Until Such A Time by Kristen Elizabeth

Rating: PG13
Genres: Drama, Romance
Relationships: Harry & Hermione
Book: Harry & Hermione, Books 1 - 4
Published: 27/01/2003
Last Updated: 05/03/2003
Status: Paused

Pulled eighteen years into the future, Harry must fight to save his present and his past.




1. Whenever, Wherever
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Disclaimer: Potter and Co. do not belong to me, but to JK Rowling who is the real brains behind
the operation.

Author's Notes: Okay, so this story has absolutely nothing to do with my previous HP story
"An Organ of Fire." Although may I just say, the response to the end of that story
overwhelmed me. Seriously. I almost cried. But this story is something entirely new that I'm
trying and if it gets even a tenth of the response that "Organ..." did, I will be a happy
little writer. Enjoy!!

Dedication: To one of the world's newest members, Alison Loyce.

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

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"Hermione?" Harry Potter closed the front door behind him and pulled at the hook and eye
holding his winter cloak closed at the base of his neck. "Where are you?"

"I'm in the kitchen," his wife of just one blissful year called out, her voice
muffled by the space between them. The house they had just bought on the outskirts of London was
just big enough to make communication from room to room difficult.

He hung his cloak on the stand next to the door and picked up the post from the hall table.
Thumbing through it, he headed for the kitchen. At twenty-four years old, Harry had grown into his
knobby knees and unruly hair and turned into quite a handsome wizard. At least, that's what
Hermione told him; he didn't set much stock in such things. His eyes, still a brilliant green,
also still held the pain of a lifetime spent fighting to survive, the culmination of that being a
hot summer night six years earlier.

"Was this all the post that came today?" Harry asked as he entered the little kitchen. He
glanced up from the letters in his hands. "Hermione?"

She was standing in front of the stove, using her wand to create a tomato sauce for spaghetti; when
he entered, she turned and gave him a warm smile. "Hello to you, too."

The post forgotten, Harry walked up to his wife and lifted her chin for a slow kiss. "I'm
sorry," he said a moment later. "How are you, love?"

"Bored," she replied, frowning. "And I can't seem to get enough oregano into
this."

He dropped a hand down to her hugely rounded stomach. "Why don't you remind your mother,
baby, that there's a jar of oregano in the cabinet just above her head. All she has to do is
reach up and grab it."

"Don't tease." With a spoon in one hand and her wand in the other, Hermione propped
her fists up on her hips. "I've got to do some magic, Harry, or else I really will go
stir-crazy."

"They call it 'maternity leave' for a reason, you know," Harry said, taking the
spoon from her and scooping up some sauce. "You're supposed to *leave* the stress of
working behind at the office." After taking a taste, he shook his head. "It doesn't
need oregano. It needs...basil."

Hermione sighed as she snatched back the wooden instrument. "Who's cooking here, you or
me?" To show him she wasn't mad, she kissed his cheek. "Was there something you were
expecting in the post?"

"A letter. From Remus." He lifted a shoulder. "It might come tomorrow."

"I'm sure it will," she said softly. Clearing her throat, she pointed her wand at the
sauce. Without any fanfare, basil leaves shot into the thick mixture. "Is Ron still coming for
dinner?"

Harry nodded. "And he's bringing a date."

"Please tell me it's not that half-wit secretary...what was her name?"

"Lucy," Harry supplied. "No. It's someone we've not met. He said she was
foreign, but that's all I could get out of him."

Hermione stirred the sauce thoughtfully. "American, probably. Ron has a thing for blondes with
blue eyes."

"And red lips. Red, white and blue." Her husband snickered. "I guess we'll find
out."

"I should change then." She looked down at her loose, maternity robes which covered the
mound of eight months pregnancy in her body. "I've been wearing this all day."

Harry reached for the spoon again. "You look fine. But I'll finish up in here, if you
want."

"My hero." After another, longer kiss, she started off. "Make enough noodles for six
or seven. You know Ron's appetite."

"I'll make it eight servings," Harry called out. "You're eating for two,
remember!"

She was halfway out the kitchen door before she turned and gave him a pointed look. "Like I
could forget." Her hands rubbed her belly. "It's been a party in here for the past
hour and a half. In fact, it only stopped when you came in."

"Daddy's girl," he said, confidently.

Hermione pursed her lips. "Perhaps." She pointed to the pot. "Watch out; it's
bubbling." She spoke too late; a bubble popped in the middle of the sauce and sent a spray up
onto Harry's glasses. "Looks as though you'll be cleaning up for dinner, too, Mr.
Potter."

"I'll join you in the bedroom, Mrs. Potter," he grimaced, taking off his splattered
glasses.

"In my condition? Harry..." She winked at him. "I'm flattered."

He had to laugh as he used a corner of his shirt to clean the lenses. "How long before Ron and
his Yankee show up?"

"Not long enough," Hermione said, almost ruefully. "Besides, I suppose you've
forgotten that as of yesterday, you're cut off, love." Blowing him a kiss, she left the
room.

Inwardly, Harry groaned. He had forgotten. Putting his glasses back on, he sighed the sigh of a man
who would not be getting any action in bed for the next two months, at least. "I guess
I'll start on the noodles. That should be just as much fun."

****

"Well? What do you think of her, mate?"

Harry peered over the rim of his tea cup. The woman in question was sitting across the parlor,
talking to Hermione by the fireplace. "I suppose the real question is what do *you* think of
her?"

Ron Weasley combed his hair through his rusty bangs. "Come on, Harry. I brought her here for
approval. I can't go off seriously dating someone without seeing what the two of you think
first!"

"Well..." He took a long sip as he devised an answer. "She speaks very good
English."

"She didn't a couple of months ago when she first got here from Spain," Ron said.
"But...with the help of an excellent tutor..." He grinned. "...she's made
tremendous progress."

Harry arched an eyebrow. "Is that how she learned to say, 'oh, yes, give me more' so
well? I thought she just really liked spaghetti."

"Serafina," Ron ignored him. "Isn't it a beautiful name? So
heavenly..."

"And it goes so well with 'Weasley.'"

Frowning, Ron looked at his oldest friend. "I hope something is bothering you, because if not,
you're well on your way to acting like a bloody..."

Harry held up his hand. "Sorry. I'm sorry. It's just..." He put down his cup to
rub his eyes. "One of us isn't going to be having sex for the next two months and you know
it's not you."

"Damn straight." Ron hid a chuckle behind his hand. "She's having a baby, mate.
You had your fun already."

"It's not just that." He considered and continued, "Well, that's a lot of
it. But more than that...I haven't heard from Remus in awhile."

Suddenly serious, Ron leaned forward, speaking in a low whisper. "You don't think
something has happened to him, do you?"

"I don't know. I don't think so," Harry replied. "But I get worried.
He's the last link I have to..." He stopped.

"You've got to stop thinking like there's danger lurking 'round every corner,
Harry." His best friend, and for the last two years, his fellow Auror, put a hand on his
shoulder. "It's all over. We made the world a safer place."

The Boy-Who-Lived shook his head. "I don't know that it ever will be over, Ron. Not as
long...as I keep missing them."

"We all lost people." Ron swallowed heavily. "Don't you think I miss my sister
every single day?"

"I know. But Sirius...and Dumbledore..." Harry picked up his cup, only to discover that
he had already drained it. "I still feel lost without them."

"Past's in the past, Harry," his friend said sagely. "And the future..." He
gestured to Hermione in her rocking chair; she was letting Ron's Spanish flame touch her
stomach, laughing at the girl's surprise when the baby moved. "...it's sitting right
over there."

Harry blinked when Hermione looked over and caught him staring at her. Her face glowed, and it
wasn't just the warm light from the fireplace. She smiled at him, a private little look that
spoke volumes of love. Ron was right. Voldemort was dead and buried. He had taken too many people
down with him, but he was gone.

The road ahead was clear for him, his wife and their unborn child.

****

Despite this certainty, Harry still found himself standing outside the shell of a burned-out
mansion a week later, utilizing a simple locating spell to search the charred ruins for anything
pertaining to the Dark Arts. This was a routine part of his job; although the black days of
Voldemort's return were long over, the followers he had acquired during those short three
years, not to mention the ones he'd had before, were still scattered across England. It was
Harry's job as an Auror to track them down, neutralize any threat they posed, and dispose of
any dangerous items they might possess.

"Harry." Ron approached him from behind, his work robes flapping in the strong, cold
breeze. "This house is clean. What are we still doing here?"

With his wand pointed at the remains of the house, Harry closed his eyes and chanted the simple
phrase. A moment later, a floating ball of blue light appeared in front of them. He opened his
eyes. "I just need to be sure, Ron. The Torkinson's both have the Mark...and I have a
feeling that something of theirs survived the fire."

"Bloody fools, if you ask me. Torching the place just as we closed in. They could've just
Apparated out and..." He coughed. "Made it a hell of a lot more difficult for us. So,
what do you think is..."

"It's moving," Harry cut him off as the blue light began floating towards the ruins.
"Come on."

The two Aurors set off, making their way through the burnt rubble carefully, but quickly as not to
lose sight of their guide. They followed the light into the center of the house, but it disappeared
through a crack between blackened boards that lay across the floor.

"Damn! Lost it." Ron looked around. "This place doesn't look too sound, Harry. I
think we should cut our losses and get out of..."

Harry was already on his knees, pulling the boards away. "Give me hand, would you?"

With much reluctance, Ron kneeled next to his friend to help. "If I ruin my robes, you're
buying me new ones."

"I'll be sure to get them with...extra lace." Harry overturned a board with great
effort.

"You can't forget anything, can you, Potter?" Ron said with a broad smile that faded
the next second. "Harry...where did the floor go?"

Harry threw the last big piece of ceiling aside, revealing a hole and the first few stone steps
that led into the impenetrable darkness of the mansion's cellar. "Are you
coming?"

"Do I have a choice?" Taking a breath, Ron followed his friend down the ominous stairs.
With Harry's Lumos, there was only enough light to see the next step below them. "What are
you expecting to find?"

"What do we usually find? A few books, maybe poisonous candles or shrunken heads. Probably
nothing more than that." They reached the bottom of the staircase. There was the faintest hint
of a blue glow a good distance away. "It's stopped moving, I think. Must have found
something."

Harry and Ron walked towards the light, nearly tripping over several empty crates in the process.
The fire had not extended to this basement, probably because of its stone structure and the Muggle
fire department who had put out the flames in a swift and orderly manner...while the Ministry
worked to arrest the mansion's owners right underneath their noses.

"There." Ron pointed to the light. "Can you see what it's touching?"

"Some sort of..." Harry held his wand's light closer to the item that conjured guide
had settled over. It sat on a low table, the only structure around as far as he could see.
"...shrunken head."

Ron rolled his eyes. "What fun. Who wouldn't want to be into the Dark Arts if it means you
get such terrific toys?"

"Ten years ago...I would have thought this was amazingly wicked. You would have,
too."

"Yeah, but that was before I had a clue," Ron retorted. "This should be fairly easy
to take care of, Harry."

Harry nodded and raised his wand. Before he could utter the spell to destroy the object, something
compelled him to stop. He lowered his arm.

"What's wrong? Blast it," Ron urged him.

He licked his lips. "There's just...I don't know." Harry reached for the
fist-sized head. "Something about..." His fingers closed around the object; a wave of
dizziness engulfed him. He closed his eyes, shaking his head. "Woah. What the hell was
that?" There was no reply. "Ron?"

Harry opened his eyes. The basement and his best friend had vanished. He was now back outside,
standing in the exact spot he had started out. However, the Torkinson's mansion, or what was
left of it, was gone. A huge track of empty moor spread out around him.

"Ron?" he called out. Cold fear dripped into his stomach, settling in a hard ball at the
very bottom. He tried swallowing, but his mouth was dry. Something was very, very wrong.
"Ron...where are you?!"

"Harry? Harry Potter?"

The voice that called out his name did not belong to his best friend. In fact, it didn't even
belong to a man at all. Harry steeled himself and turned around. A girl in her late teens stood
several yards away, staring at him. "Who are you? What's happened to Ron?"

"It worked. It really worked!" The girl withdrew her hands from the pockets of her long,
black coat and clapped them together, excitedly. "You're here!"

Fear turned into anger. "Who the hell are you? I demand to know what's going on! What
worked? Where's Ron?!"

"I'm sorry! I know this has got to be crazy for you! But you're just going to have to
trust me, all right?" Taking a deep breath, the girl moved towards him. It was only as she
grew closer that Harry got a good look at her. Rich brown hair framed a delicate, heart-shaped
face. Her eyes, a hazel that walked the line between brown and green. "Don't you recognize
me?"

Harry plunged his hands into black locks "Whoever you are, I need you to tell me what has
happened here. Now!"

"Of course you don't recognize me! Why should you? You haven't actually met me yet,
have you?" The girl stopped in front of Harry. "This is the part where you're going
to have to trust me."

"Trust you? Trust you about..."

She cut him off. "If my calculations are correct, you are exactly eighteen years into the
future. Give or take a few minutes." Holding out her hand, the girl looked him straight in the
eye. "My name is Emmaline Lily Potter. Emma, for short." There was a pause. "I'm
your daughter."

****

To Be Continued



2. Come to my Window
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Disclaimer: Not my characters, just my little yarn about them.

Author's Notes: Thanks to everyone who responded to the first part;) Good feedback was given
and I'm ready to tell more of this story, even if only to prove that it's original and not
some generic time-travel story. Ever notice how one bad review counts more than ten good ones?
Anyways, if you're reading, enjoy!!

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

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Harry had long since ceased to be amazed by anything that the power of magic could accomplish. He
had seen so much, and only a little over half of his life had been spent in the Wizarding world.
Even time travel wasn't a new thing; modern Time-Turners could take a person back as far as
three or four days.

But eighteen years into the future...it was impossible to get his mind around the idea. He blinked
several times, staring at the girl who claimed to be his daughter with an unbelieving eye.
"Are you mad?" he finally asked her.

"Only a little," she replied, folding her slender arms. "Mum says I get it from
you."

"Hermione?" Harry shook his head. "All right. Before we go any further, you start
talking. I want the whole story."

Emma, if that was really her name, lifted her chin several notches. "It sounds like you need
more proof. What do you want me to tell you? Your name is Harry James Potter. You were born on July
31st to Lily and James Potter in..."

"Sadly, any five-year-old child could tell you that," Harry muttered.

"All right." She unfolded her arms to gather her hair at the base of her neck as she
thought. "Um...Mum told me that when you found out she was pregnant with me, you ran into a
wall."

He blinked. "What?"

"A wall. The...er...hallway wall, I think she said. She was afraid you had given yourself a
concussion, but she was more afraid that you had passed out because you were upset about the
news."

His fingers pressed against his forehead, the exact spot where a nasty bump had appeared only six
months earlier when Hermione had blurted that she was pregnant, causing him to forget to turn the
hall corner in time and sending him slamming into it, full force. "You can't...possibly
know that. I didn't even tell Ron..."

"Ron." He wasn't sure, but it almost seemed like her lip curled up in disgust.
"Well, anyway...do you need anymore proof?"

"I want explanations." Harry lowered his hand. "If you're really my
daughter...you know me enough to know that I like to know what's going on."

Emma cleared her throat delicately. "That's just it. I don't know you at
all."

"What does that mean?"

"Look...there really isn't any easy way to say this." The girl hesitated for a
second. "You have to understand, first of all, that I would never do this to you if it
weren't absolutely necessary. This isn't some whim I had. I didn't go through all of
this trouble for selfish reasons." She took another, calming breath. "The reason I
don't know you is because...a week before I was born...." A second passed. "...you
died."

A cold gust of wind hit them, making their hair dance around their faces. Harry expelled a breath
slowly. "Whoever you are, you really are mad. Now, I want you to undo whatever it is that
you've done and send me back to where I started out. Immediately."

"I can't do that." Emma took a step towards him. "I need your help. The thing
is, I don't think you were supposed to die when you did. Something got messed up and you went
before your time. And now the entire world has gone to hell and as far as I could see, the only way
to make it right was to bring you here. To fix it." She nibbled on her lower lip.
"So...what do you say?"

Harry dragged a hand down his face. "If this is really true...how did I die?"

"You know, there are probably a few things I shouldn't..."

"Tell me how I'm supposed to have died."

Emma let a few moments slip by before she replied, "Voldemort...rose again. Unexpectedly. You
died facing him. Mum and I were spared...under the Fidelus Charm. We've been hiding all my
life." Tears appeared in the corners of her eyes. "You have no idea how hard it's
been. I didn't get to go to Hogwarts, not that I would have been asked. You can't get in
there these days unless you can trace your Wizard blood back at least three generations. Purebloods
only."

"Voldemort..." Harry whispered. "No. We defeated him." His voice rose.
"Don't stand there and tell me that everything we did was for nothing! That everyone who
gave up their lives did so in vain!" He shook his hands wildly. "Okay, this has gone way
too far. Granted that I believe any of this, and don't think that I do just yet, what about
everyone else?"

She frowned. "Everyone else?"

"Yes! Lupin...Hagrid...um...Ron? Hermione herself! Our friends...the other Aurors. I am one
person out of hundreds who could stand up against Voldemort. I refuse to believe that my death
brought about some kind of apocalypse."

"Mum's always told me that you were humble. But I had no idea." Emma shook her head.
"Your death...it paralyzed the world. He took over within a matter of weeks."

"There are other people," Harry continued. "Ron, for one. After what happened to
Ginny, he'd die himself before..." He stopped. "Oh god...please don't tell me
that he's..."

Emma's reply was curt. "He's alive. Unfortunately."

"What?"

"Look, there will be time for better explanations later. Right now...it's getting late and
I don't want to worry Mum." She glanced at her watch. "It might make it easier for
you to believe everything if you see it with your own eyes."

Harry blinked several times. "If this is all true and I'm dead, how are you going to
explain my sudden...appearance?"

"I'm not." She reached into her coat and pulled out a compact, paper-wrapped bundle,
secured with heavy twine. After ripping into, Emma withdrew a very familiar, silvery cloak. "I
believe this belongs to you."

"My Invisibility Cloak?"

She nodded. "I found in the attic one day. Mum doesn't know that I know about it. The
Charm keeps us hidden even when we go outside, but this has come in handy for me more than
once." She tossed it to Harry and he caught it. "It's dusty, but it still works. Put
it on. And come home with me."

"What is Hermione going to say?" he asked, fingering the cloak's collar.

"Nothing. She won't see you either." Emma waved her hands in a similar gesture to
Harry's of a few minutes earlier. "I promise, I will tell you absolutely everything later
tonight. We have to hurry now; the sun's fixing to set."

Harry swallowed. "I don't want to believe any of this."

"I wish you didn't have to," she said softly. "Please, Dad. Just...put it
on."

His head spun, but there really wasn't anything for him to do about it at that moment. She
promised answers to all of his questions later; he would just have to be patient until then. Also,
he would need her to get back to his world...his time...wherever. The place where he had been. He
had no idea if he had simply disappeared without a trace, or worse. Or maybe nothing had happened
at all and this was simply a dream or hallucination.

Whatever was going on, the girl leading him down the hill held all the cards and he had none. He
reluctantly pulled the cloak up over his head. It smelled like moth balls. Harry sighed; he had the
sudden thought that things were going to get a lot worse before they got better.

****

The Apparated into Emma's bedroom minutes later. Harry immediately recognized it as the nursery
he and Hermione had spent hours preparing for their child. Of course, the crib and changing stand
had been replaced by a double bed and dressing table, but the pink-trimmed walls were the
same.

"This isn't real," he said out loud.

"Shh!" Emma pointed in his general direction; with the cloak over his head, she
couldn't locate him exactly. "I hear footsteps."

"Emma?"

She coughed. "I'm in here, Mum!"

Harry froze. It was Hermione's voice, without a doubt. As the doorknob turned, he braced
himself for what was to come. The door opened, but he was unprepared for the person who stepped
inside.

"Emma...have you been here all this time? I haven't heard a peep out of you."

His heart was suddenly too heavy for his chest. The Hermione who stood in the doorway looked
absolutely nothing like the woman he had kissed goodbye in bed that very morning. If not for the
book in her hand and her general features, he might have mistaken her for someone else entirely.
She looked, in a word, old.

But it wasn't age that made her so; if the girl beside him was correct, Hermione was only
forty-two. Years hadn't taken their toll on her...life had. There were dark circles underneath
her eyes, the sign of sleepless nights spent crying. Her hair hung limply around her shoulders. She
looked to be about thirty pounds underweight; her clothes hung on her body.

It was all Harry could do to stay still under the cloak.

"I've been studying," Emma smoothly lied. "I got completely caught up
in...um...troll history."

Hermione gave her a look, a look he was entirely familiar with, having seen it on numerous
occasions back at Hogwarts, when she caught him slacking off during study time. "Good. Then
you can tell me all about them over dinner."

The girl fidgeted. "Er...okay. I'll be down in a minute. Just have to...wash
up."

"Of course. Because all that page-turning is sweaty business. Especially if you're wearing
that heavy winter coat around inside." Hermione left, but not without a parting look.

Harry released a breath when the door closed and pulled off the cloak. "Now would be the time
to start explaining things."

"After dinner, I will. I promise!"

"She looks...she doesn't look like my Hermione. She looks like..." Harry balled up
the cloak in his fists. "What's happened to her?"

Emma peeled off her black coat. "She lost you. She lost her friends, her job, her place in the
community. She's been forced into hiding for eighteen years. And she's raised me,
single-handedly and taught me everything I know about anything." She started for the door.
"Listen. I know I'm asking a lot of you, but if you'll just give me until after
dinner....I'll tell you everything. And I'll bring you a plate, I promise."

"I can't even...believe any of this is happening. I should be at home, with *my* Hermione,
not in this...alternate freak world." He threw the cloak onto the bed in frustration.

"It's not a freak world," she replied, quietly. "It's the world without you.
But you're back now. And I know you can make it better!"

Harry shook his head. "You're counting on me way too much. What we should do is find Ron
and..."

"No!" Emma's eyes narrowed. "That is totally *not* an option." Down the
hall, Hermione called for her daughter. "Damn! I have to go. Stay here, please. I
promise...everything will be explained." She backed out of the door, her hands clasped in
front of her, prayer-style. "Please...please...keep the cloak on. Just in case." The door
was halfway closed before she stuck her head back in. "And don't get any ideas about
looking for Ron. I didn't bring you here just to destroy everything that's left." With
that, she slammed the door shut. He could hear her footsteps retreating down the hall.

Harry sat on the frilly, lace edge of Emma's bed. There was nothing else to do.

Twenty minutes later, he stood up, pulled the cloak back over his head and opened the door. Harry
Potter was not famous for sitting on his hands when his life spun out of control. Knowing every
inch of the house, he snuck down the hall, towards the dining room. Eavesdropping was all right, he
figured, if you had been sucked into the future without explanation by your supposed flesh and
blood.

He heard Hermione speaking first. "Look, I know that I can't expect you to stay cooped up
inside for your entire life...and I understand that the new charm gives you a way to escape every
now and then...but it's a not a privilege I want you to abuse." A fork clanged against a
plate. "There are hundreds of people out there who would give up their very lives in order to
hand us over to Voldemort. Can you understand how terrified I get when I know you're out and
about?"

"I'm sorry, Mum," Emma replied just as Harry peeked into the room. She was seated
across from Hermione, picking at a plate of stew. "I just needed some air."

Hermione shook her head. Her eyes shimmered with tears that Harry immediately wanted to soothe
away. "This isn't the life he wanted for you. He wanted you to have everything; we both
did." She sniffed. "Just please...in the future, let me know when you're going out
and we'll go together."

Emma nodded. A moment passed as they both ate silently. "Mum," she began. "Did
Dad..."

"Emma, love." Hermione reached for her daughter's hand. "It's been a very
long day. Can we talk about...your father another time? Please?"

Reluctantly, the girl nodded. "Yeah. Another time." She sighed. "It's never a
good time, is it?"

Tossing down her fork, Hermione buried her face in her hands for a second. "Please, Emma?
Today is just..." She stopped. "Did you go into the city while you were out?"

"Er...just...not for long."

"I smelled his cologne upstairs," Hermione continued, wistfully. "I suppose it could
be my imagination...but it was so real. I thought maybe you might have...been around someone who
wears it now."

Emma raised an awkward shoulder. "I guess I could have. I don't really know what Dad
smelled like."

"He always smelled..." She closed her eyes, remembering. "...like plain, clean soap.
And when he'd come home from the Ministry, after being around...well, around other
men...he'd smell like sandalwood and tobacco. But on special occasions or even on ordinary days
when he was in the mood...he'd wear cologne. I don't remember the name of it. Just the
scent."

"See, Mum?" Emma's voice was soft and slightly hoarse. "It's not so hard to
talk about him, is it?"

He couldn't hear any more. It was too hard. His heart no longer felt heavy; it felt like he
might not even have one anymore. Her anguish had shredded it to pieces. As he walked for the door,
he pinched himself, willing his body to wake up from the nightmare. But it wouldn't go away.
The house that had been stripped of all the pictures of them together at school, at their
wedding...he was still stuck in it when the slight pain faded.

Harry still had enough presence of mind to carefully open the front door and close it behind him
without a sound. The wind had picked up outside; he had to fight to keep all of his body covered by
the cloak. And, he found out, it provided absolutely no warmth.

He started down the street; one of the reasons he and Hermione had chosen this little suburb to
live in was that it retained an old-world charm that you just couldn't find in the heart of
London. People knew each others names and it wasn't because the town was mostly made up of
wizarding families. Even the few Muggles were aware of the magical world.

But now, the houses on either side of the street were, for the most part, boarded up. Empty shells,
some even burned. No children played in the street, no cars sat in driveways, no one was outside
grilling steaks or discussing the latest Chudley Cannons game over the fence with their
neighbor.

Harry swallowed. If this truly was the world that his death had created, what could he possibly do
now to undo so much damage?

He heard voices suddenly and almost stepped behind a tree before he remembered his invisibility
underneath the cloak. Instead of hiding, he turned around to locate the source of the voices. With
the sun almost completely set, it was impossible to make out faces on the shadowed figures that
were walking down the street, going the way he had just come. But their conversation was impossible
to miss.

"We've searched this street so many times, sir. They're not here...no one's here
anymore."

"Oh, they're here. They're just hidden. Perhaps today will be our lucky
day..."

Harry's entire body froze. The second voice...it was as unmistakable as Hermione's had
been. He blinked, not wanting to believe what his ears were telling him. But the figures came
closer and in the weak light, the face to match the voice materialized.

Ron walked towards him without seeing him; his robes were blacker than ink and billowed around his
feet like a clinging shadow of doom. His hair was the only bit of color he had on; even his eyes,
once so brilliant and blue were now dark and so heavily set ahead of him that he wasn't even
blinking.

Another man in black robes trailed along beside him. "Sir, it's not a matter of luck.
It's..."

"When I want your opinion..." Ron stopped only long enough to grab up his companion by
his collar. "...I'll let you know what it is. For now...keep looking."

The man straightened his robes after Ron had released him and continued walking. "He's not
going to be pleased that we're wasting our time here again."

A rush of air colder than the wind swept over Harry as Ron passed by him, missing his arm by a
matter of inches. "On the off-chance that today might be the day they let their guard down and
we find them...I'll risk it."

Harry followed them as quietly as possible, despite suddenly having trouble breathing. What had
happened to Hermione was bad; what appeared to be wrong with Ron...was a thousand times
worse.

Finally, Ron and his companion stopped exactly where Harry feared they would. The very house he had
just left. To his eyes, it looked completely normal. Smoke rose from the chimney, there were lights
on in almost every room.

But to the two men, "Nothing, sir. As usual. Just a boarded-up waste of space." The
unidentified man kicked the side of the house. "It's not even fit for rats to live
in."

"Who's keeping your Secret, Hermione?" Ron whispered, peering into one window.
"When I find out..." He chuckled. "Oh...when I find out..." He stepped away
from the house. "Let's report back. Lord Voldemort is waiting for us."

Harry stood completely still, unable to move even if he had wanted to, until Ron and the man
Disapparated. When they had vanished, he sat down on the ground, ignoring the cold grass.

He was dead. Hermione was wasting away. His child lived her life in hiding. And Ron...his best
friend...had gone to the other side.

Unable to stop himself, he crawled out from under the cloak and lost the contents of his stomach
into a clump of nearby bushes.

****

To Be Continued



3. I'll take you there
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Disclaimer: The usual stuff about characters not belonging to me. Old, but necessary.

Author's Notes: I know not as many people are into this story as "Organ", but
it's all good. I'm having fun telling it and I hope if you're reading, you're
having fun doing so as well. Take care, and thank you for the reviews thus far!

****

Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

****

"All right." With her foot, Emma pushed the door to her room open. Both of her hands were
occupied carrying a bowl, a plate, napkins and utensils and a glass in the crook of her arm. She
shut the door the same way and smiled at Harry. "It's beef stew and homemade bread.
Mum's not the greatest cook in the world, but she..."

He lifted his stony gaze from the spot on the floor on which it had been fixed since he arrived
back in his daughter's room. "Tell me about Ron."

She paused as she set the bowl onto her dressing table. "Do you want salt? I can run
downstairs and grab the cellar if you..."

"You promised me answers. Here's my question." Harry stood up and approached the
girl. "What's happened to Ron?"

Emma busied herself arranging her father's dinner dishes as she spoke. "He's not one
of us anymore."

"What does that mean?" Harry pressed. He needed to hear her say the words.

"He's..." She spun around, his fork still in her hand. "He's a Death-Eater,
Dad." After a moment of watching closely for his reaction, she continued, "That
wasn't how I wanted to tell you. And you probably don't believe me anyways. So...you'll
probably want the whole story."

Harry gave her a cool look and took the fork from her. Despite everything that was happening, his
stomach still called for attention. "You talk." He sat at the dressing table.
"I'll eat."

"You're taking this rather well," Emma commented, puzzled.

"Let's just say..." He swallowed a mouthful of stew. "I saw something I
shouldn't have." Harry took another bite. "Tell me how it came about. Imperius Curse?
Brainwashing?"

Emma hesitated. "None of the above." She sat on her bed and crossed her legs
Indian-style. "He went over of his own free will."

"I don't believe that," Harry replied simply. "Not Ron."

"Yeah, well....it's a fucked up world." Her words were harsh. "I've never
actually met him...but I've seen his face pressed against our window more than once. You have
to understand..." She ran a hand through her hair. "It all happened so fast. Your death,
my birth, and before Mum had even been released from the hospital, he was gone. His first
assignment under Voldemort was to deal with us. That's when we went into hiding." Emma
took a breath. "So...he's been trying to get us for eighteen years. I think even Voldemort
might have lost interest, but not Ron. It's some sort of...personal mission of his. Now do you
see why there's dark circles under Mum's eyes?"

Harry set down his fork and took a long sip of water. He had to keep performing these little
actions in order to keep from shutting down entirely. Every instinct told him that the girl was
wrong or lying...but he had seen for himself, quite plainly, that her story was true.

Swallowing, he tore off a piece of bread from the hunk she had brought him. "Is that
everything I need to know?"

"What else do you *want* to know?"

He bit into the bread. "For starters...are all of my friends working for Voldemort now?
Isn't there anyone trying to fight back? Or are they all dead?"

Emma pulled her knees up and tucked them under her chin. "There's a small resistence. How
do you think Mum and I survive? Our Secret-Keeper is one of them...but I don't know who it is.
Mum says it's safer that way." She scowled. "I really ought to know. I'm not a
child anymore!"

"I'm sure she's just...just trying to protect you." The bread was like a lump of
dust in his mouth. He could only choke it down with the help of a sip of water. "Who's in
the resistence?"

"People..." she hesitated. "I was going to take you to them tomorrow."

Harry choked. "Do they know about your little...whatever it was you did to bring me here? What
was it, anyway? Seems like pretty advanced magic for someone who's never had formal
training."

"It's actually something I stumbled upon. A theory in one of Mum's books that was
never proven." Harry waited for her to go on. "Basically, a spell that could send an
enchanted item back in time to bring..." She gave him her mother's dazzling smile.
"The details aren't important; what matters is that it worked."

"I'd say the details are *very* important. When it comes time to send me back to my world,
I expect them to be very important to you, too." He let the matter slide for the time being as
he finished eating. "The only thing I still don't understand is what you expect me to do
to change this world. It seems like anything I could do would only be a scratch on the
surface."

Emma fidgeted. "Well, that's why I'm taking you to the underground tomorrow.
They'll know what to do, much better than I. Although...I didn't exactly do this with their
blessings." A sheepish look skitted across her pretty face.

Harry set aside his napkin. "Did you actually think *any* of this through, or did you just go
ahead and do it?"

"You know, everything I've ever heard about you says that you have absolutely no right to
lecture to me...or anyone...about impetuousness! But to answer your question, yes. I thought it
through so much that I almost got sick of thinking about it. All my life, I've wanted..."
The girl looked away for a minute. "I think that if you could defeat Voldemort, more people
would have the courage to fight back."

"He killed me," Harry replied shortly. "What makes you think it'll be any
different if I face him again?"

Emma looked back at him. "Because this time...you'll be prepared. He won't catch you
off-guard again." She licked her lips. "That's how it happened. He rose without any
forewarning...and you were the first person he came after. He got you..."

He held up a hand, silencing her. "You were right. There are probably some things I
shouldn't know." Several minutes ticked by as father and daughter studied each other.
Finally, Harry said, "You look so much like your mother."

"I know. Sometimes..." She laughed bitterly. "I used to wish that I had favored you.
Then at least I would have known what you looked like. Mum...took down all the pictures of you a
long time before I could become interested in them. It hurts....she hurts when she thinks about
you." Emma shrugged, but the careless motion was weighed down with emotion. "She's
never healed."

"My Hermione..." he whispered. "This is a nightmare."

His daughter tucked her hair behind her ears. "I'm sorry...that I pulled you out of your
world. I know it's probably a million times better there." With sharp movements, she
jumped off the bed. "You know what? Let's not wait until tomorrow."

"But..."

"There's no point in delaying, right?" Emma crossed her arms tightly across her
modest chest. "The sooner we fix this world, the sooner you can get back to yours." She
paused for a second. "And away from this...nightmare."

Failing to pick up on the hurt in her words, Harry lifted his head. "Let's get going
then."

****

Apparating to a remote loch in the Scottish highlands took only seconds; Harry was more than a
little impressed at Emma's ease with the advanced wizard skill. Hermione had taught her...their
daughter well. Someone had been looking after the two women, he was also pleased to note. Emma had
her own wand from Ollivander's, although she had likely never been so much as allowed to step
foot into Diagon Alley. It must have taken a great deal of coordinated effort with an even greater
amount of love for his wife and child for someone to make sure that they weren't cut off from
the world entirely.

When they materialized on the edge of the deep lake, Emma gestured to the water. "I hope
you're good at Bubble-Head charms."

"You mean..." Harry groaned to himself. "They're underwater??"

"Of course not. The entrance to the cave is underwater, that's all." The girl pulled
her wand from the inside pocket of her coat. "Ready?"

Fortunately, Harry remembered the charm from a recent raid on a manor house in Wales that had an
old-fashioned moat around it. With his own wand, he conjured the charm around his head and when it
was in place, hesitantly joined his daughter in the cold lake.

They stood in waist-deep water, shivering for a minute. "Just...follow...me," Emma
instructed, her teeth chattering. With that, she let her whole body slip under the glass surface of
the loch. Harry took a deep breath, but then, remembered himself. Breathing normally, he ducked his
head under the water.

Emma was already several yards away, descending into deeper waters with clean breast-strokes. Harry
still wasn't all that great of a swimmer, but he managed to keep a decent pace behind her.
There was little light at the depth at which they leveled off and there was still a good hundred
feet of water below them. Harry tried not to think about it, tried to keep focused on Emma's
feet as they kicked in front of him.

But he couldn't ignore the sudden feeling that they were not alone in the water. This fear was
all-too concretely confirmed when he looked down and saw a massive, dark green creature swimming at
their pace directly beneath them.

His first instinct was to panic; Harry shot his arm out ahead of him on one of Emma's kicks and
grabbed her slender ankle. She stopped swimming and shook off his hand. Turning around, she faced
him with a puzzled look. Harry pointed down.

After taking a look, Emma shook her head, releasing a stream of air bubbles from the protective
shield around her head, and pointed to the direction they had been heading. Harry squinted; he
could just make out the comforting sight of a stone wall. They had reached the caves.

Beneath them, the creature turned around in circles, seemingly contented to tease the humans above.
Emma reached for her father's hand and pulled him through the water, kicking for both of them.
They reached the dark mouth of the underwater cavern only a minute later. Harry let her pull him
into it; he took one look back at the lake. The creature was swimming away, its massive tail
swaying behind its girth.

The passage they entered was narrow and it took much concentrated effort to maneuver through it.
Harry followed Emma, suddenly grateful to be alive at all, whether that be alive in his own world
or this one. Alive. He swallowed. The entire reality of what the future had held in store for him
had he stayed in his own time hit him like a shockwave. She had said he died a week before she was
born. That meant he only would have had three weeks, give or take, to live.

It was a paralyzing thought.

But he had little time to think about it; in another minute, he and Emma emerged from the
passageway. He could see light in the water above. They kicked for it and broke the surface seconds
later.

"What the bloody hell was that?" he immediately demanded to know. His voice echoed off
the rounded cave ceiling.

Paddling in the water, Emma smothered a laugh. "I'm sorry. I forgot all about
Ness."

"Ness?" Harry blinked. "You mean...Nessie? The Loch Monster?"

Emma nodded. "But it's not actually a girl. So, it's Ness. Don't worry...he
wouldn't harm anyone. Well, anyone who's welcome here, that is." She glanced around to
get her bearings. "Come on." She started a slow free stroke towards the cave wall. Harry
sighed and followed her again, through a dug-out hole in the wall just below the water line. They
came out into another cave, fifty times larger than the one in which they had just been.

"The Order of the Phoenix," Emma said softly. "Or...what's left of
them."

Harry looked around. There was dry land in this cave; along the water's edge there were several
clumps of hastily-erected tents. He could see the dancing shadows of fire mixed with the
water's reflection on the walls, could smell food being cooked, could hear low voices speaking
to each other.

His daughter cleared her throat and moved her body in front of his as to hide him. "When is
Bertie Bott going to make a loch-flavored bean?" she asked as loud as possible.

"Hey everyone!" a voice called out. "Look who's come to visit!"

"Emma." Harry recognized the voice immediately. He closed his eyes, hoping it was true
and not just wishful thinking on his part. "What the bloody blazes are you doing here,
child?"

Emma hesitated as she treaded water. "I...brought a...a surprise. Okay, so there really
isn't any good way to do this." She kicked away from Harry.

All too suddenly exposed, Harry focused on the shore. There was only a handful of people gathering
along it, but many of them were people he knew well. Hot tears mixed with the lake water on his
cheeks. Fred (or George, he couldn't be sure), Percy, and Charlie Weasley. Neville Longbottom.
Lavender Brown. Seamus Finnegan. Cho Chang. Hagrid. Remus Lupin.

Gasps. Shocked expressions on instantly pale faces. Tears. Soft cries.

"Harry." Lupin stepped forward, ignoring the fact that he was slowly walking forwards. He
put a hand to his mouth; his legs gave out and he dropped to his knees into the shallow water.
"Harry," he repeated. "How? This isn't...possible."

There was a tremendous splash as Hagrid dove into the water and waded out. He grabbed Harry up into
a bone-crushing hug. "It's not poss'ble...but 'ere he is! 'arry...'arry.
We thoug' we lost yer..."

"We did." On the shore, Percy crossed his arms. "Harry is dead. Harry has been
dead...for a long time." His eyes narrowed slightly. "This could be a trick. Emma, get
out of the water before..."

Fred, it was Fred, Harry decided, slapped his brother on the back much harder than necessary.
"Don't scare her like that, you git." But he looked at the water, anxiously.
"Emma, love...why don't you just come up here anyways? Just in case?"

Emma shook her head. "No, it's all right. He really is Harry...my father. I promise you
it's not an illusion."

"But look at him," Seamus pointed out in his Irish drawl. "He hasn't aged a bit.
It can't be Harry."

"It *is* a trick!" Lavender cried out. "Voldemort's outdone himself this time.
Sweetie..." She gestured to Emma. "That is not your father. Please, just come to us and
we'll take care of everything."

Harry was unable to speak up in his own defense; Hagrid's hug had turned into one of restraint.
He looked at Lupin; the older man was in the same position, staring at him with blank eyes. Beside
them, Emma began swimming towards the shore. "No, you don't understand." When her
feet touched solid ground, she stood up. "It's my father! It's just my father...from
the past."

Neville frowned. "What do you mean?"

Emma wrung her hands, avoiding everyone's eyes. "You remember that little time-travel idea
I had awhile back?" She smiled as brightly as possible. "Well, guess what? It
worked!"

The adults along the shore exchanged looks. "Emma," Cho began patiently. "We
explained to you the problems....what could happen. What could go wrong. We were rather firm if I
remember correctly."

"Yes, but..."

"You actually did it?" Amazement shone in Charlie Weasley's eyes. Catching the angry
glares he received, he coughed. "How could you be so foolish?" he quickly added.

Emma was crestfallen. "But...you all always say, 'if only Harry were still
alive.'" She glanced at each of the people who had played such a huge role in her life.
One of them, she was one-hundred percent sure, was their Secret-Keeper. "And now he is! He can
help us...I mean, you." She took a breath. "I timed it so that I would get him a few
weeks before the Rising. He's my father..." Emma bit her trembling lip. "I just
wanted to help."

"Of course you did." Lupin stood up, apparently recovered from his initial shock. He
waded further into the lake until he was only a few yards away from Hagrid and Harry and still able
to stand. "Harry..." He shook his head of shaggy grey hair. "It's like looking
at a picture..."

Harry licked his lips. "I can't even imagine what you're all thinking." He
paused. "Perhaps I can. This has been...trying for me, too. One minute I was digging through
rubble with Ron..." The reactions to the name varied from dark looks to angry embarrassment.
"...and then next, I was here." He attempted to chuckle. "Just...dead."

"You're here," Lupin repeated. "I can't believe it." He pushed out into
the water, swam over to his best friend's son and grabbed him up. "You're back. Thank
god, Harry...you're back."

On the shore, Neville put his arm around Lavender's waist. "You were saying earlier that
you wanted things to come to a head, love?" He nodded towards the water. "I think
we've got the means now."

****

To Be Continued



4. Complicated
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Disclaimer: Not mine.

Author's Notes: Thank you for all the feedback! I'm glad to see the story is living up to
"Organ..." and that people are enjoying it. I'm going to go ahead and say, I'm
totally not a Ron hater, despite my track record. I adore Ron. I'm not going say any more at
the moment; I just wanted to lay that out on the table. So...with that, enjoy this relatively short
chapter!

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

****

"Are you hungry, Harry?" Lupin plucked the cast iron lid off a pot situated over the fire
he had going just outside the open flap of his tent. "There's plenty here."

Harry shook his head and pulled Hagrid's blanket closer around his wet body. He had stripped
down to his pants; the rest of his clothes lay nearby, drying. "We ate at the
house."

"The house," Lupin repeated. "So...you've seen Hermione, then?"

"From under the blissful invisibility of my father's cloak." He shook his head.
"I think the last thing she needs is the shock of seeing me." Harry looked across the
camp to where Cho and Lavender were fussing over Emma and her own soaked clothes.
"Fortunately, Emma agreed with me. She's...stubborn. To say the least."

Serving himself a bowl of some sort of soup, Lupin laughed. "I wonder who she could have
gotten that from? I'll tell you, Harry..." He took a spoonful. "She might look like
Hermione, but she is entirely your child." He lowered his spoon. "Bloody fuck. I
can't believe you're sitting across from me! It's like the past eighteen years just
didn't happen!"

"*You* can't believe it? Try this on for size. Not only have I been sucked into the
future, I've just found out exactly how I was supposed to have died and when and how the world
goes to hell after it happens. Happened. I don't even know what tense to use!!" Harry
shook off the blanket in frustration. "Remus..." He ran a hand down his face. "I saw
Ron."

The man paused for a second. "I'm sorry."

"Why did he do it?"

"Because..." Lupin set his bowl aside. "Man is an inherently weak
creature."

"But Ron...Ron wasn't weak," Harry protested.

His old friend lifted his shoulders. "Emma doesn't know the whole story, so whatever
you've heard is bound to be incomplete. But I'll tell you the truth, Harry. Although god
only knows what effect it might have on the natural timeline."

"I think we're well beyond worrying about that at this point."

Lupin nodded his agreement. "Ron did have one weakness. And if you'll think really hard,
I'm sure you can think of what it..."

"Women," Harry cut him off. "He could never, ever say 'no' to a
woman."

"And one 'no' to one woman in particular would have been enough to save his
soul."

Harry puzzled over this for a minute before his eyes grew wide. "His Spanish fling? We just
met her at dinner!"

Lupin pulled at the stubble on his chin. "It's...mad hearing you talk about things as
though they happened the other day."

"It *did* just happen the other day. At least, to me." Harry leaned forward on his knees.
"Are you saying...that girl was a Death-Eater?"

"From a long line. Voldemort's reach extended far beyond the British Isles. He had
followers in Spain, France, Bulgaria, America, Germany...the list goes on. We later found out that
the girl was from a long, pure-blooded line, a Dark Arts practitioner *and*..." He shook his
head. "...a half-Veela."

"Bloody hell," Harry breathed. "Ron never stood a chance."

Lupin's expression grew dark. "He still had a choice."

"Why is he so hell-bent on capturing Hermione and Emma?"

"I really don't know. Frankly, I don't care either. All I'm concerned about is
preventing it." Lupin picked up his dinner again. "Since Hermione won't relocate here
where it's safe, it makes things a bit more difficult, but it's certainly worth the
effort." He ate a bite. "She refuses to abandon the house...the house that she lived in
with you."

Harry let his head hang for a second. "Are you their Secret-Keeper?"

"No." Lupin moved the spoon back and forth through the soup. "It's someone who
can be completely trusted, don't worry. It's not going to be another Wormtail."

"Of course I trust you. If all of this had to happen...I'm glad you were here for them.
When I couldn't be."

Lupin cleared his throat. "For many years, I wished I could have taken care of you when James
and Lily died. I wasn't about to sit around on my hands when your own wife and child needed
me."

Several moments passed as Lupin finished eating and Harry glanced around the camp. In total, there
were only about forty people in this resistence that he could see and from the looks of things,
they had all been living underground for quite awhile. "It's quite a set-up you have
here," Harry commented.

"It's Buckingham Palace compared to our last hiding place. Here we have water for
cleaning, at least."

"How do you keep in contact with the outside?"

Lupin smiled. "Obviously owls can't get in here; they leave letters in a rabbit burrow and
we pick them up later. It's risky, of course. One of the main reasons we abandoned our last
hold-out was that we were tracked. There are resistence members who live above ground still. George
Weasley for one." Harry breathed a sigh of relief. "I'm sorry. You probably thought
he was..."

"Yeah. I did."

"The truth is, splitting up the twins was just necessary. They attract too much attention
together. Also, he looks after Mr. and Mrs. Weasley," the older man explained. "He brings
us most of our supplies, every couple of weeks." He paused. "Ron is a sore spot with the
entire family. Especially after Bill was killed in the initial fight. We didn't go underground
without a fight."

"I never imagined you did." Harry turned his attention towards daughter; she was wrapped
up in warm clothes and sipping a cup of tea, laughing at something Fred Weasley was telling her.
"She's grown up in hell. But she's amazing. She's everything I hoped she'd
be." He sniffed suddenly. "I suppose that's all Hermione's doing."

"Hermione's a strong woman, there's no doubt about that. But your death,
Harry..." Lupin sighed. "We've never recovered. Any of us. It was just too
sudden."

"So I've been told," he replied. After a pause, he continued, "Why am I here? I
mean...I understand the basic of the physics behind it. But Remus, wouldn't it make more sense
for me to go back now, knowing what I know? If I could stop Voldemort from ever rising...this
entire world would be different."

Lupin settled back against a rock, studying Harry carefully. "Can't you tell, Harry?
Can't you understand why she's done it this way?"

"To have me help save this world," Harry said. "Right?"

"Partly, yes. She's barely eighteen; she's never had the luxury of being naive, but
she's still innocent enough to believe in miracles. But more than that..." He smiled
sadly. "She's only ever wanted to meet you. You're her father. Tell me...if you had
the means to meet James..." He trailed off, not needing to finish the question.

Harry sighed, silently berating himself. "Of course. I should have known. It's just...it
seems like there must have been a better way."

"Well, again, she's barely eighteen. She doesn't know everything. She doesn't even
know how to fly a broomstick. I'm sure she could if she tried, but there's no way. It's
risky enough for her to step outside."

Despite the situation, Harry let his jaw drop. "Now there's all the reason I need to do
whatever I can to fix things. A child of mine who can't fly...I can't allow it."

A moment of quiet thought passed. "You know...as much as I'd love to have you stay,
Harry," Lupin shook his hair away from his face. "You really don't belong
here."

"I don't, no." The younger man lightly massaged his temple. "My place is in the
past. I need to get back there."

"Then..." Lupin stood and brushed off his tattered robes. "We should get it done as
soon as possible. You might have already been missing for a day in your time." Harry followed
him, ignoring the fact that he was only wearing pants. "Emma!" he called out to
Harry's daughter. "Emma...can we talk to you, love?"

Frowning, the girl handed her tea cup to Lavender and stood up as the two men approached.
"What's wrong?"

"Emma, we've been discussing the situation that you've put Harry in," the former
Marauder began. "And please don't think I'm chastising you for what you did. Believe
me...I understand." After giving her a warm smile, he continued, "However, you know as
well as I that your father's home...and the place where he can do the most good now...is not
here."

She looked back and forth between them; her eyes were almost entirely liquid green as the
realization of what he was saying set in. "Is it really that awful being here?" she
finally asked Harry in a choked whisper.

"Don't think of that way," Harry told her, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder. The
girl's chin wobbled at the sudden contact. It was the first fatherly touch she had ever known.
"Just imagine this. If I go back now and do what I can to prevent the Rising, everything you
know here will be different automatically. Isn't that what you want?"

Emma brushed away a tear. "But if you stay here and help us...them fight, then..." She
stopped. "It's me, isn't it? You're uncomfortable around me; I can
tell."

By this time, they had attracted a sympathetic audience. Percy came up behind Emma, patting her
other shoulder like an older brother. "Don't be silly," he softly instructed her.
"You're a smart girl. You know what needs to be done."

She shook her head. "Do you know what I had to go through to get him here at all?"

"No one's mad at you, Emma," Cho assured her.

"Then why are you all trying to punish me?!" the girl cried. "I just got him! I
haven't even gotten to ask him all the things..." She clapped a hand to her mouth. "I
didn't mean that! I swear...I didn't bring him here just for me!!" Her frantic gaze
turned to Lupin. "I wouldn't be that selfish."

"You couldn't be selfish if you tried." He reached out to stroke her cheek. "But
you know that keeping him here..."

"Would be," she finished dully. "I know." A minute passed. "There's a
problem."

Harry shot a look around at his old friends. "A problem?"

Emma nodded, suddenly miserable. "You see...I haven't figured out how to reverse the
spell...and return someone to their normal time." She chewed her lower lip for a second.
"Not exactly, anyway."

"Oh, Emma..." Lupin's forehead wrinkled in disappointment. "I know for a fact
that your mother has taught you better than that."

The girl lowered her head. "I'm sorry." She sniffed and snuck a quick peek at Harry.
"I'm so sorry. I just...wanted to help. You were right. I didn't plan; I just
acted." Emma looked back down. "I'm sorry...everyone!" With a sob, she broke
free of the crowd and ran for the solitude of the tents.

Harry made a motion to follow her, but the sound of water splashing in the lagoon immediately stole
the group's attention. A head surfaced; the man attached to it wasted no time kicking for the
shore.

"George?!" Fred ran to the water's edge as his identical brother came closer.

Next to Harry, Neville tugged at his sweater's sleeve, worried. "I have a bad feeling
about this."

The twins embraced when George managed to drag himself to his feet; it was uncanny...they had each
dressed that morning a couple hundred miles away from each other, but they had somehow both put on
khaki pants and navy blue pullover shirts.

With Fred's help, George approached the group. "I have...bad news." His troubled eyes
landed on Harry and blinked several times in rapid succession. "Did my charm not work? Have I
died and gone to the better place?" he asked.

"It's Harry from the past," Fred explained. "Tell him 'hello.' He's
been through a lot today."

George seemed to accept this without further scrutiny. "Hello, mate. Welcome back." He
wiped his wet face with his hand and refocused. "It's what we feared," he said
straight to Lupin.

The older man instantly paled. "God no..."

"It happened late this afternoon. When I got there, she was gone and Dad was
unconscious." There was a general wave of panic and concern at this. Percy and Charlie's
both balled up their fists so tightly that Harry was afraid he might see blood soon. George went
on, "When he came to, he told me that Ron has her. He's figured it out, Remus."

"So it would seem," Lupin said, rubbing a shaking hand across his forehead.

Harry shook his head. "Who are we talking about? What's Ron done?"

Long looks shot back and forth between the Order members. After a minute, Percy took it upon
himself to step forward. "It's...our mother, Harry. Ron's taken her to
Voldemort."

"But...why?"

Sighing, Lupin put a hand on Harry's shoulder. "Molly Weasley...is Hermione and Emma's
Secret-Keeper."

****

To Be Continued



5. Breathless
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Disclaimer: La la la...not mine, not mine, not mine.

Author's Notes: Yay! Thanks everyone, for reading, reviewing, enjoying! I know time-travel is
confusing; trust me...the details are spinning my head, too. But by the very right of what it is
(time-travel) supsension of disbelief is called for;) Enjoy; this chapter should be longer than the
last few! It's certainly felt like it's taken forever to get out.

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

****

Harry was already ten feet out into the lagoon and halfway through re-conjuring the Bubble Head
Charm before Lupin and Hagrid caught up with him. He tried to fight off their protests that he calm
down, think clearly and stay where it was safe. Harry was beyond reason.

The future Ron that he could barely recognize as his oldest friend was now one step closer to his
incomprehensible goal of destroying Hermione and Emma. His wife...his daughter. Harry lashed out at
the Order members who were keeping him from leaving. "Someone has to warn her! She's all
alone in the house!"

"Harry!" Lupin grabbed his shoulders. "You can't go off like this. You'll
only wind up getting spotted. Or worse. I shudder to think what Voldemort would do to you a second
time around."

"I don't care what happens to me! But I can't let anything happen to Hermione. In any
time period." From the open flap of the tent she had fled to moments earlier, Emma watched the
confrontation taking place in the water. The bubble around his head muffled his words, but Harry
continued, "Just let me go, Remus."

The older man shook his head. "And if I do, what then, Harry? Will you Apparate back to the
house and haul Hermione away to safety? If you don't succeed in giving her a heart attack, be
sure to watch out for her wand. She's not daft; she'll have the same reaction we all did at
first, and she'll zap you into oblivion for trying to trick her."

"'arry," Hagrid began. "We not gonna see 'ermione hurt. 'elp us think up
a plan."

"While we're thinking up plans, Ron could be knocking on the cottage's door!"
Harry replied, harshly.

Still dripping wet, George cupped his hands around his mouth to amplify his voice. "Have faith
in our Mum, Harry." He sneezed suddenly and was ushered away a second later by his twin and
Cho, presumably for dry clothes and hot tea.

"He's right, Harry. You must have faith in Molly." Lupin pulled the younger man
towards shore. Hagrid placed himself behind Harry to prevent him from doubling back. "Why do
you think we asked her to be the Secret-Keeper? Not only is she loyal to the Order and trustworthy
beyond all measure, she's Ron's mother. Even I don't believe that Ron is far gone
enough to torture his own mother for the Secret, and I've seen some his handiwork."

Harry trudged out of the water against his will. Fat beads of water dripped off the ends of his
hair, running down his face, neck and bare chest. His body shivered, but he was not even aware of
the cold. All he could think about was Hermione...both versions of her. The down-trodden
forty-something Hermione whose life was suddenly in grave danger and the twenty-something Hermione
in the past who might already be grieving for his disappearance. He only hoped whatever she was
going through back there wouldn't affect the baby she carried.

As if on cue, Emma approached him. "Father," she began, hesitant to use the word. "I
should be going home anyway before she misses me. We'll be all right together. I
promise."

"Emma, I don't like the idea of you going above ground alone, even only to Apparate,"
Lupin said, wringing out the edge of his robes.

"I'll be fine. I do it all the time." She chuckled nervously. "Can you neglect
to pass that on to Mum?"

"Gladly." Lupin glanced back at Harry. "What do you say about her going
alone?"

He blinked and shook his head, sending water drops flying. "I don't know. She's not
my..." Silence swallowed the rest of the sentence. After an uncomfortable pause, he picked up
with, "I think she's capable of taking care of herself."

It didn't take Divination to sense the immense hurt welling up inside of Harry's daughter.
Lupin could only watch her face crumple and be proud of how, seconds later, she managed to pull
herself together enough to nod at them all. "How much should I tell Mum?" she asked.
There was a wobble in her voice still.

"Everything," Percy replied. "You both need to be prepared for the worst. Pack a few
things, be ready to move at a moment's..."

"So much for trusting Mum," Charlie scowled at his younger brother.

Percy returned the look with one of his own. "I trust Mum implicably, Charlie. But we're
talking about her ickle Ronnekins. How long is she going to be able to hold out against
him?"

"As long as it takes for us to find her," he shot back hotly. "She knows, better
than anyone, that this Ron isn't *our* Ron. And that *our* Ron...he might never come
back!"

"Don't say that!" From her place next to one of the campfires, Lavender shot to her
feet. "You never know! He could come to his senses someday! He could come back to us!"
The tears that slid down her cheeks sparkled in the fire's light. "He could...he really
could..."

Two other women Harry didn't recognize rushed to comfort her. Neville hung back, his hands in
his pockets. With Emma only a foot or so away, Harry turned to her. "I was under the
impression that Neville and Lavender..."

"They are," she replied, tightly crossing her arms. "It's just...as far as I can
gather, she always had a thing for *him.*" The way the girl hissed the word entirely gave away
the fact that she was not referring to Neville.

"They dated in school. Briefly," Harry recalled out loud. "I didn't know she
kept caring about..." He sighed, too emotionally drained to keep talking. Neville's face
was colored with jealousy and hurt. Percy and Charlie were practically at each other's throats.
And Ron was the source of everyone's problems. It was like this world was an evil negative of
the one from which he had been ripped.

Seeming to sense his distress, Emma softly cleared her throat to get his attention. "I'm
going to slip out now while everyone's busy."

"Be careful," Harry instinctively told her.

She gave him a strange look, as if she wasn't sure why he suddenly cared. "I'll take
care of Mum. Or she'll take care of me." The odd expression faded and was replaced by a
bright, youthful smile. "We take care of each other."

Harry was about to reply when the argument near the tents escalated. "Percy, don't be a
prick," Fred ordered, his voice almost echoing off the cavern walls. "Mum won't crack
for Ron. Ginny was always her favorite."

"Things are bad enough. Can you not bring Ginny into this, Fred?" George asked. It was,
perhaps, the first time he had chastised his twin.

"May she rest in peace," Lupin offered. "Now is not the time to be fighting,
everyone. We need to come up with a plan to retrieve Molly Weasley that's both practical and
plausible."

Lavender was still in tears. "We shouldn't just write Ron off," she hiccuped.

"We're not," one of the women soothed her. "There might still be a
way."

Hagrid sniffed. "Oh...I 'ope so. I surely do. Nuthin' makes my heart sadder than
seein' Ron Weasley like this."

Shaking his head, Neville disappeared into the shadows.

Emma licked her lips. "I'm going now," she whispered to Harry. He nodded. "And
Father..." She paused, her wand out and ready to conjure the necessary charm. "I'll
find a way to send you back. I don't blame you...for not wanting to be here." She looked
down at her shoes. "Sometimes I don't want to be here either."

Harry watched her slip silently into the water and disappear below the surface. When she was gone,
he wove his way through the Order members back to the place where his clothes lay. They were still
slightly damp, but he pulled on the shirt and robes without complaint. Lupin was the first to
notice her absence. "Where's Emma, Harry?"

"She went to be with her mother," he replied, fastening the clasp of his cloak.
"What's the plan?"

****
****

Eighteen years earlier and what seemed like an entire world away, a very pregnant Hermione paced in
front of the large fireplace. Paced was actually the wrong word; in her advanced state, it was more
like she waddled. Harry had told her it was her adorable duck walk, an innocent comment that had
almost earned him a night on the sofa until she reasoned that it was only her hormones acting
out.

Her chin wobbled at the thought of her husband. She took another look at the grandfather clock. Two
minutes to midnight. Her gaze drifted to the second clock right next to it. A wedding gift from the
Weasleys, it was an exact replica of the one that hung in the Burrow, except that only two little
pictures of her and Harry were in it, with a third hand blank and ready for a picture of their
baby. The hand with her face on it rested in the "Home" slot; Harry's, however, was
"Lost."

There was a loud knock on the front door, but it was merely a formality. Ron appeared in the parlor
a moment later, his robes wet from the light rain that had sprung up. "Hermione." He
approached her. "How are you holding up?"

"I'll be fine once you tell me that you've found Harry and that he's all
right," she said, looking up at her friend with intensely troubled eyes.

Ron squirmed underneath the stare. "I'm sorry, Hermione. We haven't found a trace of
him. Yet," he quickly added. "I mean...well..." He shook his head. "Bugger
all...he's got to be somewhere, you know?"

With one hand covering her belly, Hermione let her shoulders sag a bit. "I don't
understand. What happened, Ron? Where could he have...why would he leave? It's not like
him..."

"I don't know." He combed back his wet hair with his fingers. "The only thing I
can guess is that the bloody head must've been a Portkey or something."

"Then...he could be anywhere." She took a step back. "Ron. He might not even be in
England anymore! Some leftover Death-Eater could have him in their cellar! Oh god..." Hermione
put her other hand to her mouth. "Harry...he could be in pain, Ron. He could be...could be
*dying* and there's nothing we can do!!"

Ron gently grasped her shoulders. "Hermione, calm down. Getting this upset can't be good
for the baby."

"I know." Her eyes closed, but not before twin tears escaped and rolled down her cheeks.
"That's what he'd say, too."

"Wherever the shrunken head pulled him to, Harry is entirely capable of taking care of
himself. You know that."

She nodded shortly. "Of course he is." Her eyes opened wide. "Unless...he was caught
off guard. He might not have had time to fight back once he appeared...wherever. They might have
killed him straight away or chained him up to be..."

"Hermione! Stop!" Ron gripped her a little tighter. "If you start thinking the
worst...well, it's not a good idea, all right? You have to stay calm and trust Harry. Not to
mention the Ministry. There's at least ten Aurors searching for him, my brothers
included."

"You're asking me to think rationally while my husband, who should have been home six
hours ago, has seemingly vanished off the face of the earth before your very eyes?!?" She
quelled her own outburst by moving her hand to cup his cheek. "Ron...I'm sorry. I'm
just so worried about him. I can't even think straight."

He patted her hand. "I know it might seem impossible, but you need to eat and sleep. For the
baby...you know. Harry will turn up, probably peeved to all hell at this silly practical joke
someone's played on him."

She nodded because it was the only thing she could do. "Maybe he'll show up in the
morning."

"Sure. Of course. It's all going to be fine, Hermione." Ron cleared his throat.
"Um...do you want to be alone now? Because...you know...I can stay, but I don't know how
much good I can really..."

"Do you have somewhere to be, Ron?" Her tone was wry.

He blushed profusely. "I have a...a date with Serafina. But if you need me..."

"Oh, call it what it is. A midnight shag session." Hermione gave his shoulder a friendly
shove. "Go. Have fun. I'll be all right by myself."

"You're certain?" he asked, although his face indicated that he was greatly relieved.
When she nodded, he leaned in and kissed her cheek. "I'll stop by in the morning, or as
soon as I know anything more." Ron backed up and out the parlor door. "Take care of
yourself, Hermione." He stuck his head back into the room. "And remember. No one's
succeeded in getting rid of Harry Potter yet and I doubt anyone ever will."

Hermione made a face at him. "Your words of comfort are touching, Ronald."

His eyes were apologetic. "Goodnight."

After she heard the front door slam behind him, Hermione stood and stared at the dying fire for a
few more long minutes until the short flames turned into orange embers. After securing the house
for the night, she waddled her way into the bedroom she shared with Harry.

The bed was still unmade from the night before; she found it a nearly impossible task to make it
with the huge ball of her stomach in the way. Sensing that her mother was thinking about her, the
baby kicked several times.

"Please not tonight, baby girl," she pleaded, caressing her belly. But the baby ignored
her and moved even more, turning Hermione's body into a little rollercoaster. She sighed. At
times like this, when their child seemed determined to keep her awake for endless hours, all Harry
would have to do was lay his head onto her stomach and whisper a few words. The sound of her
father's voice always calmed the baby.

But he wasn't there that night and while Hermione prepared for bed, her child kept up a steady
round of kicks and punches that would have made a black-belt martial artist proud. Weary from
worry, she did her best to ignore the odd internal sensations and slid between the cold
sheets.

Her body was programmed to seek Harry's warmth; she had to settle for his pillow instead.
Within seconds, it was soaked with her tears.

"Harry," Hermione whispered into the soft fabric that should have been supporting his
head. "Where are you?"

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****

"'Where is he?'" Lupin repeated Harry's question, his brow furred. "What
do you mean 'where is he'? You're not seriously thinking that we might storm
Voldemort's fortress, are you?"

"I'm not," Harry clarified. "But you must have some idea where Ron would have
taken his mother." He looked around at the Order. "Any idea?"

Seamus shook his head. "Sorry, mate. We've only ever gotten to play defense. Offense has
never been an option."

"There's no intelligence set up or anything?" He ran a hand through his black locks.
"I refuse to believe you have no way of monitoring your enemy. That's just bad
tactics."

"Are you volunteering to go up and have a look around, Harry?" Neville broke off a piece
of stale bread and threw it into the fire. "Be our guest; just watch your back."

Lavender grabbed his hand. "Let's not jump all over Harry. He's at least considering
every option, something we might think about doing every now and..."

"Lavender," Cho admonished her.

"I'm only saying," she continued, pressing the length of her side against
Neville's, an unspoken apology if Harry had ever seen one. "And now I'm
done."

Lupin looked back at Harry. "We do have intelligence. Spies were in place everywhere...last we
heard. But contact with them is so risky. There's no real way of knowing if they're still
loyal or still alive." He hesitated. "Some of our old reports indicate that Voldemort
might have set up...in Hogwarts."

"Hogwarts?" Outrage lit up Harry's eyes. "How dare he?! Mocking everything
Dumbledore stood for...Emma's already told me all about the school. This is too much." He
slammed his palm down onto the hard ground and stood up. "It sounds like a logical place to
start."

"Come on, Harry." Across the fire, Fred shook his head against a large rock that
supported him. "I'd give us better odds on a fortress than on getting into Hogwarts. He
couldn't have picked a better spot, eh?"

George shook his head. "Diabolical, he is."

"It's likely the most probable place where Mum might be," Percy spoke up. "But
there's no way to get in and even if there were, it is still a school full of innocent
children. Starting a battle there could be disastrous."

"I'd hardly call the childen admitted into Hogwarts these days 'innocent',"
Neville muttered.

Seamus frowned. "You're a regular ray of sunshine today, Longbottom."

"I just find it...interesting that Harry, the only one of us who could conceivably be willing
to think the best of Ron, is just about the only one who's not looking to redeem him." He
wrenched his hand away from Lavender's and stood up. "Harry...if you're going to
Hogwarts, I'm with you."

Sobered by the generally good-natured man's outburst, Seamus stood. "So am I. Ron's
gone too far this time. And he's too close to his goal now."

Several more people stood, including Charlie, the twins and Cho. Harry looked around at the people
who remained seated. "We need all the help we can get," he told them.

"It's not as simple as you're making it out to be, Harry," Lupin said
sadly.

"Probably not. But Remus..." Harry adjusted his glasses. "For eighteen years,
you've taken care of my family when I couldn't. All the risks and sacrifices you must have
made...all of you." He turned around to see everyone. "Now Hermione and Emma need you
more than ever. Are you going to keep on helping them by helping us?"

More people stood. Percy and Lavender. Hagrid. And finally, Lupin. He shook his head at Harry.
"This might very well be a suicide mission, you know?"

"I've already died once," Harry said, non-chalantly. "It doesn't seem all
that frightening anymore."

"And everyone else?"

Harry glanced around the rag-tag group of his old friends. "The phoenix might be gone, but the
Order still exists. Still, if anyone is unsure, please don't think you have to..."

"We're sure, Harry," Cho stated for the whole contingent. "We're tired of
living underground. Offense is sounding awfully promising right now."

Lupin gave in. "We have the big picture of the plan. Now what about the details? Just how do
you intend to get into Hogwarts?"

****

He Apparated into the parlor of the cottage nearly an hour later. Instantly, he regretted the fact
that his Invisibility Cloak had been left upstairs in Emma's room. Hermione had a habit of
staying up late to read by the fire; even pregnancy hadn't been able to break her of
that.

Fortunately, the parlor was empty. Harry breathed a little sigh of relief and began his search. He
was looking for a single object, Hermione's old, battered, original copy of "Hogwarts: A
History." It had been her bible in their first few years at school; later on, it became the
source of Hermione's greatest project, one that she had only shared with Harry.

Because she had learned the details of the spells and enchantments that guarded Hogwarts from
Muggle eyes and unfriendly intruders when she was only eleven years old, Hermione eventually had
turned her attention to another aspect of the castle's protection: how to get around it. The
last time she had shown him her book, right after they were married, she had figured out
counter-spells and charms for almost every barrier the school had. They were all scribbled in the
book's margins in her hasty, but neat cursive.

It was their best shot at getting into Hogwarts and if she was there, rescuing Molly Weasley. When
he had thought things through with a clear head, Harry recalled Ron's words outside of the
cottage at sunset. He hadn't known who the Secret-Keeper was at that time, but only hours later
he had snatched his mother out of her home. The only conclusion Harry could draw was that Ron
probably didn't know it was his mother at all; but he did know that she knew who it was.

And that still put Mrs. Weasley in great danger, but let up some of the urgency within Harry to
protect Hermione and Emma. Ron's mother had the strongest backbone of any woman Harry had ever
known; she needed it to have raised six boys. And one girl.

Harry paused as he searched a stack of books next to Hermione's old rocking chair. Ginny
Weasley's death...if there had been a beginning of the end, that was probably it. There had
been no way of knowing that her first-year experience with Tom Riddle's diary and the Chamber
of Secrets had created an invisible connection between her and the Dark Lord. As his power had
grown weaker with every attack against him and his followers, she had faded away, spending her last
few minutes on the earth in Harry's arms in the Gryffindor common room with the whole of the
House looking on in grief and shock.

It gave him no comfort later to learn that she had always wanted to be there.

He gave up on the one stack of books and moved to another. The guilt over Ginny's death had
eased with every passing year; so much of his absolution had come from Hermione's unconditional
love. Knowing that Ron's family hadn't held him responsible had helped, too. But it
didn't bring Ginny back to the world and the people who had loved her.

Finally, he spotted the familiar, highly-worn, embossed spine of Hermione's favorite book.
Harry pulled out of the stack and smiled triumphantly. "Good to see you again, old
friend." He stood, the book in his hand, and turned back around to face the fireplace and
prepare for Disapparation.

His heart dropped somewhere around his knees as he came face to face with Hermione.

****

To Be Continued



6. Nothing heals me like you do
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Disclaimer: Characters not mine, for the hundreth time. JK Rowling is the creator; we all merely
borrow from her.

Author's Notes: Thank you so much for the last chapter's feedback. Yes, my cliffhangers are
bad; I'm sorry. I'm practicing for when I'm a writer on a TV drama or soap opera;) Fade
to commercial... Thanks for hanging on with me, despite them. Or perhaps because of them. Who
knows? At any rate, thank you for reading and reviewing.

PS: Did you hear that they cast Lupin? A British actor named David Thewlis, according to the report
I read from the BBC. I looked him up. He's perfect. Just FYI;)

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

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"Harry?" The word came out on the breathless strands of a whisper. Hermione didn't
move; she appeared to be frozen to the spot. But he could see tears building up in her wide-open
eyes. As he continued to watch the older version of his wife, unable to think of a single thing to
say, she blinked and let her tears fall.

He cursed himself for being so careless. With everything that had happened to Hermione, she
shouldn't have to be standing there, going through this particular brand of torture. Setting
down the book in his hands, Harry swallowed and opened his mouth to say something, anything.

But she spoke first. With her eyes firmly shut, Hermione shook her head. "You're not real.
You're never real. You're dead and you're not coming back to me. When I open my eyes
again, I know you won't be there. Because I am *not* crazy."

"Hermione..."

She clapped her hands over her ears. Her brown hair, sadly touched throughout with grey, swung
against her frail shoulders. "No...no, you're not really talking to me. It's all in my
head." She repeated this several times, as if to force herself into believing it.

Harry stepped forward and reached for her hands. "You're not crazy," he assured her.
Her skin was cold to the touch and she visibly flinched at the contact. "It's
me."

Her eyes opened; she looked up at him with watery distrust. "Who are you?" Hermione broke
away from him with violent motions. "Why are you doing this to me?!"

"Hermione, it's going to take a bit of explanation, but I really am Harry. I'm not
trying to fool or trick you, I swear." He laid his palms against his chest. "I'm
Harry from eighteen years..."

"I don't know who you think you are, but coming into my house parading as him is just
about the cruelest thing anyone could do." He watched her whip her wand out from inside her
bathrobe and point it directly at his face. "Now...tell me who you are and how you got in
here."

Harry lifted his hands into the air; Sirius had been right. "You have every right to think
I'm not who I say I am. But please know..." He stopped to consider his next words. Just as
Emma had been forced to prove herself to him, it was now his turn to prove his own identity to the
woman he loved. "Hermione, do you still have the bikini?"

The hard corner of her mouth twitched. "The bikini."

"You know the one I'm talking about," he said, looking her straight in the eye.
"Don't tell me I'm going to have to remind you."

Her arm wavered, and the twitch in her lip turned into a quiver. "You've been through my
things, too? What gives you the right to..."

"Hermione, it's me! I know about the bikini because I'm the one who talked you into
buying it on our honeymoon in Hawaii. And I'm the only person who's ever gotten to see it
on you...at least to my knowledge...because we never quite made it down to the beach. It's blue
with little pink flowers..." He moved forward, his hands still in the air. "The ties on
the top have been magically sewn back into place more than once." Harry stopped; the end of
her wand almost touched the tip of his nose. "I'm not here to hurt you, love."

The wand lowered and her tears reappeared. "You touched me. You're not a
ghost?"

"No," he said softly. "I'm as alive as you are."

"Then...that's not saying much." Hermione reached out a tentative hand to touch his
cheek. "You look like you do in my dreams. Just like...the last time I saw you." She
spoke between soft, choked sobs. "How can you...how can you be here?"

Unable to lie to her, Harry gave her a quick review of the day's events, glossing over
Emma's involvement. All the while, her cold hand rested on his cheek. As his tale drew to a
close, he reached up and covered her hand with his to warm it. "So...here I am. This
wasn't how I wanted to see you. I hadn't even decided if it would be a good idea to see you
at all. But...it's happened and I think we're dealing just fine." He smiled at
her.

It was a smile she hadn't seen in eighteen years and one that she had never expected to see
again. She had forgotten how his smile lit up his entire face, making him a thousand times more
handsome. His eyes sparkled like rare emeralds; his hair was thick, unruly as ever, and shone even
in the dim light. He was healthy...youthful...the love of her life. Forever twenty-four in her mind
and now standing right in front of her once again, not having aged a day.

All too suddenly, Hermione remembered herself. She pulled her hand back from his smooth cheek and
touched her own. She could feel the signs of age that had formed in eighteen years. Laugh lines at
the corners of her eyes and mouth, although she had done little laughing since his death. She
touched her hair, painfully aware of the grey hairs that seemed to multiply every day. Her body was
so thin now, almost bony. She was forty-two years old. All too aware of it, she looked down at the
floor.

"Hermione?" Harry frowned. "I know this is a lot to take in, but..." She turned
around. "Can we at least talk about it? There are some things we need to..."

"How can you even stand looking at me?" she whispered.

"What?"

Hermione crossed her arms, hugging her entire frame. "Nothing. Never mind."

"No, you said..." Harry cut himself off. It didn't take a smart man to figure this
problem out. Hermione had always put about as much emphasis onto looks as he did, she perhaps more
so because she was a woman at heart. But it had never been an issue for her. Now...there they were.
Two very different ages, at two very different stages of their lives. Truth be told, he had noticed
the wrinkles and grey hairs...and he discovered in that moment that none of it mattered.

"Please turn around," he said, leaving little room for argument. When she finally did so,
Harry reached for her chin and lifted it up to meet his eyes. "You're still my Hermione.
And...you're beautiful."

Wet and warm, her tears cascaded over his fingers. "It shouldn't be possible...but you
are...Harry. Harry." A moment passed between them. If it was all a dream, Hermione could only
hope that she wouldn't wake up just yet. There was something she wanted to do, something she
always woke up just before she got to do. Without hesitating another second, she wound her arms
around his neck, nearly crying out at the aching sensation of his body pressing against hers.
"Harry..." She squeezed her eyes shut. "Oh...you're not a dream either!
You're really...truly here!"

Harry's own arms closed around her, completing the embrace. She still fit perfectly there, like
she was always meant to, no matter how old they grew together or apart. "It's not a dream.
I promise." His chin could still rest the top of her head; he closed his eyes and held on to
her.

"There have been days," she began, her words nearly drowned as she pressed her cheek
against the crook of his neck. "When I have missed you so much...that I wanted to
die."

"Don't say that, Hermione. Ever."

Her back spasmed beneath his hand with a fresh sob. "I'm sorry. But it's true. And the
only thing that kept me going was..." She froze. "Oh god. You don't know
about..."

"Emma?" he guessed. Smiling, he dropped a kiss onto her hair. She still used her vanilla
shampoo, the one he loved so much. "I didn't want to rat on our daughter, but she's
the whole reason I'm here."

"You've met her?" Hermione reluctantly drew back. "She...brought you here? She
didn't say anything to me about it."

"It's an even longer story." Harry kept his eyes on Hermione as he spoke his next
words. "In fact, why don't you come in here and tell your mother everything,
Emma?"

It only took a second for Emma to step out from behind the obscurity of the wall between the parlor
and the hallway. In her plaid pajama set and pigtails, she looked about thirteen. Thirteen and
massively sheepish. "Hi, Mum. Hi, Dad." Despite everything, she smiled broadly. "I
can't believe I get to say that. You know...out loud and not just in my head."

"Emma." Hermione unwrapped her arms from Harry's neck and stared at her daughter.
"What have you done?"

"Well...um..." She twirled the end of one pigtail around her finger. "I only did
what you've taught me, Mum. If I ever had a question, you always told me to search until I
found the answer. And...that's what I've done."

Natural curiosity, coupled with mounting maternal frustration spread onto Hermione's face.
"Just what was your question?"

The girl shot a quick look at Harry. His arms were still around her mother, as if he didn't
want to let go. "'What's the best way to make this whole world better?'," she
replied. Hermione's mouth dropped open. "It was so clear once I read that book, 'The
Hundred Greatest Theories You'll Never Prove.' Remember...the one Remus gave you for
Christmas last year?"

"Theory #65. The Time-Traveler..."

"I'm considering writing to the publisher. They'll have to drop it down to ninety-nine
now." Emma cleared her throat when neither of her parents offered any congratulations.
"It was risky and stupid and I probably shouldn't have tried it at all. I'm sorry,
Mum."

Harry looked down at Hermione. "It might not be my place to say so, but she is truly sorry.
And she's offered to find a solution." He didn't want to add that merely by living in
this nightmare existence, his daughter had already been punished more than enough.

"Of course it's your place. She's your daughter, too," Hermione said.

He nodded non-committally. "Have you made any progress in finding a reversal spell?" he
asked Emma.

"You didn't have one when you did the spell in the first pace?"

Emma couldn't meet her mother's uncharacteristically angry eyes. "I told you. I was
stupid."

"Oh Emma..." Hermione stepped out of the warm circle of Harry's arms to begin pacing.
"Well, young lady. Answer the question. Not my question. Harry's."

"I've...um...it's complicated." The girl heaved a sigh. "It's coming
along." She looked at Harry. "I'm really sorry."

Harry gave her a look of understanding. "Why don't you keep at it? I need to talk to
Hermione. In private," he added to discourage any further eavesdropping.

Emma turned around, her fuzzy slipper-clad feet dragging. She paused at the doorway and looked
back. "I only ever dreamed that I'd get to see both of you. Together. I do apologize for
the problems I've accidently created. But I don't think I'm sorry for trying. I mean,
Mum...I haven't ever seen you look as happy as you are right now. Doesn't that count for
anything?" When she received no reply, Emma continued on her way, disappearing around the
corner.

"She's right," Hermione eventually said. "I am happier now than I have
been..." She took a breath. "But it's not meant to last. And I understand that. You
don't belong here. The order of the world has been altered. By our eighteen year-old
daughter."

Harry tucked his hands into the pockets of his pants. "She's a lot smarter than I was at
that age."

"Book smart, maybe. But that's all she knows. Practical applications in real life
situations...she has no idea," Hermione said sadly. A moment passed. "How are you dealing
with all of this, Harry?"

"One minute, one new surprise at a time," he replied. "I have to say that,
unfortunately, the hardest thing...is seeing Emma. The only image I had of her in my mind before
this afternoon was from the sonogram photographs. I keep having to remind myself that this...woman
in front of me is my daughter." Harry reached for the book he had set down earlier. "I
missed her whole life. So...I can't be too angry at her for bringing me here. Because if she
hadn't..."

"You would have missed it all anyway," Hermione finished for him. "There is so much
I want to tell you, Harry, but..." She frowned. "What are you doing with my book?"
With one hand, she brushed away more tears and with the other, she reached for the thick volume.
"All those years I tried to get you to read it and *now* you're interested?"

He chuckled. "I really wish it was that simple." His smile fell. "Hermione...you and
Emma are in danger."

"Every day of our lives, Harry."

"No, more so now than ever. Ron took his mother from her house today."

All the blood drained from Hermione's face. "Ron has...Molly?" she whispered.
"He knows...he knows where..."

"I don't think Ron has any idea what he really has. But he does know that his mother knows
something. That gives us time, but not much."

She clasped her head between her hands. "This is all happening...so fast."

"Remus and the others believe that Voldemort might be operating out of Hogwarts, which would
make sense." Harry paused. "I sound like a bad American mafia movie."

"It would, yes."

He picked up where he had left off, indicating her book, "Did you ever finish the
project?"

Hermione dipped her head. "For the most part...Harry!" Her full attention snapped back to
him. "You're not thinking of..."

"It's the only way, Hermione. I know that Mrs. Weasley could probably hold out for a long
time; she's a tough lady. But it's just not a worthwhile risk." Tucking the book under
one arm, he reached out to brush his fingers along her jaw. "You're too important. You and
Emma."

She thought for a moment. "And Remus is on board with this?"

"Reluctantly, but yes."

"Remus is very...cautious these days. He takes such wonderful care of us, even from the
underground. We wouldn't have survived all this time without him. He's sometimes *too*
cautious. You must have been a very powerful influence for him to agree to this." Hermione
shifted her slight weight from one foot to the other. "You're like...this amazing breath
of air, Harry. After so long without oxygen. It's as if life has come back...and we can all
pick up where we left off." She lowered her eyes. "Don't worry. I know it can't
last."

Harry took her fingers and pressed them against his lips. "Let's only think about rescuing
Mrs. Weasley. The rest will come when it comes. And we'll deal with it accordingly."

Hermione's eyelids fluttered at the warmth of his mouth against her skin. "What are Emma
and I to do? I can't just sit here...knowing everyone is putting themselves in such
danger."

"Come with us. We need your power, Hermione. Your knowledge."

"Harry...I haven't...I couldn't. After all this time...going into battle
again?"

With a smile, he squeezed her hand reassuringly. "Come on. Aren't you a little
stir-crazy?"

Her brown eyes clouded over with fresh tears. "I suppose I am." She brushed them away and
nodded. "All right. I'll storm the castle with you, Harry Potter."

"I knew you wouldn't say 'no'," he winked.

She looked down at the floor. "I could never deny you anything. Why on earth do you think I
agreed to buy that bikini?"

A few seconds of heavy silence passed between them. Finally, Harry dipped his head, brushing a kiss
across her mouth. Hermione whimpered slightly at the sudden intimacy, but her body, so long denied,
responded by kissing him back, harder and deeper.

She broke away a minute later when it became too much. Her hands were tangled in his hair; his slid
up and down her back. Gasping for air, Hermione shook her head. "I'm sorry. I
shouldn't have done that. I'm old enough to be your..."

"Wife," he replied, doing a little panting himself.

"Mother," she corrected him.

Harry frowned. "If I threw some flour into my hair to make it look older, would that make it
all better?"

"Be honest." She put her hands on her hips, her classic argument position.
"Didn't you feel just a little bit like you were cheating on me? The younger
me?"

"Maybe," Harry admitted a second later. "Just a little bit though. I told
you...you're still my Hermione."

"But I'm not. Not really. I've changed, Harry. I'm not the same woman I was...the
woman you knew. Your Hermione...your real Hermione...is back in your world. Pregnant and probably
missing you." Hermione forced herself to smile. "So, instead of standing here we should
be doing what's necessary to get you back to her. Yes?" Leaving no room for discussion,
she backed up towards the door. "Let me go change and we'll head to the
hide-out."

Harry took off his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose. "What about Emma?"

"She'll come with us, of course. But she'll stay there. I don't want her in any
danger whatsoever." Hermione hesitated. "She's all I have left...of you."
Turning on her heel, Hermione left him alone in the parlor, holding a copy of "Hogwarts: A
History" and still tasting her lips on his.

****

To Be Continued



7. How does it feel?
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Disclaimer: The characters in this story do not belong to me, but to JK Rowling who created them
and writes them much better than I do;)

Author's Notes: Thank you for all the support on this story! I know I sound repetitive in my
notes sometimes, but I really do appreciate everyone who takes the time to read/review one of my
stories. I hope you keep doing so, and that it continues to hold your interest.

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

****

He didn't like the way Lupin looked at her when they surfaced from the cold loch water. He
didn't like the how the man's eyes lit up; he didn't like the way she smiled and swam
for the shore. And he definitely didn't like they way they embraced, holding each other for
just as long as was proper, but too long for Harry to ignore. An unfamiliar emotion bubbled up in
the dead center of his chest.

Jealousy.

It wouldn't be a matter of merely shrugging this feeling off. As he and Emma emerged onto dry
land, Harry watched the older version of his wife with their former professor. They were speaking,
but their conversation was too low for him to hear. If he had been pressed for a logical guess, he
would have supposed that Lupin was checking on her well-being in all the confusion and
excitement.

But he wasn't exactly thinking logically. He could only imagine what whispered words they might
be exchanging. Before it drove him crazy, Harry shook his head, flinging water every which way. It
was insane. Lupin was twenty years their senior, ancient now to a twenty-four year old.

But to a forty-two year old...twenty years didn't seem like all that much.

Lupin called to him, "Harry. Are you all right?"

He blinked and looked at them again, saw the worry and concern in both of their eyes. There was
more than that though. Guilt was hidden on each of their faces; Hermione even had to avert her gaze
away from his. Harry swallowed. "I'm just fine. Where do we stand?"

"We're working on gathering as many people as we can," Percy replied, coming up from
behind Hermione and Lupin. "George has gone back up to collect the rest of the
Order."

"And once everyone is here?"

"That all depends on whether you got it or not," Lupin said. "I assume you
did?"

Emma unzipped her waterproof jacket and pulled her mother's thick book out from it. "Here
it is. Safe and sound, Mum, just like I promised."

Hermione smiled at her daughter and took the book. "Haven't you still got some research to
do?" she gently reminded her.

With a sigh, Emma pulled out another book, found a quiet place near a clump of rocks and settled
back into the business of devising a solution to the time-traveling mess she had instigated.

"All right." While opening the book and flipping the pages, Hermione led the men to the
central campfire where the light was better. "The first thing, the first defense Hogwarts has
it that it's invisible to Muggles. Not a problem...we've all been there before."

"I haven't," Emma reminded them, raising her voice to be heard.

"Emma." With her daughter placated, Hermione continued, "As you know, it's
impossible to Apparate or Disapparate within Hogwarts grounds. Well, not impossible
just...difficult."

"You've found a way around that one?" Lupin asked. Was that pride in his tone? Did
his eyes shine just a bit too much with it as he looked at *his* wife? Harry's eyes
narrowed.

Hermione flipped another page and tucked a loose lock of hair behind her ear. For a second, Harry
felt like he was back in school, studying for exams with his best friend. His girlfriend. "The
Quidditch pitch is the trick. I'm not quite sure why, but it's not protected by the
barrier. If we Apparate onto it, we can avoid being seen in Hogsmeade altogether." She glanced
up. "That is the plan, right?"

"Of course," Percy said. "There are too many of his followers living in Hogsmeade.
Including Ron."

"All right then. Now, once we're actually on Hogwarts grounds, we're completely
vulnerable. So, might I suggest..." Hermione looked at Harry. "Your cloak? It will expand
to fit all of us, yes?"

He blinked. "Er...yes. Sure."

"There's only one problem," she continued with a sigh. "It's up in the attic
back at the cottage."

"Mum?"

Hermione waved off her daughter's call. "Give me a second, love." She frowned.
"Well, I suppose someone is going to have to go back for.."

"Mum..."

"Emma." She turned to look at her daughter with evident exasperation. "What is
it?"

"Dad's cloak...it's sort of...not in the attic."

Hermione folded her arms. "Then, where is it?"

Emma chewed on her lower lip. "Underneath my bed." She held up her hands before her
mother could reprimand her. "I know! Okay, once again, I'm sorry!"

Harry stepped towards his daughter. "I'll go back for it," he volunteered.
"It's all right."

"Are you sure, Harry? Without the cloak...if anyone saw you on the way there..." Hermione
didn't need to finish the thought.

"No one's going to see me; I'll Apparate straight into Emma's room."

Lupin rubbed his jaw. "I don't know, Harry. It's a risk."

"Everything's a risk," Harry shot back, his voice harsher than he had intended it to
be. "But it's worth it." He started for the water's edge; despite that, he
certainly wasn't thrilled about going back into the water for the fourth time.

Emma hesitated a second before dumping her book into Percy's arms. "Wait! I'll go with
you, Dad!"

At this, Hermione firmly shook her head and reached out to restrain the girl. "Absolutely not!
You are staying right here, Emma. It's too dangerous out there now."

"Come on, Mum! I'm protected by the charm. Dad's in a lot more danger than I
am."

"Your father is also a fully-trained wizard. You are not."

Emma turned around to face her mother. "Mum...you're always saying that I have no
practical experience. Well...here's my chance!" Her hazel eyes pleaded with Hermione,
begging to be allowed to spend even a short few minutes with her father. "Please? I'll be
fine; I promise."

It pained him how Hermione turned to Lupin for his opinion first. When the older man gave a short
nod, she looked back at her daughter. "All right. Just...be careful. Please." She glanced
at Harry. "Both of you."

Emma nodded, excited, and kissed her mother's cheek. "Love you, Mum!"

"I love you, too," Hermione whispered. She released the girl's shoulders and watched
her approach her father's side, a huge smile lighting up her pretty face. As the two waded into
the water, she called out to him. "Harry!"

He turned his head. She was standing there, tears shimmering in her eyes. Harry swallowed again; he
couldn't seem to get rid of the lump in his throat. Lupin had moved just behind her, a wall of
solid comfort for her to lean on if she needed it. "I wouldn't...let anything happen to
her," Harry assured them both.

Hermione nodded. A few minutes later, her daughter and husband disappeared under the glass surface
of the loch. She let her back curve slightly, knowing that Lupin was right there to keep her
standing. He always had been. Eighteen years of shared pains and struggles had turned them into the
closest of friends. They could talk about anything...with one exception. They both felt it now as
he placed his hands on her shoulders. The only secret they kept...the night nearly seven years
past. The night when loneliness, grief, fear, and repressed lust had sent them into each
other's arms.

She closed her eyes. Why did her life have to be so complicated?

****

"I'm never going to get the scent of loch water out of my hair," Emma sighed, twisted
the thick, chestnut strands of her hair into a rope. "Of course, with a little luck, the
cavern won't even be needed anymore soon."

"With a little luck," Harry repeated. He looked around the Scottish highlands; the sky
was lighter at the very edge of the horizon, signaling the oncoming dawn. "Let's go; I
don't want to be gone too long."

Emma let her wet hair fall back around her shoulders. "Don't worry about me, Dad. The
charm..."

"Just how does that work, anyway? I thought the Fidelus could only work on places.
Houses."

"That used to be true, up until last year, actually." She began squeezing water out of
her rugby shirt. "But then Remus found a way to extend the spell to create the same effect
around a single body. Sort of like an Invisibility Cloak, except certain people can still see us,
while others can't. Wicked, eh?" Her eyes shone even in the dark. "Remus is so smart.
He even figured out his own spell to keep himself...well, himself during the full moon. See,
it's a pretty basic..."

Harry cut her off, suddenly sick of thinking about his former professor. "That's
fascinating, but we really should get going."

His daughter stared at him for a minute. "It's not me you're worried about, is it.
It's Mum. Just Mum." She looked down at the ground. "Yeah, I suppose I should have
figured that."

"Emma, don't be ridiculous. Of course I'm worried about you. I'm worried about
everyone. And not even just everyone in *this* time." He pushed his own hair, slick with
water, off of his brow, baring his infamous scar. Harry dipped his head to see her lowered face.
"Are you coming?"

She nodded and lifted her chin. "It's okay, you know. I don't blame you. I
mean...it's not like I'm really real."

Her words died on the cold wind that swept over them as she spoke. Harry frowned. "What? I
can't hear you."

"It doesn't matter," Emma called back. "C'mon."

Apparation always left Harry with a slight headache that usually faded after a minute or two of
standing on solid ground. There was just something about being magically plucked from one place and
plopped into another. And he had done it so many times that day; he vaguely remembered
McGonagall's warnings to his seventh year class when they were studying the difficult subject.
Apparating too many times a day was not doctor recommended.

But within seconds, he was back in his daughter's room. There was little light, and what light
there was turned the darkness into a menacing specter. Shadows of stuffed animals loomed over them
with fuzzy paws outstretched. Harry glanced over at his daughter. She was already on her knees,
rooting underneath her bed for the cloak. Suddenly, he turned his head towards the door; the tiny
hairs on the back of his neck rose.

"I've almost got..."

"Shh!" Harry effectively silenced her. "I hear something."

Emma froze, her cheek pressed against the smooth wood floor. "What is it?" she
whispered.

He took a slow step forward and kept his voice low and calm. "I think...someone's in the
house." A loud, wooden creak just on the other side of her door confirmed this. There
wasn't any time to do anything; he just prayed that whoever was there was one of the people on
the raw end of the Fidelus Charm. Emma's safety was a much higher priority than his.

The door began to open; with his foot, Harry gently urged his daughter to slide her body under her
bed. There wasn't a sound in the room, not even the sound of breathing. With Emma mostly hidden
away, Harry took a few steps back, slipping into the relative safety of the dark shadows created by
her dresser at the far corner of the room.

When a dark figure entered the pink sugar kingdom of Emma's bedroom, Harry didn't have to
be able to see well to figure out who it was. There was just enough pre-dawn light to catch the
silver blonde in the man's hair. Harry watched Draco Malfoy, never letting his eyes leave him,
as his childhood enemy walked around the room. He wondered what Draco was seeing. Ripped dry wall,
a shredded mattress, dust? It certainly seemed that way as the older version of the man picked up a
stuffed animal and immediately threw it aside.

Harry bit into his cheek. Draco Malfoy. He hadn't thought about him in years. He had
disappeared, along with the rest of his family and his family's friends, after Voldemort's
defeat. Harry had always figured he was slinking around Europe like a coward, hiding out in ancient
mansions unknown to the Ministry, living off the charity of wizards who might think like him, but
were smart enough to hide it well.

Now, obviously, he was back in England and doing just fine if his expensive robes were any clue.
Harry felt his fists ball up. Of all the things Draco Malfoy had ever done to him, the small part
he had played in Ginny's death was the one thing Harry would never, ever forgive him for.

With his heart pounding within his chest, Harry came to a quick decision. He took a breath and
stepped out of the shadows.

"Who's there?" Draco squinted in the darkness; he wore glasses now. Time had touched
him as much as it had Hermione. There was more silver than blonde in his slicked back locks.
"Weasley?"

Harry forced himself to remain calm, even though he could fairly feel Emma's panic filtering up
from under the bed. He moved to the window, letting the light catch his face. It gave him enormous
pleasure to hear Draco draw in a huge breath.

"Potter..." Fear dripped from the word; Draco's skin had always been pale, but it was
now white, whiter than the hair of a unicorn.

"Draco Malfoy," Harry said, surprising himself with the depths of his voice. He gave it
an unearthly quality that only seemed to make the other man paler.

"What the...?" Draco blinked several times. "You're dead..."

Harry stared at him. "Yes. I am."

"A ghost..."

"Draco Malfoy. Leave this place."

He licked his dry lips. "What are you going to do to me, Potter?" The words were brave,
but he was not. "Haunt me? Go right ahead...I've got enough ghosts on my conscience. One
more won't matter much."

"What conscience?" Harry asked, almost amused. "Return to your master; he's
waiting for you."

"Master?" Draco snorted softly. "You've been dead too long. And not watching too
closely from wherever you've been. The only master I answer to is myself."

Harry tried not to frown at this. "Do not lie."

"Don't you have anything better to do than to hang around here for all eternity?
Shouldn't you be watching them? The Mudblood and her brat?"

Blood boiled beneath the surface of his skin. "I have good reason to be tied to this place.
Why are you here, Draco Malfoy?"

The blonde man shook his head, chuckling. "Good question, Potter. Why am I here? It's not
what you probably think. I couldn't give a damn about finding your family; that's
Weasley's obsession, not mine." He sat on the edge of the bed, his black robes almost
touching Emma's exposed arm. Harry watched as he stared at his hands. "Ginny ruined me
forever, you know?"

This time, Harry did frown. "Ruined."

"I didn't even realize...I loved her until she was gone."

"You loved Ginny." Harry tried to say it in a way that wouldn't give away his utter
shock at the admission, but it was difficult. Draco had loved Ginny? He hadn't even ever seen
them have a conversation that didn't include insults.

"And I know what you think," Draco continued. "What you died thinking. That I
somehow knew what could happen to her." He lifted his head to stare at the wall. "Well, I
didn't. My father knew...but he neglected to share the details with me. He had known ever since
the day he forced the diary on her. He knew it would tie her to Lord...to Voldemort. He got off on
the idea of one of Arthur Weasley's runts being spiritually connected to everything he stood
against."

A long moment passed as Harry absorbed this. "If you had known, would you have warned us?
Would you have tried to save her life?"

"I would have done anything," Draco whispered. "Anything to keep her alive." He
looked back down. "But I only found out...the day she died. When Voldemort's life-force
was threatened, he drew life from the souls linked to him. I *was* coming...to tell her. But I
didn't know the damn Gryffindor password and the bloody fat bitch wouldn't let me in
without it!!" He closed his bloodshot grey eyes. "You carried her out into the hallway,
but she was already dead. I was hiding behind a statue. I hated you more than I ever had
before...and that's saying something...because you got to hold her. And I never would
again."

"Ginny loved you?" It was a question, but it came out like a statement. Harry thought he
caught the gleam of a tear on Draco's cheek, but when he blinked, it was gone.

The man lifted his shoulders. "We were young. We fooled around. I liked the reputation I got
around my House for being able to get any girl, even a younger Gryffindor. She liked the danger of
doing something wicked, something that might get your attention. I just don't think we
realized...that it grew into something more. Or maybe she never did. Maybe it was just me."
After a second, Draco stood up. "So, I'm here in the dark, in a wreck of a house, spilling
my guts to the ghost of the great Harry Potter, because I miss her. And there's nowhere else
for me to go when I feel this way."

"Ron," Harry said.

Draco laughed. "Weasley? I doubt he even remembers he had a sister, much less mourns her
death. Just a necessary casualty in his Lord and Master's rise to power. You should know that,
Potter. Or do you only spy on the living people who didn't betray you?"

"You do not follow the same master?"

"Not when his back is turned," Draco muttered.

Harry paused. "There is atonement, Draco Malfoy. And it's for the living as well as the
dead."

"Atonement?" he repeated. "What are you babbling about?"

"Turn away from the Dark and align yourself with the fight for good. If you truly feel remorse
for Ginny Weasley, this is your chance for forgiveness."

Draco shook his head. "Dying only made you dumber, Potter. Do you think I'm going to join
a rag-tag group of mostly Mudblooded wizards who are all going to die soon? Ginny's been dead
for almost twenty-five years. I don't feel that bloody sorry anymore."

"What are you...talking about?"

"I might hate the bastard, but I'm smart enough to stay in his graces," Draco went
on. "When he finds your friends...well, you couldn't pay me enough Galleons to be on the
wrong side of that battle." He moved towards Harry. "Weasley's finished his Truth
Serum for his mother; he'll have his bloody Secret-Keeper soon. If you're lonely wherever
you are, Potter, you won't be for long." He reached out a hand to grasp Harry's
shoulder in mock comfort. "They'll all be with you..." His fingers made solid contact
with Harry's robes; Draco jumped back as though he had touched pure fire. "You're
solid!"

Harry stepped back, bumping into the pink wall. "Your mind plays tricks on you, Draco
Malfoy," he said, the words not even convincing to his own ears.

"You're not a ghost!" Draco accused him. "You're real..."

"You're mad."

The other man moved for the door. "Perhaps. But not about this." A horrible smile made
his lips curve. "Won't Voldemort be excited? You know...he's always said that the only
bad thing about killing you was that it was over too quickly. Now it seems like he might get his
chance to..."

He never got to finish his thought. Harry's fist flew out from his robes, slamming into
Draco's nose with the force of the Hogwarts Express. Cartilage crunched, skin broke, blood
spattered. The punch knocked the breath out of the man for a moment, rendering him unconscious. He
crumpled to the floor, a huge lump of black cloth and sliver-blonde hair.

Harry tried to relax his finger, but they were stiff and numb. With Draco out of the way for the
moment, he hauled Emma out from under her bed. She clutched his cloak in her hand. "Dad! What
happened?" Right then, she caught a glimpse of Draco's body. "Oh my
god..."

"Come on! You heard everything. We have to get going; there's no more time to waste."
Harry kept holding his daughter's hand as they prepared to Disapparate. There would be no more
discussions about the logistics of sneaking into Hogwarts; there would only be action. Because if
they failed, Voldemort would win. Again.

And any past, present or future that Harry might have had would be gone forever.

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To Be Continued

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8. Nice guys finish last
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Disclaimer: The characters and the world they live in do not belong to yours truly.

Author's Notes: Sorry it took awhile to get this out. I got a job! A real, grown-up, using my
degree kind of job as a legal editor. Basically, I have no time to myself anymore. Expect updates
to be much slower than usual at least until I can get into my new schedule. Thank you for all the
great reviews though!!

On a side note, as much as I adore Ginny and the G/D pairing, I think that by going in depth into
her death (which I only did because people were confused), I might have misled some people into
believing that I'm heading a certain direction with this story. I usually don't say
anything like this about my stories while they're in progress because I don't like to close
any doors, but I will say, just so there won't be too much disappointment later on, there's
not a real good chance that Ginny will be coming back, time-travel notwithstanding. Sorry, guys.
Good people die fighting the fight. It's just life:( That being said, I hope you keep reading
anyway, cause I promise you a good story!

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Until Such A Time
by Kristen Elizabeth

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"Oh, thank god you're all right!!" After hearing everything that had happened with
Draco Malfoy in Emma's bedroom, Hermione folded her daughter up in her arms and squeezed as
hard as she could. "If anything had happened to you..."

"I was never in any danger, Mum," Emma assured her. "Dad was completely in control;
he had that guy confessing all these deep secrets. He was very cool."

Hermione smiled into her daughter's hair. "Cool? Yes...your dad is cool." She met
Harry's eyes. "I should have known you'd be fine with him. No matter what."

"Don't make me out to be more than I am, Hermione. I let Draco see me. And I left him
unconscious without even trying a Memory Charm." Harry rubbed his eyes. "But, I can't
change any of that now. The only thing that matters is getting into Hogwarts and finding Molly
Weasley before Ron has a chance to use the Serum on her."

"I can't believe he'd do that to Mum," Percy said, staring at the camp fire.
"Forcing a Truth Serum down her throat...it's abombinable."

Charlie poked his younger brother's foot with his own. "Ron sold out to Voldemort for a
pair of Spanish tits. Believe it."

"Do you have to be so crude?" Lavender asked the oldest living Weasley sibling.

"I don't think of it as crude, I think of it as the whole truth without any
sugarcoating."

Lupin stopped the fight before it could even begin. "Hermione's come up with a plan, a
good one. We shouldn't have too much difficulty getting into the main part of the castle.
Harry...any thoughts on where they might be keeping her?"

"The dungeons, maybe. The astronomy tower? Dumbledore's old office? How the bloody hell
should I know?" Harry snapped. "There are rooms in that castle that only come out in the
morning. There are chambers that get hidden for a thousand years. She could be
anywhere!"

A moment passed after his outburst. "Are you all right, Harry?" Hermione ventured to ask,
putting a hand on his arm.

He let his shoulders relax. "I'm sorry. I'm just...getting a headache."

"You've been Apparating too much," Lupin said. "Perhaps you should stay
here..."

"No."

"It's not a terrible idea, Harry," Hermone said, softly. "You could stay with
everyone...and Emma, keep her safe and rest yourself. Time-travel and too much
Apparating...it's a wonder you're still..."

"I said 'no'." Harry looked at her.

Emma kicked a pebble with her shoe. "Don't make him, Mum. I'll be fine; I don't
need a babysitter."

"Emma will be fine. Plenty of us are staying," Percy reminded Hermione.

"I'll keep a special eye on her," Lavender volunteered. Neville squeezed her hand and
she laid her cheek on his shoulder.

The young girl scowled, turned on her heel and started off in search of her books. Hermione watched
her daughter flounce off, a worried frown on her own face. Lupin smiled at her, reassuringly.
"She'll be in good hands."

Hermione's frown all but disappeared. Harry had to look away; he cleared his throat to get
everyone's attention. "Just who is going?"

"I am." Charlie stood up and rubbed his weathered hands together vigorously. "Never
thought I'd get to go back to school."

"I only hoped I wouldn't," Fred snickered. George nodded his whole-hearted
agreement.

"Only the essential personnel," Seamus answered Harry's question. "You won't
have to babysit anyone tonight, mate."

Hermione pointed to each person as she spoke their name. "Charlie, Fred, George, Remus,
myself...and you."

George looked sheepish for a rare instant. "I tried to get enough people together to mount a
really wicked attack. But...there aren't many people left."

"You did your best," Lupin said. "The cloak will cover all of us, but it's
imperative that we not let any toes poke out from under it or let ourselves be heard by anyone.
We're playing on what Voldemort considers his territory; I for one want to get in, get Molly
and get out. Anything more than that risks lives."

"Wouldn't it be easier if I went alone?" Harry asked. It wasn't that he felt like
being the devil's advocate; he was just finding it very hard to go along with everything his
old mentor came up with, knowing how the man looked at his wife. There was something there...and he
was fairly certain he didn't want to know what it was. That didn't mean, however, that he
could force himself to ignore it.

Hermione approached him, placing a soft hand on his shoulder. "Harry...I say this only because
I love you. But the last time you faced Voldemort alone...*was* the last time."

"You think I can't do it?" Youthful resentment flashed in the dark centers of his
eyes.

"I think that I can't bury you twice."

It was possible to hear a single drop of water hitting the loch from a dripping stalagtite in the
silence that followed. Finally, Harry let himself relax. His head was pounding too hard. And there
were too many old, but still open wounds peeking through his wife's composure. He wouldn't
be the cause of any fresh ones.

Harry tore his gaze away from Hermione and turned a much harder one on Remus Lupin. "Lead the
way."

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She hadn't been able to sleep all night. Not only was the baby kicking her worse than ever,
apparently as aware of her father's absence as Hermione herself was, but horrible images of
what might be happening to Harry had haunted her dreams. If not for her huge stomach, she would
have tossed and turned until dawn.

As it was, she found herself awake and dressed and standing in front of Ron's home just after
dawn with a huge plate of freshly baked cinnamon rolls in her hands. True, Ron was not a fan of her
cooking, but she had never seen him turn down a sweet in all the years she had known him.

Plus, she had to do something. She had to get out of the house, walk around a bit, anything to keep
her mind occupied. Hermione balanced the plate with the help of her round belly and knocked on the
door.

It took a few minutes, but finally, the door opened. But it wasn't Ron who greeted her.
Serafina, his current fling, answered wearing only one of the sweaters Mrs. Weasley had knitted for
her son. Apparently, it was one she had made for Ron when he was much younger; the 'R'
worked into the wool was stretched tight across Serafina's breasts and the hem only barely
skimmed the tops of her thighs.

Hermione blinked. "Good morning. Um...buenos dias, I mean." The other woman ran a hand
through her tousled, streaked locks and yawned. "Is Ron up?"

"He is taking the shower."

"Oh, I see." There was a pause. "May I come in and wait for him?"

Serafina shrugged and stepped aside to let her in. "Sit if you care." She half-heartedly
gestured to a sofa cluttered with old newspapers, dirty clothes and dishes.

"It's all right. The baby gets restless if I sit too much." Several painfully long
moments ticked by. Hermione set the plate of rolls onto a corner of the coffee table that was
relatively clean. "Um...has Ron heard anything? About Harry?"

"Ron has been...how do you say...?"

*Shagging?* Hermione thought. "Occupied?"

"Si. Occupied." Serafina smiled for the first time, reminding her of the nice young girl
Ron had brought to dinner only a few days earlier. But then she stretched like a well-fed sex
kitten. "He is very much a man."

Nausea that she couldn't attribute to her pregnancy welled up in Hermione's stomach.
"I'll take your word for it. So...no one's stopped by from the Ministry? No
owls?"

"Hermione..." Ron entered the living room in his bathrobe, a wet towel hung around his
neck. "I told you I'd come by to see you, not the other way around."

"Well, I was in the neighborhood..." She picked up the plate. "I brought
breakfast."

He moved towards her and took her arm. "You should go home. Harry would kill me if he knew I
was letting you walk around by yourself in your condition."

"I'm pregnant, Ron, not terminally ill. And let's stop to deal with this
'letting' me walk around thing. Since when does anyone 'let' me do anything?
I'm a grown woman and I decide what I..."

Ron cut her off. "Look, I haven't heard anything, okay? Harry's dropped off the bloody
planet and until he decides to surface again, there's not a damn thing either of us can do.
Just go home, put your feet up and try not to send yourself into early labor."

"Ron." Hermione stared at him with blank confusion. "What's wrong with
you?"

"You come over here uninvited at the crack of dawn looking like hell and you ask *me*
what's wrong?" Serafina approached him from behind and slid her arms around his stomach.
"Sorry if I can't manage to get all worried about Harry. He has a history of going off and
doing stuff on his own without consulting us and he always winds up playing the hero. You're
the one who married him; aren't you used to him by now?"

She took a step back. "I can't believe what you're...Ron? Why are you...being like
this?"

"Being like what?"

"Like..." Her eyes clouded over. "...an insensitive bastard!"

Serafina's head peeked up over his shoulder. "I wish to go back to bed..." She nipped
at his ear with strong, white teeth.

Ron's eyelids fluttered. When they finally opened again, he leveled his old friend with the ice
of his stare. "The great Harry Potter, wherever he might be, is doing just fine without us. Go
home, Hermione. And get used to coming in second. The only person who's important to Harry...is
Harry." He turned around and hauled his girlfriend against his body; his hands gripped her
underneath the wool of his sweater. "If you'll excuse us, Mrs. Potter."

Hermione listened to Serafina's sexy laughter as it trailed down the hallway and back towards
Ron's bedroom. She remained standing in that same spot for a long time, her only motions were
to rub her swollen belly, as though soothing away Ron's completely uncharacteristic words from
her baby's ears. Her cheeks were wet.

She left the cinnamon rolls on the table and fled the tiny house that she and Harry had helped
their friend move into only months earlier. She needed Harry. There was something very wrong with
Ron, far worse than mere jealousy. If only Harry were there...

The baby kicked her hard, but she barely felt it.

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"Percy?"

"Don't ask it, Emma."

"How long has it..."

He snapped his book shut and gave the teenager a long look. "It's been an hour and a half.
When you last asked, it was an hour and twenty-five minutes. Next time you want to know, they will
have been gone for a hour and thirty-five minutes. Is that all? I'd like to finish this book
sometime this year."

Emma tilted her head to one side and studied the older man. "Were you this much of a
fuddy-duddy when you were my age?"

"More," Seamus called out from across the camp. When he caught Percy's glare, he
laughed and shrugged. "Sorry, mate. You docked points from our own House because I threw one
ear of corn at the Slytherin's table. I haven't forgotten."

Percy flipped his book open and studiously ignored them both. With a sigh, Emma glanced down at her
own book. She was so close to finding out a way to send her father back to his proper time. So
close, in fact, that she imagined it would only take a few more pages of reading. She had the time,
the resources...what she lacked was the heart.

She didn't want him to leave.

Harry Potter was everything she had always been told he had been. Not by her mother, of course, but
by everyone else who hadn't wanted her to grow up not knowing about the amazing man who had
been her father. Handsome. Smart. Brave. Cool. Powerful.

None of that really mattered. What she had latched onto was how loving he had apparently been. Emma
could remember all of the nights she would lay awake long past her bedtime, imagining that when she
woke up in the morning, he would be at the breakfast table eating bacon and toast and just waiting
to give her a kiss on the forehead. Every morning she would vault into the kitchen, just in case.
But the table was always empty. And she'd cry, once again, for the man she had never
known.

Lying on her stomach, she rested her head on one outstretched arm. It was monsterously selfish, but
she wasn't ready to let him go just yet. No one understood, how could they? With all of their
memories of him, they could afford to think about the big picture. All Emma could think about was
how she'd give anything, do anything, be anyone he wanted her to be...if only she could hear
her father say he loved her.

She flipped a page without reading it. No matter how old she got, some part of her would always be
six years old, wishing on stars for her daddy.

"Stars," she said outloud. Emma's head shot up. "That's it!!"

With a burst of intellectual energy, an inevitable side-effect of having grown up under her
mother's tutelage, Emma frantically pawed through her book until she landed on a certain page.
Her eyes whipped back and forth like a tennis ball as she read. "Yes...yes! Of course! Why
didn't I think of it on my own?"

She almost stopped reading; the answer was in her hand whether she liked it or not. But something
compelled her to keep going, reading further into the section on time-travel theories. As quickly
as her pretty face had lit up, it fell. "Oh no...no..." Emma put her hand over her mouth.
"I didn't know," she whispered to no one in particular. "I didn't know he
could..."

Forcing herself to swallow most of her fear, Emma closed her book, carefully placed it in her
waterproof jacket and looked at the camp. Everyone was occupied either reading or cooking a late
breakfast. Most importantly, no one was keeping their promised "close eye" on her.

With grace and a little bit of luck, Emma snuck down to the water's edge, conjured up the
Bubble-Head charm and slipped under the water without so much as a splash. As she carefully kicked
for the antechamber and the loch beyond it, she felt a pang of guilt. Everyone would be sick with
worry. Her mother...and possibly her father, would have good reason to kill her. But she had to get
there. She had to fix what she had set in motion...before it killed the one person she'd do
anything to keep alive.

It looked like she would finally get to go to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. But it
wouldn't be to further her education. It would be correct her own unforgivable mistake.

It would be to save her father's life.

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To Be Continued