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From the Unofficial Portkey Archive: https://portkey-archive.org/story/194/
Over the Edge
~ Poor Harry Potter. He started out in life
as an orphan, then there's this wizard he knows as Lord Voldemort that is out to
make him dead. Sure, he looks strong, and brave, but that's only on the outside.
Harry's about to loose all sanity left in his mind, and those to suffer, are the
students at Hogwarts. And only one person can do something to help, and that's
Hermione.~
Silence, it was all around her, settling in her mind.
Another late night in the common room, studying, alone with the fire of course.
Hermione was indulged in her Charms textbook over one of the tables. There was
an exam two weeks away, one she was fearing over nothing for.
Her mind
startled when the portrait hole opened. So late at night, she had expected
everyone to be asleep.
" Who's there?" Hermione whispered
harshly.
" It's just me" Harry. He sounded exhausted and upset. She could
tell from only three words.
" Oh, hello Harry" she greeted, closing the
book, " where were you?".
He was trying to get away from her, " the
bathroom".
Hermione rushed to block his path to the staircase, " for how
long? I've been down here for awhile, I didn't hear you leave".
" That
must have been it, good night".
She stopped him one last time for a
friendly hug given on random occasions, " good night".
He quickly hugged
her in return, then brushed past and went
upstairs.
Foreshadowing Chapter Two- Why does Hermione
wake in her bed the next morning with blood on her bed
sheets?
Authors Note: It's short, yes, but that's why it's a
teaser, for now and only now of course. Yes, I know, very many people cannot see
Harry being the horrible person he will become in this story, but you'll see
where he's coming from. Trust me, and give it a chance. Thanks!
~ Home for the Summer~
Chapter Two- No More
Tears
Harry froze, his mind went blank, he could
only focus on her, but without recognizing her. Hermoine watched him closely,
not knowing what he was thinking. Frankly, it was scaring her.
" Harry,
say something" the tears were unbearable.
His hands were shaking, and he
didn't want her to feel it. Harry strained the feeling, wrapping his arms around
her back, pulling her closer. " I started feeling sick at the end of last
semester, and ignored it. My mum took me to the doctors two months after missing
my.".
" I-I know" he finished for her. Even after four years of spending
time at Hogwarts around only boys, she was still uncomfortable about mentioning
femine things around them, at least being calm. Harry removed the light jacket
he wore, wrapping it around Hermoine's shoulders, " come on, let's get you home,
or at least, back to my house" he offered his hand to her. After she accepted,
the two began to walk away from the crowds at the bus stop.
" The
screaming went on for hours, eventually, they went around in circles and started
repeating themselves. I had little money left over from my birthday, I used it
all to get here".
Harry still held her hand down the dark London streets,
" I'm glad you did" he paused, venturing to ask and actually know something
about the female body, " when are you suppose.to have the baby?".
Even in
a state of depression, Hermoine still had her spunky attitude, " it's called a
due date Harry".
" Right" he joked, " when's your due date?".
"
Another six months" she sighed, " in January".
He paused, " we'll be at
school".
She laughed, " I've been taken off the acceptance list, forever,
my parents will no longer pay the tuition".
" Maybe there's another
way".
" While I'm pregnant?" Hermoine mocked an eyebrow.
Harry
shrugged, " I don't know much about this kind of thing".
" It's all new
to me too".
He looked down at her, " you won't have to be alone, you're
staying with me" while he was commanding, she still had the option of
objection.
" What about your aunt and uncle? And your cousin?".
He
looked ahead of them, " okay, so we'll have to keep it a secret, but they work
all day, and Dudley goes to some fat camp, and trust me, he would not tell if he
were to find out".
Hermoine looked up at him again, " what about in
September?".
Harry paused, hesitating, not knowing a good enough answer,
or an explanation to go with it. " We'll cross that bridge when we get to
it".
No lights were on in the house when they arrived, no one
knew he had left. Signaling that no sound could be made, Harry led Hermoine
through the dark kitchen and into the hallway. She couldn't help noticing the
small cupboard under the stairs, the prison he once occupied. Both let out a
sigh of relief when entering Harry's room and he had closed the door.
"
I'm use to sneaking around in the dark with you" Hermoine smiled, " except
there's no Fluffy" she referred to the nightly quests at Hogwarts.
" Only
Dudley" Harry commented.
Hermoine giggled, " thank you" she stopped
suddenly.
Harry looked at her before walking into his closet, " you're
welcome". He disappeared for a moment. She glared around the room at every
detail.
He emerged with a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, just as she
noticed a picture frame on the wall near the door. " Is that your
parents?".
Harry did not need to see the smiling couple, " yes, it was
taken on their honeymoon, at least, that's what I'm told" he handed over the
clothing articles.
Hermoine took them, though still studied the picture,
" you look like your mum".
He smiled, " everyone says that. Apparently, a
child obtains it's physical features from the parent of the opposite gender".
Then, he realized it was a rather sensitive subject, in which he quickly
changed. " Um, I'll leave so you can change".
She watched him leave, "
thanks" whispering.
Harry took a few small steps in the hallway, then
bolted to the bathroom, managing to slam the door and flick the light switch.
Coughing downward into the toilet, he couldn't think straight. Twenty-four
hours, he would be doing something as simple as reading, or playing on the
computer. He rested his forehead on the rim, knowing he had to pull himself
together, for Hermoine. She had been through and would be going through worse
things, vomiting included.
After rinsing his mouth, he went back to the
room. Harry began to say something to Hermoine, then turned around, she was
asleep, laying on the bed. He turned off the lamp, then carefully slid onto the
other side of the bed. Now it was too hot for any blankets.
" Harry" her
voice was clear.
" Yeah?".
She lifted herself off the mattress,
sensing where he was, placing his lips upon his, then laying back on her side, "
good night".
He paused, " good night".
Hours later, Hermoine was
asleep, Harry wasn't. he placed a hand on her lower stomach, nothing happened,
not yet anyways, but he could feel her breathe. Throughout the night, Harry did
not ask her about the baby's father. Already knowing that it was
him.
~ Should I continue?~