new year, to leave the wizarding world………as hard of thing as it was, to him it was the only logical choose.

“Ready love?” Lily asked. She was sitting with Harry in her arms in the middle of his room. Smiling, he knelt next to
her, kissing her lightly on the forehead. She began to read out of the book, touching her wand to James's heart. He felt
a burst of energy run through him, surrounding him. He smiled at her, performing the same spell upon her. He felt his
“shield,” for lack of a better word, grow. He could not explain it, but there was something around him and with his arm
wrapped around his wife as she held their young son, he could not help but feel like things might just work out for the
first time in his life.

He never felt the room rupture open with that green light, nor did he see the maddening red eyes glaring down at his
family. He never saw the face of the man who was planning on killing his whole world.

Things never go as they are planned though………

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Harry tapped his tea cup as Lupin told another story. Shaking his head, he had the feeling of the world surrounding him.
A surge of pain ran through his body as something flashed through his mind. It wasn't horrible or from Voldemort. It was
peaceful almost. A flash and he saw his father, opening Christmas gifts with him and his mother. He saw his mother
reading to him on his bed, holding him close as he father looked in from the doorway. He saw his parents together as
they sailed upon a cruise ship. He saw his father watching him play Quidditch for the first time.

So many memories. So many things Harry had never felt before. Something was bursting inside of him, but he held it back,
held it in. Did this mean his father had succeeded? That they lived? Harry still remembered what it was like without his
father, without his mother, at the Dursley's. Yet now, it was as if those things never existed.

“Harry, you okay?” Lupin asked him.

“how did my father die?” Harry asked, surprising both Hermione and his professor.

“Cancer, when you were ten,” Lupin said, looking at Harry oddly. “Are you sure you're okay?” Harry could not help but
let the smile fill his face.

“Never better,” Harry said, reveling in some of his new memories. Maybe things would be alright for once…………

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4. Chapter Four

Chapter Four:

Harry made his way back to the Common Room in silence, smiling to himself. A sense of warmth had overcome him and he
could not place the source. Hermione held his hand, and he could not help but smile as she smiled at him. Something
wonderful had filled him inside, something that he could not explain. His scar was still there, and his memories were
still jumbled, and it finally hit him that his father was still not there with him, rather taken by cancer.

“You sure you okay?” Hermione asked as they stopped at stairs in the common room. “You seemed a bit odd today?”

“I think so,” he said. “Thank you for coming with me.” He leaned over and kissed her lightly on the cheek. “You don't
know what it means to me.” He said as he pulled back. Not wanting Hermione to see his blushing face, he said his good
nights and headed up to his dorm.

Climbing up into the little alcove with the window, he stared up at the northern Lights again, the mirror in his hand.
His father was still dead, but he had been there for some of his life, and he could still remember his mother's hugs as
she let go of him this year at Platform 3/4. But he could also remember them not being there, like he had lived that
life too.

“Harry? Harry you there, chief?” James said. Harry jumped to the mirror, a smile growing larger across his face.

“Yeah, dad, I'm here,” Harry said.

“You're right,” James said out of breath. “We're all fine.”

“I know,” Harry said. “I remember you being there, but I also remember you not. It's like I've lived two lives.” James's
face darkened for a moment.

“I'm sorry son, that I, we couldn't be there for you,” James said. Harry shook his head, smiling.

“No, you were there for me now,” Harry said. An awkward silence surrounded them for a moment.

“So, tell me a bit about yourself? Got anybody?” James asked, causing him to blush.

“Yeah, kinda,” Harry said, running his hand through his hair.

“So, who is she?” James asked again with a smirk.

“Its complicated Dad,” Harry said, sitting down in the alcove. “I like her; I think maybe I love her, but….”

“But what?” James said. “If you love her tell her. That what I did with you Mum, course took me about seventy times for
it to work.” Harry could not help but share the smirk of his father.

“Its not that simple Dad,” Harry said. “She's been my best friend for almost seven years now. I don't want to risk it.”

“Son, life is not worth living if you don't take some risks,” James said.

“But what if those risks get the ones you love killed?” Harry asked quietly.

“What are you talking about?” James gave him a questioning look.

Harry began to slowly explain his last few years of his life at Hogwarts, from the Philosopher's Stone to the Department
of Mysteries. He kept the tears at bay as he spoke of the last part, of how close he came to losing Hermione again this
year. He spoke of her and Ron's, his other best friend, failed relationship. His father remained quiet through letting
Harry do the most of the talking.

“Son, I don't know what to tell you. You've done all you can,” James said. “Tell her. That's all I can say because its
up to you.” He nodded. Another awkward silence. “So….do you play Quidditch?”

“Yeah,” Harry said, discreetly wiping away his tears. “Youngest player on the House team in a century.”

“Really, you must have been a great Chaser,” James said, smirking. Harry could not help but laugh.

“No dad, I play Seeker,” Harry said. “I had a rough childhood.” His face was downcast for a moment, but he tried to hid
it.

“I'm sorry son, for not being there again,” James said running a hand through his hair. “But I'm going to be there for
you, I promise chief.”

“I know dad, I know,” Harry said, wiping away a tear. “Let me tell you about Quidditch, there is so much I want to tell
you.” Harry relaxed as they traded stories. Even in this “new” life, his Quidditch had not changed. He still was the
youngest player in a century for the Hogwarts. He still was the best, and Hermione still was his best friend.

As he finished his conversations with his father, he felt relaxed, more alive then he ever felt before. Clearing his
mind of anything he did not love, he fell into the calmest sleep he had for more than a decade.

* * * * *

There was a flash of memories in the early morning, ones he had never known before. They were not of the “new” life that
he had created for himself. Nor where they from his old. They were flashes of him, in his father's arms as they passed a
large box. His father wore black, as did he, still a babe of no more than three.

Harry woke up with a shook, and torn open his curtains. The woman in the box was dead, this he knew and recognized, but
it was not the woman he thought. “Normal” memories were that of Hermione's funeral or death. No, this coffin held one
Lily Evans Potter in its grasp.

Looking at the picture on his left, he noticed it had changed. The picture was once of both him and his parents at the
age of ten, before his father died. Now the picture was just of his father and himself, though his father looked
distant, and lost. Shaking his head, the memories of past flooded back to him, but in a jumbled mess. Grabbing his album
of photo's now filled with pictures, he flipped through them. His early years still had his mum, but beyond the age of
three and the pictures of him with them between the ages of one and three showed her growing weaker, and thin, as if
something had taken a hold of her body.

“No,” Harry said. Breaking down in tears, he let the album fall to the floor. His mother was gone, as was his father.
His parents were gone again. He barely noticed Hermione sticking her head through the dorm door, and he barely noticed
her rushing to his side, knowing what was wrong before he did. All he felt was the pain of being alone disappear, if
just until the sun rose.
