A Paper Crane Christmas

**Author’s Note: So inspired was I by the lovely sight of Tom Felton with his paper crane in the preview, I had to make that vision my own, in a way. So here you have it—the first chapter of two in my holiday treat for myself… and my readers!**

CHAPTER ONE

It flew into the room alone just after midnight and alit on the windowsill, symmetrical wings rustling softly as it roosted in the single shaft of moonlight gracing the stone sill. Though it was unseeing, it watched over her, its sleeping mistress.

It had been sent.

~~~

He didn’t know when it had started, only how, with creeping, curious glances he couldn’t keep himself from taking, with grudging respect for her less-than-savory magicking skills, with covert observations. She walked down the corridors, hardly ever alone, with a bouncing step and eyes bright with laughter; he was forced to consider his own silent companions, brooding and sneering, no laughter among them, and nothing shared.

Occasionally she was with a boy, and after a bit, one boy changed to a new one, and he wondered what it would be like to kiss someone who wasn’t thinking about power, to press lips and tongue with someone who wasn’t only needing to scratch an itch.

He didn’t know when it had started, this longing for something normal.

~~~

She was rudely awakened by the sound of Pig cheeping (for that noise really wasn’t dignified enough to be a hoot) and fluttering his wings madly in what sounded to be his best imitation of the Snitch.

“Oh, bother, Pig, can’t you just be peaceful for once?” Ginny groaned, burying her head in her pillow. “Go up to the Owlery,” she said through several inches of down-stuffed cotton, glad her roommates were early risers and already gone. But Pig continued to peep and screech and flutter and click his beak, forcing Ginny to sit straight up in bed, her wavy masses of red hair sticking in all different directions, her brown eyes wild with annoyance.

“For Merlin’s sake!” she said sharply, sounding a great deal like Molly, and the rest of the chastisement died on her lips.

Pig appeared to be fighting with another bird—only it wasn’t a real one. Occasionally the small, obviously frightened owl would reach out his beak and take a snapping peck at the paper crane on the windowsill, and to Ginny’s amazement, the paper crane was fighting back. With every retreat Pig took, the crane would launch into the air, where it would flutter its wings in Pig’s eyes and lower its folded paper head to peck at its adversary.

“Pig, here,” Ginny commanded breathlessly, and Pig gratefully took a roost on her shoulder, glowing eyes narrowed at his tiny enemy. “Behave,” she added absently, bending down to look at the carefully crafted origami bird.

It stretched its neck as though studying her, just for a moment, then tucked its precise little head under a precise little wing and seemed, for the moment, to go to sleep. Unable to help herself, Ginny reached out a finger and stroked it over the straight line of its back, marveling at it. Someone must have lost it, she thought, knowing many people animated inanimate objects. But deep down, she knew it didn’t seem likely—the animation spells lost their strength and detail as soon as the wizard or witch forgot or lost their creation. This bird very nearly had a personality of its own.

“Well, then.” Ginny straightened and worried at the corner of her lips with her teeth; clearly she had a bit of an enigma on her hands. “It’s just a paper bird,” she said, meaning to scold Pig but directing the comment at herself more.

By the time Ginny had gotten ready for classes, however, she was running late, and the small, sleeping bird on the windowsill was the last thing on her mind.

~~~

“I can’t believe it’s December already,” Hermione said over lunch in the Great Hall. “It’s so exciting.”

“Don’t know what you think’s so bloody exciting about the first day of a month,” Ron groused, looking longingly at a fruit tart on Harry’s plate. “’Specially when all it means is that exams are getting closer.”

“That’s what Hermione likes,” Harry said, laughing. When Ginny didn’t even crack a smile, he leaned over the table and rapped her knuckles with his own, pleased when she didn’t shy away from the contact.

It was nice to be able to talk to someone normally, without them bolting from the room or turning red in the face.

“Everything okay, Gin?”

She started a bit, then grinned sheepishly. “Yeah, of course. Tired a bit, I suppose. Pig woke me up this morning…” She trailed off, ready to tell them about the odd thing she’d found, then inexplicably decided against it. Telling the trio anything mysterious was like showing a Niffler a Galleon.

“That owl is a bloody nuisance,” Ron exclaimed, switching his complaining gears so fast it made Hermione roll her eyes.

“Cheer up, Sir Negativity,” Hermione said coolly, preparing to gather her things. “Before you know it, December will be over and you can report more bad grades home.” Perking her nose into the air, Hermione walked away from the table, leaving silence but no surprise.

“’Swhat you get, mate,” Harry said honestly, tossing his tart onto Ron’s plate. “There. You definitely need it more than I do.”

“Men are such prats,” Ginny said, but she was laughing a bit. Patting Ron on the shoulder, she stood up and followed Hermione. Hopefully she was right—maybe December would just fly by.

~~~
He folded them by hand, never with magic. They had been his first real toy, before he was old enough for brooms and magical figures and warriors who would actually fight each other to the death.

His mother had taught him with reserves of patience, guiding then-pudgy fingers over smooth paper, gently pressing down creases and making up small rhymes and songs to help him remember where the folds went. He’d been too small, those first few times, to remember well now how he’d reacted when she’d blown the first one into flight, but it never failed.

It always made him smile, at least a little.

He didn’t know why he was doing it—it just seemed like a good idea. And wouldn’t it be a laugh, he thought, if he could get the Weasley all worked up for nothing, only to bring her down on her freckled nose?

Make her quit that infernal laughing and constant, sickeningly cute smiling?

But his fingers were gentle as he made the folds, and his mind was far from vengeance.

~~~

The next day, more came.

They had to have come through the window, she thought as she tapped her toe and stared at the second bird that had joined the first sometime during the night, and the third that had joined the first two sometime after noon.

They were crowded together on the windowsill, rustling their wings and situating themselves, getting, to Ginny’s way of thinking, all chummy. The first one had slowed down a bit and taken to sleeping more, but still…

It was weird, and moreover, it was just… purposeful. It was no longer likely that someone had lost a magical creation, much less two or three. They’d been directed to her room. She couldn’t close off the windows, for Pig did need to get in somewhere, nuisance or no.

And really, they were kind of pretty.

So she lied to her roommates and told them the cranes were Transfiguration homework.

“How hard are animating spells?” Ginny asked Hermione that night over dinner, trying for a casual note. Ron and Harry were so engrossed in a Quidditch mag, they never even heard her.

“Animating an object isn’t hard at all,” Hermione said, falling easily into a lecturing tone. “Sustaining your animation is the hard part. In Charms for Chuckles, Martha Murkleson says average animations last for a few hours; however, a talented wizard, a fairly powerful one, can sustain animations for up to a few weeks, but that what it all comes down to is dedication.”

A few hours, Ginny mused. The first crane had lasted a great deal longer than that, and still hadn’t been stationary when she’d come down for dinner, and the second two had been frolicking from the moment they’d perched in the windowsill.

So who could—and would—do such a thing?

“What were you planning on animating, Ginny?” Hermione asked interestedly.

Quick on her feet, Ginny grinned maliciously. “Ron’s brain. It’s obviously not doing anything else.”

Hermione slipped a hand over her mouth, stifling the laughter that wanted to come, but Ginny laughed aloud, shooting sidelong glances at her oblivious brother.

And across the Great Hall, someone watched that laughter and wondered what it would take to make some of it his own.

~~~
She tried to make herself forget about it—O.W.L.s were coming up, and though Ginny considered herself a fair student, she was no Hermione Granger. Studying had to be done, and lots of it.

But how was she supposed to study when there was an ever-growing flock of paper cranes in her room?

Her roommates had been tactful so far, even though by the end of the week she had twenty-eight of them, all gathered in the windowsill and perched on the headboard of her bed. Ginny may not have been Hermione, but she wasn’t daft—she’d spotted the pattern almost immediately. One crane on the first day, two on the second, three on the third, and now at seven days she was ready to start hiring them to carry letters.

Studying had clearly taken a backseat.

Ginny sat in a corner of the library, big brown eyes casting about suspiciously—would they come in here? Little folded cranes floating through the library—despite her better judgment, a smile flitted over her lips. She could just see Madam Pince’s face now.

“Get those birds out of my library! I don’t care if they’re not real! Shoo!”

Ginny giggled and opened the volume in front of her, more than a little sorry; she didn’t completely want to learn what was going on with the cranes. Snow had started to fall somewhere around mid-week, and now that the grounds were white and gleaming, the mysterious birds coming in her windows at intervals through each day, the whole thing was lent an air of mystery, of romanticism.

Someone was sending her presents, and it was hard to dislike that. But they were a nuisance, and her curiosity was near to killing her, so Virginia Weasley decided to do some research.

Hogwarts Honors, Inception to Present.

The book was thick and dusty, rarely used by students. So far as Ginny knew, the only person who read it regularly was, unsurprisingly, Hermione. And it was Hermione’s words that Ginny heard as she flipped through the massive tome.

“…a talented wizard, a fairly powerful one, can sustain animations for up to a few weeks.”

Talented. Ginny stopped at the section titled “Headmaster’s List: 1992” and started glancing down the subdivisions. The pages detailed the top five students in each category at Hogwarts in the year surveyed.

“Potions,” Ginny read aloud. “Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy—” At this, Ginny rolled her eyes a little. Of course Malfoy would be at the top in Potions, what with that greasy cretin teaching it. “Michael Corner, Padma Patil, Theodore Nott.”

Ginny moved through the lists quickly, noting with some pride that Hermione had taken top honors in nearly everything but Divination and Defense Against the Dark Arts, where Harry had edged her out by a nose. But to think Hermione was sending her the cranes was nothing short of ludicrous, and the only other person making consistently high marks was—

“Malfoy?” Ginny said aloud, snorting derisively. “Well, since none of the cranes has exploded or turned into a giant bloody Dark Mark, fat chance on that one.” She skimmed her fingers over the lists once more and found Seamus Finnegan tied for fifth place in Charms.

But Hermione had also mentioned dedication, and Ginny didn’t know anyone flightier than the flirty Irish sixth-year.

So, it was with a heavy sigh of resignation—and a heart lightened by her persistent mystery—that Ginny replaced the book and went back to her room, for once walking through the corridors alone.

Floors below, eyes intent and hands patient, a persistent but confused young man prepared eight more cranes for the eighth day of the last month in the year.

**Author’s Note: This concludes the story… no sequel in the works; I just wanted to give you all something sweet for the holidays, as the next thing I’m starting is probably the darkest—and hardest—thing I’ve ever written. However, this is light and just a little fluffy. Let’s call it nougat, shall we? Happy reading to all of you, and happy holidays.**

The whispers started in the middle of the month, spreading first through the more gossipy girls of Gryffindor, then straight from Parvati to Padma and into the halls of Ravenclaw, onto very nearly the whole school. By the time the rumors reached the people who mattered—Ron, Harry, Hermione, and a tall, solitary boy with a penchant for origami—the truth had ballooned exponentially into something nearly unrecognizable. Ginny Weasley was dotty enough to be in St. Mungo’s, the whispers said; she was holing up in her room at night and conjuring all sorts of animals and birds, conversing with them in a language only she understood and plotting Merlin knew what. It was only a matter of time, gossiping lips hissed, before McGonagall and the Headmaster yanked the youngest Weasley and her menagerie out of Gryffindor and slapped her into the infirmary wing.

Unsurprisingly, Ginny was the last to know.

Her nose stuck in her Potions book, her quill wavering over a long piece of parchment she’d been taking notes on in the common room, Ginny never saw the trio approach her.

“Ginny, I— we—feel we should talk.” Hermione was flanked by Ron and Harry, her eyes wide and earnest.

Ginny, entranced in a Potions mix she’d never once gotten right, kept her head down and grunted in response, not an encouraging sign to the worried trio.

“Gin, get your head out of the book,” Ron said, nearly panicked; he jerked the textbook away from her and earned a glare the Weasley women used exclusively on their men.

“Do you mind, Ron? Some of us actually study, you know,” Ginny said coldly, but her eyes drifted to Harry and Hermione, who were staring at her with furrowed brows and concerned expressions. “Is something going on?”

“You tell us,” Hermione said. “We hear you’re hiding things.”

“Hiding things?” Ginny barely kept her eyes from skipping to the entrance to the girls’ dorms. “I’m not hiding anything.” Other than a hundred and nineteen… or is it a hundred and twenty now? birds up in my room… “Other than, of course, my extreme annoyance at being interrupted.” She cut her eyes back to Ron pointedly.

Hermione sat down beside her closest friend and grasped her hand. “Ginny, you must tell us what’s going on. The whole of Hogwarts thinks you’ve gone mad.”

“Something about birds and animals,” Harry said speculatively. “Though it sounded a bit farfetched, really.”

A tiny light bulb went off in Ginny’s brain and she uttered a long, drawn out “Oh” of comprehension, stretching it out as she tried to determine exactly how much of the truth to tell them. “It’s only a joke Colin and I are having,” she lied easily, casting her eyes to the fire. “They’re paper cranes, you know, a Muggle thing.” Both Hermione and Harry nodded, and no one bothered explaining it to Ron. “He taught me to make them and it got to be a bit of a competition, really. Foolishness.”

“Well,” Hermione said authoritatively, patting Ginny’s hand firmly. “That’s a relief. The way people made it sound, it was as though you’d completely cracked, and I’d hate to think something was abnormal and none of us noticed.” After all, the last time they’d failed to notice, look what had happened.

Ginny looked at her three friends with eyes she hoped looked guileless. “Nothing to notice here.”

~~~

He should have felt vindicated—or at the very least, amused—at the Weasley’s recent misfortunes as related by every busybody in the whole wide Hogwarts, but instead he felt… more confused.

He’d seen her lately, spending more and more time alone, her brown eyes darting around as she traversed the wide hallways of the school; he wondered what—or who—she was looking for, and he loathed himself for the sickening, weak hope he’d had that it had been him she sought with curious eyes.

When the rumors finally reached his ears, the clever young man was easily able to weed truth from amongst the lies—who better to identify lies than a liar?—and he’d come away with only one truth, the most important one.

Virginia was keeping his cranes.

As the month went on, the days grew shorter, the snow grew deeper, the cranes multiplied, and he grew more and more fixated on a girl who should have been his enemy.

When had it all started?

As he pulled gently on the fragile paper, making wings span gracefully on either side of the body of the bird he created, he pondered this question for the hundredth time, and this time, he gave himself an honest answer.

It had started in the very first moment she’d spoken to him, urchin face smeared with ashes, eyes narrowed with… could it be? Contempt. In that moment, status hadn’t mattered to the little whelp; all that had mattered was that she stand up for him. For Potter.

And he himself had stood alone, no protector, no freckle-cheeked, cute-faced champion to speak of, unspeakably jealous of the Boy Who Lived.

Though his fingers trembled slightly as he set the bird aside, he picked up his wand and sent it on its way, just after midnight.

~~~

“I’m not coming home yet.”

She tried the words out in front of the mirror several times, wondering when the proper moment to send word to her Mum was. After all, her last O.W.L. was in less than an hour, and she’d be expected home.

Ginny looked over the small, huddled flocks of paper cranes littering her room, comprehending fully why her roommates were so put off by the matter—over two hundred of the cranes, in various stages of animation, were likely to frighten almost anyone.

But not Ginny.

They’d sustained her, in a way, as she’d taken her tests, her anonymous, winged gifts. She had taken to counting the new arrivals, checking to make sure she hadn’t, somehow, missed any of them. They were the first things in her life that were solely and completely hers, not handed down, not used, and no amount of cynicism was going to take that away.

They were routine, a pattern that made sense in life when little else did.

And so as the time approached to make her way home, Ginny knew she couldn’t go, not just yet. Not with cranes waiting to come, some already tending their unmoving siblings that had lost flight and movement hours, days, or weeks ago. She would stay as long as she could.

It was in this spirit that Ginny used the Common Room fireplace to speak with her mother. “’Lo, Mum,” she said, watching her mother bustle around the kitchen, preparing and conjuring enough food for the holiday.

Molly gave a little jump, rapping her head on a levitating bowl, and peered at her daughter. “Ginny, darling, is everything all right?”

“I’m not coming home yet,” Ginny said, and it was as uncomplicated as that. “If I come home before Christmas morning, Fred and George will guess what all the presents are and ruin the surprise for everyone. Well, this year I’ve outsmarted them and they’ll just have to wait.” Seems I’m outsmarting everyone here of late, she thought, pressing her lips together in a thin line.

Molly laughed, appreciating Ginny’s cleverness. A woman had to be clever, in a house full of men like the Weasleys. She talked to her daughter for several minutes, giving herself a break from her busy day.

She never saw the folded bird cradled in her daughter’s hand.

~~~

The birds were nice, they were hers, but sometime between the hours when nearly everyone left the school and the ringing of noon on Christmas Eve, Ginny started to recognize a wish for something more. Part of her—a very big, unreasonable, overly romantic, fanciful part—had been hoping her crane-maker would just sort of… appear once the coast was clear.

But everyone had cleared out of Hogwarts, and Ginny was left sitting alone on her bed when the twenty-fourth day came, her knees drawn up under her horrid G-for-Ginny sweater, looking at her birds and wondering who had sent them, occasionally suppressing a flash of resentment at their taciturn protection of their maker.

They were all she had, however, and she wanted to watch the last few come in, she reasoned stubbornly, though her eyes were heavy. She had stayed up all night, watching the birds as they’d started to come, one an hour every hour, and with each tiny, folded, flying present, Ginny’s imagination stretched just a little farther, encompassing a fantastic admirer far away, sending paper cranes as his only means to reach the outside world, trapped and longing for someone—for her—to release him.

“You’re an idiot, Ginny,” she told herself laughingly through a yawn, but idiocy or no, she wanted to see the rest of them, just the last few before she had to go home the next day.

~~~

He pointed his wand at the last bird of Christmas Eve, number three hundred, and found he hadn’t the strength—or the will—to animate it. It was poorly formed, the first of the hundreds to be less than impeccable. Its wings were misshapen and uneven, its head tilted at an awkward angle, the whole of it completely pitiful.

His hands had been shaking too badly to fold it properly.

It was wrong, what he was doing; he was a Malfoy, after all, and she a Weasley, a family full of traitors to their kind and to their blood. It was wrong, and what was more, it was stupid.

What had he to gain?

He knew she was up in her room, one of the last people left in her tower, not to mention the whole school. He had watched students leave alone, in pairs, in groups, and none of those students had been the youngest Weasley, the sweetheart of Gryffindor.

And so the moment had come for the Head Boy to make a decision, the first in his life that had not been made for him. Though it was a predetermined impossibility by status, house, and above all, name, he felt the reach of possibility.

Hope was an unfamiliar emotion in the house of Slytherin, but she seemed so possible, so close…

Who was there left to judge him in a nearly-empty castle surrounded by snow and sky and sustained by magic?

So he carried the bird in his hands, his chin raised high, his doubts dissipating as he made his way to the upper levels of Hogwarts.

He had found something—someone—he wanted, and so it was only rational: Malfoys always got what they wanted, and the daft, little, petite, fire-haired, spirited, somehow addictive Muggle-lover would be mad to say no.

Besides…

He’d made her all these damned cranes.

~~~

Ginny’s eyes flew open as the grandfather clock in the Gryffindor common room struck eleven o’clock, its charmed tones loud enough to reach into every nook and cranny of Gryffindor tower. She didn’t remember falling asleep, but she knew she’d been awake when the two hundred and ninety-ninth bird had swooped into the room, carrying a bit of falling snow on its wings. She’d been captivated by those few flakes, those touches of the outside world and the holiday weather around them. Now that crane was sitting on her chest, a wing tucked over its head, its body undulating softly with its “breaths.”

She sat up, her eyes immediately seeking the final bird. What—or who—she saw instead of that twenty-fourth bird of Christmas Eve made her scramble back in her bed, eyes wide and small hands reaching for the wand on the nightstand.

“You!” she gasped, snapping up the wand and pointing it at him, her eyes wide, confused, and more than a little hurt.

This was who had been sending her cranes?

This was the person who she had looked for, imagined, waited for? Not an admirer after all, then—probably only some sort of joke, cruel and twisted.

When she snatched up the wand, Draco stumbled back, a very uncharacteristic noise of shock coming from his mouth. He’d been gaping around the room like an idiot, unable to believe they were all there—she’d kept all of them, and each of them made with his own hands.

And then the little brat had woken up and scared him half to death.

“No hexes!” he commanded, his hand immediately springing up to cover his nose rather than to grab his wand. “None of those monster bogeys from hell or whatever that curse was you flung at me last time.”

“What are you doing?” she asked, panic carrying several pitches higher than it usually did.

This certainly mucked things up a bit, she reckoned. She’d stayed at school extra days for Draco Malfoy… and the weirdest part about it was, she hadn’t hexed him yet. She couldn’t even think of it, with all those lovely birds.

If he could take the time to make those, surely something had to be right.

And then he opened his mouth.

“My father would kill me if he knew I was here,” he snarked, taking his hand down and looking more miserable than angry, his eyes looking a great deal younger than the rest of him.

“Your father?” she asked disbelievingly, carefully climbing off the bed and stepping around the milling cranes who were now shifting back and forth as though watching their maker and their mistress trade volleys. “My father—” she started, only to be interrupted.

“Your father probably can’t even tie his own shoelaces,” Draco scoffed unthinkingly, leveling the insult with the ease of a long-formed habit.

In her rage, her immediate, indignant, annoyed rage, Ginny made a noise like a wounded cat and did the only think she could think of.

She threw her wand at him.

It hit him square in the nose, the heavy end striking him right in the bridge, hard enough to make his eyes water; this time he brought both hands to his face, exposing to her the one thing he’d been hiding.

The three hundredth crane.

The anger left her immediately, slapped away by the sight of the thing she’d been waiting for, inexplicably tied to this man she hadn’t been waiting for.

“Ohhh…” Her breath left her in a soft exhalation as she looked at the bird, its wings lopsided, its head cocked endearingly, and she took a few steps toward Draco, her eyes focused on the bird, her hand extended. The cranes on the floor shuffled to make a path for her, and she brought wide eyes to his silver, watering ones.

“He’s the last one for today, isn’t he?” she asked softly, the yawning chasm thrown between them by class and history momentarily gone in her transfixion on his gift and his unwilling transfixion on her.

“He was, until you brained me with your wand, you bleeding ninny.” But that unfamiliar, alien, bizarre hope was back, and he lowered his hand from his slightly reddened nose, extending the still bird to her.

“Why?” she asked, putting her hand over it but not taking it, their fingers barely brushing.

The only answer he had for her was the assuagement of his own confusion, the attempt to do something—anything—to dampen the foolish feelings that had been tearing through him for too long, and he lowered his head, eyes gleaming in the smirk he seemed to hold constant.

Before she could react, before Ginny could retreat, he’d tangled his long fingers into her shorter ones, forming a cage for the avian creation between them, bringing his lips to hers with a touch as light as feathers, his uncertainty showing itself in the hesitation of the kiss. For a moment, he was not alone and she was not contemptuous. He was not a Malfoy, nor she a Weasley, but just a boy and a girl and a bird.

With the castle nearly empty and a crisp wind blowing through the drapes she’d left open for all the birds, snow falling outside and birds floating around them, Ginny thought his answer was as good as any and saw no immediate reason not to kiss him back.

He had, after all, made her all those cranes.

And as she stood on her tiptoes and tilted her head back, the crane beneath their fingers started to stir.

~~~

“Did you enjoy your presents, Ginny, love?” Arthur placed a hand on his daughter’s head late Christmas morning, looking on happily as she sat in front of her small pile of presents, her brothers and Harry all scattered around the room.

“I did,” she said with a small smile.

Ron glanced over and rolled his eyes theatrically. “Oh, cor, Gin, you’re not still on about those, are you?”

Ginny kept her eyes on the wrapping paper in front of her as her fingers made careful, even creases, her mind somewhere else entirely, on a brief encounter in a chilly room.

She figured she had enough wrapping paper for twenty-five.