Rating: PG13
Genres: Drama
Relationships: Draco & Ginny
Book: Draco & Ginny, Books 1 - 5
Published: 17/03/2005
Last Updated: 17/03/2005
Status: Completed
As the conflict between the Order and the Death Eaters heightens, even stolen interludes suffer. A Worth Any Price-arc story.
A/N: Many thanks to all of the readers of my LiveJournal, who gave me wonderful comments
while I slaved over this piece, and especially to Karen for beta services.
~*~
It was an unusually hot July evening, and yet Draco Malfoy arrived home from his position in the
Office of Finance in a decent frame of mind for once. It could have been the fact that Amos
Diggory, his immediate superior and the Senior Ministry Liaison to Gringotts, had taken a
much-needed holiday in Brighton with his wife and could not, therefore, impose another half-share
of work on his already burdened assistant.
More likely, however, it had everything to do with a nondescript piece of parchment that lay hidden
in the pocket of the summer-weight, dove grey business robes he wore. "Libby!" he called
imperiously, schooling his face into a serious expression as his house-elf appeared in the foyer
with a pop.
The young elf looked up at him, nervous solicitousness radiating from her posture and tone.
"What can Libby do for Young Master?" she asked, the words rushed.
"A deviation from the regular arrangement," he said. "Dinner at seven, for two, in
the dining room. Something a little more ... elaborate than usual."
Libby's eyes widened. "Young Master is entertaining tonight!" she gasped. Without
another word, she disappeared, and amusement tugged at one corner of his mouth, even as he realized
the possibility that the house-elf would go far overboard in her efforts to be of service.
For Draco Malfoy was entertaining that night. Nearly a month after his witch had taken her
last trip aboard the Hogwarts Express, she had finally concocted some sort of scheme that would
allow her to be absent from the Order's headquarters without suspicion for a few days.
She'd sent an owl to him at the Ministry using the charms he'd taught her to obscure her
communications, and ever since the Interdepartmental Memo had carried the parchment to his desk
that afternoon, his thoughts had been far from the security of the Ministry's financial
resources and firmly in the realm of a candlelit dinner.
He strode purposefully up the stairs, his fingers fumbling over the small pearlescent buttons
holding his work robes closed around his slender frame. Once in the lavish suite of rooms that
comprised his inner sanctum, he shrugged the grey material off his shoulders, draping the garment
across a convenient chair for Libby to pick up later. He glanced in the mirror at his remaining
dress: a white oxford that didn't look nearly as fresh as it had when he'd put it on that
morning and a pair of black trousers.
He turned to the ornate armoire that held his wardrobe, and contemplated its contents. Any cotton
dress-shirt that was light enough to remain comfortable in the heat was too thin for a dinner
engagement, and something thicker would be utterly repressive. Silk tended to become clingy
quickly, and ... his eyes settled on something his mother's personal style-witch had
recommended on his last trip to Gladrags. It was a charcoal grey tunic of something that fluttered
like silk, but was purported to maintain its elegant drape and a pleasant coolness against the skin
by means of expensive and exclusive charms.
It couldn't hurt to wear the shirt, Draco reasoned as he removed the garment from its resting
place and donned it in graceful motions. If he didn't look absolutely stunning with it on,
he'd just have to try charming Ginny out of her knickers with it off.
He'd managed it before, he thought with a feral grin.
~*~
At seven-fifteen, Draco sat in his study, no longer pleased.
Libby had checked in at ten minutes to, in order to confirm that she should set out the first
course. But Ginny hadn't arrived by then, and he had ordered the elf to hold until the elusive
Miss Weasley actually showed. She'd been expected at six-thirty, and her tardiness after such a
long separation rankled.
At seven exactly, he realized that standing in the foyer, glaring at the door would not produce his
wayward girlfriend any sooner than she would arrive on her own, and retreated to the cosy chamber.
He lit a fire that looked much more cheerful than he felt, and set to pacing, part nervous energy
at seeing Ginny for the first time since Easter hols, and part frustration at her inability to be
punctual.
At ten past, he'd broken into the brandy.
He sat perched on the edge of his desk, cradling the delicate glass in his hands, and giving it
baleful looks between sips. If she couldn't bloody care enough to arrive on time, what was
the point--
At that moment a piercing, harsh tone sounded. Draco set aside the brandy he'd poured himself
as he rushed from the room; that sound signalled an attempt to pass through his anti-Apparation
wards.
Ginny always traveled to Lethoireach by Portkey. Last he'd known, she hadn't yet earned her
Apparation license.
He approached the massive front door, wand drawn. He was certain that he could defend self and home
from whatever interloper had been rejected by his wards, but caution was most definitely in order.
With a nasty feeling of apprehension prickling on the back of his neck, he glanced through the
window.
His girlfriend sat in the middle of the walkway, knocked on her arse by the wards.
Draco dropped the security charms on his front door, and swung it open. He opened his mouth to
speak, but was prevented by a tirade from the witch on the flagstones. "Well, hello to you
too, Malfoy," she said spitefully. "I haven't seen you in months, and this is the
welcome I get. I see how it is."
"Well, if you'd elected to arrive on time --"
"Oh, bugger off. I was unavoidably detained."
Smart-mouthed and crabby, she was his witch, and he hadn't seen her in a long
time. He extended a hand to her, and she paused a moment before taking it with her own, and pulling
herself to her feet. "Where's your Portkey?" he questioned, as he drew her through
the doorway.
"I was already running late. I didn't want to be even more tardy by going back home from
work," Ginny replied, as he recast the locking charms. He turned to face her, and was
horrified by the sight that greeted him, in the full light of the foyer.
She was wearing her hair pulled away from her face and worked into a loose braid. The simplicity of
the style accentuated her drawn expression, and the purpling skin under her eyes were a far more
vivid contrast than even the additional freckles that June and July had put on her face.
"What in Merlin's name has happened to you?" He lifted one hand to touch her face,
and slipped his other arm around her shoulders. He could tell immediately that she was exhausted;
her frame was trembling, not from fear or other emotion, but from the subtle shaking that
overtiredness often caused.
"Work," Ginny said simply, not meeting his eyes.
Her story didn't hold water, and he knew it. "Gin, NEWT results aren't even out
yet." He slipped his fingers under her chin, and raised it so that he could look into her
eyes. "Is this because of the Order?"
"We all make sacrifices." She was resolutely staring down at his hands, his shirt,
anywhere she could look to avoid his gaze. He wanted to shake her, get her to tell him just what
Dumbledore's ragtag band was asking of her to keep her up at nights, but he suspected that it
wouldn't have the desired effect.
He leaned forward to place a kiss on her forehead, taken aback by how distant she'd become ...
so unlike the vibrant, fiery Ginny he'd fallen for. He startled at the crack that
signalled Libby's appearance, and a thought came to him.
"Will Young --"
"We will be dining upstairs this evening, Libby," he interrupted, quiet command in his
tone. "If you would arrange things, please."
He turned back to Ginny then, paying no attention to the house-elf's retreat. "Upstairs
with you, then," he said, letting his arm drift from her shoulders to her waist. When she
didn't move, he lowered his face to her ear and murmured, "We can do this two ways. Either
you can walk up the stairs with me like a civilized witch, or I can put you over my shoulder like a
child. Your choice."
"It's tempting," she replied, a small smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.
"But I think I can manage."
The setting that awaited their arrival was impressive, even by Malfoy standards. Libby had chosen
to arrange their meal on a round table of modest size in one corner, and moved two armchairs close.
A number of candles illuminated the room; the diffusion of flickering light through candlewax
relaxed the imperiousness of the master suite. The scent of roasted fowl and herbs reached the
doorway, and Draco gestured to the table. "Go on."
"Where are you going?" Ginny questioned.
"I'll be right there. Sit," he said pointedly. He waited for her to do so, noting her
mildly suspicious expression, before he stepped into his well-appointed bath.
In the cupboard with the stock of fresh bath linens sat a shelf of various concoctions. In amongst
the bottles of Pepper-Up and hangover cure, labeled in his own hand, was a pair of flasks holding a
serene blue liquid. They were marked in a much more severe scrawl, and sealed with wax as well as
stoppered, to ensure the contents would hold in shipment. Draco closed his hand around one of them,
and returned to Ginny's side.
She'd settled into one of the chairs and served herself a portion of the meal while she waited;
he could feel her eyes on him as he tapped the flask with his wand and muttered the unsealing
charm. Once the wax and cork had disappeared, he tipped the contents into one of the empty goblets
onto the table, and handed the glass to Ginny.
"What is it?" she asked.
He paused for a moment, considering his answer. "A modified Strengthening Solution," he
replied matter-of-factly. "With elements of a Calming Draught, to aid in the relaxing of
overstressed nerves, and an infusion of beetroot for its energy restoration properties."
Ginny's eyes widened. "I didn't realize you could make such a thing."
"I can't. This is Severus' specialty .. he developed it to ease the effects of
Cruciatus."
"And you just happen to have some in your potion cupboard," she said flatly.
Draco pressed his lips together. He'd expected that she'd discover this potion's
presence in his bath the moment he'd stored it there, but all he was concerned about was
getting her to drink the damned thing. "We can discuss what the Order requires of each other
later," he replied curtly.
"You'll put me off later."
He sighed, audibly revealing the severity of his frustration. "Gin, I swear by anything
you'd like me to that I will talk about this later." He shook his head. "Drink that
first, then eat something, and then you can interrogate me as you please."
Ginny gave him a searching look, but raised the goblet to her lips. Draco lifted his hand to brush
a few unruly locks of hair away from her face as he watched her expression change from one of
irritation to one of surprise. "This tastes better than I expected," she murmured,
setting the empty glass down on the table.
He smirked. "I told Severus I refused to drink anything that tasted as foul as
Pepper-Up."
"Or Skele-Mend," Ginny mumbled. "Are you satisfied now?"
He wondered when Ginny Weasley would have had the occasion to be drinking Skele-Mend ... but
he'd promised to save the questioning for after dinner. He nodded slightly, sinking into the
other seat. As he reached for the carving knife, she murmured, "You were wrong, by the
way."
He glanced at her before laying the blade to the roast. "About?"
"NEWTs came in day before yesterday," she said.
Draco set the knife back onto the platter with a loud clank. "And?" he queried
casually.
One corner of her mouth was quirking, as though she dearly wanted to smirk. "I thought the
questioning was to wait until after dinner."
"Pushy bint."
~*~
Draco watched Ginny's face as she set her cutlery on her plate. She'd not eaten a huge
amount of food, but she'd consumed some of everything, and her face was looking a little less
drawn, a little more relaxed. "Better?" he asked.
"Some," she replied. "My compliments to Professor Snape."
He nodded. "What next? A pick-up game of Quidditch? A night on the town?"
"Smartarse." Ginny sent a glower in his direction. "Just because I feel better
doesn't mean I feel great."
"Then perhaps I should summon Libby to take care of these dishes, and then we'll have a
quiet evening of it." I'll press you on your NEWT scores and your obvious lack of
sleep, and you'll interrogate me on the fact that I have a Cruciatus tonic in my bath.
Charming.
Draco crossed the room, tapping an elaborate bell near the door with his wand. By the time Libby
had appeared and received her instructions, Ginny had crossed to the large bed with its sumptuous
linens and soft duvet, and curled up. He was reminded of a feline; all she was missing was the tail
tucked over her nose to complete the picture.
As if she could sense that he was contemplating her, she said softly, "I couldn't help it.
It was too inviting."
He sat down next to her on the duvet. "Should I take it to mean that you're staying,
then?"
"If it's all right with you," she murmured.
He contemplated any number of smart replies, but he had the distinct impression that any response
he made would be lost on her, hovering somewhere between wakefulness and sleep. There was
something awfully appealing about an early night in his own bed, his own witch in his arms.
"As you will," he remarked offhandedly, rising to his feet.
He looked to the table, and upon confirming that Libby had completed her task and vacated the
premises, retrieved a pair of pyjamas from the armoire. He didn't need to turn around to know
with certainty that Ginny wasn't paying his state of dress -- or undress -- any mind; he
slipped out of the shirt and trousers he'd spent so much time contemplating previously, and
tossed them into the waiting basket in the corner. He stepped into the cotton pyjama trousers and
pulled them up to his waist in one fluid movement.
He moved to don the matching shirt, but his eye caught the form of Ginny, dozing on his bed.
Instead, he took the shirt and returned to his spot on the duvet, resting one hand on a
decently-toned calf and shaking it gently. When there was no response, he sighed. His hands moved
to the buttons of her shirt, freeing them from the confines of buttonholes, and eased the material
off of her shoulders.
He slipped one arm around her shoulders, lifting her just enough to ease the soft cotton shirt into
place. "What'r you doin'?" she murmured, her voice thick with fatigue.
"Pyjamas, Ginevra. Perhaps you've heard of those?" he replied, coaxing her arms into
sleeves. He was surprised that his feisty witch merely murmured incoherently and complied,
evidently happy to let him put forth all the effort. His fingers made short work of doing up the
nightshirt, and then attended to her trousers and stockings with equal efficiency.
If she was so complacent about his undressing her..
He put her garments into the basket as well, and then crept onto the bed, settling down next to her
and drawing her into his arms. He took several moments to examine her face, and placed several
delicate kisses along the swaths of purple under her eyes. A little smile crossed her lips, a
reaction which pleased him immensely.
And then she gave him his opportunity. "Missed you," she mumbled.
"I should be able to see you more often, now that you've left school," he murmured in
reply. A pause, and then, "How did you do?"
She snuggled into him. "Acceptable in Arithmancy. Exceeds Expectations in Charms and
Runes."
"And Potions?" he pressed. The one grade he felt some level of involvement in, and it was
the one she hadn't mentioned. Bint.
"Outstanding," she yawned.
So all of the extra work over Easter hols had paid off, then. A smug smile settled over his
features; Ginny would have given him a solid smack for it, if she had opened her eyes to see it at
any point during the questioning. Her eyes had remained firmly closed the entire time, however, and
as moments passed he became convinced that she had slept, or something closely approximating,
through the entire conversation.
He waved his wand once, extinguishing the candles before setting it on the side table for the
night. He spent several minutes tracing the lines of her facial features with one finger before the
comfort of her proximity and the warmth of her slight form tucked alongside lulled him into
sleep.
~*~
The transition from sound asleep to wide awake was abrupt, nearly instantaneous.
Draco had wand in hand before he realized he was fully awake, his heart pounding madly against his
ribs as adrenaline coursed through his system. It took several moments for his brain to sort out
all the impulses it was receiving, and only after he scanned the entire room did he realize that he
was awake because the girl in his bed had unintentionally kicked in her sleep -- and kicked
him.
Light was starting to sneak through the windows, and he set his wand back down on the side table,
an uneasy feeling still in his chest. He contemplated the merits of going back to sleep for a few
more hours; Merlin knew that sleeping in was a rare treat, especially when Diggory arrived at the
Ministry so damned early and expected similar devotion from his employees. One glance at
Ginny's sleeping face told him plainly that she could use the extra rest, especially as the
circles under her eyes hadn't faded much, and her flailing indicated that the sleep she was
getting was quite poor.
Sleeping in would also have the benefit of postponing what promised to be a most difficult
conversation. At least now, with Ginny unconscious, he could take some comfort from her presence.
He sunk down into the bedlinens behind her, slung one arm around her waist, and buried his face in
her hair.
~*~
Something was tickling him.
This time, he woke this time to the sensation of tiny fingers brushing against his arm. He turned
his head into the pillow, muffling a pleased sort of murmur. And then he realized that Ginny's
fingers were tracing the Mark on the flesh of his forearm, and he was wide awake again.
"Gin," he said in a pained tone, even as he yanked his arm away from the scrutiny,
pulling away from her slightly.
"Does it bother you?" she asked softly. His face must have displayed his confusion at the
question. "Does it matter to you that someday, your children are going to see that Mark and
ask about it? And you're going to have to answer them?"
Draco stared at her for the space of two heartbeats before slipping his arms back around her and
attempting a deflection. "Do you often think about my children, Ginevra?"
"You know I have," she said, a hint of frost to her tone. "Don't evade the
question, Draco."
A wellspring of ire rose to meet the ice in her temperament. He knew that if he gave into it and
lashed out, the rest of the conversation would be held with raised voices and, quite possibly,
intentionally cutting remarks ... and forget risking the loss of his gorgeous redheaded witch,
he'd be risking the loss of the only person, barring Severus, he trusted at his back.
The tenacity of the Weasley clan in general was legendary. The tenacity of the Weasley lying next
to him was exceptional, even in comparison. And yet, it had been several months -- years, now --
since he'd looked at her and thought of the name with contempt.
"I am an agent in the service of the most bloodthirsty, dangerous wizard alive," he said
after a moment, his voice barely a whisper. "Spending copious amounts of time contemplating
the parenting of children I don't yet, and may never, have is not only a poor use of the few
free minutes I have, but could also be lethal, if my thoughts are .. observed." A thought
struck him then, and a chill of shock washed over him. "You're not ... God. You're
not ...?"
Ginny's brow furrowed as she looked at him, unable to comprehend at first what he was trying to
communicate. The change in her expression as realization dawned was no comfort; he could see her
jaw set in a strict line, and the brown eyes that were usually so warm and welcoming had
dulled.
"No, I'm not," she replied flatly, pulling out of his arms and sitting up at
the edge of the bed. "I would have told you, had you had the extreme misfortune to get a sprog
on a Weasley."
He reached for her, long pale fingers circling a wrist with Seeker reflexes. "Just ...
wait," he snapped, all his former restraint and patience abandoned. "I never suggested
that us having a ... future together ... was an unfortunate event. Only that a child,"
he said the word, his jaw clenched uncomfortably, "would be remarkably ill-timed at present,
considering the circumstances." Her face was still drawn, but she wasn't pulling away.
"I don't understand," he continued, harsh resignation in his tone. "If I were
discovered, I'm certain that the Dark Lord would not hesitate to order me killed. And I KNOW
that he would have no hesitation in eliminating you. How is it ..."
"How is it possible to think of a 'normal' life?" Ginny interrupted, her voice
thick with sarcasm. "Draco, if I didn't have the hope of a 'normal life' to think
about, there'd be no reason to fight. I might as well walk up to your father's front door
and make the job that much easier for them."
"I won't bloody allow that," he began in challenge, but was distracted by the corner
of her mouth that was quirking. She raised her eyes to meet his gaze, and there was the spirit, the
temperament he knew.
"I wouldn't do it," she said gently. "But do you see? Some people don't have
a personal vendetta against Voldemort ... they fight because they want to make things better for
themselves." She looked away, and he could almost hear the unspoken words, their
families, between them. "I'm ... I've been exhausted lately, and I haven't
been thinking before speaking. I didn't intend to start a row."
He sat up languidly, slipping one arm around the frame still clad in his pyjama shirt. His other
hand moved to her face of its own accord, brushing her unruly auburn hair back so that he could
drop a kiss on her forehead. "Nor I," he murmured against the pale, freckled skin. There
were many things he wished to ask, but if he'd learned anything just then, it was that serious
discussion needed to wait until the shadows were gone from her eyes.
He tugged on the hem of the shirt. "C'mon," he mumbled, pulling her with him as he
reclined on the pillows. "I have a brilliant plan."
"Oh? What's that?" He felt her words against his skin more than heard them, as she
settled back into his side, her hair falling over his chest.
"More sleep. Then breakfast."