Lily and James: Their Story of Love by Secret Lily

Rating: PG13
Genres: Drama, Romance
Relationships: Lily & James
Book: Lily & James, Books 1 - 5
Published: 04/04/2005
Last Updated: 24/12/2005
Status: Completed

The drama-filled romantic tale of Lily and James's mysterious but unfortunate tale. It
started with love and ended with death. It makes you wonder about the things they tried to live
for.




1. The Beautiful Friendship Begins
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**Chapter 1- The Beautiful Friendship Begins**

Lily Evans had just experienced the worst summer followed by the worst train ride of her life.
Sure, she had been made Head Girl but the Head Boy to her Head Girl was a different story.

Lily was sitting in the annual Hogwarts feast, awaiting the Sorting to be over. She sat with her
two best friends, Halle Douglas and Katy Jones. Professor Dumbledore, an aged man with a long,
silver beard and electrifying blue eyes, was prepared to make his traditional speech to the school
and Lily was so hungry she actually was not looking forward to listening to it.

“Welcome back to another year at Hogwarts everyone. There are a few notices I wish to make.
Firstly, Mr. Filch would like to repeat that Dung bombs are not allowed in the proximity. Also, to
the first years and some of the older students, the Forbidden Forest is out of bounds. Now, would
the new Head Boy and Girl meet me after the feast to discuss routines and rituals. Also, to the new
Prefects, please escort your group of first years after the feast is finished and get your
passwords from the Heads. Now, let the feast begin,” Dumbledore said. He raised his hands and
magically the empty plates filled with the most delicious food one could imagine.

Lily helped herself to the hot food on the table and began to eat as she noticed a sickening sight.
James Potter was stuffing his face, a chicken leg in one hand and a goblet of pumpkin juice in the
other. At least he wasn’t dripping food off his chin, unlike his best friend Sirius Black. Lily
made a face of sheer disgust.

The Marauders, as they liked to call themselves, were unavoidable at the school. The Marauders
consisted of four mischievous boys who considered themselves the ultimate in pranking and
dating.

James Potter seemed like the ringleader of the whole charade. James was a touchy subject to talk
about in front of Lily. The two of them had never gotten along, but recently the dislike had turned
to disgust which had then turned to hate. James was a tall boy, who was Seeker for the Quidditch
team, and had untidy, black hair that was useless to manage. He actually preferred it that way as
it gave him that messy Quidditch look the girls loved. Well, all the girls except the girl he
actually fancied. Lily thought he was a conceited prat who bullied people for no reason. That was
part of the reason why she despised the idea of James Potter as Head Boy. She knew he was just
going to break the rules and give detention to his enemies and even encourage misconduct.

Sirius Black helped encourage such behavior. He gladly took the glory of tying with James for
holding the most detentions. Sirius was an excellent student but didn’t apply himself to the real
world. Studying and homework was a waste of time to him. He could be pranking Slytherins or
snogging girls in the broom closet. Yes, Sirius Black was a Hogwarts heart throb, but according to
Lily, he was just a pain in the rear. He was Captain of the Gryffindor Quidditch Team this year
which Lily knew upset her friend Halle. Halle hated Sirius with a passion for all the same reasons
Lily hated James. He was unbearable to be around. Therefore, Halle hated Quidditch and basically
anything associated with Sirius. Lily thought of Halle and Sirius’s relationship as peculiar.
Sirius loved Halle for all the wrong reasons - lust - and Halle hated Sirius for all the right
reasons.

Remus Lupin was the third member of the infamous Marauders. He was the more responsible guy of the
four and was the more likely candidate for Head Boy as he had been Gryffindor Prefect since 5th
year. Lily respected Remus more out of all of the boys, but after years of watching him sit back
and allow Sirius and James to get away with so much, the respect faded. It was also known that he
had a major crush on Lily’s friend Katy, and Katy was madly in love with Remus. Lily had no idea
why the two of them never got together but it wasn’t her place to play Matchmaker.

Peter Pettigrew, a chubby boy who looked extremely out of place with three of Hogwarts'
somebody’s that it was hard to believe he even belonged. Yet, after all the years at Hogwarts, the
Marauders remained a foursome instead of a trio. Apparently Peter must have had some good
qualities, but what exactly was beyond Lily.

Lily was proud to say that she wasn’t one of those obsessive girls who worshipped the Marauders
every chance she could get. No, she Lily Evans was an authority figure who chose to make something
of herself. She wasn’t ugly but she wasn’t remarkably pretty. Why exactly James Potter liked her
wasn’t apparent at all but Lily figured that was because he couldn’t have her. He always loved a
challenge.

“So Lily love, when’re we going to get started on those kids?” James asked, in-between bites. She
had the misfortune of being seated in the same compartment as him on the train, being seated in the
same carriage as him, and now being seated directly across from him at a meal.

“I think I’ve lost my appetite,” she answered faintly. She turned to talk to Halle to distract her
from the monster she was forced to work with all year.

“So, how was your summer?” she asked.

“Well, my parents were off on vacation, as usual. Sometimes I think they forget they have a
daughter. They’re either working or off in Bermuda spending their money away. It’s sickening
really,” Halle said.

“What about you Katy?” Lily asked, turning to her other friend.

“Well, let’s see, my two twin brothers tormented me the whole time. But I did meet this really cute
boy in Africa, when we went on a trip there. He was nice but the whole language barrier may have
been an issue,” Katy said.

“You think?” Halle asked sarcastically.

“That’s ok though, I like someone else,” Katy said dreamily.

“Remus,” Halle whispered behind Katy’s back. Lily laughed.

“I missed you guys so much this summer. Petunia’s getting married to that awful man, Vernon. I
don’t know what she sees in him. But, whenever he was over she made comment as to how I was
delusional. Annoying most of the time. She's glad I didn't live up to the awful reputation
she's given me,” Lily said, grumbling at the very thought of her sister.

“Ok, Prefects, would you please escort the First Years to their Common Room,” Dumbledore
said.

“That’s my cue,” Lily said.

“Mine too,” Katy said, as she had just replaced Lily after Lily had been made Head Girl.

“This should be fun,” Lily groaned as she saw James and Remus stand up. James followed quickly
behind her as they headed for Professor Dumbledore’s office.

Lily walked on one side of the hall, trying to steer clear of being near Potter.

James grinned. *This should be the start of a beautiful friendship.*
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2. Meeting with Dumbledore
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**Chapter 2- Meeting with Dumbledore**

As the two of them reached the stone gargoyles guarding the Headmaster’s office, Lily took the
chance to give James a dirty look.

“Evans, do you know the password?” he asked her, feeling kind of nervous that he had already gotten
on her bad side. Lily Evans was definitely a girl he didn’t want to upset.

“Jellybean,” she grumbled, seeing the gargoyles move aside, revealing an escalating staircase that
probably led to his office. Lily had only set foot in the Headmasters office once and had not
gotten the chance to look around. James entered the circular room, feeling quite comfortable as he
sat down in one of the armchairs before Dumbledores desk.

Lily however walked around, mesmerized by the large collection of books Dumbledore had accomplished
over the years. She even noticed some Muggle books, which were rarely seen in the wizarding world.
She glanced around and saw hundreds of snoozing portraits of the previous Headmasters. She saw a
few gleaming instruments on his desk and wondered what they were used for. She saw a beautiful
phoenix, perched on a ledge staring at James. James stood up and stroked the phoenix.

“Aw, Fawkes, missed you too buddy,” James said to the bird. The bird nuzzled it’s head on James’
hand and nipped his finger affectionately. Lily couldn’t help but smile.

“You know that bird?” she asked him. He looked at her, obviously shocked that he was talking to
her, but smiled.

“Yes, Fawkes has made several trips to my house. Usually for my parents. But, we get along don’t we
Fawkes? It’s a pain when he’s ready to die though, you get loads of ash all around. Hard to clean
up,” James said.

Lily realized that she didn’t really know all that much about James after all. She thought she knew
enough of him to judge him, but really, they were like two complete strangers.

“This man sure does have a lot of books,” Lily said. She expected James to comment on them as well
but heard another voice.

“Yes, well, everyone seems to think I need books. But what I really need is a nice, warm pair of
wool socks. Now that would be a dream come true,” Dumbledore said. He was smiling at Lily and Lily
felt somewhat embarrassed for gazing around his office. She went and sat in the armchair next to
James and was ready to listen to Dumbledore.

“Congratulations for becoming Head Boy and Girl. I am sure your families were very proud. I want
you to know that this job requires a lot of responsibility as well as teamwork,” Dumbledore said,
emphasizing the word teamwork.

“I expect that you won’t take advantage of your position. I am very sure I picked the right people
for the job, even if you were a little shocked at my placements,” Dumbledore continued. James shot
a look at Lily and then continued to slouch in his chair.

“You will get many rewards this year. One of those is the luxury of a Heads Room. It is pretty much
expected for you to sleep in the Heads Room as that is what it’s there for, but if there is an
inconvenience feel free to move back into your dorms. But, I would appreciate if you try them out
first as the House Elves have worked hard on making it suitable to your preferences,” he
said.

“Now, are there any questions you may have besides the password to the Heads Room?” the Headmaster
asked them. Lily shook her head but was surprised to see James nod.

“I have one question in regards to an event. I was wondering if we could have a Yule Ball? I know
that it’s traditional for a Triwizard Tournament to accompany the Yule Ball, but I figure we could
have a non-traditional dance on Christmas. For like, a time to have fun and have inter-house
unity,” James said, glancing nervously between Dumbledore and Lily.

That was good of him to mention inter-house unity. A Yule Ball doesn’t sound so bad after all, Lily
thought.

Dumbledore sat in silence for a moment thinking to himself.

“Well, if you and Miss Evans plan the charade then I feel that it would be fine to bend the rules
just this once,” Dumbledore said. James grinned.

“Thanks sir,” James said.

“Any other questions?” he asked. They shook their heads.

“Well, you are to plan the upcoming events, such as this Yule Ball and any other school activities
you wish to coordinate, such as Hogsmeade. Send an owl directly to me or to Professor McGonagall to
verify anything. I think that’s about it. I know you two will serve the school well,” Dumbledore
said. “The password is Nimbus.”

“Thank you sir,” they muttered together. The two of them left their office and headed towards their
new dorms together.

“So Evans, how was your summer?” James asked.

“It was horrible Potter, as if you care,” Lily said as she walked down the hall, James following
closely behind her.

“Why, because you didn’t see me?” he asked her. Great, now I’ve done it, he thought.

“Oh, yes Potter, I was waiting for you to come and rescue me from my awful sister. You’re so
self-centered,” she said. “When will you ever grow up?” With that she stormed off, probably to the
Heads Room to unpack. James grumbled. He was officially in Lily Evans’s bad graces.

He walked over to the wall and began hitting his head hard against the wall muttering, “Why are you
so stupid, so stupid, so stupid?”

Sirius walked over, seeing his friend and smiled.

“Prongsie, you could hurt the brain we need to catch the Snitch. Best be stopping that,” Sirius
said, laughing at James.

“Maybe it’ll deflate my overly large head. At least Evans would be happy,” James muttered.

“Dude, don’t let her get to you. She’s just a girl,” Sirius said.

“She’s not just a girl Padfoot, she’s THE girl,” James whispered.

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3. Confessions
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**Chapter 3- Confessions**

After saying goodbye to Sirius, James walked over towards the Heads Room. He saw a picture of a
small House Elf and knew Dumbledore would come up with something original for their room.

“Password good sir?” the House Elf squeaked.

“Nimbus,” James said and entered. The room was very similar to the Gryffindor Common Room. There
were two desks in opposite corners, a fireplace with a large scarlet and gold couch in front of it.
There were arm chairs scattered near the couch and a large bookshelf full of different helpful
books. James smiled at the room, he knew that he could get comfortable in that room.

He walked over to four doors. Two he assumed were he and Lily’s bathroom’s. The other two doors
were their bedrooms. He saw Lily’s name scrawled gently in cursive across her door and his name
boldly printed on his door. He entered his room, knowing Lily was probably cooling off from before.
He saw that the room was similar to the room at the Potter Mansion in Godric’s Hollow.

He started to unpack when he heard a soft knock a the door. He opened to see Lily, forcing a
smile.

“Potter, I just want you to know that I am sorry I over reacted before. I know you were just
wondering how my summer was. I just want this year to have a fresh new start and I don’t think
hating you is a good way to roll in the year,” she said.

He grinned.

“Yes, I agree, hating me is not a good thing,” he joked. She smiled.

“Well, I thought maybe, we could have a truce. Friends?” she asked, holding out her small delicate
hand for him to shake. He shook it and grinned.

“Friends,” he said. He looked at the watch on her hand and saw the time. It was five minutes to
eleven.

“We have rounds,” he said hurriedly.

“Oh yeah!” she said. They ran out the Portrait Hole and grabbed their badges and set off into the
halls.

James knew that there was no one wandering the halls so he took the chance to make a mental
note.

*Things to do to stay friends with Lily

1) No harassing her i.e.: No asking her out, calling her Evans, acting like a prat.

2) Don’t curse anyone for no reason (including Snivellus).

3) Generally be nice to her, ask questions, learn about her.*

“So Lily, who do you live with at home?” James asked, trying to make conversation.

“Well, I live with my dad and my sister Petunia,” Lily said.

“Are you close with your sister?” he asked.

“Not exactly. She sort of is against the whole magical community. She thinks I’m a freak. And now
she’s marrying this really rude guy who hates me. She’s great isn’t she?” Lily said, sure James was
bored, but looked at him and saw the interest in his eyes.

“That must have been a great summer,” he said sarcastically.

“So what about you, who do you live with?” she asked.

“Oh, just my mum and dad. They’re great though. They can’t be home a lot since they’re Aurors, but
when they are it’s fun. I miss them a lot,” James said.

Lily smiled. She missed her dad a lot too. Petunia was the one she could live without.

James was about to say something when he heard footsteps down the hall. He turned to see how it was
and saw a sight he wished he hadn’t. Severus Snape was walking down the hall, casually, as if
nothing was wrong.

If I want to impress Lily, I won’t jinx him. Keep your cool James, you can always give him
detention if you have to, he thought.

“Snape, what are you doing out of your Common Room at this time of night?” James asked.

“Like it’s your business Potter. So, you and the Mudblood are Head Boy and Girl? I knew this place
was going to the dogs,” Snape said maliciously.

James tightened the hold on his wand, his knuckles white with fury. Snape had just called Lily a
Mudblood and he hadn’t cursed him. Lily looked at James in awe.

“Severus, off to bed before we take points,” Lily said, her wand out.

“Shut it, you filthy Mudblood,” Snape said. James was ready this time, he took his wand out but he
was too slow. Lily had already gotten there and punched Snape square in the jaw.

“Don’t you ever call me that again!” she said to him as he fell to the ground. He was out cold.
James looked over Snape with his mouth open.

“Lily Evans, you’re my new hero. I can’t believe you of all people just did that. It’s as though my
baby has grown up,” James said, faking a tear.

“Oh shut up Potter. He called me that on a day I didn’t want to hear it. Plus, you weren’t doing
anything. I should be the proud parent here, James Potter didn’t hex Severus Snape. It’s a
miracle,” she said, jokingly.

James laughed. Then he thought of something, something he had always wished to ask her.

“Evans, can I ask you something?” he asked.

“Sure, what about?” Lily asked, seeing his concerned look.

“Why do you hate me so much?” James asked her, in all seriousness.

Lily looked at him. She was expecting something and it certainly wasn’t that. Maybe the egotistical
jerk had a heart in there somewhere?

“I don’t hate you,” she said slowly, choosing her words.

“You could have fooled me,” he said.

“It’s just that I’ve seen the way you treat Snape and the way you treat other girls and it
disappoints me,” she said.

“Have you seen the way I treat me friends? It’s unlike you to look for the bad in people Lily, now
that disappoints me,” James said.

“Potter! I don’t hang around with you because when I do see someone you act like James the Super
wizard. You go around gloating and showing off and I think it makes you look conceited. That’s why
I don’t like you Potter. Because of the way you treat your inferiors,” Lily said.

“But Lily, I love you,” he said, unaware of the words coming out of his mouth. He hadn’t thought
before he had spoken.

“How could you Potter? You barely know me,” Lily said, walking off, surely to go tell her friends
what a loser he was. James watched as she walked off and knew he had made a mistake.

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4. Getting Serious With Sirius
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**Chapter 4- Getting Serious with Sirius**

**James's POV**



I told Lily Evans that I loved her. What was I possibly thinking? I knew that she'd react that
way, and just when things were getting better between us. It took me six years for her to say we
were friends, and when she finally did, I blew it! I am the stupidest man alive.

I was sitting on stone steps near the Great Hall, being the pathetic individual that I am,
regretting the three little words I had said to Lily. Three small words changed my whole day.
It's incredible the impact those words made.

I saw Snivellus lying sprawled out, still unconscious. Lily must have gotten him good, either that
or he is an incredible wimp. Not quite sure which, could be both. Well, the evil git looked in no
condition to walk himself to Madam Pomfrey's so being the nice guy that I am, I levitated him
there. Even a slimy prat like him deserved to be given medical treatment after a punch like
that.

When I got to the Hospital Wing, Madam Pomfrey rushed over to him and gave me a stern look.

"Were you beating him up again James Potter?" Madam Pomfrey asked me.

"No, I found him like this near the Whomping Willow," I lied. I had to think of
something.

"The poor dear, lucky he didn't shed any blood," she said.

She loved me and would believe anything I told her. After all, I did attain a lot of injuries
during my days at Hogwarts. I left the Hospital Wing and walked off, dazed and not sure where I was
going, when I heard a giggle protrude from a broom closet nearby. Sirius was definitely on the
prowl.

Sure enough, a blonde sixth year Hufflepuff I recognized exited and walked towards her Common Room.
I waited for my friend to leave the closet and when he did, I cast him a concerned look.

"What? We were playing hopscotch I swear," he said, acting defensive. I knew
otherwise.

"It's not that. It's Lily," I said, feeling sadness just as her name was spat
from my tongue.

"What'd you do now you dumb prat?" he asked, all too familiar with my Lily-behavior,
as he liked to call it.

"I told her I loved her," I said sadly. He was walking and suddenly came to a halt. He
looked at me with surprise.

"The L-BOMB? You dropped the L-BOMB on Lily Evans?" Sirius asked.

"It's not that big of a deal Padfoot," I lied. I knew it was. No Marauder had ever
fallen in love, at least not until now.

"Never have you dropped the L-Bomb! I thought Lily Evans was a phase man," Sirius
said.

"A pretty long phase Sirius. Plus, there's a first for everything," I said
optimistically.

"Well, I gotta get to the Common Room. See you tomorrow," he said. I waved and started
walking towards the Heads Room. I could still hear him mumbling 'The L-Bomb, what was he
thinking?' I chuckled to myself. Of course I could rely on Sirius to make a huge deal over
it.

I walked into the deserted Head Room. Lily had gone to the Gryffindor Common Room after all. I
jumped in the shower and thought of my friends. I was lucky to have friends who would do anything
for me, probably die for me. I knew they would never let me down.


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5. He Loves Ya, Lil
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**Chapter 5- He Loves Ya Lil**

**Lily’s POV**



*“But, I love you Lily.”*

The three words every girl wishes to hear at one point in her life. Yet, I never thought that the
man saying those words to me would be James Potter. Never in my life was I expecting that. Sure, he
fancies me, but it’s just a phase. A mighty long phase, but not a commitment. When he told me that,
I knew it was trouble to begin befriending him.

I ran as fast as I could from Potter, my emotions trailing with me. I was confused, I was
distraught, I really wasn’t too sure of what had happened. So, I followed my instinct. Go to Halle.
You see, Halle Douglas has been told those words many, many times. Most of the time it was for the
wrong reason. I knew that she could help me tell whether James’s feelings were genuine. So, I ran
to her, I am serious about the running.

I ran into the Portrait Hole to see Remus Lupin and Peter Pettigrew playing Wizard's Chess and
Katy and Halle playing some sort of game by the fire.

“I got you now, Halle Douglas,” Katy said.

“Yeah right, I’m as stone faced as that wall behind you,” Halle said.

“Katy Jones is my name and staring contests are my game,” Katy said, staring straight into Halle’s
chocolate brown eyes, Halle staring straight back into Katy’s crystal blue ones.

“Someone must have put a Memory Charm on you because I recall me winning the last three games,”
Halle said. “I’m solid as a-” she started to say but then got pushed down by me sliding in next to
her.

“Lily!” Halle complained.

“I win,” Katy said. She smiled gleefully at me and mentally thanking me.

“That’s not fair! I was winning, I could see your eyes watering. This better be good Lils,” Halle
said, looking at her friend.

“Well, I’m not sure if it’s good,” I said. “That’s why I came to you.”

“Oh, is that so young grasshopper? Step into my office. I sense Potter troubles,” Halle said.

“How did you know?” I asked bemused.

“Because, the only boy you’re ever seen with is Potter,” Halle answered, leading me and Katy into
the Girls Dorm. We went to sit on Halle’s bed, our usual gossip spot.

“That is so not true!” I protested.

“It is true, but we’ll drop it here. Now, what’s the problem?” Halle asked.

“Potter told me he loved me,” I muttered, staring at my feet.

“Oh, that’s so good Lils. You two would make the perfect couple,” Katy said.

“I know how you’re feeling,” Halle said.

“Potter didn’t tell you he loved you!” I said to my best friend angrily. She really had no
idea.

“No, he didn’t. But, every time a boy told me he loved me, he always looked away from my eyes. Now,
if Potter was looking into your eyes as he told you, he meant it. But otherwise, it’s just a method
of trying to get into your pants. Black does it to me all the time. One of these days, boy..” Halle
said, clenching her fists.

“This is about Lily,” Katy said, shooting a look at Halle.

I started to frown. Potter had looked into my eyes, directly into my eyes. He did that a lot, I
often caught him looking at me in class. I felt tears burn her cheeks and I stifled a cry.

“Oh Lily honey, he loves you. What’s so wrong with that?” Katy asked me, putting a comforting arm
around my shoulder.

“I don’t know. It’s just that it’s Potter. The Potter I’m always stressed out by, the one who’s
immature, the one who hits on me constantly,” I said.

“The one who’s loyal to his friends, the one who was made Head Boy, the one who is pretty cute, but
not my type,” Katy said.

“He’s friends with Black, my advice is dump him, nothing good can come out of anything associated
with Black,” Halle said in disgust.

“He’s also friends with Remus,” Katy said, shooting another look at Halle. “You’re not helping,”
she hissed.

“Sorry, I’m really not helping. Lily, follow your heart. We’re your friends. We’re not going to
think anything different of you if you happen to like James Potter,” Halle said. She too put her
arms around my shoulders as well and gave me a supportive hug.

“It’s going to be extremely awkward in the Heads' Room. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I’ll go
sleep on it. You guys are so great, you know that don’t you?” I said, turning to my friends to give
them big hugs.

“Yes, we do,” they answered. The three of us headed down the stairs, out of the girls dorm and into
the Gryffindor Common Room.

“Lily!” Sirius called, from an armchair. He must have just gotten back.

“Oh Black! Moved onto poor Lily now? Give it up, Gryffindors know your reputation,” Halle
said.

“Douglas, not now. Lily needs to be talked to,” Sirius said, looking at Remus. Peter scurried up
the stairs making a small squeak as he did so. Katy and Halle looked at the boys stairs with
disgust. That kid was just weird.

“What’s this about Sirius?” I asked, trying to act innocent. I knew they were here to talk about
James.

“You know what this is about Lily,” Remus said.

“Yes,” I answered softly.

“We just want you to know that he meant it Lils. Not once, throughout his whole seven years at
Hogwarts, have I ever heard him say he loved a girl. Not once have any of the Marauders said they
loved a girl,” Sirius said, looking directly at me. He was serious.

“I know he meant it," I said.

“Then don’t penalize him for his feelings. If you were in love, would you want the one you cared
about to run away from you?” Remus asked.

“I guess not,” I said.

“Well, he seems to think you want nothing to do with him ever again,” Sirius said. “You should be
lucky one of the Marauders has finally grown up.”

“I’ll go talk to him guys. Thanks for your help,” I said, waving as I left.

Seventh year was beginning with a new start. And a whole lot of confusion to add to that as
well.

I ran down the hall and was ready to enter the Heads' Room to talk to James. What I would say
was still to be determined.

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6. Thoughts Of You
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**Chapter 6- Thoughts of You**

Lily took a deep breath to help calm her nerves. Since when had she needed to calm herself before
seeing Potter? She stood in front of the sleeping house elf and waited, anticipating what she would
say and how she would say it. Finally, the elf awoke at the sound of Lily clicking her tongue
nervously.

“Sorry to keep you waiting miss, password?” the house elf squeaked at her.

“Nimbus,” she said. She entered the room for the second time that day to see James sprawled out on
the large couch in front of the fire. He looked so innocent when he was asleep, at peace with the
world. Maybe she had misjudged him all those years.

*Wait a second, it’s Potter. Lily remember who you’re dealing with*, she thought.

She couldn’t wait for him to get up, she had to nudge him along a bit. She tapped at his shoulder
but he didn’t stir. Obviously he was a heavy sleeper. She tapped a little more roughly but then
bent down near his ear and said “James, wake up.” in a loud, yet calm voice. He stirred slightly
and mumbled “*Lily*.”

“Yes, it’s me James. We need to talk,” she said, looking at him as he sat up and rubbed the sleep
from his hazel eyes. His hair was just as untidy as usual, but seemed appropriate as he had just
awoken from a peaceful slumber.

“I’m listening, shoot,” he said, stifling a yawn.

“I don't know exactly how to say this. Well, earlier, when you said you loved me, I wasn’t sure
whether you meant it. I also wasn’t quite sure whether I wanted to hear it, from anyone,” Lily
said.

“I meant it Lily. I wish I could take it back so you wouldn’t feel that way, but what’s done is
done and right now I am actually glad I said it. It feels like a weight has been lifted. I have
kept it in there for this past summer. It feels good to have it out in the open," he said,
looking more awake than ever. She paused slightly for a moment, choosing her words again.

“I never expected for you to care about me. I always thought I wasjust a challenge,” Lily
truthfully said. Why hadn’t she realized how easy it was to talk to Potter before?

“At first, it was. But then I started watching you more and more and you fascinated me Lily. I am
in awe of everything you do. Watching you brush your teeth would make my day,” James said,
laughing. Lily smiled.

“Well, once you see it, you’ll see that there’s nothing special about me brushing my teeth,” she
joked.

“But Lils, there is. You make everything you do, the smallest things, interesting. Or instance, I
was watching you in Charms and you just talking to Professor Flitwick was the most interesting
thing I saw that day,” James said.

Maybe he really does care. I mean, he takes the trouble of examining me every day. It’s sort of
sweet in a creepy way, Lily thought to herself.

“James, I think I need to apologize to you,” Lily said, feeling guilt form inside of her.

“For what, Lily?” James asked.

“I don’t think I have ever given you fair judgment from day one,” she said.

“Well, I may have to agree on that one. Neither of us know each other well enough to cast judgment
over them,” James said. “Apology accepted.”

“Truce?” she asked, bringing out her small hand for him to shake for the second time that
day.

“Wow, two truces in one day. I’m a lucky man,” James said, smiling, and shaking her hand.

“You know Evans, you’re all right,” James said, grinning at her.

“Well, I’d hope you’d feel that way about the woman you love,” she teased.

“Goodnight Lily,” he called to her, as he entered his room. He heard her say a “Goodnight James,”
to him as she entered her own room.

.X.



He lay down on his bed and thought of his entire day. He’d never had such bad and good luck all in
one day. He thought of Lily with her auburn hair and bright green eyes. He loved every aspect of
her, not only the physical features. He loved every part she’d let him know, down to her very
hatred of him. He fell asleep still thinking of his beloved Lily Evans. What he didn’t know was
that Lily was thinking of James Potter at that very moment.



7. Mudtime Blues
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Chapter 7- Mudtime Blues

Sirius Black awoke bright and early on the sunny, Saturday morning. Normally, he wouldn’t be seen
until past noon, but with weather as nice as this, it couldn’t be wasted on sleep. He had big plans
for that day but they wouldn’t work out unless Moony, Prongs, and Wormtail awoke at a decent
hour.

He got up and walked into the surprisingly unoccupied bathroom. None of his other roommates were
awake yet, but Sirius was too twitchy to sleep. He hadn’t gotten out on the Quidditch field yet and
was preparing to do so. Sirius jumped into the shower, singing an off-key melody, and changed
quickly.

He saw that Moony was collapsed on his bed and felt the urge to annoy. Prongs was probably sleeping
after his long night previously, so Moony was next in line to bug. He jumped right onto Remus’s bed
and screamed “Good morning sunshine,” in a sing-song voice he saved for moments like these.

“Sirius, you crazy idiot, it’s Saturday. Go bug Wormtail,” Remus said, then pushed the pillow over
his head and tried to fall back asleep.

“You’re no fun,” Sirius said. He saw Wormtail halfway on his bed and halfway off.

Some people sleep in the weirdest positions, he thought.

It was 5:30 on a Saturday morning and almost no one gets up that early. Sirius walked down the
stone steps into the Gryffindor Common Room to see another person already there. He knew at once
who it was. He saw long, dark hair, hunching over a green, matted book on the couch.

Halle Douglas was sitting on the large, Gryffindor Couch reading her book intently. She seemed to
be studying the pages and absorbing the content. The book, ‘Quidditch Through the Ages’ would
normally not be caught on Halle’s reading list. Many people knew Halle as the spoilsport who ruined
Quidditch. Halle hated Quidditch because she hated Sirius with a passion. But, the desire in her
heart caused her to do spontaneous things such as Quidditch. Today she couldn’t deny it.

“Hey Douglas, good book?” Sirius called from the archway by the stone steps. Halle jumped about a
foot into the air and looked over her shoulder. She groaned at the sight of Sirius and placed her
bookmark in the book.

“Black, what the hell are you doing up this early?” she asked him, swearing under her
breathe.

“Why, I am seeing why you’re up so early,” he replied sarcastically.

“Really, why’re you up this early? I got up so I can enjoy some peace and quiet for once. You
should be happy, you disrupted it,” Halle replied angrily.

“Same thing you’re doing up. Working on my Quidditch,” he said, smiling at her anger. “I was gonna
go practice, you want to join me?”

She contemplated the thought for a moment. Before her hate could take control her heart said,
“Sure.”

“Ok, I’ll be right back. I am gonna go borrow Moony’s broom,” he said, running up the stairs. Halle
could hear Remus’s yells which sounded like, “Sirius, you freaking lunatic, go away,” and then she
chuckled as Sirius said, “Love you too sweetums.”

He raced down the stairs and caught his breathe and handed Halle a broom.

“You ready?” he asked her. She nodded intently.

“Um, Sirius, I don’t know how to play Quidditch,” Halle said nervously, as they walked onto the
field.

“Well, most of it comes naturally. You’re either really good or really bad. You have to try all the
positions out to see,” he said casually. “You’ve flown before, right?”

She nodded and started mounting her broom.

“And you know the rules to Quidditch? And all the techniques?” he added.

“Yep,” she said.

“Then you should be fine. Like I said, most of it’s natural ability,” Sirius said. He mounted his
broom and took off for a second, enjoying the cool breeze. He came back down and reached into a
trunk he’d brought with them.

“Nicked it from Hooch last year,” Sirius explained, seeing Halle’s curious looks.

He pulled out a Quaffle. He handed it to her.

“We have one Chaser opening and one Beater. I think we’ll try Chaser now and I’ll play Keeper until
you get the feel of it,” Sirius said. “Ok?”

“Ok, I’m ready,” she said as she whirled into the air. She loved the feeling of soaring above the
ground. She felt the wind tickle her hair and she loved every second of it. She then felt her grip
on the Quaffle. It wasn’t that strong, but it wasn’t bad. She tried to throw it through one of the
rings but missed it by a long shot. Sirius threw it back to her. She tried again and again. After
fifteen tries she finally made one. Sirius clapped and let out a whoop for her.

“Ok, now it’s time to try Beater. We can both do this. Take this bat and every time the Bludger
comes near you, give it a good whack as hard as you can towards me. If all goes well, we should be
able to pass the Bludger for a while, until one of us misses,” he said.

She took the bat and watched as he released the Bludger. He hurried onto his broom and soared
opposite to her. The Bludger came near her and she mustered all her strength and whacked it towards
Sirius. She laughed as she imagined the Bludger hitting his head, yet she just saw the Bludger
return to her. She hit it again and again until she could hit no more.

“Douglas, hit it towards the ground,” Sirius called, from below. He must have just flew down there
and was waiting to put the Bludger away. She whacked it towards the ground and saw Sirius grasp it
with his chest and tackle it to the ground. He struggled to put it back into the trunk.

He stood up and faced Halle.

“Douglas, I am Captain of the team this year alongside James. We worked out this co-partnership
thing and McGonagall allowed us to do so. But, as co-Captain and Beater of the Gryffindor Quidditch
team, I think you should try out. You’re really good and we could use you this year,” he
said.

Sirius was being serious. He wanted her to join the team. Before her brain could say no her heart
answered yet again. “Yes, I’ll be there,” she said.

“Great! With us as Beaters, Remus as Keeper, and James as Seeker we will be unstoppable,” he sung.
She laughed at him, that was the Sirius she knew.

The clouds shifted and the beautiful day turned into a storm. The rain surprisingly fell from the
clouds and landed onto the soft ground. Sirius and Halle were far from the school and they had to
run to return to the castle. Sirius was running but saw that Halle had stopped. He turned around
and saw her dancing in the rain, her hands out and her mouth open.

He grinned. As he tried to run back to her, he slipped and fell onto his back and into the mud.
Halle saw this and laughed and tried to reach him, but fell as well in the process of doing so. She
landed on top of him and looked into his eyes.

“Sorry,” she said blushing.

“No problem here, I rather like it,” Sirius said. His gray, warm eyes comforted her and she noticed
the immense attraction she felt for him and the electric chemistry flowing between the two. Sirius
responded by reflex and brought his lips to hers. She didn’t hold back, but caressed her lips
against his warm ones. Then she realized what she was doing. Sirius Black was not her boyfriend or
anything else. He was Black, the boy she hated above all else. She also knew he didn’t care about
her, but cared about his reputation.

She got up and began running away. Sirius tried to stop her but his knees slipped and he landed
back into the mud. He lay there, in the rain, thinking of what had just happened between the two of
them and a smile gleamed across his face.

Halle heard her feet splashing across the mud, surprising herself that she didn’t fall. She had no
idea where she was running to, but had the clear picture of who she was running from in her mind
and heart.



8. Lakeside Drama
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Chapter 8- Lakeside Drama

After being woken up by Sirius, Remus found it hard to go back to sleep. He figured that he’d get
up, shower, and then go play some Quidditch with Padfoot. It was a beautiful day after all,
promising weather conditions.

Remus jumped into a cold shower, as Sirius had used all the hot water again, and changed quickly
into regular clothes, opposed to his usual school robes. He glanced out the window once again to
see Sirius already on the pitch, but with someone else. Remus had to look twice to make sure he had
seen properly. Halle Douglas?!? Playing Quidditch? Sirius really did have an effect on people.
Remus chuckled.

I bet ol’ Sirius taught her to play Quidditch right, he thought to himself.

Lupin walked down the familiar stone steps into a deserted Common Room. No one but Sirius would get
up this early on a Saturday. James wasn’t likely to be up before noon and Wormtail looked like he
had lost all consciousness. The prospects of him awaking were slim to none.

Remus decided that he may as well get his homework done then, so that way the rest of the weekend
would be clear. He pulled out a nasty Potions essay and began working on it. When he had finished,
he turned to see someone coming down the girls steps. A small blonde figure came into view, bundled
by a pile of blankets. Remus chuckled, though it wasn’t noticeable he knew that it was Katy Jones.
Remus felt his heart pace a little more rapidly. He had always liked Katy, but knew she wouldn’t
really like his little werewolf problem. Many girls wouldn’t. They imagined boyfriends to be sweet
and cuddly, but Remus turned into a rabid dog every full moon.

“Hey Remy, why are you up so early?” she asked him.

“Sirius,” Remus groaned. “That lunatic should learn that Saturdays are a chance to sleep in. But,
he woke me up so I thought I’d get some homework in. What about you? Why are you up?” he
asked.

“Well, I like to swim and seeing that the sun woke me up, I thought it would be a great day for a
dip. The lake is really nice at this time of the year,” Katy answered, looking out the window, down
at the lake.

“Won’t it be cold though?” Remus asked.

“I bet it will. But, I swim at home a lot, in all conditions. So, today should be no different.
Care to join me?” she asked, heading up the girls stairs.

“Sure, I could use a good swim,” Remus said.

“Well, let me go change,” she said. She came back down the stairs in shorts and a t-shirt.

“Ready?” she asked. Remus nodded. They walked out the entrance to the castle and headed near the
lake. Katy looked up at the sky to see her friend.

“Remy, am I hallucinating? Is that Halle and Sirius Black? Playing Quidditch?” Katy asked.

“No, I see it too," Remus said. They stared for a moment, seeing Halle struggling with the
Quaffle. Katy saw the lake and smiled to herself. She ran to the water, kicking off her flip flops
in the process. She stepped into the water and let the waves run over her feet. Remus laughed.
Soon, she dived into the water and started swimming.

Remus turned to untie his sneakers when he heard something. Silence. His excellent hearing fromhis
sharp, intact wolf instincts told him that there was total and complete silence. No splashing of
the water, no giggling, no kicking, not even any breathing. He sharply turned and saw nothing.
Then, a small bubble flew to the surface and a hand shot into the air. Remus dived into the water,
his mind racing and his thoughts on saving Katy.

He opened his eyes under the water and saw the Giant Squid pulling Katy down with one of it’s
tentacles. Remus panicked. Then, he remembered Sirius’s pocket knife. He had it on him. He pulled
it from his pocket and swam towards the squid. Remus’s time was running out and Katy was panicking.
She was lucky she swam frequently or else ordinarily, she would be dead. He dug the knife into the
Squid’s tentacle and saw it let out a sound that shook the lake’s floor. The squid had dropped Katy
in the surprise of pain.

Remus swam deeper to catch her fall. He grasped onto her arm and clung her to him. He felt her head
tip back. Remus was almost out of air when he felt the cool air hit his face. It had begun raining
but Remus was too worried to notice.

He brought Katy to shore and placed her onto the ground. He performed CPR, just as his parents had
taught him. They were Healers and required Remus to know simple mechanisms such as CPR and the
Heimlich maneuver. Muggle methods, yet just as effective.

Suddenly, a spurt of water spilled out of her mouth and she began coughing. Her heart began beating
against her chest again. Remus let out a sign of relief. She was alive.

“Remy, you saved me,” Katy said, looking into Remus’ eyes. She smiled at him and pressed her lips
against his in gratitude. He began kissing back but suddenly stopped. He was a werewolf. Kissing
only led to more complicated questions as to where Remus went once a month. He wasn’t ready for
that. Remus pulled back and began running off. He ran towards the castle, the rain pelting down on
him. He noticed something. The sound of footsteps splashing in the mud. He looked beside him and
saw Halle Douglas running, looking back on Sirius.

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9. In Your Arms
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Chapter 9- In Your Arms

Lily awoke from her short nights sleep to a fresh and early day. It was about eight and she felt
the sun peering through her window and onto her face. It was such a beautiful day outside. And
also, it was a Saturday, meaning that there were no classes until Monday. She still had a lot of
homework, as the new 7th Years had been assigned many essays over the summer. She had most of them
done.

She walked out of her room, in her pajamas and robe and took a long, hot bath in the large Jacuzzi
bath tub in her bathroom. She changed quickly and headed out into the Heads Common Room to see if
James was there.

Hmm, he must still be sleeping. Well, I’m hungry so I’m gonna go find Katy and Halle at breakfast.
Surely, they’re awake by now, she thought.

She headed down to the Great Hall to see James sitting alone, reading the Daily Prophet. It looked
as though Voldemort had attacked more Muggles in the London region. Lily gave an involuntary
shudder as she saw the headline.

She sat down across from James and began buttering a piece of toast.

“Good morning,” she said.

“Morning,” James replied simply.

“So, do you want to meet in the library later to discuss some of the ideas you came up with during
the summer. I’m sure the Yule Ball wasn’t the only one of them. Hogwarts could use a little fun
once in a while,” Lily said.

“That’d be great. I had a lot of ideas that we could use. By any chance have you seen Sirius
around?” James asked, looking around the Gryffindor table for a sign of his friends.

“No, usually he’d be sitting next to you, stuffing his face,” she said, looking at the empty spot
next to James.

“I know. Usually we do stuff on Saturdays, like Quidditch. We were gonna plan our first practice
today but unless I find him, that probably won’t happen. I bet Remus went to look for him and Peter
is probably passed out still in his bed. Where are your little friends?” he asked.

“No idea. I hope that we don’t break away from each other just because we sleep in separate dorms.
That would be silly. But, since you’re my newest friend, would you like to be my buddy for today?”
she asked.

“Why of course Miss Evans. It would be an honor and a duty,” he said, standing and saluting her.
Several people laughed as they saw James salute her.

The two of them headed out of the Great Hall and headed towards the library. Madam Pince smiled at
Lily but stared at James for a while.

“You don’t come in here much do you?” Lily whispered to James as they took a seat at a table near
the back.

“Not really,” James said, looking around at the scenery. It was apparent it was his first time
inside the library.

“How did you manage seven years at Hogwarts without going to the library?” Lily asked, taking out a
piece of parchment and a quill.

“How come you’re so organized?” he asked her, looking at the writing utensils.

“I have to be,” she said.

“Oh, well, I suppose we better get started,” James said.

“What do you think we should have besides a Yule Ball?” she asked.

“Well, I think we should have a Hogsmeade weekend the weekend before a ball, giving people a chance
to go shopping for last minute items,” James said.

Lily began writing what he was saying down and it intimidated James to a point. He glanced
nervously at the parchment.

“And, um, well, a Masquerade Ball would be cool. You know, where everyone dresses up in masks and
no one really knows who the masked person is. It’s neat, but usually the whole surprise is ruined
because we all know each other so well,” James said.

Once again, Lily’s hand glided across the page, taking note of every detail. She looked up.

“What about Valentine’s Day? My Muggle friend wrote to me last year to tell me that they had a
Sweethearts Dance on Valentine’s Day. It would be a good chance for couples at Hogwarts to have a
good time,” Lily said.

“I agree. That would be a cool idea,” James said.

“Also, about Prefects. We have to organize them into nights. We have to patrol every night but they
get to twice a week. We have to evenly separate them into nights. How should be do that?” Lily
asked.

James thought for a moment, then spoke.

“Well, we could put a piece of parchment in the Prefects Lounge where they could sign up for the
night that’s best for them. Then, we could check it and verify it with their Head of House,” James
said. Lily looked in awe of James. She had just taken in why exactly he was made Head Boy. He was
full of ideas and he was smart.

“That’s a great idea James!” Lily said. “Very impressive.”

‘Thanks,” he said.He remembered their previous conversation and hoped to have another.

“So, you said you only live with your dad and sister? No mum, no pets, no grandparents?” James
asked, making a stab at conversation. He looked at Lily and knew at once he had said the wrong
thing.

She looked away and James saw that her eyes were holding tears. She started to pack her things when
James reached for her hand.

“It’s ok, I want to hear,” he said. She stopped and sat in her chair, silent for a while.

“Voldemort killed my mum,” Lily said, fighting back the tears.

“Oh Lils, I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have asked, it was none of my business,” he said,
apologizing.

“No, it’s fine. You have a right to be curious,” she said.

“It’s just that I don’t like to talk about it because I blame myself. If I had been with her maybe
I could have stopped him. But I wasn’t. She was walking our dog one night and he found her and
knowing she was a Muggle, he killed her. Just like that. Without a single thought or regret,” Lily
said, not bothering to hold back the tears. James comforted her by holding his hand out for her to
hold. She took it and looked at it and smiled.

“Lily, my parents are Aurors and they know better than anyone that if he wants to kill you, he
will. Nothing you could have done would have stopped him. I am just glad it wasn’t you who died as
well, I don’t think I could have handled that,” James said. He stood up and she gave him a hug.
They stood like that for a while.

“James?” she whispered.

“Yes Lily?” he asked, looking down at her.

“Thanks,” she said. He wiped a tear from her eye. He wished they could be in each others arms
forever. She felt the same way. Wishing she could be in his arms.


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10. Truce With The Enemy
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**Chapter 10- Truce with the Enemy**

James had left Lily in the Heads Room, where she could sit and think in peace. He decided that this
didn’t require his presence so he headed towards the Gryffindor Common Room. He gave the password
to the Fat Lady and entered the portrait hole and looked around to see a most peculiar sight.

Halle Douglas and Remus were sitting in one corner of the room, whispering and glancing nervously
in the other corner where Sirius and Katy Jones were talking. James figured that he must have
missed something. He headed towards Halle and Remus to over hear parts of their conversation.

“So, were you scared by Sirius or by the kiss?” Remus asked. Halle looked at Sirius and thought for
a moment.

“Well, both. I supposedly hate the guy one minute and the next we’re kissing. It’s just a little
too awkward. He is well aware of how I feel about him but today we did have a good time..” she
said, trailing off, leaving the thought alone.

“Then what’s the problem? Apparently he likes you,” Remus said.

“A lot of guys like me. For my looks! I don’t want to just be a pretty face. I am more than that
and Black doesn’t know anything about me. That is why I ran away from him. I’ve been fooled too
many times to let it happen again,” she said.

“But Sirius isn’t always the bad guy in a relationship. Sure, he has dated a lot of people, but
lately he’s been watching you. I can tell he likes you. So, you need to step up to the plate and
forget your past,” he said.

“Wait a minute here Lupin. I’ve been telling you why I was uncomfortable with kissing your friend
but you have yet to tell me why you didn’t like kissing Katy? Katy’s beautiful and I can tell you
like her,” Halle said.

“I do like her. But she kissed me after I saved her life and a part of me doesn’t deserve that. A
part of me freaks many people out and I don’t want to ruin the friendship I have with her,” Remus
said.

“Well, what a good way to do that! Running away from her. She must think you hate her now and will
be too embarrassed to talk to you,” Halle said.

“Like you should talk! You ran away from Sirius today too!” Remus argued.

“Yes, but I don’t like him! You like Katy!” she said back.

“Oh give it up! We all know you like him. Hell, half the school likes him,” Remus said.

“You know why I hate you Remus? You’re too damn perceptive,” Halle said.

“Ha! Confession!” he said, pointing a finger in her face.

“Was not!” she defended.

James knew where this was going. He left before Halle broke out her wand. He walked over to the
other corner of the Common Room and listened to what was happening. Sirius and Katy didn’t seem to
notice that James had just joined their conversation.

“So you kissed her Sirius?” Katy asked. She was clutching a pillow and was frowning slightly. James
rarely saw Katy sad, but what he saw made him feel bad. He figured that she felt rejected, just as
he had last night.

“Yep, and it was a great kiss too. One of the best I’ve ever had. I bet she liked it as much as I
did,” he said, watching Halle argue with Remus.

“Yes, I’m sure,” Katy said, rolling her eyes.

“Then why did she run off? Usually they come running back for more,” Sirius said, mistaking Katy’s
sarcasm for concern.

“That’s why! You’re so sure of yourself that you scared her off. You need to be a little more
humble and a little less arrogant,” Katy said.

“There is something about that girl that I don’t get. But, it makes me feel different. My stomach
turns and my heart races and my brain gets kind of dizzy when I’m around her. My perfect face even
gets sweaty. I don’t sweat! I glisten! Do you think I’m dying?” he asked, rather stupidly.

“No you idiot! You sound like you’re in love,” Katy said.

“L-Love?” he stuttered.

“Yes, love. Is it so hard for you to say?” she asked him.

“Well, yeah. I have never told a girl I loved her,” Sirius said.

“If that’s the way you feel about Halle then I suggest you tell her,” Katy said, pointing over at
Halle.

“Hold up. I didn’t see my dear friend Moony doing cartwheels when you kissed him. What happened
there?” Sirius asked.

“I’m not quite sure. He saved my life and I kissed him. Was that so wrong?” Katy asked. “I’ve
wanted to for so long and that felt like the perfect moment. He seemed to enjoy it and then
suddenly he pulled away and ran.”

“I have a feeling I know what its about, but that’s Moony’s business. All I can say is don’t give
up on him. At least not yet anyways,” Sirius said.

“You know what Sirius? I hope Halle does give you a chance because you can be a great friend,” Katy
said, getting up and kissing Sirius on the cheek.

“Thanks for your help,” she called, going up the stairs to her dorm.

Remus watched her walk by him and felt guilt in the pit of his stomach.

James turned to Sirius, who was watching Halle, and grinned.

“So, you and Douglas? That’s a good match,” James commented.

“Yeah, it’s not like she’ll ever talk to me again,” Sirius said glumly.

“What’s this? This is not the Padfoot I know. Where’s the confidence I’m looking for?” James
asked.

“Back in the mud. Where I left it,” Sirius said. He was still staring at Halle.

“Sirius my friend, we had this conversation less than 24 hours ago. I never thought I would be the
one giving you love advice. Tell her how you feel. You can’t change how you feel about her, so tell
her and remember that you tried your best. If she can’t accept that then she’s not right for you,”
James said.

Sirius smiled at his friend.

“You’re right Prongs. I think I’ll tell her,” Sirius said, approaching Halle near the fire. She was
watching the flames with a look of deep concentration and a blank stare.

“Hey Moony, can I talk to you outside for a minute?” James asked. Remus got up and followed James
out the Portrait Hole, leaving Halle and Sirius alone. He was going to have the similar talk with
Remus and offer some advice to his friend.

“Penny for your thoughts?” Sirius asked Halle, sitting down next to her.

“You don’t have enough pennies,” Halle joked.

“Listen, I want to apologize for what I did earlier. I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable,”
Sirius said, trying to catch her gaze. She looked at him in shock. A sincere apology from Sirius
Black?

“I’m sorry too. I shouldn’t have ran off. I should have told you how I felt,” Halle confided.

“There’s something I want to tell you but I’m not sure how to say it,” Sirius said.

“No, I have something to say too. It’s hard to put into words..” she trailed off.

“Tell me Halle,” Sirius said.

“Wow, things are changing around here. You’ve never called me Halle,” she said.

“There’s a first for everything,” Sirius said, mimicking James’s precise words the previous
night.

“I-I think I love you,” Halle said. Sirius took it all in and suddenly began laughing.

“Fine Black, if I knew you’d react this way I wouldn’t have said it,” Halle said angrily, rising
from her seat and getting ready to go to her dorm. Sirius stopped laughing and got up abruptly to
stop her from leaving.

“The funny thing is, I was going to tell you the same thing,” Sirius whispered. He leaned in
towards her face and brought his lips to hers. It was an even better kiss than their previous
one.

“What are we going to do now Sirius?” Halle asked, looking up into Sirius’ eyes. “I mean, between
us?”

“Everything darling. Everything. I guess I better say it. Will you go out with me? And marry me?
And bare my children?” he asked.

“Yes to the first one and as to the rest, slow down boy, we’ll see,” she laughed. He kissed her
goodnight once more and they headed for their dorms.

“Goodnight Halle Douglas!” Sirius called.

“Goodnight Sirius Black!” Halle called back.

Tomorrow would be a new day for both of them.

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11. Memories Not Forgotten
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**Chapter 11- Memories Not Forgotten**

After James had left the Heads Room, Lily plopped down on the large Gryffindor couch and looked at
the ceiling, the thoughts and emotions rushing through her. She had no idea what had made her tell
James all that, but she had felt some sort of connection with him.

It was very thoughtful of him to give her some space after reliving the horrors that have taunted
her frequently. He was starting to grow on her. She actually felt like she liked him, a little more
than a friend. She thought about it. He had tried to prove himself for 6 years of their lives that
he liked her and only now was she starting to warm up to him.

*
What do I even know about James anyways? I don't know much about his family and I don't
know what he likes and what he doesn't like. All I know are the basic facts about James Potter.
Not the personal stuff. Hmmm..,* she thought to herself.

She put her head up from the couch pillow and sneaked a peek at the door that said James. All she
had to do was turn the brass door knob to enter the world of James Potter. She stood up and walked
slowly over to his door. She took a deep breathe and found her Gryffindor courage and turned the
doorknob uneasily. She knew it was wrong and she knew that this wasn’t the best way to find stuff
out about James.

She entered the room and saw a large bed with scarlet sheets and gold pillows. The whole room
showed the Gryffindor colors. She smiled as she saw the Quidditch posters lining part of the walls.
Then she walked over to the bedside table to see a Snitch wrapped in an old sock. She
laughed.

At least he’s confining himself in his room when he shows off. Maybe he wasn’t showing off, maybe
he was just testing his reflexes. After all, he does seem quite serious about Quidditch.

She wrapped the Snitch back into the sock and walked to the end of the bed. She saw a large trunk
and dared herself to open. There were several different interesting contents in the trunk.

She pulled out a silvery cloak and held it up to herself. She wrapped it around herself and looked
down at her feet. She let out a scream as she saw her feet were missing.
*
He has an invisibility cloak! Those are really rare and valuable. That must be how he gets around
school so easily without getting caught.*
She put the cloak back into the trunk, folded neatly and pulled out a piece of parchment. Maybe it
was something from Zonko’s. She was curious as to what the parchment withheld so she pulled out her
want and said “Show me your secrets.”

The parchment did nothing. She tried again, feeling foolish as she did so. What if it was just a
spare bit of parchment that James had left in his trunk?
*
“I, Lily Evans, Head Girl at Hogwarts, request you to reveal your secrets." Immediately words
started forming across the parchment.

Mr. Moony would like to say that Lily Evans is meddling in things that she shouldn’t be meddling
in. The Marauders Map should stay with the Marauders. She must have been sneaking around to find
such an item.

Mr. Wormtail agrees with Mr. Moony and thinks that Lily Evans is in denial. Obviously she is
snooping through Mr. Prongs’ things.

Mr. Padfoot wonders why everyone cares what Lily Evans is doing. She couldn’t figure out how to
work it anyways. Mr. Padfoot feels hungry and wishes that Lily would get him some food.

Mr. Prongs thinks Lily Evans is beautiful and should consider going out with him. He also wonders
why Lily is going through his stuff if she thinks he is a bullying toe rag.*
Lily laughed at the comments but seemed bewildered as to how the Marauders had made their own
Insult sheet. It was just very unlikely, but then again maybe she had underestimated the Marauders
ability.

She placed the map back into the trunk and pulled out a regular notebook.

Potter doesn’t take notes…

She opened the notebook to see her name written over and over again in the same writing that had
appeared on the Marauders map for Mr. Prongs. The words Lily Evans and L.E and J.P were written
everywhere. Hearts were doodled around the words. She flipped through the pages and saw each page
consisted of something about Lily. She opened to one page to see something like a journal
entry.

Today Lily wouldn’t even talk to me. It’s hard to live up to her expectations. No matter what I do,
I’m not good enough for her. Padfoot keeps telling me that she’s not worth it, but deep down, I
know she is. I just wish I could be the man she wants me to be. It’s so hard though. I don’t think
I could ever be perfect enough for her standards. Never in my life have I felt so incapable.

She set the notebook down, feeling immense feelings of guilt, and regretting opening the notebook.
She knew she should have turned away from the trunk after that, but curiosity won. She found a
silver pensieve with swirling images in it. She was ready to put it down, knowing that a pensieve
was far too personal for her, when she saw the swirling image of herself.
*
What would Potter save about me??,* she wondered to herself.

She took another deep breathe and stuck her head closer to the contents. She felt her feet lift
from the ground and land in the Great Hall. She saw herself, reading a book at the breakfast table,
and the Marauders sitting across from her. She remembered the incident well. It had been third
year.

“So Evans, it’s your lucky day. You can go to Hogsmeade with yours truly next weekend,” James said
with a grin. Sirius chuckled at James’s approach and to Lily’s reaction. She had rolled her bright
green eyes in James’s direction for thethird time that week.

“James Potter, you may have forgotten, but I haven’t. I remember telling you that the day I date a
Slytherin, you would have a chance with me. And I do remember me telling you that I have no
interest in Slytherins. Hmm.. that really does give you a chance!” she had said sarcastically. Lily
took her book and walked out of the Great Hall, Katy and Halle trailing behind her. Lily knew she
had gone back to the Common room with her friends, but seeing as this was Potter’s memory, she
should follow him.

“Guys, do you think she meant it?” James asked his friends quietly.

“I think so Jamesie,” Sirius said.

“Don’t call me that Sirius,” James said.

“But your mum calls you that,” Sirius said.

“And she calls you Puppy. You want me to call you that?” James asked.

“No. And lower your voice,” Sirius said, looking around to make sure no one had heard. Lily
laughed.

“You guys don’t know what it’s like to be rejected day after day. Why doesn’t she give me a
chance?” James asked.

“I don’t know James. But I think it’s time you moved on. Try dating other girls,” Remus
advised.

“Yeah James, she is a Mudblood. You could do so much better,” Peter said randomly.

James, Sirius, and Remus rose, pointing their wands at Peter. Peter quivered in fear.

“No one calls Lily a Mudblood Peter. Not even you,” James said.

“Sorry guys, it slipped,” Peter said, hiding his face with his hands.

“Don’t let it slip again,” Sirius said.

James sat back down and stared blankly at a piece of untouched toast on his plate. Remus noticed
this.

“What’s on your mind?” Remus asked.

“Lily,” James said.

“Not again..” Sirius muttered.

“I wish I could prove to her that I am good enough for her. She’s just so perfect and I’m just
not,” James said.

“Give yourself a break Prongs,” Sirius said.

“I need to prove myself to her,” James said. The memory swirled into a new one. One that Lily
recognized. She saw herself call James a bullying toe rag and say that he made her sick. She saw
the hurt in James’ eyes that she hadn’t noticed before. The memory swirled once more.

The new memory was unfamiliar to her. She knew this one didn’t involve her.

The four Marauders were gathered in a room filled with books on Animagi and posters of
transformations. She went to the middle of the room, where the four were gathered. She heard a
clap.

Remus was clapping and smiling.

“Wow, you guys did it. After three years, you finally did it. I bet you’re the only fifth Years
who’ve ever even tried to do this,” Remus said.

“Well, it would’ve only taken a year and a half if Wormtail was any good at Transfiguration,”
Sirius joked. He punched Peter’s arm playfully.

“It’s all for you Moony. I don’t even want to know how you survived five years of transformations
by yourself,” James said.

Lily had no idea what they were going on about.

“Next full moon is going to be a blast. Hogsmeade here we come,” Sirius said.

“Padfoot, you know we need to stay in the Shrieking Shack,” Peter said.

“Party Pooper,” he said sadly.

“Do you think Lily would like a stag?” James asked.

“Give it up, she hates you, man or animal,” Sirius said.

“We need to make a pact though. Not to tell anyone,” Remus said.

“I agree,” Wormtail said, placing his pudgy hand between the circle the boys had formed.

The three others placed their hands on the others. Remus smiled.

“You three are the best friends anyone could ever have,” Remus said. Lily smiled. Then she thought
the light had tricked her. She saw two James Potters. Except, one was older. Lily walked towards
the older one, guilt on her face. She knew James had caught her in his things.

“Come on," James said gently.

They were pulled from the memory and landed back into James’s room.

Lily looked at James with an embarrassed expression.

“Listen James, I’m sorry-” Lily started to say.

“Listen Lils, it’s ok. I don’t mind. I think it’s kind of odd, but I guess you were curious. There
are some things in that pensieve I wish you hadn’t seen, particularly the last memory,” James
said.

“It is true then? Is Remus a-” Lily started to ask.

“Yes, I am afraid to say he is,” James said. “But you can’t say anything to anyone.”

“I promise I won’t. But James, are you an-” she started to say again.

“Yes, as well as the other three,” he said.

“James I am so sorry about everything I’ve done. I should have been nicer to you,” Lily said. James
stared down at his feet as though feeling the pain that haunted him.

Lily stepped closer to him, her face close to him. James looked down at her and smiled. She leaned
in, grabbed his collar, and kissed him.

“Whoa, Lily, what was that for?” James asked. He blushed.

“I think I like you James,” Lily said.

“Lily, I know you don’t want me to ask you but,” he started to say but it was Lily’s turn to
interrupt him.

“I would love to go out with you James Potter,” Lily said.

“You would?” he asked, his face surprised.

“Yes,” she said. “It’s time for patrol.”

He glanced down at his watch and grinned. He put his hand out for her to hold and she took it,
smiling. Today had certainly been an odd day for both of them. Odd, but relieving.

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12. Flower and Prongs
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**Chapter 12- Flowers and Prongs**



The female population had a reality check Monday morning as Sirius Black and James Potter, two of
the most eligible bachelors at Hogwarts, entered with girlfriends on their arms. Lily looked around
the room to see a few tears shed at the Hufflepuff table, a few vindictive girls plotting revenge
at the Slytherin table, some disapproving looks from Ravenclaw and dirty looks from her own house!
There was a definite change taking place this year, and the girls knew this was one of them.

James entered, smiling and holding hands with Lily Evans. Lily felt slightly uncomfortable as all
eyes were on her and James. But, she took her normal seat at the Gryffindor table with James and
began jamming her toast and making friendly conversation with Katy.

Sirius acted nothing of the complete silence as he entered with Halle, his arm carelessly around
her shoulder. He was grinning like crazy and was too involved with Halle to think anything of his
ferocious fan club. Halle however had noticed. She didn’t like being the center of attention, at
least not in this way. She felt her face go red and she knew that she was now the most hated girl
at Hogwarts. She sat down and avoided looking at her fellow Gryffindors, besides the ones who
didn’t like Sirius.

The seventh years had to endure their normal classes with a twist. If they thought NEWT year was
going to be easy, they were plainly mistaken. There was a lecture the moment the students stepped
inside the classroom. The only two individuals who had kept their cool that day were Sirius and
James.

“How can you be so relaxed James?” Lily asked, glancing down at her massive pile of books.

“I know my stuff. If you haven’t noticed, I did very well on my OWLs without touching a book and I
don’t plan on it being any different for NEWTs,” he said coolly. “You should relax more Lils, how
about a nice massage to loosen you up?”

“Oh no, not this again. James, I don’t think the teachers will appreciate you trying to loosen me
up,” she said, glancing nervously at her surroundings. James took his hands off her
shoulders.

“Whatever you say Flower,” James said.

“Oh no,” Lily said, glancing nervously at her watch. “We have a meeting with the Prefects in
fifteen minutes.”

“We better go,” James said, waving goodbye to Sirius, Halle, and Peter, all of whom were not
Prefects. Katy and Remus stood together, but walked as far away from each other as possible.

“So Hal, can you possibly think of a way to pass a good half an hour?” Sirius asked.

“Not a single thing can come to mind Sirius,” Halle said.

“Well, let’s take a tour of the castle,” Sirius said, leading her in another direction.

“Have you seen the broom closet?” he asked her. She giggled and headed inside with him.

Peter was left alone, yet again. It seemed as though all his friends had somewhere to be except
him. He was left in the shadows a lot of the time, with friends like James, Sirius, and Remus who
wouldn’t be?

Peter headed towards the Gryffindor Common Room but was intercepted along the way by Lucius Malfoy.
Malfoy who had long, silvery blonde hair, and cold gray eyes, was strolling along the corridor when
he saw Peter. He grinned evilly to himself.

“So, Peter is it?” Lucius asked. Peter nodded. “Left out by your friends yet again?” he
asked.

“No, they had a Prefects meeting,” Peter said, wondering why on earth he was talking to
Malfoy.

“Well, some of us Slytherins think this whole Prefect this is lame. So, we made a sort of club.
Like an Anti-Prefects Club,” Malfoy said. He had the bait, now all he had to do was wait for the
tug on the line.

“Really?” Peter asked anxiously. An opportunity for him to do something while everyone else was
busy. Maybe he wasn’t an outcast after all. “Do you think I could join?”

“Why sure,” Malfoy said, sounding thrilled about the idea.

“Wait, I don’t think my friends would like it,” Peter said.

“Sirius’s own family members are in the club! Regulus and Bellatrix are superb members. Maybe one
day you could be an important part. You have to start at the bottom and work your way up,” Lucius
said.

“Well, if Sirius’s relatives are in it, I guess it would be ok. Is the meeting right now?” Peter
asked.

“Yes as a matter of fact, it is. In the Slytherin Common Room. Follow me,” Malfoy said, grinning to
himself yet again.

“Ok,” Peter said. The two of them walked off into the other direction, Peter quite unaware of
exactly which direction this ‘club’ would lead him.

.X.

“Ok everyone! That was a great meeting,” Lily said.

“Yes, it was. We appreciate all your questions and would like to remind you that the next Hogsmeade
weekend is one week before Halloween,” James said.

“Sign ups for help with the Masquerade Ball is posted near the Portrait Hole,” Lily called, as many
students filed out.

The two of them walked arm in arm to the Heads Room where they fell onto the large couch. Lily
slept comfortably in James’s arms and they rested in peace with one another.

.X.

Lily awoke a few hours later to see James was no longer on the couch with her. She walked out of
the Portrait Hole, trying to look for him. He was nowhere to be seen. She walked near the Kitchen
and saw an awful sight. James had his wand raised and was sending spells to a bleeding Severus
Snape.

“James! What are you doing? Stop before you kill him,” Lily said. James turned in shock to see Lily
and knew immediately that this was not the right thing to do.

“Lils, if you knew what he had said-” James started to say.

“Maybe you haven’t changed. Maybe we rushed into this. I thought that you had matured over the
summer and that you would respect your Head Boy position, but obviously I was wrong,” Lily spat in
disgust before turning her heels to leave.

James looked down at Snape.

“You bastard,” was all he could say. He left Snape there and headed to the Room of Requirement. He
needed to think.

He realized that the room was feeling too cluttered, even for him. He needed air, but he didn’t
need to be bothered. He ran out the Great Hall entrance, towards the Forbidden Forest. He
transformed into Prongs and walked along the grounds. He looked over to the lake and saw Lily,
crumpled into a ball near the shore. He walked over towards her.

Lily looked up at the beautiful stag and smiled. She patted his soft fur and let the tears fall.
She looked into it’s hazel eyes and sensed something familiar about the stag’s presence.

“Why did he have to do this? Why? I was finally giving him a chance and I really did like him,” she
cried, using the stag as a listener.

The stag transformed into James Potter and Lily looked at him in shock.

“James?” Lily asked.

“Yes Lils. I am sorry,” James said. He pulled her closer to him and ran his hand through her hair.
He kissed her passionately on the lips and she kissed back. He pulled back and wiped the tears from
her eyes.

“Oh, James..” she said.

“Shh..” James said, putting a finger to her lips. He knew everything would be okay between the two
of them.

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13. Frozen Tears
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**Chapter 13- Frozen Tears**


The weeks following were a sort of a blur. Hogwarts was definitely experiencing change. James
wished he could still time in place because at that moment, he had his Lily. Students had grown
accustomed to seeing James with Lily, many thought they made the perfect couple. Even teachers
approved, they felt Lily kept James in line. So, James and Lily were Hogwarts new ‘it’ couple.
Another couple wished for the same acceptance from their peers.

It was mid October and the seventh years were taking a break between classes. Lily and James were
seated beneath a large, willow tree, Lily trying to study and James watching intently.

The wind softly rustled through James’s untidy black hair and his wire-rimmed glasses sat contently
on his nose. His hazel eyes however, were focused on Lily. Lily was speaking softly to James about
Charms as he ran his hand through a strand of her long, red hair. She paused and set her bright,
green eyes on James with disapproval.

“Were you even listening to me James?” Lily asked, smiling at him.

“What darling?” James asked.

“Guess not,” she said. “I can see you’re too distracted to study.”

“Lils, you know we need us time too. Studying just makes a relationship boring,” James said.

Lily leaned in and kissed James on the lips. She smiled and laughed.

“How’s that for a little us time,” Lily said.

“Oh Miss Evans, you’re in for it now,” James said. He grabbed her waist and began tickling her. She
started laughing and James laughed in spite of himself. They looked so happy together.

If they thought no one would notice their happiness they were indeed wrong. The usual jealous
glares from school girls were absent, but the gaze of two envious individuals rested on them.

.X.

Katy Jones was sitting at a nearby bench, trying to read her Transfiguration book, when she saw
Lily and James. She stared absently. She wished she could have what they had. She frowned. She
should be happy for her friend, but all she felt was sadness. Why couldn’t Remus see that they were
meant to live like that? Happy and together. She felt a tear trickle down her face and onto her
book. She didn’t break her gaze.

.X.

Remus sat alone in his dorm while everyone else was outside relaxing. He couldn’t bare to feel the
tension every time he saw her. It was inevitable if she was in the proximity. He walked to the
window and peered out above his classmates. He saw that Sirius and Halle were heading in the castle
together. He then looked and saw Katy, the source of his frustration. She was staring blankly at
something nearby. Only when he saw tears burn her blue eyes did he follow her gaze. She was
watching Lily and James as they laughed and enjoyed the mere company of one another. Remus wished
he could commit as they did. Life would be so much more simple. He knew that commitments meant to
trust and he wasn’t ready to expose his secret. He knew that if Katy cared, she could wait.

.X.


Meanwhile, Halle and Sirius were heading to the Room of Requirement, just for the silence and
opportunity to be with one another. Halle had a piece of paper clutched in her hand and saddened
words in her heart. She knew she had to do this.

She looked down at the piece of parchment and read,

*Sirius Black doesn’t deserve trash like you Halle Douglas. He was fine before you came into the
picture. How dare you tie him down and confine him to only one woman. A man like that needs
breathing room, not some ugly wench who is extremely ordinary. Watch yourself and stay away from
him. You’ve been warned.*

Sirius looked over her shoulder and laughed. Halle looked up at him disgusted.

“What? They’re silly girls who mistake a crush for true love,” Sirius said.

“This is the third one I have gotten today. And one was given in person from a bulky Slytherin.
Sirius, I don’t know if I can do this anymore. I love you, but I don’t want to have to go through
this every single day,” Halle said. Sirius was staring right into her chocolate brown eyes. Halle
knew she had hurt him.

“So Halle, you’re saying you want to break up with me over some silly school girls? And I thought
you were strong,” Sirius said.

“I am strong,” Halle said.

“Apparently not. I’ve told you that I loved you. Do you understand how big that is for me? And I
meant it. And now, you’re ready to give up?” Sirius asked, hurt.

“I’m sorry Sirius,” Halle said quietly as she left the Room of Requirement, tears filling her
eyes.

Sirius stood and let the first tears he had shed fall. He slammed his fists into the walls, feeling
the pain as each drop poured down.

Why did she do this? Can’t she see that I’m changing?, he questioned himself.

Sirius Black’s perfect life had been turned upside down over a girl. He was indeed changing.

**A/N: I personally love this chapter as it shows so many different emotions. It's not very
long but it does help establish character. It is the basis for further chapters. So, please review
and I'll try to keep them coming.**




14. Arrival Of Fear
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**Chapter 14- Arrival of Fear**

The students at Hogwarts had finally been given the break they felt that they deserved.
Hogsmeade weekend had finally arrived and the usual pairing off of dates took place. The Masquerade
Ball was nearing and Hogsmeade was an opportunity to prepare for the ball. Hogsmeade was a time for
everyone to relax and enjoy a good time with their friends. The Marauders almost always had dates
but this time around only James had a lady companion. Guys and Girls alike had shared the shock of
Sirius’ going stag to Hogsmeade. He had refused every girl that had asked him.

It had not taken long for the school to find out about Sirius and Halle’s breakup. Girls started
stampeding towards Sirius the day after. Halle on the other hand, had not been feeling her best and
only left her dorm when necessary. Lily had begun to worry about her friends. They were not their
usual, cheerful selves. All they did was mope around and study. Katy and Halle were suffering
together and used each other as a back bone to share emotional heartbreak with. They decided that
they should go to Hogsmeade together, to avoid staying in their dorm. Lily practically had to beg
for them to go to Hogsmeade.

Lily and James had to meet with the teachers to organize the students. The Heads were to assist
in bringing students to and from Hogsmeade. Many 3rd years were very excited as it was their first
time going to Hogsmeade.

“Everyone, please, separate into two groups. One group go with James and the other go with me.”
Lily said.

Many girls shrieked at the thought of walking with James. The 3rd and 4th year girls immediately
rushed near him, wanting to walk with his group. Lily gave James a suspicious look but James just
rolled his eyes. No matter how hard he tried, the fan club would not leave him be.

The group of Marauders planned to meet at the Three Broomsticks at noon and leave Lily and James to
their date the rest of the time. James had planned on taking Lily through the shops and then
enjoying a lunch in the picnic area. Then they would meet up with the guys at noon.

The picnic lunch was going great. James and Lily were talking about their future and their dreams.
The subject rolled around to the past and they both grew somewhat uncomfortable.

“James, why did you pick on Snape?” Lily said with a hint of fear in her eyes. She knew this was
a touchy subject for him and hoped he would say something to explain his arrogant ways of the
past.

“Well, Lily, the truth being that me and Snape never got along. He and Sirius both came from
Dark Wizard families. Snape respected his family while Sirius despised their hatred of Muggles. So,
when school came around, I became friends with Sirius. We became like brothers. I would do anything
for him and vice versa. Snape ganged up on Sirius on like the third day back. I heard about it and
well, you can guess the rest.” he said.

James felt like he had plunged into his mind and taken a piece out of it. He felt in a way,
relieved to share with Lily his reasoning. She would never have listened to him before and finally
she could understand.

“So you did all that for Sirius? All the hexing and fighting and name- calling for Sirius?” Lily
said sounding surprised. She thought James and Snape just had a disagreement once and had not liked
each other from then on.

“Yes, Sirius is like my brother. I trust him with my life, as I do with all the Marauders.”
James said.

Silence grew between them and thoughts filled their mind. The business of Hogsmeade surrounded
them. Soon, all was silent. James and Lily looked at each other, both seeming to have noticed the
silence. They looked around them to see emptiness within the streets. No one was in the village.
The streets were empty, the park was silent and the shops weren’t crowded.

James’ reaction was to pull out his wand, Lily followed the motion. They heard voices and ducked
underneath the table. Lily felt James’ arm around her and she glanced around to see the voices. She
gasped and saw a man with pale white skin and slit-red eyes. He held qualities of a snake and a
chill went up Lily’s spine. He was accompanied by 2 men and what looked like a woman, all wearing
skeletal masks.

“Master, I see no one. They saw the mark and fled. Are you sure it is safe to attack while
Dumbledore is so near?” one of the men asked the slit-eyed man. James looked to the sky and saw a
green skull with a serpent protruding from the mouth. He shivered. The Dark Mark. He had seen it
only once before and that was on the cover of the Daily Prophet.

“I fear no one. Do you hear me? Dumbledore or not we will find more recruits and we will win.”
the man said. James tightened his hold on Lily and clutched his wand with fury. He knew who the man
was. It was Voldemort, the man who had ruined the lives of so many. His parents, both Aurors, had
tried for 15 years to stop this man and had not succeeded. Lily looked at James. *Was this
Voldemort? The man that killed my mum?*, she thought.

“Aren’t you glad we got the Potters out of the way my lord?”

“Oh yes. The Prophecy clearly stated that they would be my downfall and I could not risk it. The
woman needn’t of died but she was going to ruin the plan. Now I need to find the last remaining to
finish off the Potter line.” Voldemort sneered.

James’ face turned white and he prayed they were talking about another Potter family. Deep
inside he knew that his parents were dead. Their lives taken by this man who once attended Hogwarts
with his parents. Lily looked over at James to see anger forming on his face. She too felt anger.
Who could do this to people? He killed her mum and now she had a feeling both of James’ parents
were dead. How could he do this? Turn their lives upside down by using an unforgivable curse? She
peered her eyes over to the man and watched more intently. Voldemort scanned the village looking
for the presence of life. He looked over by the willow trees and saw 4 picnic tables lined up. He
took another look and noticed a flash of bright green. They were eyes, very pretty eyes, of a girl.
He sent a spell towards the table and saw two figures emerge from beneath it. The table split and
shards of wood flew everywhere. He saw a tall boy with messy, jet-black hair and hazel eyes with
round glasses. He knew who this boy must be. Then he looked to the girl. A very pretty girl with
emerald green eyes. The eyes he had seen from the table. She had long fiery red hair and she wore
an expression of hatred.

“So, Mr. James Potter. Hiding from little old me? Your parents didn’t hide, they were a real
tough kill they were. Tell me, are you going to be the same?” Voldemort said with an evil grin.

“You son of a bitch.” was all James could say.

“That I am. Now, do you want to go first or would you rather see your lady friend go?” Voldemort
said playfully.

“Leave Lily alone! It’s me you want isn’t it? What do you need her for?”

Voldemort’s slits for nostrils appeared to be smelling the air. He smiled and looked at
Lily.
“Muggle blood. Now, Jamesie, why wouldn’t I want to take Miss Lily is it? She is fresh Muggle prey
and if you’ve been keeping up with the tabloid, I seem to target Muggles.” Voldemort said.

“You killed my mum, you evil bastard!” Lily shouted. She clenched her fists and gritted her
teeth.

“Oh really, she must not have been important. Maybe just a kill for fun. Well, with blood like
yours she deserved to die.” he sneered at her. “But you’re quite pretty, I may keep you after I
dispose of Mr. Potter.”

“LEAVE HER ALONE.” James said and sent a stunning spell Voldemort’s way. Lily had done the same
leaving an unconscious Death Eater. They ran as fast as they could. James sending spells left and
right. “Impedimenta! Stupefy! Stupefy!”

While James was stunning and cursing the Death Eaters and Voldemort, Lily had picked up a rock
started running once more, and turned it into a Portkey. She motioned to James to touch the rock.
He went to place his hand on it but decided to launch one more hex Voldemort’s way. His days of
hexing Snape were paying off. He sent a jet of red light and placed his hand on the rock and
shouted “NOW!”

The two were lifted forward and were back inside the castle. They needed to find Dumbledore and
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15. Wisdom of Dumbledore
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**Chapter 15- Wisdom of Dumbledore**

Lily and James landed outside of the Great Hall and began running frantically towards Dumbledore’s
office. They were at the stone gargoyle when Dumbledore himself was ready to exit his office. He
looked surprised to see them, but relieved.

“Miss Evans, Mr. Potter, we’ve been looking everywhere for you. Where on Earth were you?”
Dumbledore asked. He saw the state of their clothing. James had a burn on his left arm and a cut on
his face. He was sweating profusely and gasping for air. Lily’s shirt was torn and she too was
panting for air.

“We need to tell you so much Professor,” James said.

“Ok, in we go then,” Dumbledore said.

They entered his office and sat down upon his desk. James looked at Lily and saw the paleness of
her face. She looked terrified.

“I understand that you both were left in Hogsmeade. What happened?” Dumbledore asked.

“Well, Voldemort and his Death Eaters arrived. They talked about killing my parents and said that I
was their new target. Then Voldemort found me and Lily. He said that once I was dead he would keep
Lily. Then we sent spells at him and we made a Portkey and left,” James said.

“Curious..” Dumbledore said.

“Professor?” Lily croaked quietly, as though she forgot how to use her voice.

“Yes Miss Evans?” he asked.

“Voldemort talked about a Prophecy. That the last remaining Potter would be his downfall. So does
this mean that James is meant to kill Voldemort? Because I am already assuming that his family is
dead,” Lily asked.

“Well, I am afraid so Miss Evans,” Dumbledore said. James stared at his feet. He knew that this was
not a good thing.

“So there is a prophecy?” Lily asked.

“Yes. I am afraid that one of our students here made a prophecy and Voldemort found out somehow. I
wasn’t aware that he knew of such a prophecy,” Dumbledore said. “I am very pleased that you came to
find me first however, it shows that I have made the right choice. I have a feeling that your
authority stature will still remain as strong outside of Hogwarts.”

“Sir, did anyone find Voldemort?” Lily asked.

“I’m afraid not Miss Evans. He left right before Ministry officials showed up,” Dumbledore
said.

“This leads me to the part of our discussion that I ask you not to repeat out of this room. There
is an organization that I have formed to try and stop Voldemort. It is called the Order of the
Phoenix. James, you may have heard of it, as your parents were a part of it. Alastor Moody has
helped me recruit members,” Dumbledore said.

“Mad-Eye’s a member?” James asked.

“Of course. I have found it useful to have Aurors on our side. James, your parents were on duty for
the order last night, the night they were killed. Voldemort himself killed them. I had just left
your home when Voldemort broke in. They were going to leave the next morning, to go into
protection. But it was too late. I was over to warn them of the Prophecy and to advise them to go
into hiding,” Dumbledore said.

James knew Dumbledore was close with his parents. He didn’t quite know how to feel. His parents had
died to protect him. He mustn’t let them die in vain.

“I want to join,” James said suddenly. Lily and Dumbledore looked at him.

“Join, Mr. Potter?” Dumbledore asked.

“Yes. I know that I’m young professor, but I feel that I won’t feel complete unless I finish my
parents work,” James said. Dumbledore contemplated this.

“Well, I do suppose you’ve been through a lot. I think that once you leave school you will be an
official member, but for now, I can update you and Miss Evans on any activity concerning
Voldemort,” Dumbledore said. Lily smiled.

“Now, I suppose you two will want to get back to your friends. They are very worried about you.
Think carefully,” Dumbledore said. Think carefully??

James and Lily exited Dumbledore’s office and turned towards the Gryffindor Common Room. James
turned to see Lily crying.

“Lils, what’s wrong?” he asked her.

“What if they find you James? I don’t think I could live without you James Potter. I love you,”
Lily said, looking up into his eyes. He wrapped her into a hug.

“Lily, I am not afraid to die. If I died at this very moment, I would die happy. Because I’d know I
had you. I will never let anything happen to you Lily Evans, never," he said, kissing her
fingers. He smiled.

“Oh James. I love you,” she said.

“I love you too., he said quietly. He wrapped her in his arms and they kissed passionately, James
wiping the tears from her eyes.

**A/N: Oh god, such fluff. Please review.**



16. Clouded Feelings
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**Chapter 16- Clouded Feelings**

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James and Lily decided to go to the Gryffindor Common Room just as Dumbledore had advised. They
entered the Portrait Hole and felt a stampede of people attack them. They were being hugged left
and right. Sirius had come and given James the biggest bear-hug he could muster while Remus and
Peter grinned. Katy and Halle were hugging Lily with tears rolling down their cheeks.

When the little reunion was over, they all went to sit on the couch. Most of the Gryffindors had
gone to bed after hearing that James and Lily were ok. The only ones left were James, Lily, Sirius,
Halle, Remus, Katy, and Peter.

“Prongs, what the hell happened to you guys?” Sirius asked.

“Well, we didn’t know Voldemort had turned up so we were left alone with him,” James replied.

“You guys weren’t in the Three Broomsticks or any shops so you couldn’t have known,” Remus said
putting the pieces together.

“Cornelius Fudge himself was in the shops advising everyone to leave and head back to the castle.
He made a Portkey and all the students left. We thought you guys were told as well,” Peter
said.

There was a silence and all they all stared absently into the fire.

“Sirius, I think there is something you should know,” James said.

“Hmm?” Sirius asked.

“I think Bellatrix is a Death Eater," James said. He was really withdrawing the bad news for
later. Sirius was really close with his parents.

Sirius’s cousin was Bellatrix Black. She had recently left Hogwarts and had gone off to Albania
somewhere. She was once Sirius’s favorite cousin until he got into Gryffindor and she into
Slytherin.

“Was she-was she there you know?” Sirius asked.

“I’m not positive but it looks like she was one of the Death Eaters who got away from us. Me and
Lily took down the other two but she and Voldemort dodged the spells,” James said.

Peter, Halle, and Katy winced at the sound of his name.

“Oh cut it out you guys. He is our enemy so you need to learn to hear and speak his name. I
have," Lily said.

James asked everyone if he could speak to Sirius privately.

“What else happened?” Sirius asked suspiciously.

“Sirius, my parents are dead,” James said. He felt his eyes sting with tears.

“What????” Sirius asked, his eyes going bloodshot as well.

"Dead,” James said. He felt tears collect in his own eyes but fought to hold them back. He
knew Sirius was feeling the same way as he. They were like brothers and James’s parents were
Sirius’s only family after his own disowned him. He fully appreciated Sirius so much at that
moment. He knew it was just as hard on him.

“They can’t be dead. They can’t!” Sirius walked over to the wall and started punching it until his
knuckles bled. James looked at Sirius and felt sympathy. They had no one. James’s grandparents and
his parents had been killed by Voldemort. James was the only remaining Potter and he knew it was
only a matter of time before Voldemort figured out a way to get into the school.

The intercom that was projected around school was flashing. Sirius and James both looked up and
listened. They heard Professor McGonagall’s voice.

“Attention everyone. Due to recent events, Quidditch is off for the rest of the school year. I know
this may be upsetting but it is for everyone’s own safety. Thank you,” she said.

Sirius looked at the intercom dumb-struck. James thought he himself would feel upset about this but
surprisingly he only felt relief.

“Dude, can you believe this?” Sirius asked him. "First your parents, now this?!?"

“Yeah, I can,” he answered.

“What?” Sirius asked in disbelief.

“Voldemort’s after me too and during my short time to live I want to spend time doing important
things. Like spending time with Lily and training to be an Auror. Sirius, there are more important
things than Quidditch,” James said.

“Wow,” Sirius said softly.

“Wow what?” James asked.

“You really have grown up,” he answered, his tone surprisingly serious and mature.

“Yes, and I think it’s time you did too,” James said, making eye contact with his best
friend.

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“So Lily, are you sure you’re ok? I mean, you went through a lot today,” Halle asked her friend
with worry in her eyes.

“Halle, I am fine with this all. Well, of course not all of it but I feel much stronger,” Lily
answered bravely.

“What do you mean?” asked Katy.

“I mean that this has changed my whole purpose in life. Last year if you would have told me all the
things that has happened in this year I would have laughed in your face. But now, I know how I want
to spend my life,” Lily said, feeling a smile grow on her face even after all that had
happened.

“Well, how do you want to spend it?” Halle asked her.

“Fighting Voldemort with James Potter by my side,” she said.

“I thought you wanted to be a teacher, Lil. You wanted that for so long, and Professor Flitwick was
looking forward to an early retirement. He thought Dumbledore would hire you once you graduated,”
Halle said, reminiscing on their favorite teacher.

“Halle, my mom was killed by Voldemort. You don’t understand. Now, my boyfriend is the only
remaining of his family and may be attacked by Voldemort. I don’t have time to be a teacher. I want
to be an Auror, by his side, until the day I die. I love him so much it hurts,” she
acknowledged.

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The girls just looked at Lily and felt sadness seep through their hearts. They wanted to feel love.
Katy said goodnight to Lily and told her to go straight to the head’s dorm and take a long bath.
Then, she walked down to the Gryffindor Common Room to find Remus asleep on the couch. She was
ready to talk to him.

She went over and poked his arm. He stirred and then slowly opened his eyes. He thought he was
still dreaming because the same girl he was dreaming about was standing over him.

“Remus Lupin, I need to talk to you. I am not taking no for an answer so get up,” Katy said.

“Ok, I guess,” he answered her. He rose off of the couch and they walked out of the Portrait Hole.
They headed towards the Prefects Common Room and found it deserted. They sat on the blue loveseat
that was in the middle of the room.

“I need you to know something Remus. I know you don’t love me, but I love you with all my heart.
The day you saved my life, my feelings turned from platonic to serious. It’s hard to explain,” she
said, stumbling on many of the words.

“I love you too,” Remus said quietly looking into her eyes.

“You what?” Katy asked. Her blue eyes with wide with disbelief, shock, and relief.

“You heard me,” he said sadly.

“Then why did you run from me?” she asked.

“I had no choice,” he simply answered.

“Can you elaborate on that please,” Katy requested. She was getting annoyed byhis secretive
manner.

“Are you sure you’re ready to hear the truth?” he asked, afraid of her reaction.

“Of course," she answered with true sincerity in her words.

“I am telling you that it’s not good truth and that you may feel differently about me afterwards,”
Remus said.

“Nothing could change how I feel about you. I'm not about to run from you,” Katy said, placing
a comforting hand on his.

“Ok. When I was a little boy I received a bite from a werewolf,” he said slowly, and clearly. He
looked at her cautiously, waiting for a reaction.

“You think I wouldn’t love you because you’re a werewolf?” she asked.

“Well, most girls wouldn’t," Remus mumbled.

“Am I like most girls to you Remus?” Katy asked.

“Well, no. I was scared. I didn’t want to hurt you,” he truthfully stated.

She leaned in to kiss him and loved the way his soft lips felt against hers. He ran a hand through
her blonde hair and felt warmth in his heart. They kissed passionately for about a half and hour
before Katy said something.

“Remus, can you do me a favor?” she asked him.

“I guess,” he said.

“I want you to be my first,” Katy said, bluntly.

“What?!?” he asked, jumping up from the couch.

“I am afraid to die without experiencing love and I want to know that I have shared something
special with you,” Katy said, smiling hopefully.

“Katy, are you sure?” he asked, quite uneasy about it all.

“Yes,” she said with certainty in her voice.

“Well, can I take you to somewhere other than the Prefects Lounge?” he asked, grinning.

“Absolutely,” she said, smiling. He swept her off her feet and they headed out the door to the Room
of Requirement.

“I love you, Remy.”

“I love you too, Katy Jones.”


**A/N: I know, I know. Rushed. But, Katy is impulsive.**



17. Dreams
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**Chapter 17- Dreams**

Lily awoke in her bed, drenched with cold sweat, her hair tousled all over the place. She had just
had one of the weirdest dreams of her life. She had been in a house. Running up the stairs, with a
small bundle clutched to her chest. Her heart had been racing so fast she could hardly breathe. She
headed into a room and heard the words, “Fight me like a man and leave the baby alone.” It was a
man’s voice coming from downstairs. Moments later she heard a scream. She ran faster until she
reached a door which led to a nursery. It had yellow wallpaper and a crib in the middle of the
room. She put the bundle, which turned out to be a boy, into the crib. She heard a small click
which meant the lock on the door had been broken. She turned around to see a tall man with slits
for eyes looking back at her. His eyes turned to focus on something else; the boy. Lily did not
know who that boy was but felt like she needed to protect him above all else. She began pleading,
begging for mercy, for him to take her instead. The man just shook his head and laughed. Laughed a
cold, evil laugh that shook her insides. He began to scream something, his wand raised, when Lily
awoke.

Lily shook her head, trying to think straight and put the pieces together. Flashes of her dream
were going through her head. There was a man. No, two men. One she knew, and one she had only met
once before. She saw glasses and untidy black hair. James! He would know what she should do. No one
understood her better now than James. A year ago Lily would have cringed at the thought of that but
now James was her only reassurance.

She was still in bed, thinking over whether to move or not. Her mind paced mentally. Then, a
thought occurred to her. The dream seemed so real! What if it was only a dream though? What if she
was imagining the worst of what could have happened in Hogsmeade? Maybe she and James and Voldemort
were in the Shrieking Shack in her dream. No, the Lily and James she saw were older and more
mature. And where would the boy have come from? Lily found herself trying to reason. Then, she
stopped. She was the girlfriend of James Potter. She had to face the unexpected and
unbelievable.

With that, she slowly got out of bed and walked out of her room. She stood in front of a large oak
door labeled James. She had only entered his room once, and had been snooping through his stuff and
came across a pensieve. If only she had known she would be meeting her mother’s murderer within a
couple of weeks. Lily was still standing in front of the door, unsure of whether she should knock
or just go in. Lily's common sense of boys took over. She had read somewhere that men usually
were heavy sleepers. This caused her to open the door. She walked over to the large bed in the room
and saw that the figured underneath a huge bundle of covers was tossing and turning. James was
muttering, ‘Fight me. Don’t try and take on a baby. Leave Lily and Harry out of this. It’s my
fight, not theirs. You want me don’t you? Well, here I am.’ It seemed as though Lily was not the
only one who was having nightmares.

Lily sat on the end of his bed and looked at him. She tapped his shoulder, which was still turning
a little, and saw that he had no reaction whatsoever to this. It seemed that Lily was correct in
thinking that James was a heavy sleeper. She then nodded a little more vigorously but saw no
effect.

“James, James, James,” she said, raising her voice each time. Eventually, he awoke. He sat up
straight with a dazed expression and saw a figure right next to him. He then realized that Lily was
in his room.

“Well Lily, seems you couldn’t resist me could you?” he asked cockily, trying to cover up the fact
that he was having a nightmare. He hadn’t wanted Lily to see him at a time where he was so
vulnerable.

“Oh give it up James,” she said rolling her eyes.

“Just making conversation. Geez. Ok, so what’s really up?” he asked her with a raised
eyebrow.

“I know you were having a nightmare about Voldemort. I came in here because I woke up having a
nightmare that was similar to yours,” she said. His expression became more alert and aware.

“So, you think our dreams are related?” he asked her.

“Well, it seems like it. I heard you mumbling and it fit in pretty well with my dream. But we were
both in different places in the dream. You saw it in your dream perspective and I saw it in mine,”
she said.

“Mine was really weird though. It was like we were living together or married or something and we
had a kid. And then the door opened and Voldemort was there. It was like I knew he was coming but
at the same time I didn’t. Then I remember telling you to take the boy, Harry I think I said, and
to run. I then like, challenged Voldemort to a duel. I was yelling at him and sending spells and
then he was going to say something and you woke me up,” he said. She nodded in understanding. James
looked at her clearly after putting his glasses on. She looked a mess, her hair was sticking to her
face and her eyes were red and puffy. She looked on the verge of tears. Yet, he had never found her
so beautiful in his life. “What was your dream like?” he asked out of mere curiosity.

“It was along the same lines as yours. Well, I remember running up the stair with ‘Harry’. Then I
heard you yelling at Voldemort. And I got flashes of us all eating dinner together. Then I heard,
then- I heard; James, you died in my dream,” she said.It had been horrific to even dream about, let
alone repeat. He looked at her. Dead? What could this all mean?

“Go on,” he said in a whisper.

“I ran up to a nursery, where he followed. He seemed to want to kill Harry and push me to the side
but I didn’t want this to happen. I stood in front of him, blocking his path to Harry. And then I
woke up. If I’m right, I am sure he killed me too,” she said quietly.

They both sat on his bed, blankly staring at the wall. Lily had begun to cry and James just looked
at her. They sat for over an hour like that. Crying, staring, thinking of all they had taken
in.

“Lily," he said. She looked up at him.

“We have to tell Dumbledore in the morning," he told her. She nodded in agreement, looking him
in the eyes.

“All we can do now is wait for the sun to rise,” James told her.

“Come here,” he said. She pushed herself over to him. They sat in each others arms until they saw
the sun rise from the horizon.


**A/N: I like this one, personally. Please review.**



18. A Friend's Betrayal
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**Chapter 18- A Friend’s Betrayal**

It was night still and little Peter Pettigrew was circled in a room full of the wrong people with
the wrong intentions. He had no idea what had made him come here, he had good friends.

Friends who cared about him, friends who would die for him. But then again, they were all too busy
with their girlfriends to notice him anymore.

Peter’s large watery eyes looked around the room. He was sitting in the Slytherin Common Room, the
only Gryffindor to ever step foot in that room, and was in a chair, with Lucius Malfoy to his right
and Severus Snape to his left. The chairs were aligned in a big circle and the center was clear.
There seemed to be about 100 students sitting in that room.

Finally, Lucius Malfoy stood up and walked to the center of the room. He had a dark cloak on and a
mask covering his face, yet his long silver hair could still be seen.

“Everyone, we all know why we are here. We have a new member wanting to join. Peter Pettigrew
wishes to become a Death Eater in hopes of serving the Dark Lord. Peter, you will be pleased to
know that our Master himself will be present during your so-called christening,” Malfoy said.

He then turned to the large stone fireplace and saw a head emerge from it. Lord Voldemort’s head
was resting in the fire watching all his student recruits.

“Ah, Peter, from Godric Gryffindor’s house I presume? It is so wonderful to have you here. You have
no idea how nice it is to have someone betray that Muggle-loving fool, I mean, yes, it’s nice to
have you here,” Voldemort said in a cold voice. He looked around once more and then rested his eyes
on Peter.

“Bella, would you please properly welcome Mr. Pettigrew to our number?” he sneered at a girl with
dark black hair and heavy lidded eyes.

The girl found the task of drawing a brand from the fire and raising it. She smiled appreciatively
at Voldemort and took Peter’s hand and lifted him from his chair. Malfoy had sat down and was
beginning to watch the scene. Peter looked around nervously, he was beginning to have second
thoughts but knew that if he tried to escape he was well out of his league. What choice did he
have? It’s not like his friends cared what he did anymore. He straightened himself up and saw
Bellatrix Black raise the brand. She pressed it into his pale, white skin. Peter screamed with
pain. He looked down at his left arm and saw a red, skull with a serpent protruding from the mouth.
He grinned down at it. He felt shame in himself but if his friends did not want him in their life,
he would find a new way of life, helping the Dark Lord. He then realized that Voldemort was
sneering at him. He seemed to have a devilish grin on his face as though his plan had succeeded. He
felt great amounts of joy with the arrival of a new Death Eater. Some Death Eaters looked at him
with confusion.

Bellatrix Black was jealous of the measly boy from Gryffindor. Why had her master been so happy
when he had joined? Bella, a pureblood Slytherin had joined and he had not even shown up for the
ceremony, or written or anything. What was so special about this boy? Especially since he was in
Gryffindor. Her master despised Gryffindors and Mudbloods.

Peter looked over at Voldemort. He was ready to speak when the Dark Lord interrupted him before the
words spoke from his mouth.

“Are you ready for the task I am going to give you?” Voldemort asked.

“Task?” Peter asked him cautiously.

“Yes, each Death Eater has a task. It usually involves recruiting more people to join our number.
You on the other hand, are going to be given one of the most crucial tasks ever. It is long-term so
you better be ready to fulfill it or face the consequences,” he sneered.

“Consequences?” Peter managed to say after a long heavy gulp.

“Yes, consequences, boy. Death. If you don’t succeed I must get rid of you, you would be of no use
to us and I would not want to be reminded of your failure every time I set my eyes on you,” the
Dark Lord hissed.

“Oh. I am ready master,” Peter said while thinking ‘what have I gotten myself into’.

“You have gotten yourself into the one thing in your life that people of Slytherin will remember
you by!” Voldemort yelled.

Peter held a look of confusion on his face, how had he known what he was thinking?

“Your task is to tell me the whereabouts of James Potter,” Voldemort said simply.

“James Potter?” Peter asked. Why did Voldemort have to make Peter do the one thing he dreaded to
do? Betraying James was the furthest thing from his mind. All he had wanted was to make some new
friends, not help Voldemort kill James.

“Yes. I have tried to kill off the entire Potter blood line and had nearly succeeded until Potter
and his little Mudblood ran off from me in Hogsmeade. I hear that he will be the one to rob me of
my powers and I don’t want to risk it. I understand that you are friends with him and he trusts
you. So, if you hear about anything James and Dumbledore are plotting or anything unusual, I want
you to tell Lucius or myself,” Voldemort said.

“Yes master,” Peter said glumly.

“I see that you know the way out?” Voldemort said.

Two Death Eaters rose and escorted Peter out of the Common Room. Voldemort told all of his
supported to get to bed. All but Lucius.

“Malfoy, my slippery friend. I see you fulfilled your task. Very good. Recruiting that Peter boy
was the best move you could have made. Thanks to you, James Potter will be history before the end
of the year," Voldemort triumphed to his faithful servant and top follower.

“It was my pleasure master,” Malfoy said.

“Nothing shall get in my way of killing James Potter!” Voldemort announced.

Little did he know, Lily Evans was awaking from a nightmare that happened to have him, Voldemort,
in it.

**A/N: I know, i know. We all hate Peter. Well, all of us with a reasonable rationality and a good
sense of judgment. I am already expecting to read Burn Peter reviews. Just so you know, it
wasn't his intention to kill James. He just was feeling left out and gave in to the Dark Side.
Please leave a review!**



19. Questions
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**Chapter 19 - Questions**

Katy and Remus Lupin had tried to sneak back into the Gryffindor Common Room without being noticed.
It was late, far later than they had intended to come back. They really could not find many words
to say. Katy had experienced her first ‘time’ and Remus felt horrible about it. He didn’t want to
have to have sex with Katy. That’s not what he wanted. He was extremely worried that she thought he
only wanted her for sex. Remus Lupin was just not like that.

When they opened the door to the Common Room, they saw two figures lying asleep on the couch. A
large black mess could be seen hovering over a short red bob of something. ‘Lily and James? Why
aren’t they in their dorms?’ Katy thought. She was slightly embarrassed to be seen coming back into
the common room with her hair messed up and her lip gloss smeared and Remus Lupin right behind her.
She knew that Remus was not the kind of guy to spread rumors, but she thought her first time should
be sacred. Katy glanced over to the couch a little closer, and saw that Lily and James were
sleeping.

Remus looked at them, then to Katy and had a confused expression on his face. He eyes Katy but she
shook her head.

“Why do you think they’re down here?” Remus asked.

“No idea. Don’t they have a Common Room in their dorm?” Katy asked, still looking slightly
bewildered. She was making an attempt to fix her hair. She felt a sigh of relief surge through her
body when she found Lily and James asleep. She walked over to the mirror on the wall and started
fixing her make-up.

“Katy, um, did I? Did I.. did I hurt you?” Remus asked quietly.

“Remy! Is that why you’ve been so quiet? Because you think you hurt me?” Katy asked looking
surprised. She knew she had been right to choose him. She wanted to experience love before death
and was thankful it had been him to relieve her of her virginal ways.

“Well, no, maybe. Actually, kind of. I thought you would hate me after it. Maybe even think I only
liked you for sex and that sex was the only way to stay with me. I am not like that at all,” Lupin
said.

“No, I never thought you were like that. You did not hurt me. I was the one who asked you to do
this for me. It’s not your fault in any way for anything. I love you so much it hurts. I needed to
know that you loved me back,” Katy said.

“I know how you feel. When I saw you unconscious by the lake I was so scared I would lose you. I
was so unhappy we had never gotten into a relationship. I was just so scared about you not liking
me being a werewolf. It would ruin most relationships,” he said.

“I know how it feels to almost die. And now, Lily and James do too. When they came back last night
I felt like if I didn’t fulfill my life to the fullest, I would feel incomplete when I died,” Katy
said, strands of her blonde hair falling into her face.

“Lily and James what?” someone said from the couch. James had woken up and looked half-awake. Lily
was still sleeping, but her light snores were not there.

“We were talking about what happened in Hogsmeade today, I mean yesterday technically,” Remus
said.

“What time is it?” James asked him. He looked slightly alarmed, like he was late for
something

“Um, 4:03,” Katy answered, he handy stop-watch at her wrist.

“Why are you guys up so early?” someone else said. Lily had awoken, her usually perfect red hair a
mess, with a crease in the side where she had been laying on James.

Katy and Remus both looked at each other. Though Lily and James were their best friends, they were
not quite ready to talk about what happened. James looked at them suspiciously when an awkward
silence followed.

“Are you two, um, back-together?” Lily asked.

“Well, technically, we were never together. But yes, we go out,” Katy said as she rolled her eyes.
“And why are you two here anyways?” she asked Lily.

“Long story. Um, James, can we tell them the just of it?” Lily asked her boyfriend.

“I suppose,” he said.

“Well, me and James had like an identical nightmare about Voldemort. And, well, we got up and
talked about it. We think it’s Voldemort trying to mess with our minds, or unlikely, we could be
Seers of some sort. James says it runs in his family but I’m a muggle,” Lily said. She looked to
James while she caught her breathe.

“Oh ok. I’ll say it. Well, we were going to wait for Dumbledore but after about a half an hour, we
got bored. And anxious. So, we headed up to the Owlery to send a message to Professor Dumbledore
saying we needed to speak to him. By that time, we were really quite tired and not wanting to walk
all the way to the Heads Rooms. So we came here,” James said.

He looked at Remus and Katy, seeing the confusion in their eyes. He knew that they would not buy
that they had some ordinary nightmare. Remus, knowing James oh so well, knew when James wasn’t
telling him something. After all, Remus was the first to realize James liked Lily in third
year.

“Ok, I am not going to ask you guys anything else because well, we don’t really want to talk about
anything ourselves. So if you want to just crash in our dorms tonight that’d be-” Remus got cut off
by the opening of the common room picture hole. In came Peter Pettigrew; along with Severus
Snape.

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20. Mixed Emotions
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**Chapter 20-Mixed Emotions**

Lily and James had not been able to see Professor Dumbledore that day. According to Professor
McGonagall, he was away at the Ministry for some trial. Lily was beginning to worry. When they had
needed their Headmaster most he had failed at being there. James trusted Dumbledore with his life
but lately the man had not been living up to his reputation.

Katy and Remus had been watching their friends that day. The Common Room was not it’s usual lively
self. It was almost Halloween, which meant the Masquerade Ball was coming. Usually the students
would be making dates, talking about their dress robes, and bragging about something or another.
Yet, when Remus and Katy looked around they saw a saddened sight. Lily and James were sitting on
the couch they had slept on previously. They hadn’t moved since they went to find Dumbledore. Lily
was on the verge of tears and James was trying to remain strong for the both of them.

Sirius on the other hand had been dating as much as possible since his break-up with Halle. He had
a new girl every day, maybe even every hour. Halle had seen this and shuddered in disgust. Many of
the girls were on their third time around, thinking they were the special one. At the moment,
Sirius was talking to a fifth year blonde in the corner, whispering in her ear.

Halle had not been herself either. She had been just like Sirius before she dated him. Going out
with every guy she could until she was bored with them. She just couldn’t face anyone but Sirius.
She was so in love it hurt her to think about him. She hated him for it and wished he would just
leave. If he was gone her stomach wouldn’t get butterflies when he walked by, her face wouldn’t
turn beat red when she saw him, she wouldn’t have to hide in her dorm to escape the torture. She
wouldn’t have to feel rage and clench her fists every time she saw a new girl on his arm. It had
been her there just a week ago.

Halle ran up to her room. No one would see her in tears. It happened almost daily. She’d begin
thinking of Sirius and then feel the tears force their way from her chocolate eyes.

“What’s that all about?” Remus asked Katy as he saw Halle run up the stairs.

“Not sure. But I think it has something to do with your friend flaunting in front of her. Sirius
just doesn’t get it,” she replied. She looked over at Sirius and cast a look of disgust almost
identical to the one Halle had made previously.

“What do you mean?” Remus asked her alarmed. Sirius was one of his best friends. He didn’t see why
Sirius had to sit around and wait for Halle to come around.

“I mean that she had no choice but to break up with him,” Katy said simply.

“Why? I thought she told him she was in love,” Remus said.

“She was, I mean still is. She didn’t want to get hurt. She was getting threats and she didn’t want
to deal with it anymore,” Katy replied sadly, coming to the aid of her dear friend.

Remus looked at Sirius again and felt no sympathy for him anymore. When Halle had dumped him, Remus
felt bad for Sirius. But now, Sirius was just rubbing it in her face.

“Seriously though, Halle will get over it in a couple hours. But, Lily and James? What’s with
them?” Katy asked. She looked at the two once more. Lily had moved closer to James, tears silently
streaming down. Today was just not anyone’s day.

“They said it was a dream. I really don’t know what could shake them up this much,” Remus
said.

“Well, that whole scene with Peter did not help at all,” Katy stated, remembering the uncomfortable
situation the had previously been in.

“Yeah, true,” he said, reflecting on the scene that had happened earlier.

**- Flashback -**

*“Uh-oh,” Peter said as he looked around and saw James and Remus glaring at him with anger and
shock. Lily and Katy just looked flabbergasted.

What was a Slytherin doing in the Common Room with Peter? And Snape of all the Slytherins?

“Peter, what the hell are you doing?” James screamed. Peter looked from James to Snape and cast
Snape a pleading look.

“Um, well. I was just, um, I was bringing Snape in here so you could finish him off. He met me in
the hall and said he wanted a proper duel,” Peter said. He looked at Snape. Snape cast a look of
pure hatred towards Peter.

Snape couldn’t deny Peter’s lie because then Peter would say where they really were and why they
were there.

“Why would you bring him in the Common Room?” Remus asked.

“I didn’t trust him to show up while I waited for James,” Peter said.

“Snape, what’s got you so antsy to duel me?” James asked. He knew that he and Snape disliked one
another. But James hadn’t even been harassing Snape lately. He had been too busy to do so.

“Potter, why wouldn’t I want to duel you is the better question,” Snape sneered. Hey, he couldn’t
dig stuff up on James but at least he could have some fun dueling Potter. It was like losing a
penny and finding a dollar. It was an added bonus.

“You really want to duel Snivellus?” James asked. He really did not want to duel anymore. He felt
that he didn’t have to anymore.

“God Snape, just leave James alone,” Lily intervened.

“And you Peter, you should be ashamed of yourself. Bringing a Slytherin in here. I should report
you to Dumbledore,” Lily said.

“Lily, it’s ok. Really, we don’t have to report Wormtail. He’s learned his lesson. Sorry, no duel
Snape. Maybe some other time," James said.

“You don’t have to protect him. He’s a big boy,” Katy said.

“No,” Remus said.

“What? Remy, he brought Severus Snape in our Common Room. That is not a good thing. That is the
reason there are separate houses,” Katy replied back.

“I said no. He’ll be fine. Just don’t even think of it next time Peter,” Remus said.

“Snivelly probably forced him too. The slimy git,” James said under his breathe.

“Out,” Lily said. She looked at Snape and pointed to the door.

“Watch it Evans. You and Potter better watch yourself. It might not be me who comes through this
portrait hole with Peter next time,” Snape said as he walked out the portrait hole. Peter looked
nervously at his friends and followed Snape back out.

Katy and Remus looked at each other warily. What had he meant?

James and Lily on the other hand, felt the color drain from their faces. Snape knew. He knew
something. And it fit right in with their dream.*
**-Flashback over-**

The next week passed as fast as it came. The Masquerade Ball was that night and the Common looked
as it was expected to; busy. Lily and James had been too busy preparing to worry about their dream.
They barely saw Dumbledore. They were members of the Order of The Phoenix and they had crucial
information and they hadn’t even had a chance to see Professor Dumbledore.

Lily had gone to Halle and Katy’s dorm to get ready for the Ball. Halle was going with the
Hufflepuff Quidditch Captain Ludo Bagman. It hadn’t been her top choice but he had asked her. Lily
wanted tonight to be a special night between her and James. They hadn’t really had time for romance
with all the drama and whatnot. She wanted to look her best and make sure nothing spoiled their
evening.

The girls went up to the dorms two hours before the dance started in order to do their hair and
makeup and so on. Lily had brushed out her long red hair so that it rested halfway down her back
gently. She hadn’t put too much make-up on because when she was with James, she felt she didn’t
need it. Halle on the other hand had put on large amounts of make-up but she still looked pretty.
She on the other hand had put her long, thick, brown hair into a messy but elegant updo on top of
her head. She had navy blue dress robes and would be wearing a pale blue mask. Katy had pulled her
perfect blonde hair back into an elegant knot and was wearing robes of lavender. They accentuated
her bright blue eyes. She chose a gold mask to top off her outfit. She wanted to look her best for
Remus. Lily had gone all out with her dress robes. She had them specially ordered and sent to
Hogwarts. They were white. But not plain white, white with emerald green cuffs and two gold stars
on the back. She looked like an angel. She put a gold mask on as well.

The three girls walked down the stairs together. James and Remus gasped for air as they saw how
beautiful their dates were. They weren’t the only ones who were in shock. Sirius’s breathe had been
taken away as well. The sixth year brunette he had on his arm was forgotten. His eyes were on
Halle. She felt him staring and refused to look back. Now he could feel the torture she had been
feeling the last couple of weeks.

She walked by Sirius without a mere glance at him. She headed out the doors towards the Great Hall
where she was going to meet her date.

“Lily, you’re so beautiful,” James said as he looked at her once more.

“Thank you,” she whispered. She had turned red. She knew she looked alright but she hadn’t expected
that sort of reaction from him. He looked good as well. He was wearing robes of red. His messy dark
hair was still messy, but seemed right at that moment. His eyes were even more enchanting that
night, they were looking right at Lily’s. He had been holding something in his hand but had
forgotten about it until that moment. It felt as though he was lost in her eyes.

“Oh, I got you something,” he said hastily.

“James, you shouldn’t have,” she said blushing.

He pulled out a slim box. He handed it to her and she accepted it with a quiet “Thank you.” He
wanted to get her something nice. Something she would cherish and remember whom she had gotten it
from.

As she opened the box she saw a slim gold necklace with a lily hanging off of it. It had had the
initials JPLE 4Ever inscribed on the back and now it was Lily’s turn to lose her breathe.

“James, you really shouldn’t have. This must have been expensive,” Lily said, admiring the perfect
gift he had just given her.

“I love you. And no amount of money is more important than that,” he said.

She looked at him. She knew he had changed so much and that is what she loved about him. But at
that moment, it overwhelmed her. James Potter had done so much for her. He changed his whole
persona for her. Well, not changed. He was always a nice guy, but over the past few years, he had
to work and work for her to accept him. She felt a pang of guilt as she looked at the necklace once
more. Words from sixth year were floating through her mind.

-Flashback-

“James Potter, how many times do I have to tell you? I don’t like you, never will like you. Unless
maybe there’s a nice guy in there somewhere. But the one in front of me right now, is not one I
would ever consider dating,” Lily had said.

-Flashback Over-

“There’s more to it," James said. He leaned in towards her and opened the lily. It was a
locket. Inside was a picture of a lily and a stag. It looked beautiful, but it was hand-drawn. Lily
looked closer. The initial JP was scrawled very tiny and very messily in the corner of the drawing.
Lily looked at him.

“James, you did all this for me?” she asked him. It must have taken a long time to draw that
picture for her.

“Yeah,” he said quietly. Lily saw Katy and Remus leave the Common Room waving goodbye to them. She
took James’s hand and led him over to the couch. The Common Room was practically empty by
now.

“Was I really that mean to you James?” she asked him.

“No,” he answered after a few moments.

“I wasn’t?” she asked, surprised. She was embarassed by the way she had treated him.

“Being mean required talking to me,” James said. He wanted to forget their past. Why was she
bringing it up? He knew he hadn’t deserved her last year. Was she changing her mind again?

“James. I am so sorry,” she said, frowning.

“You’re what?” he asked surprised.

“I’m sorry. I don’t think you were the only one who needed to change,” she said quietly. He looked
at her. He raised her head so that her eyes were on his. He whispered ‘I love you’ and then kissed
her gently.

Meanwhile..

“Professor. It’s urgent. Peter Pettigrew and Severus Snape are dueling in the Astronomy Tower,”
Luscious Malfoy said, out of breathe.

“How can that be?” Dumbledore asked.

“Well, Snape wanted a dance with Peter’s date and Peter said no. They both got really jealous and
started going at it. Then Peter started running. You know how disadvantaged he would have been
against Snape,” Malfoy said.

“Get Professor McGonagall and your head of house. Tell them to meet me up there. Then find the Head
Boy and Girl. They should be able to look over the dance while I sort this out,” he said.

“Yes, sir,” Malfoy said.

Malfoy grinned maliciously. It was all going to plan.

Lily and James walked into the Great Hall to see everyone dancing and enjoying themselves.
Dumbledore was nowhere in sight, but this didn’t even phase them.

“May I have this dance?” James asked and kissed Lily’s hand. She giggled. He was so silly.

“Why of course,” she said.

They danced out on the dance floor. Even though it was a masquerade, everyone pretty much knew who
everyone else was. Except the new girl in black satin robes and with a black mask on. Everyone
seemed to be staring at her in one way or another. Everyone except James and Remus. Sirius on the
other hand, was being very rude to his date. He kept looking at Halle. She was paying no attention
to her date but when she saw Sirius looking she acted like he had said the funniest joke on Earth.
Ludo Bagman, being as thick as he is, started laughing because of the heck of it.

Sirius needed to retaliate. His date wouldn’t make Halle jealous. But if he danced with the new
girl, maybe she would see how desirable he was.

Sirius started walking over to the new girl. She was in the middle of the Hall and was dancing with
a guy Sirius didn’t recognize.

‘Probably a Slytherin. They’re all shady, never can tell them apart.’ he thought.

“Um excuse me beautiful, can I cut it?” Sirius asked in his voice he thought was sexy.

The girl turned around and just grinned.

“That would be Bella to you cousin,” the girl said.

Sirius’s face turned to disgust and he screamed. The guy she was standing next to became more and
more familiar to Sirius. His eyes widened in horror.

“JAMES! GET LILY AND RUN!” Sirius screamed.

Lord Voldemort had found his way into Hogwarts.

**
A/N: Just so you know, at this point in my life, while I was writing this story, I seemed to enjoy
cliffhangers. I know, I was a mean kid. For some reason, I got more responses. So, I won't
laugh evilly. Please review.**



21. Picking Lilies
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**Chapter 21-Picking Lilies**

*Previously..*

“JAMES! GET LILY AND RUN!” Sirius screamed.

Lord Voldemort had found his way into Hogwarts.

………….

James, who had been looking into Lily’s eyes, turned his head towards Sirius’s voice. Voldemort?
What was he doing here? He felt Lily drop his hand and reach for her wand, which was in her robe
pocket. James did as well.

Then, he saw him and a chill went up his spine. Voldemort had Sirius by the collar and was staring
straight at James.

“LET HIM GO, VOLDEMORT!” James bellowed.

Just then, James heard a soft scream to his right and saw that Bellatrix had managed her way
towards them. She had Lily trapped.

“Let her go Bella!” James screamed. It was a trap. He knew it, but there was no way around
it.

“And have the Dark Lord kill my unworthy cousin? Certainly,” Bellatrix snarled.

“Save the girl or save you friend. What to choose Mr. Potter?” Voldemort said.

“What do you want from me?” James asked desperately.

Voldemort grinned. James had said the magic words.

“Join my ranks James. Become a Death Eater. See how your power will come to use. Don’t let
Dumbledore contain such a threat in this school. Join me,” Voldemort said.

James didn’t even have to contemplate his choice.

“No,” he said simply.

“Well, I figured as much. It was worth a shot.”

“What do you really want?”

“Well, I say we have a little duel. Match the powers of James Potter, the legacy of Hogwarts, to
the great Lord Voldemort,” Voldemort sneered.

“Dumbledore will be here any minute. Then who’s the duel going to be between?” James said
smartly.

“I happen to know that Dumbledore is nowhere near us. Good try though. If you want your girlfriend
back, you’ll just have to find me,” Voldemort sneered.

A giant crow came bursting through the window. Bellatrix began running at full speed, dragging Lily
behind her. Sirius was putting up a good fight with Voldemort. James ran towards Lily, trying to
keep up. He’d had a bad head start and Bellatrix was out of sight. Suddenly, the black crow dove
into the crowd and Lily and Bellatrix were pulled onto it. Voldemort was in the middle of the
crowd. He dropped Sirius and jumped onto the bird.

“See you soon Potter,” Voldemort said as he flew out of the Great Hall.

James was left in shock. Lily was gone. Why had he left Sirius?

James ran over to Sirius and saw that Sirius was holding his head.

“What did he do to you Padfoot?” James asked.

“Said some weird spell. Like ‘Occlumens’. Do you know what that was about? All I know is that I
keep seeing some graveyard and a tombstone with the name Tom Riddle. No idea who that is. But, why
am I talking? We need to find Lily., Sirius said.

“That’s it! Tom Riddle is Voldemort’s real name. Tom Riddle must be his dad. He must have Lily
there. We need to get there. Does anyone know how to make a Portkey?” James asked. No one same
forward. Everyone was too in shock to say words. Where were all the Professors? Why hadn’t they
done anything?

“I know how to Prongs,” Remus said quietly.

“You do? Oh my god, Moony. Thanks. I am going to need it when I go. Find something to make it
into,” James said frantically.

“You mean we’re going to need it when we go,” Sirius said firmly.

“What?” James asked staring at Sirius.

“You really don’t think we’re going to let you go alone and die. We’re all Lily’s friend and if
someone messes with her, they mess with us,” Halle said defiantly.

“Yeah,” Katy said.

“Katy, Halle, Sirius? Are you all sure you want to do that?” James asked.

“Yes,” they all said.

“Moony? You up for it?” Sirius asked.

“Yes,” Remus replied.

“Well, it’s now or never,” James said as he got in a circle with the other four. Remus held his
mask in front of them. They all touched it and felt their feet lift off the ground, to a place
James was sure he didn’t want to go.

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22. Twice Defied
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**Chapter 22-Twice Defied**

Lily had been knocked unconscious for about an hour. She looked around and tried to figure where
she was. She sat in a cell, it was dark and she had no idea where she was. The last thing she
remembered was flying on the great, giant crow, Voldemort called Barty. Then, Bellatrix had put
some sort of spell on her and taken her wand. Now, here she was sitting in a cell, alone. Wait, she
wasn’t alone. There was someone else sitting in a corner.

A girl, around her age, was sitting in a corner. She had huge glasses, magnifying her already
bugged out eyes. Lily recognized the girl. It was Sybll Trelawney, the girl who claimed she was a
Seer.

What is she doing here?, thought Lily.

Lily walked over to the girl, who was muttering to herself. When Sybll saw Lily approach her, she
jumped up and glared her bug-like eyes at her.

“Leave me alone. Leave me alone, back away,” Sybll said.

“Sybll?” Lily asked fearfully.

“What do you want? We’re going to rot and die here, so I’d rather not talk to anyone right now,”
Sybll said. She eyed Lily warily.

“How long have you been here? When did he take you?” Lily asked.

“Well, I am not quite sure how long I have been here, but he took me when I was shopping in Diagon
Alley for school supplies. My mother was off getting drunk in the Leaky Cauldron. See how much I’m
missed? Looks like no one knew I even left,” she said. Tears were filling the girls eyes.

“Why did he take you? I mean, what do you have that he could possibly want?” Lily asked her.

“Well, I really didn’t know at first. I mean, I am a Fifth Year Gryffindor who is not good at
anything except Divination. What could he possibly want with me? But really, it had to do with
Divination. He knew my grandmother was a Seer and that she made a prophecy about him rising, way
back when. Turns out she was right.”

“What does this have to do with you?”

“Well, one night, in Fourth Year, I guess I went into a sort of trance. I really don’t remember
this, but I was on a date, with that Sixth Year boy Severus Snape. Well, Seventh year now. He said
I sort of tripped out and began saying all these things about the Potter family. I don’t know the
exact words, I don’t even know if I even mentioned the Potters. But I said something about the
Ministry’s top Aurors being his downfall, and their offspring being the result of his downfall. Not
quite sure.”

“Why didn’t you tell anyone? Why didn’t you tell Dumbledore? You do realize that Voldemort is after
me and my boyfriend now?” Lily said. She was beyond the frustration point. This silly girl is the
reason we are stuck here, she thought in anguish.

“I don’t care about what happens to James, personally. I happen to be in love with him, but not
once did he ever ask me out. Not once. When I did profess my love to him, he told me to stop
stalking him. Just because I told him I had a vision of us getting married does not mean I am a
stalker!” Sybll said. Lily was a little freaked out. If that wasn’t a true vision, maybe the one
about the Potter family wasn’t either!

“Well, I don’t know how we’re going to get out, but I am going to find a way. I am going to need
your help,” Lily said. Sybll just sat in the corner she was seated in.

“There’s no way out. I have been here for two months. You think I haven’t tried to escape? There
are Death Eaters surrounding the house we’re in and Voldemort has soundproofed the house we’re in.
No one can hear us, we have no wands, and there is no way of communicating with anyone,” Trelawney
said.

“Aren’t you a little ray of sunshine?” Lily said sarcastically.

If I have to be trapped with anyone until I die it sure as hell wouldn’t be her. How are we going
to get out of here???, she asked herself.

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“VOLDEMORT! WHERE IS SHE?” James roared, after arriving at the dark, empty graveyard. He saw no one
around him. He was yelling at thin air.

“Did we get here before he did?” Halle asked.

“Maybe he sent us to the wrong place! Maybe he trapped that image in Sirius’s head to send us on a
wild goose chase!” Katy said frantically. Remus hugged her shoulders tightly, looking around.

“No, he wants to kill me. He would not send me somewhere he doesn’t want me to go. I am the key to
his downfall. Or at least that’s what Dumbledore said. Why else would Lily and I be having those
nightmares?” James asked, still looking for a sign of life.

“Nightmares? What nightmares?” Sirius asked.

“Never mind. It’s not important,” James said.

“Yes it is! Why didn’t you tell me? Or better yet, did you tell Dumbledore?” Sirius asked. Halle
was looking at James with the same anger.

“Dumbledore wasn’t there for us. Just as he’s not here for us now, just as he wasn’t here for us
during Hogwarts. We need to find Lily, at least until Voldemort decided to show his face,” James
said. Katy had been wandering off into the night. She had seen a building, not too far away. There
were no lights, but she was almost certain that Lily was in there.

“Psst, Remus! Remus!” Katy whispered.

“What?” he asked.

“I think they’re in there,” Katy said.

“James! We think we found them.” Remus called.

James rushed over with Sirius and Halle by his side. He looked down the hill, to the house Katy and
Remus were running to. He ran fully speed, down the hill, trying to keep his balance. He then heard
voices.

“They’re getting away! Master, they’re going to the hide-out!” a woman’s voice said. Sirius turned
around. It was Bellatrix, his evil cousin.

“Damn,” he muttered under his breathe. Halle had been running but tumbled down the hill. Sirius
watched, trying to catch up with her. James was already to the house, and was running inside.
Sirius stopped, and helped Halle up. She screamed. There were three Death Eaters running towards
them, with Lord Voldemort by their side. The giant, black crow was flying through the sky, towards
the house.

“Stupefy! Stupefy! Impedimenta! Protego!” Sirius yelled. He was cursing as much as he could without
looking back. Halle was to her feet, running to the house.

“Expelliarmus!” Sirius yelled. He had hit one Death Eater. The wand came to his hand. He heard a
woman swear. He had Bellatrix’s wand. Score!

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James had reached the house, which he believed to be the Death Eaters hide out. Remus and Katy had
gone in, using Alohamora. James rushed into the open, back door and sealed the door on his way in.
“Colloportus,” he muttered. The door sealed itself, that should buy some time.

He made his way through the house, waiting to hear Lily’s soft screams calling out his name. Yet,
he heard nothing. He had checked the entire downstairs without seeing Remus or Katy. They must be
upstairs, he thought. He made his way up the dusty, creaking stairs and looked around. There were
about ten doors, and he heard Remus and Katy’s voices in one of them.

“Are they in there?” James asked.

“No, Prongs, keep checking,” he heard Moony’s voice say.

“Flagrate,” James said. He saw an orange X appear on the smallest door in the corner of the
hallway. The door was locked. He muttered Alohamora, but found that the door didn’t budge.

How am I supposed to get in here?, he wondered.

“Remus, do you have the pocket knife?” James asked.

Lupin emerged from one of the rooms, carrying a odd shaped knife. The Marauders often used Sirius’s
handy lock breaking knife to enter new rooms in Hogwarts. He handed James the knife and called for
Katy that they had found the room. The blonde came out of a room, out of breathe.

“What happened?” Remus asked her.

“Some bird thing flew through the window. I only just got away,” Katy said. The door was moving,
looking as though it was about to budge. James moved towards it. “Colloportus,” he muttered. The
door stilled.

“I have a feeling that, that crow is a Death Eater. An illegal Animagus, just like us,” James
said.

“Moment of truth,” he said, ready to open the door, awaiting the danger that lay ahead.

“How is Sirius holding all of them off?” Remus asked.

“You don’t put enough faith in Sirius, Moony. He is one of the best wizards I ever met,” James
said. He then pushed open the door, after using the pocket knife.

It was a dark room and there was a cell inside of it. There appeared to be two people in the cell,
speaking, but making no sound. James recognized one of them to be Lily. He figured that Voldemort
had put a silencing charm on the cell. He muttered the counter curse.

“James!” Lily screamed, seeing her boyfriend outside of the cell.

“Hold on, Lils, we’re going to get you out of this," he said, hoping his own words were
true.

He pulled the pocket knife out, once more, unlocking the cell. Lily walked through, as well as
another girl, who James recognized as Sybll Trelawney.

“Sybll? What are you doing here?” James asked.

“Long story," Lily answered for her. The two girls stepped out, wandless and eyed the room.
Where are all the Death Eaters, surely Voldemort would have put more security on them than a simple
lock.

“Where are all the Death Eaters?” Lily asked.

“There were none here. They’re all out with Sirius and Halle. Oh God! We need to go and help them.
Remus, as soon as we get outside, can you make a Portkey to Hogwarts, in Dumbledore’s office. Katy,
Lily, and Sybll, you guys follow me. We’ll find you wands," James said.

He led them all down the stairs and out the door.

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There, Sirius and Halle, were hiding from Voldemort and the Death Eaters. They had been blended in
to match their surroundings, using a Disillusionment Charm. James didn’t see either of them when he
walked out the door, instead he saw a large crow on top of the hill, in front of Voldemort.

Sirius cast the counter-charm and they came into focus. He held out an extra wand and gave it to
Lily.

“Thanks Sirius," Lily said.

“What’s going on?” James asked.

“Well, they lost us, because we cast a Disillusionment Charm and they tried to get into the house
but couldn’t. What did you use on that anyway?” Halle asked, looking at James.

“The door blocking charm. You can’t get into a room if that door had been locked up. Why didn’t
they just try the front door?” James asked.

“Apparently, the front door was caved in. Plus, none of them wanted to Apparate, bunch of lazy
arses if I do say so myself, so they were basically waiting for you to come out so they could duel.
We should just get out of here, now. Before they do see you," Halle said.

“That man killed my parents, and my grandparents! I can’t just sit and watch him escape
again," James said.

“What do you suggest we do?” Katy asked.

“Fight,” Sirius said, with a vengeance in his eyes.

“We’re outnumbered," Lily said.

“I fought one of the short, chubby ones. We can take him. Bellatrix is another story. I think
Malfoy is under there too. Maybe Snape as well," Sirius said.

“Well, Remus is getting a Portkey ready. Let me handle Voldemort, give him some satisfaction of
dueling against me, and you guys take the others. When I say 'Now', we all rush over to
Moony and get the hell out!” James said.

“Are you with me?” he asked, seeing their apprehensive faces.

“Yes,” they all muttered.

“Then let’s go,” he said. They all ran over to Voldemort, Lily and James running side by side,
ready to fight Voldemort for the second time. This time, they were ready to win.


**A/N: Please review. I have some shocking chapters coming up. We're getting to the better
chapters in my story. I look back at this writing and I’m a bit ashamed. Someday I’ll rewrite it,
but until then, this’ll have to do.**



23. No Mercy
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**Chapter 23- No Mercy**

Voldemort grinned at the sight of fresh prey. There was a Mudblood, a Werewolf, two girls with no
distinct qualities, a Seer, a Black, and his downfall. He laughed with delight.

“These are the almighty heroes who are going to kill me? Bella, do you really think that these
inexperienced Seventh Year students are going to vanquish the great and powerful Lord Voldemort?”
Voldemort said.

Bellatrix cast her eyes on her cousin who was running next to a pretty girl with dark hair. She
then looked at Voldemort and waited for his instructions. She was wandless and he knew it.

Voldemort provided Bellatrix with a conjured wand and looked ahead at the approaching teenagers.
There’s seven more to add to his Death count.

James was running by Lily and he saw the look of determination upon her face. They couldn’t back
down now. He had made it personal.

“Stupefy,” James yelled, his wand pointed directly at Voldemort’s heart. Sirius was looking at the
hooded Death Eaters, trying to distinguish who Severus Snape was.

Voldemort rejected James’s stunning spell and laughed.

“Potter, you’re going to have to do better than that. You can’t tell me that you haven’t even tried
the killing curse,” Voldemort said.

“Sorry Tom. Can’t say I have, but if you would like to be my test dummy, I’d feel free to practice
on you,” James said.

James heard a series of spells being cast. It was him and Voldemort. Voldemort seemed to be holding
back, waiting for the right moment to cast his kill. James felt a fire in his eyes that burned deep
down to his heart. His parents were dead and this man was the reason they were.

“AVADA KEDAVRA,” James yelled, sending a killing curse, his first, Voldemort’s way.

“Very impressive Mr. Potter. You have a knack for the Unforgivables. But if you want to try once
more, it would be great fun to dodge it.”

“Voldemort, you really want to know what James Potter can do? Well, now’s your chance because I am
not going to let you kill everyone I love.” James said.

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“Little girl want to come and play with big ol’ Bella?” Bellatrix sneered at Halle. Halle did not
know what came over her to fight Bellatrix, Lily was stronger than her, but she had an instinct
that this woman was going to kill Lily if she could.

“No, but I do want to tear your ass up,” Halle said. She began sending spells of red and gold
Bellatrix’s way.

“You’re not ready to be in the major leagues. I think we should send you back to the minor
leagues," Bella said. “Crucio!!” she yelled.

Halle only had one thought in her head and that was Save Lily and James, before she hit the ground
in pain. The pain would not stop. Eventually, she felt herself black out. That was the last Sirius
saw of the true Halle Douglas.

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“NOOOO!!!!!!!!” Sirius roared.

He flung himself over to Halle’s limp body. She was still breathing but barely. Remus was in combat
with a short, fat, Death Eater. The same Death Eater Sirius had easily took on.

A rush of panic fled through Sirius. Halle could never wake up!

She can’t go. I am not done with her yet!, he thought.

Tears burned the cheeks of Sirius, when he looked up and saw that Bellatrix was going to sneak up
on Lily, who was fighting a tall cloaked Death Eater.

“Oh no you don’t,” Sirius said. He picked up Halle’s wand as well as his own and sent as many
curses he could mutter towards Bellatrix. She looked up in surprise when a sharp pain fled through
her chest.

“Sirius,” she muttered when she fell. Bellatrix was breathing heavier than Halle but was not in
condition to wake up.

“Voldemort you piece of shit! It’s you who does this to people. My cousin may have actually turned
out decent. For all I know she could be under the Imperius Curse. I highly doubt it,” Sirius
roared. It all traced back to Voldemort.

James gave Sirius a look while dodging a curse sent from Tom Riddle himself. Voldemort paused, wand
still raised, to see who was speaking badly about him.

“Mr. Black? You really think that I can’t do the same thing that Bella did to your little friend
over there? I could, but watching you die would be more enjoyable,” Voldemort said.

“Padfoot, let me handle him," James whispered.

“No, he basically killed Halle. He killed her thoughts and dreams and hopes. She’s gone Prongs. She
is gone. And now, he should get what he deserves,” Sirius said.
.
“AVADA KEDAV-” Sirius began to say until James rammed into him. They rose together.

“Sirius, run towards Remus. We need to get Halle some help,” James said, before sending more curses
towards Voldemort. He cast a shielding charm and ran towards Lily.

“Crucio,” he said to the Death Eater she was fighting. Lily looked at him in surprise.

“Just run! SYBLL, MAKE A PORTKEY TO ST MUNGOS!” James shouted. Katy and Sybll had been fighting the
gigantic bird, who had transformed into Barty Crouch, a boy who had just graduated from Hogwarts.
Barty lay stunned on the ground. Voldemort was now dueling with Lily, who had not taken James’s
advice.

James had reached Sybll with Remus and Sirius when he realized Lily was missing. All of them were
ready to leave but James was not leaving without her.

“IMPERIO,” he yelled at Lily. She was taken aback but was straightened and looked towards James.
Her wand lay forgotten on the ground.

“I command you, Lily Evans to run as fast as you can towards me,” James said. Voldemort grinned, my
time will come. He was outnumbered, his Death Eaters lay on the ground. Lily began running full
speed towards James, and Voldemort was going to hex her to stop but James got in the way.

“Expelliarmus! Accio Wand.”

Two wands flew into James’ hand. He dropped Voldemort’s, muttered the counter curse to Lily, and
handed her, her wand. Sirius had retrieved Halle’s body and was waiting to touch the Portkey to get
to St. Mungos.

They felt their bodies fall forward into darkness.

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“Healer Lupin, is she going to be ok? She will live right?” Sirius asked Remus’s father. He was a
Healer and was called in for emergency to St. Mungos to treat Halle.

All six of them were in the waiting room as Halle had been slid into Spell Damage.

“I’m afraid Sirius, that she is going to be permanently damaged. She may never recover. The best we
can hope for is a little case of Amnesia. The truth is, she will most likely be considered insane.
Whoever sent that spell at her had true feeling," Healer Lupin said.

Lily and Katy were crying into each others arms and Sirius was holding back all emotion with as
much force as he could muster. Remus sat with his hands on his head and James was watching his best
friend die inside.

Sirius would never be the same again. James could not imagine switching places with Sirius and
seeing Lily lose her mind. It would tear him up inside.

“Padfoot, come sit down. There is nothing we can do until she wakes up,” James said. He knew Sirius
would not come and sit down. James had never had a relative or friend who was sent to Spell Damage.
Usually, the worst cases go there because there is nothing anyone can do to help them.

“Prongs, I love her, and now she’ll never know.” Sirius said.

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The white hospital room was silent, except for the faint breathing of Halle and the new approaching
footsteps of Sirius. The Healers had okayed his visit with Halle. Lily and Katy had wanted to come
but James had interfered, casting them glares clearly saying Leave them alone for a few
minutes.

Sirius could not bear to think that his Sleeping Beauty might never wake up herself again. Her mind
would never think the way it used to and he could never tell her how pretty she was and how much he
loved everything about her without her not comprehending it.

Sirius was letting the tears flow once more. He never thought he would ever cry for a girl, it
wasn’t something guys did, but Halle had a different effect on him. He had looked in Hogsmeade one
week at rings, but had not gotten the courage to go through with it. Now, he regretted it.

He walked slowly up to the bed, and saw that Halle was breathing softly and barely moving. Sirius
leaned closer to touch her hand.

“Halle, why did you have to do this to me babe? I don’t know how I am going to manage life without
you at Hogwarts. The thought of you living in St Mungo’s forever terrifies me. I wanted to get
married and spend my life with you and now, I don’t think I ever will do any of those things. I
don’t think I could bear to have children and marry someone else. I would always look for the
Halle-ness in them. But, no one would ever have that but you,” he said to her.

Her eyes were rolling in her head slowly. It was as though she were awake but she could not open
her eyes or speak with her mouth. Sirius knew she was listening.

“I love you Halle Douglas and if I need to visit you every chance I can, I will. I won’t give up on
you,” Sirius said. Her breathing kept consistent, but the monitor beside her showed her heart
beating faster and faster.


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24. Spirit Broken
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**Chapter 24:Spirit Broken**

*True hearts conquer time
At the second you fall in love
Running as a young person
Arms outstretched for another*

Two weeks had passed since the group’s fight against Voldemort. This time, they were saddened to
say that one had been injured. The school had been shocked to hear of Halle’s condition and many of
the teachers burst to tears when they heard the news. Dumbledore had been clear in stating his
deepest regards to friends and family of Halle Douglas. James didn’t think that Dumbledore was
being apologetic enough. Voldemort had gotten into Hogwarts right underneath Dumbledore’s nose and
Dumbledore was not apologizing himself for what happened to Halle. Partly, he was
responsible.



Sirius was sitting in Transfiguration, Halle’s empty seat beside him. The outside looked so
tempting. Why didn’t he just get up and fly away? Hogwarts reminded him too strongly of
Halle.

“Mr. Black, can you please demonstrate how you would transfigure your desk into a raccoon?”
Professor McGonagall asked.

“I could, but it really doesn’t matter to me anymore,” Sirius replied.

“Sirius Black! Transfiguration is very important to your life outside of Hogwarts. Surely that
matters to you,” Professor McGonagall retorted, the volume of her voice heightening slightly.

The entire class was looking at Sirius. Lily and James stared sympathetically. Katy had started to
cry, Remus sat holding her.

“Not really, Minerva. You know what? I am about ready to just leave this place. I am hanging on a
thread and guess what? You’re about to break it. I am sick of this place,” Sirius said.

“Really, now? You think you can just talk to a teacher like that?” McGonagall asked.

“Why, yes I do. I could be sitting with Halle right now, but I am stuck sitting in your boring
class, wasting my talent. I could be out there fighting right now!” Sirius said, his voice
raising.

“Calm down, Padfoot,” James whispered.

“No, Prongs. I'm not calming down. What is the point of learning all this? Really? If everyone
is going to die, why sit and wait for it to happen?” Sirius said.

“I will not tolerate you speaking like that in my presence, Mr. Black. See me after class,"
McGonagall said.

“Now you’re in for it,” James mumbled.

“Turn around, Mr. Potter. Would you care to demonstrate how you would transfigure your desk?”

“Why, certainly Ma’am,” James said. Lily rolled her eyes. James could be so obnoxious at
times.

Sure enough, James successfully transfigured his desk into a raccoon.

When class was over, Sirius strode over to Professor McGonagall’s desk.

“What’s this about, McGonagall?” Sirius asked.

“Well, Mr. Black, this is about your friend Halle. I understand you two never got along. That is,
until recently. You two grew close didn’t you?” she asked him.

Sirius nodded.

“What has happened has happened. There is no way you can fix it. She was one of my favorite
students and now she is gone. I understand somewhat of how you are feeling. Don’t blame
yourself.”

“I wasn’t, I was blaming the whole system,” Sirius said.

“The system that has created some of the most successful witches and wizards there are? Many of us
feel safe in our beds knowing those type of people are out there fighting evil. I happen to believe
that you will be one of those people, Mr. Black. That is, if you finish your education and grow
up,” McGonagall said.

Sirius stepped back. Had he just been given a reality check by Minerva McGonagall?

“Think about that Sirius. I’ll see you tomorrow in class?” she asked him.

“Yes Professor,” he replied.



“James, do you think that what we have is real?” Lily asked.

“What makes you ask that?” he asked her.

“Well, this whole thing with Halle is sort of making me think. How long have we been going out? Um,
around a month. And we already said that we love each other. Don’t you think we’re going too fast?
I mean, look at how Sirius feels because he rushed into a relationship with Halle,” Lily
commented.

“If you love someone, it’s not going to just go away. Sirius and Halle weren’t even going out when
she well, you know. I think it would be harder in Sirius’ situation. Look what happened. He
hesitated and now he can’t fix it. He’s going to spend his whole life wondering what happened,”
James said.

They were in the Heads' Common Room, sitting on the couch, thinking, as they did a lot that
year.

“I don’t know if I can do this anymore, James. I don’t spend enough time with my friends because I
am doing homework, Heads duty and spending my free time with you. I didn’t even have proper time
with Halle before she got sent to St. Mungos. We saw each other in battle, that’s it. We barely
spoke. I didn’t get to talk to her beforehand, I didn’t get to spend time joking around or hanging
out. She was an amazing person and I don’t think I could handle not being with my friends for a guy
anymore. Katy and Halle mean too much to me,” Lily said.

James looked at her in shock.

“What are you doing?” James asked.

“I can’t go out with you anymore. I think I am going to go sleep in Katy’s dorm so I won’t have to
think about you. I’m sorry, James,” Lily said, her eyes strong and steady.

*What? I saved her life and she breaks up with me?*, James thought.

“But Lily, can’t we work this out? You have no idea what you mean to me. I love you,” James
said.

“We’re seventeen. Do you really think we end up with our Hogwarts sweethearts? I need to spend my
life the way I want to before it’s too late. Voldemort’s at his peek and I don’t think I could
handle another thing like this happening,” Lily called from her room. She was holding back the
tears, she was the one who broke up with him, she shouldn’t be crying.

She emerged from her room carrying her belongings. She was at the Portrait hole when she whispered,
“Goodbye, James.”

“Lily,” James said to the closing door. She didn’t turn back.

“DAMN! First Halle, now Lily’s breaking up with me. DAMN VOLDEMORT!” he screamed. He sat down on
the couch and clenched his fists. He went to fetch his invisibility cloak. Good old Moony deserved
a visit.



“Um, Remus can I borrow Katy from you. I need a little girl time,” Lily said, eyes bloodshot,
cheeks red from crying.

“No problem, Lil,” he said. Katy thanked him silently and followed Lily up the stairs.



“What happened, Lils?” she asked.

“I broke up with James,” Lily said, grabbing Kleenex from Molly King’s bed.

“Oh, Lily honey, why’d you go and do that?” Katy asked. The whole dorm of girls came to sit on
Halle’s old bed where the two girls were seated.

“You know why I did it! We never spend time together anymore. I didn’t spend half as much time as I
wanted with Halle before she got hurt. I need to spend more time with the ones I really care
about,” Lily said.

“And that doesn’t include James?” Molly asked.

“Lily, you love James Potter. I know you do. You may think that this is only a school girl ‘like’,
but guess what? You’re in seventh year! You have to find a man somewhere! This doesn’t mean forget
about Halle or me or even the other girls in the dorm, but giving up on James? I’ve never known you
to take the easy way out. But you know what, it’s your choice," Katy said.

“Katy, are you mad at me?” Lily asked.

“Why would I be, Lils? You know I love you. We’re sisters, even if you did the worst thing possible
I would still be by your side. You know that. I just feel bad for poor James too. He loves you so
much. But, if you think you two aren’t meant to be, then I will back your decision,” Katy
said.

“Oh, I love you Katy. You are so sweet. Thanks for not being mad at me. Do you think Remus will
be?” Lily asked, still sniffling from her crying.

“I can almost guarantee it. That’s his best friend you just dumped. But Remus is very forgiving and
has known you too long to give up on you. Maybe James will feel the same way.”

“I don’t think I can even look at him anymore. It reminds me that Voldemort wants to kill me.
Voldemort killed my mother, and now, I am thinking my father and sister are next,” Lily said.

Molly King said goodbye to Lily and walked off with Emmeline Vance to the Common Room. She leaned
in to Em and whispered, “She just made the worst mistake of her life.”



“Moony! Let’s go to Hogsmeade. Or better yet, we could go prank some Slytherins! You in? We need to
find Wormtail and Padfoot! Marauders united once again!” James said, bursting into the Common
Room.

“Prongs, are you ok? You haven’t been this excited since Sixth Year,” Remus said. He had just seen
Katy and Lily walk off and he was wondering what Lily was so upset about.

“Never better. Come on, we need to get moving. Maybe we could charm their food for tomorrow. I know
some of the House elves in the kitchens, they could help,” James said, excitedly.

“Calm down. We can go find Sirius. Peter’s in the dorm. I can go get him if you’d like,” Remus
said.

“Sure, but hurry up, ok? I want to get lots of pranks in, maybe we could sneak out and play a game
of Quidditch, even though we’re not allowed. That’s never stopped the Marauders before. We could
put a hex on them to make them sing the National Anthem non stop…” James continued on and on, not
even noticing that Remus had gone to go get Peter.

Remus and Peter came down the stone steps and heard James still babbling on and on about
pranks.

“I told you, he’s a little off the wall right now. We’ll find out what happened. Gotta go find
Padfoot first though,” Remus whispered to Peter.

“Prongs? Hello, no one was listening,” Peter said.

James looked up, he looked pale, his dark hair even messier than usual, as though he had been
ruffling it again. Molly King and Emmeline Vance came down the stairs whispering and saw
James.

James’s hand immediately flew to his hair and he said, “Hello ladies!”

They whispered more and gave him a disgusted look. Remus looked at his friend.

“Come on Prongs, we need to find Padfoot and have a little chat. Then maybe we can think of
pranking some Slytherins,” Remus said.

He was of course lying about the pranks but felt James wouldn’t come with them unless he thought
they were going to do something fun.

“Accio Map,” Peter said. The Marauders Map flew into his hand and they were off. The Invisibility
Cloak barely fit over them.

The map showed that Sirius was pacing inside the Room of Requirement. The three of them saw a
handle and they opened it to find Sirius sitting down on a single couch that was in the middle of
the room.

“What exactly did you need?” Peter asked curiously. Who would want a couch?

“I needed a place to think,” Sirius said briefly.

“Well Padfoot, our dear friend Prongsie wants to go and have an adventure,” Remus said.

“What spurred this?” Sirius said.

“Prongs, come sit down. I have to ask you something. And if you say what I think you’re going to
say I will think you’re the biggest jerk. Did you dump Lily?” Remus said.

“No,” James said.

“We should go in the forest. I bet Hagrid would let us borrow Fang. That’d be great, see what we
could find in there,” James said.

“Oh my god, you did. You jerk, how could you do that?!?” Sirius yelled, he pinned James against the
wall. James returned a look of hate.

“I told you I didn’t,” James said through gritted teeth.

“Why were you checking out Molly and Emma then? Why did you all of a sudden clear your calendar for
the Marauders? Why was Lily crying when she came into the Common Room?” Remus asked.

“She dumped me! Ok, you got me to say it, she dumped me. She doesn’t love me, she wants nothing to
do with me, and she pretty much made it clear she wants to completely forget about me. There Moony,
you got what you wanted,” James said, he walked over to sit on the couch.

“Sorry man. I was just mad because I thought you of all people would know not to let a good thing
go after what happened to Halle,” Sirius said.

“Well, I told Lily that but she had her mind set on dumping me. I don’t even know what sparked her
to do it,” James said.

“You know we’re here for you Prongs,” Peter said.

“Thanks you guys. I am so lucky to have friends like you. I know you would never turn your backs on
me. You’re like my brothers,” James said. Peter avoided eye contact with James from then on.


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25. Prongs Troubles
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**Chapter 25-Prongs Troubles**

*True hearts conquer all tears
Just like water on the beach
Changing with each direction
As you attempt to scamper off*



“Hi James.”

“Single again? I’m around.”

“Hi Potter, you know where to reach me.”

“Hey James-”

“Geez, back off will you! I’ve been single for about a week. Are all you girls that desperate for a
guy?” James said, finally frustrated. This had been going on all week, the girls of Hogwarts seemed
to have a kick in their hormones because all week James was being hit on.

“No, James, I was just telling you that you dropped your quill,” a girl said. She had a short bob
of blonde hair and soft, brown eyes.

“Oh, I’m sorry about that. It’s just that some of these girls are really annoying me. Thanks for
the quill. Who’re you by the way?” he asked her.

The girl blushed. *James Potter, THE James Potter was talking to her!*

“Oh, I’m Fawn Daniels,” she said to him.

“What year are you in? I haven’t seen you around before,” James said, surely he would have seen
such a pretty seventh year somewhere before.

“I’m in fifth year Ravenclaw.” Fawn told him, still blushing.

“Ravenclaw? Well that might be why I haven’t seen you before. Well, thanks again, and I’ll see you
around,” James said.

“Yeah, see you around!” she called after him. Her friends, Jamie and Morgan, were NOT going to
believe that the Head Boy said he’d see her around. She let out a triumphant squeal. Luckily, James
was already down the hall when she did this. A very annoyed Head Girl was passing by Fawn and had a
spare moment to roll her eyes at this girl.

“Kids,” Lily muttered.



“So Prongs, you ready to get back in the game or what?” Sirius asked.

“I think so, I already have my eye on a few lucky ladies. It’s so great being single again, no one
to tie me down or nag me anymore. It’s great,” James said a little too loud in Charms. Lily was
sitting behind him and Sirius and she could feel her face growing hot.

“So how about you, Sirius? Any ladies?” James asked.

“No, man. I have special permission from McGonagall to go visit Halle though,” Sirius said
quietly.

“That’s great Sirius,” James said.

“Yeah I guess. I don’t think I’ll be the same. It’s been a while and I still think she’s off on
vacation somewhere.” Sirius said.



The weeks between had passed as quickly as they had came. Before they knew it, it was time to plan
another ball. The start of December and the first layer of snow had came and welcomed the students
at Hogwarts. Hagrid could be seen throwing snowballs merrily at a bunch of First and Second Years
and Peeves was whistling Christmas songs through the halls, very loudly and off-key for the
students listening pleasure.

Lily and James had been forced to work with one another once again although communication was as
little as possible. The Yule Ball was approaching and Professor Dumbledore had reminded them that
plans were to be made ahead of time.

“I think we should have Sirius sing,” James said.

“What are you thinking? Sirius can’t sing,” Lily said, annoyed. It was like James wasn’t trying
anymore. He was coming up with such ludicrous ideas that caused Lily to reach beyond her normal
boiling point.

“Exactly. Everyone will love it,” he continued.

“Yes off-key singing about his lonely life is just what I want to hear at Christmas. I’ll ask
Dumbledore if we can hire the Weird Sisters. They’re a popular, new singing group in the Magical
community,” Lily said, crossing out previous notes and adding their new suggestions.

“Fine, have it your way,” James said, leaning back in his seat. The two of them were in the library
for their weekly Heads meetings and James seemed to think he had much better things to do. Such as
flirting. He winked and smiled at a passing sixth year Hufflepuff who blushed furiously as James
did so. Lily looked disgusted at the girl.

*I can’t believe that was once me. How sick!*, she thought.

“Look, I don’t want to be here any more than you do. But we have to go through with our
commitments,” Lily told him.

“You know what, Lils, alright if I call you Lils? Well, I think you’re a bit of a hypocrite.
Because I can recall a previous commitment you and I made saying that we’d stay together and that
we loved each other but you know what, you’re right! What’s come has past. Let the good times roll.
So, I’m just taking your road as to all the plans for the Yule Ball. Take the easy way out,” James
said, not in a hurt tone.

“Look how well it’s affected you!” Lily yelled as James walked out. Madam Pince, the stern
librarian looked at Lily as if saying ‘Say anything else and I’ll say Detention.’ The woman’s eyes
followed Lily’s every step as she walked out of the library.

Lily sat down in the hall and huffed. She had to do some more awkward patrolling with Potter at
eleven and she was so looking forward to it.

“Prongs troubles?” a voice asked. Remus Lupin was walking down the Hall, towards the library when
he spotted Lily.

“Remus! You’re talking to me?” Lily asked surprised.

“I decided that I’ve known you too long and that I consider you as much of a friend as James. So, I
can’t choose between you two,” Remus said.

“Well, your friend is just making my life hell at every possible chance he gets,” Lily said.

“He’s hurt. This is just his way of coping,” Remus explained.

“Well, why can’t he just take it like a man and act like it didn’t happen?”

“That would be because Prongs looks at things more intellectually than others. You see, he
won't forget about it because in all actuality it did happen. There is no reason to forget
about it if it did happen. So, he plays around with the situation to make himself feel less
uncomfortable about it. I imagine he was being sarcastic?”

“Oh yes. But, I don’t blame him. Thanks Remus,” Lily said. She got up and hugged him.

“Have to go and patrol with Potter. See ya later,” she called to him.

“Yeah see you around. What have you done Lily? You still love him, I can see it,” Remus
whispered.



“Nooobooddyy here. Guess I can go now,” James said after five minutes of patrolling a broom
closet.

“You are so immature, James Potter. I think you’re by far the worst Head Boy there is,” Lily
said.

“Yeah, a Head Boy who happened to save your life. Not bragging or anything, but I think that would
qualify as a good deed,” James said.

“Ok, Potter. Is this what you want? Do you want a fight? Because I’m ready. I’ll take you anywhere
or anytime,” Lily said, taking her wand out.

“If that’s what you want Lilykins. Lord knows I could use for a little fun,” James said.

“Scourgify!”

“Expelliarmus!”

Lily’s wand tried to fly out of her hand, but she caught it in time as James was worrying about the
soap bubbles coming out of his mouth.

“You play dirty Evans, I’ll give you that," James said, wiping suds from the corner of his
mouth.

“Do I ever,” she said, still glaring at him.

“Impedimenta!”

“Gryffidora!”

Lily had sent a simple spell at James, while he had said one she hadn’t heard before. She had about
a second to think about what he said before being thrown to the wall. James had been sent to the
floor but was laughing at Lily.

“WHAT?” she asked, impatient as to what he was laughing at.

“Duel is done Evans. I used the spell passed down generations from Godric Gryffindor himself.
You’ll be unable to duel me for 24 hours. Great isn’t it?” James said.

“How the hell did you know a spell from Godric Gryffindor’s time?” she asked.

“Family heirloom,” James said quickly.

“Yeah right. Get me down from here..now!” she said.

“Fine,” he said, he began walking away but muttered the counter curse over his shoulder.

“Still can’t duel me for 24 hours Evans!” he yelled back.

“Oh, but I can prank you,” she said evilly.

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26. Change of Heart
-------------------

**Chapter 26- Change of Heart**

*True hearts conquer all distance
Between both of you, without fear
Making you closer than any space
Would ever be able to keep separate*



“Sirius, please tell us how she is! Please??” Lily and Katy cried as Sirius was leaving for St.
Mungo’s.

“Tell her we said hello, Padfoot,” James said quietly. Remus and Peter and him had been seeing
Sirius off and the girls had followed. Sirius had a bouquet of flowers and one suitcase and would
be leaving on the Knight Bus within moments.

“Of course,” Sirius said, looking at the ground. He felt as though he was going to a funeral rather
than visiting Halle.

“Have a safe trip,” Lily said, crying. She had wanted to go but Professor McGonagall said Sirius
had been given special permission. Lily had been furious.

**Flashback**

“Professor, may I accompany Sirius to go see Halle Douglas in St. Mungos?” Lily asked after
Transfiguration one afternoon.

“I’m afraid not Miss Evans. Mr. Black has been given special permission to see Miss. Douglas. Maybe
another time, Lily," Professor McGonagall said, her thin mouth quavering.

“So just because I am enjoy staying in school I’m not allowed to go? This is bullshit Professor and
you know it,” Lily yelled. She knew it was wrong to yell at her Professor that way but lately, Lily
just didn’t care.

“Sit down Miss Evans,” Professor McGonagall said.

“What?” Lily asked surprised.

“Sit down. Would you care for some tea?” the professor asked her. Lily shook her head.

“I understand that the circumstances are unfair Lily. Yet, the school can’t afford to lose you at a
time like this. You know that Voldemort is after you and we, Professor Dumbledore and I, think it
is best if you remain in school. As well as Mr. Potter. I know that Halle’s condition has been hard
on everyone, especially friends. Please understand Lily,” Professor McGonagall said.

**End of Flashback**

“Bye everyone,” Sirius called as he boarded the double decker bus. He waved sadly to his friends
and departed knowing that he would definitely not feel happy to return back to Hogwarts.



“Potter, we need to plan for the Yule Ball,” Lily said after Sirius had left.

“Evans, can’t you just give the work a rest?” James asked.

“You’re being overworked? You have barely done anything for this ball and I’ve been staying up late
every night, preparing so that we don’t screw this up. I can’t do everything by myself. You’re Head
Boy and it was your idea to have a Yule Ball,” Lily said, her voice cracking, as she was trying to
hold back the tears James was bound to bring.

“Well, things change,” James muttered walking off towards the Great Hall.

Lily went over towards the brick wall and sat down, her head in her hands.

“Lily, he’s being a jerk,” Katy said, as she walked over to comfort her friend.

“I don’t know what his problem is, Lils. I’m sorry,” Remus said. “He’s my friend, but he should
stick to his commitments.”

“Don’t apologize for him Remus, it’s not your fault he can’t grow up,” Lily said.



“Why am I such a jerk? What is my problem? I hate seeing her get upset, but I purposely hurt her.
Damn James!” James muttered to himself as he stormed down the hall. Peter had run after him when
James had left, and his pudgy little legs had caught him up with James.

“Because you’re hurt,” Peter answered him, catching his breathe.

“Wormtail? Were you following me that whole time?” James asked.

“Yeah. Trust me, you’re better off without her,” Peter said.

“Actually, I really don’t think I am. It was her choice to break up, not mine. I was a better
person around her. Maybe because I was constantly afraid she’d leave me,” James said.

“Well, maybe you should try impressing her now, so that way she’ll want you back?” Wormtail
suggested.

“That’s a great idea. Why didn’t I think of that?” James asked, practically skipping down the hall,
back towards the Great Hall to find Lily. On his way though, he ran into a short blonde girl. James
apologized and helped the girl up.

“Oh, I know you. Um, Fiona, no wait, it’s Fawn! Excuse my behavior, can’t believe I forgot the name
of such a beautiful girl. Usually doesn’t happen,” James said helping the girl to her feet.

“So, how are you?” Fawn asked.

“Oh, I’m good. And yourself?” he asked trying to make polite conversation. He was looking around
for Lily but didn’t see her. She must have entered the hall for breakfast.

“Oh, I’m great. So, I hear you’re helping plan the Yule Ball. I was sort of wondering, well, of
course you wouldn’t want to, I was wondering if you’d like to go with me?” she asked him. He looked
down at the girl, she was beautiful and he bet it would have been great to go with her, but she was
missing something.

She wasn’t Lily.

“I’m sorry Fawn but I sort of am hoping to go with someone else. I am sure we would have had a fun
time though. I truly am sorry,"James said.

“Oh, it’s ok. But if you do change your mind, you know I’m available. See you around James!” she
called as she walked over to the Ravenclaw table to join her friends

James looked for Lily at the Gryffindor table but saw that she wasn’t eating breakfast.

*Hmm, she must be in the Library. If I want to impress her I’ll help her plan the Yule
ball,*he thought.

He set off towards the library.



“Right this way, Mr. Black. Professor Dumbledore sent a message saying you’d be visiting Miss.
Douglas. She’s moving around now so she’s doing much better,” the Nurse said, leading Sirius into a
gloomy floor.

He saw that there were few people on the floor but what he did see upset him greatly. Many of the
occupants were sitting and staring blankly or else muttering in gibberish.

“Ah, here we are. Hello, Halle dear. Do you remember Sirius? Oh, look he’s brought you some
flowers. Isn’t that nice? I’ll leave you two alone and go put them in some water,” the Nurse
said.

Sirius stood in front of her. It was definitely Halle, but Sirius had never met this Halle. She had
matted hair, as if she didn’t care about it anymore. She was dressed in a white Hospital gown and
was staring at her feet. What Sirius noticed most was that her eyes held no sign of life. The
chocolate brown iris’ had no spark, no sign of recognition. He had indeed gone to St. Mungos
expecting the worst, but had no idea it would hurt so much.

“Hey, Halle babe! I missed you so much! School isn’t the same without you. Everyone says hi,”
Sirius said, sitting next to her on the bed. She looked over at him and started mumbling.

“It’s Sirius, baby. Sirius Black. You do remember me, don’t you?” he asked her hopefully. She
turned away and grabbed her pillow. She hit Sirius in the head with it.

“Oh, so you do remember me,” Sirius joked. Apparently she had no memory of who he was or where she
was but there was definitely improvement.

“Listen, babe, I know you’re in there. I love you so much and I want you to know. I don’t know how
I’ve even gone this long without you. It’s so hard. So damn hard to go to school and see you gone
every single day. But you’re going to get better. You’re going to, I won’t give up on you. Never,”
Sirius whispered into her ear.

He continued to recollect fun times they had over the years, even when they were fighting. For the
first time in about two months, he felt happy.



Lily was sitting in the Library, hunched over her plans for the Yule Ball. She felt so lost. She
had been in the wizarding world for seven years but no matter what, she could never tell if what
she was doing was the correct thing to do. Would everyone approve of it? Would the dance be lame
because of her?

*I am so lost*, she thought.

She buried her head into her arms and sighed.

“Need some help?” a voice said. Kevin Brown from Hufflepuff had come over and seen that Lily was
banging her head on the table. Kevin was a tall Seventh year prefect, though not as tall as James.
He had perfect brown hair and mysterious hazel eyes. Lily had always liked him as a friend but had
never even considered him relationship wise.

“No thanks. This whole Yule Ball thing is driving me nuts,” she said.

“Oh. Isn’t James Potter supposed to be working on it with you?” Kevin asked curiously.

“Yes, but since we broke up he’s been mad at me so he won’t work,” Lily groaned.

“Oh, that’s too bad. If I was him I would help you as much as I could, to get back into your good
graces.” he said.

He looked at her once more.

“Well, what I was meaning to ask you was, well, would you like to come to the Yule Ball with me?
Lily, I’ve liked you for a long time and I can guarantee that’d I’d be a perfect gentleman,"
he asked.

“Oh, Kevin, that’s sweet of you. Of course I’ll go with you,” she said happily. She actually had
something to look forward to.

“Meet you in the Great Hall at eight then?” he asked, walking out of the library.

“Ok,” she replied. She went back to her work with a grin and got up to go tell Katy. She had a
date!

When she left, someone stepped out from behind a bookshelf. James had heard everything and pretty
much knew that his chances with Lily were gone. Strike three, batter up.



“Hey Fawn!” James called down the corridor.

Fawn was talking to her friends Jamie and Morgan and turned to see James Potter calling her. She
blushed and walked towards him.

“I’ve reconsidered. Would you still like to go to the ball with me?” he asked her hopefully.

“Why, of course,” she said blushing as she walked back towards her friends. James grinned and
walked back to the Common Room. Nothing would ruin his time at the ball with Fawn, not even his
love for Lily Evans.



27. The Yule Ball
-----------------

**Chapter 27- The Yule Ball**
James awoke to the sound of Peter squealing with delight. Usually, that role would have already
been claimed by Sirius but the Seventeen year old boy was sitting lazily in his bed staring out the
window. James got up and felt as glum as Sirius looked. Christmas was not going to be a fun time
this year. Usually, James and Sirius went home to James’s parents home in Godrics Hollow and spent
the holidays there. But, since recent events have prevented that, James and Sirius were stuck at
Hogwarts for the holidays. James had been so depressed lately he had moved back into the Tower with
his friends. Even that didn’t seem to cheer him up.

“Presents, Padfoot," James said, trying to sound cheerful.

“Yeah, I know,” Sirius said, still not moving from bed.

“Visit with Halle that bad?” Remus asked.

“It wasn’t bad per say. It was just sort of depressing. It was great to see her but I was expecting
a full recovery,” Sirius said. He had brought a picture of the two of them home. The Nurse had
taken a picture with a camera Sirius had bought in the Gift Shop. The picture still made Sirius
smile as Halle actually looked like herself in it. She was hitting him with the pillow and he was
smiling all the same. It made him feel as though things had never changed.

“I talked to my dad Padfoot and he said the chances of a full recovery are very slim, yet not
impossible. I really don’t think she’d recover in this short of time anyways,” Remus said
sympathetically.

The three Marauders sat in silence until they heard the childish squealing of Peter.

“Oooo, presents. Yippy doo daa! I got presents. Hehehe,” Peter said. James sent a confused look
over at Peter and Peter immediately got the drift.

“Sorry, it’s just that I thought Christmas was supposed to be a happy time,” Peter said. He looked
at Sirius and forced a smile.

“You’re right, Wormtail,” Sirius said, standing up.

James smiled and went over towards his rather large pile of presents. He looked down and saw a
familiar scrawl of writing that he believed to be his mother’s. James looked over at Sirius and saw
his shocked face as well. Maybe mum and dad were still alive! Maybe they didn’t die after
all.

“No way,” James muttered.

“What do you reckon?” Sirius asked. “Should we open them?”

“Together,” James said.

James opened a small parcel to find a mirror. Sirius had received the same and looked at James with
a puzzled look. He looked at the card that had some with it and found that two letters were
attached to the card.

He unfolded one of the letters and realized that it wasn’t his mother’s messy scrawl but that of a
gentle hand, trying to perfect their writing.

Master James,

Your father left this in your possession (as well as a vault full of money at Gringrotts). He was
going to give you this parcel for Christmas so I decided that I would send it to you anyways.
Please have an enjoyable time at school and come visit us poor house elves some time. Tell Master
Sirius that everyone misses him too! We are so sorry about your parents, their loss was hard on all
of us. We miss you Master James! Love, Fanny and the other house elves at the Potter Manor.

James smiled. How could he have thought his parents were still alive? Voldemort himself had spoken
of killing them.

He reached for the last letter he would ever receive from his parents. He felt tears sting his
face. He ducked to try and hide them but then saw that Sirius had done the same.

Dear Jamie,

We miss you sweetie! Hope your Seventh Year is going great! I wanted to get you something from
Diagon Alley but your father had his mind set on passing these mirrors down to you and Sirius. He
knows how much you guys get Detention. It’s only September right now but if I don’t write this now,
I’ll forget to and will never get the chance. So, your father told me to explain how these things
work. They are two way mirrors. You speak the name of the person you wish to talk to into the
mirror and supposedly you will be able to talk to them no matter where they are, as long as they
have the brother mirror. So if you and Sirius are in two different places, you should be able to
contact each other as long as you have the mirrors with you. I hope you boys enjoy them and Jamie
please do keep safe this year. We love you and miss you so much! Tell Remus and Peter we said
hello! What lovely boys! Love, Mum and Dad

His last ever letter from his parents. He picked up the mirror and spoke the name “Sirius Black”
clearly into it.

“Hey Prongsie,” Sirius said.

“Whoa, man, I can see you,” James said, heading into the bathroom.

“Earth to Prongs. I can hear you and see you, but you’re not in the same room as me. Awesome. Your
dad is so awesome,” Sirius said.

James’s facial expression dropped.

“You mean my dad was awesome, Padfoot,” James said quietly.

Sirius made his way into the bathroom and saw his friend.

“I’m sorry Prongs. It is just too hard to believe. So many things have changed this year,” Sirius
said.

“Hey Prongs! Did Evans send you anything?” Remus asked from the other room.

“Probably not. I sent her a gift, but doing a decent thing never turns out the right way,” James
said sadly.

“So, I hear you’re going out with that Fawn Daniels girl. She’s a babe. I dated her friend Morgan,”
Peter said.

“We’re not dating. I’m just taking her to the Yule Ball, Peter,” James said.

“Oh, too bad. I hear Lily has a date. Guess with who?” Peter said.

“I already know Peter, I already know,” James replied, staring out the window.

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“Oh my god! James sent you a package!” Katy said.

“You can open it,” Lily said.

“You’re not even curious as to what your ex sent you?” Katy said. She was wearing a new gold
wristwatch that Remus had gave her and knew that James had gotten Lily something similar.

“He has good taste. You do remember that necklace he got you for the Masquerade Dance?” Katy said,
still making sure Lily wasn’t even the teensiest bit curious.

“Open it Katy. I know you want to,” Lily said. “But I don’t think it’s jewelry. It’s too big of a
box.”

“Oh, it’s just a book. Wonder why he sent you a book?” Katy asked. Lily recognized the book. She
had seen it once before. It had her name written all over inside of it. Katy was flipping through
the pages.

“Either that boy really likes you or he has a weird fascination with your name,” she
concluded.

“Wait, this is a picture. It’s of you and him. Aw, how sweet,” Katy said.

“Just throw it in the trunk,” Lily said. She knew it was sweet of James to be so sentimental. She
just didn’t think she could look at the good of him anymore. It was too hard. She was not happy,
she became even more furious with him. He was trying to win her over again but it wasn’t going to
work. Suddenly, an idea came into her head.

“Hey Katy, do you still have that Fire whiskey you were saving for New Years?” Lily asked
devilishly. The perfect prank was forming in her head.

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“Wow Fawn, you look beautiful,” James said, as he saw his date in her violet robes. They brought
out her beautiful brown eyes.

“Thanks James. You look very nice too,” she answered, holding his arm. They headed into the Great
Hall. But not before James could see Lily. She looked beautiful. She had a garland of Lilies
through her red soft hair. She let her hair hang loose in delicate curls and was wearing robes of
emerald green, accentuating her already sparkling, green eyes. James felt his breathe give way. He
saw the Hufflepuff seeker, Kevin, on her arm and felt a pang of jealousy.

What are you thinking James? She dumped you. She doesn’t even look that beautiful. What am I
kidding? She looks gorgeous. But, you already have a beautiful date. But I want that, he
thought.

His mind was contemplating and he decided that roaming towards the punch bowl was his best bet at
steering clear of trouble.

“Good evening everyone! I am glad to say that our Head Boy and Head Girl have arranged for us to
have a Yule Ball. Ordinarily, the Yule Ball only comes with the Triawizard Tournament, but special
circumstances have been made. So please, enjoy yourself. And would the Head Boy and Girl please
come forth and open the ball. It’s tradition,” Dumbledore said.

Lily and James groaned. They headed towards the dance floor and stiffly started dancing.

Wow, she smells so good. No James, get a grip on yourself, James thought.

Wow, he’s so strong and muscular. I could dance in his arms forever. No Lily, get a grip on
yourself. It’s Potter for crying out loud, Lily thought.

Suddenly, interrupting the slow song, came a loud, off key voice of a drunk man.

“All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myselfffff
Anymoooorree...”

Sirius was singing drunkenly on the stage. He was singing off key and holding a bottle of fire
whiskey in his hand.

“Sirius!” James yelled.

“Mr. Black, get off of the stage this instant!” Professor McGonagall yelled, attempting to make her
way through the crowd and to the stage.

“All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore..”

“Is that the only song you know?” a voice called.

“Hey man, shut up,” Sirius said. “You don’t know me. No McGonagall, let me finish my song. Hey,
that’s my drink. If you really want it Professor, gotta warn you though, that’s strong stuff,”
Sirius blubbered on. He stumbled off the stage and went and threw up in the middle of the
floor.

Girls shrieked about their dress robes and everyone started fleeing from the Great Hall. Sirius
stumbled out still clutching the microphone.

“We’ll be here til Saturday! Try the veal!” he called.

“Oh shit,” Lily mumbled.

“What?” James asked.

“That was my Fire whiskey,” she said. She looked for Katy but Katy had left.

“Whoa, Evans, hitting the liquor hard since we broke up?” James joked.

“Oh yeah Potter. Just drinking my life away. Hey, where’re our dates?” Lily asked.

They both looked around. The Great Hall was deserted except for them and Madam Pomfrey cleaning up
Sirius’s vomit. Speaking of Sirius, James laughed when he heard Sirius still singing down the hall
into the mic.

“No, but really, I was going to spike your drink. I left it on the table and I guess Sirius found
it. I don’t blame him though. He’s having a rough time,” Lily said.

“Yeah, he came home really depressed,” James said. James felt confused. Were he and Lily having
civilized conversation?

“Come on Evans, let’s go back to the Common Room,” James said, putting his arm around Lily. They
walked out leaving behind the ruined Great Hall.
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A/N: Oh, the drunkenness is not over yet..

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28. More Drunken Tides
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Chapter 28- More Drunken Tides

Lily and James were heading back towards the Common Room together when they saw Professor
Dumbledore. He looked a little flustered, but all the more cheerful.

“As it is Christmas, I am allowing the Head Boy and Girl to take a break. You guys did a fabulous
job of putting the dance together. So, no patrolling tonight!” Dumbledore said. He walked off
chuckling to himself.

“Did you slip him some Fire whiskey too?” James whispered. Lily laughed. She realized how much
James made her laugh.

No Lily, don’t think about it. It only makes you sad. You made a mistake and now you have to live
with it, she thought.

“So, that clears my whole schedule,” Lily said. “The Common Room is not gonna be a pleasant place.
Sirius is going to be drunkenly singing to anyone who will stand still long enough.”

“We could go to the Heads Room and hang out?” James said.

“Ok. But I’m starved. And I am in the mood to be rebellious,” Lily said, grinning to herself.

“Not a problem. I have connections with the House Elves,” James said.

“Meet you back in the Heads Room in ten minutes,” he called off. She smiled. She was better with
James when they were friends. No stress, no fighting. Just hanging out.

Lily found the picture of the small, house elf and said, “Nimbus.”

She entered her old room and found that some of her belongings had already been replaced in there.
She opened her closet to find a pair of track bottoms and a tank top. Just what she was looking
for.

She changed and went out to the Common Room to find that James was already there, and changed
already too.

“How did you change so fast?” Lily asked in bewilderment.

“I do everything fast. No, I just have skill,” James said.

“So what’d ya bring me?” Lily asked, sitting down on the couch next to James.

“Let’s see, I brought some Peppermint Icicle Cake, some Butterbeer, some Chocolate Frogs, and last
but not least, Fire whiskey!” he said.

“How did you get this cake?” she asked, cutting herself a slice. “I made sure only Dumbledore got
some. It's his favorite.”

“Well you see, our dear old Professor was wandering down the hall as we saw. And I assumed he was
drunk and I think I assumed correct. So, I just told him that the starving children at Durmstrang
needed the cake and he said, ‘Well, that doesn’t surprise me.’ So, I got this,” James
explained.

“You Marauders and your tricks. Pass over the Butterbeer please,” she asked politely.

“Can’t handle the real alcohol Evans? Fire whiskey too strong for ya?” James taunted.

“Fine, have it your way,” she said. She grabbed one of the many bottles James had brought. She took
a gulp from it and wiped her mouth with fury.

“That all you got Evans?” he asked. “Watch and learn. See how a real man drinks,” James said. He
grabbed the bottle and downed about half of it.

“Oh, impressive. Pass me over another bottle Potter. It’s on,” Lily said. James nodded his head and
picked up a bottle too.

“Cheers,” they said.

About Two hours later..

“Where are we going Jim?” Lily asked. The two of them were stumbling down the hall and no one was
out. Lily was giggling profusely and James was shushing her and laughing at the same time.

“Did you just call me Jim, Lils?” he asked her.

“Did I? Oops,” she said laughing. This time they both laughed and luckily they were near the
Gryffindor Tower.

“Hey guys! Where’ve you been?” Sirius asked, opening the Portrait Hole before they could reach
it.

“Party’s in here. Oh, you got more Fire whiskey. Good. I like that stuff,” Sirius slurred.

“You don’t need anymore Padfoot,” James said, taking a large gulp himself. He belched rather loudly
and Lily and Sirius started laughing.

“Neither do you. Now give me some,” Sirius said, stumbling down to the ground as he exited the
Portrait Hole.

“Share the love,” Lily said, reaching for the bottle. James held it above his head and
laughed.

“Not fair! You’re taller than me,” Lily said. James laughed. Sirius was starting to bark at the
drink.

“Siri, what’re you doing? You look like a dog,” Lily said.

“Well, duh, I am a dog. WOOF WOOF,” he said, getting on all fours.

“What’re you guys doing?” Remus said, as he came out with Katy. They looked tired and upset, as if
they had been woken up.

“Nothing Moony. How’s the party? Can we come in? PAR-TAY! Yeah!” James yelled.

“What are you guys talking about? There’s no party in there. Everyone’s asleep,” Katy said, holding
Lily up.

“They’re all drunk,” Remus said.

“ARE NOT!” the three screamed following more laughter.

“I’ll take Padfoot in, do you think you can help Lily and James into the Heads Rooms?” Remus asked,
turning to Katy. She nodded.

“We don’t need help,” James said.

“We can get there,” Lily said, trying to walk but falling down when she tried. James tried to pick
her up but fell on her in the process. They laughed rather loudly again.

“Shut up you guys! You’re the Head Boy and Girl! And you’re drunk. You’re so lucky McGonagall is
going to have the Hangover of the Year tomorrow or I bet she’d take away your badges," Katy
said furiously.

“HAHA, you can’t catch us,” Lily and James yelled, running off into the darkness of the
corridors.

“Screw this,” Katy said.

Katy headed back into the Common Room and let Lily and James wander off to wherever they’d end
up.

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“Hey James, I still like you, you know. I was scared when we broke up,” Lily said, grabbing more
Fire whiskey. She started laughing and so did James.

“Oh my god Lily, I still like you too! How weird? And I don’t even like Fawn Daniels,” James said,
with tears of laughter in his eyes.

“Stop before I pee myself,” Lily cried. They were laughing hysterically at their feelings and
anyone who saw them would have been very confused.

The two of them had managed to find their way back to the Heads Room by themselves but had spent a
good ten minutes harassing the House Elf picture, causing more laughter.

“Are you scared?” Lily asked in a whisper. James stopped laughing.

“Yeah I am,” he said, leaning closer to her. They were on the couch and they could feel each
other’s drunken breathe on their faces.

James leaned in and started kissing Lily passionately. Lily didn’t hold back. She kissed more and
more and then she sort of blacked out. James as well.

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Lily awoke to the feeling of a splitting head ache. She didn’t want to open her eyes because she
knew when she did the vomit would fill her mouth. She didn’t remember a thing from the night
before, except that she and Potter had gone back to the Common Room.

Maybe nothing happened. I did end up in my bed last night, Lily thought.

But just as she was thinking this she felt an arm roll onto her. She opened her eyes and looked
around. She was in James’s bedroom lying next to the one and only James Potter, who was still
asleep. She could see lipstick on his face. He was wearing no shirt and she didn’t dare venture
under the covers to see if that was the only item of clothing missing.

She sat up and felt a chill of cold touch her body. She was about to get up when she realized that
she too, was naked.

She let out a blood-curdling scream, resulting in James’s awakening.

“What, what happened? What was that?” James said as he sat up right away. He looked over and saw
Lily.

“What happened last night?” he asked her.

“I don’t remember,” she said bemused.

“Damn. I hope nothing happened,” James cursed.

“Gee thanks Potter. Feeling’s mutual,” Lily said.

I always hoped my first time with Lily would be special. Not a drunken one night stand, James
thought.

Lily made a face as she grabbed the comforter off his bed and dragged it into his room.

How am I going to explain this to Katy???, she thought.

**A/N: Purely out of boredom, hope you sort of enjoyed it. When I look back on this, these are by
far my lamest chapters. I’m sorry to put you through this. I’ll post more soon. Definitely not my
best, but hey, you got some Lily/James action. So please, read and review!!

The question is..what happened? What do you think happened? I can guarantee no one can answer that
question.**



29. Sybll's Secret
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Chapter 29- Sybll’s Secret

Lily practically ran into the Gryffindor Common Room. She was in such a hurry that she knocked over
a girl on her way towards Katy. The girl had such a large amount of books that she didn’t get up
right away. Lily mumbled a ‘Sorry’ and walked over to Katy, who was sitting reading a book by the
fire.

“Katy, we need to talk,” Lily said anxiously.

Katy looked over her friend. Lily had put on a pair od sweatpants and a Quidditch shirt. Not
exactly the attire Lily Evans would be seen wearing. She hadn’t brushed her hair, and the makeup
from the night before was smudged on her face. She looked a mess.

“What's this about Lils?” Katy asked.

“Well, me and James went back to the Common Room and well, we got drunk,” Lily said.

“I know that,” Katy said.

“How do you know that?” Lily asked.

“Well, it was kind of hard not to. You, James, and Sirius nearly woke up the whole Gryffindor Tower
fighting over a bottle of Fire whiskey. So, me and Remus came out to check up on you guys. Sirius
was barking like a dog and you were laughing hysterically and James was belching, um, rather
loudly,” Katy said. “But, what is it that’s wrong? It’s not like you’ve never gotten drunk. But I
do think that after fourth year you’d have learned that alcohol is not your thing.”

“It’s just that, well, James was challenging me to a drink and you know how much I love to show
Potter up. So, I just forgot to um, stop after the first dozen gulps. Well, the thing is, I woke up
this morning in James’s bed, naked,” Lily said.

“Well, I hate to say this hun, but you’ll never really know what happened,” Katy said.

“Oh, but that’s not true,” a voice said. Lily looked behind her to see Sybll Trelawney standing
with a large pile of books, her hair askew, and her glassed perched sloppily on her nose. She had
been knocked over by Lily and was wishing to have a word with her and happened to over hear their
conversation.

“What do you mean Sybll?” Lily asked curiously.

“Well, I mean, that you could go back in time and see what happened. It’s simple really,” Sybll
said.

“Um, please explain Sybll. Some of us don’t have the power to read minds,” Katy said annoyed. She
knew that Sybll was a Divination freak and would have Lily try a stupid unorthodox method. Katy
didn’t believe in Divination. She found it to be an imprecise branch of magic.

“Well, Kathryn,” Sybll began.

“It’s Katy, not Kathryn,” Katy said.

“Well, Katy, I happen to know a way to go back in time. When would you like to go back?” Sybll
asked, turning to Lily after setting her books on a desk.

“Um, last night at around hmm, two o’clock,” Lily said.

“Please follow me,” Sybll said. Katy and Lily both got up to follow the fifth year, but Sybll
turned to Lily.

“Not you. Lily is the one going back in time,” she said. Katy rolled her eyes and began to read her
book once more.

The two of them exited the Portrait Hole and walked to an empty classroom.

“Ok, well, I discovered I could do this in third year. Close your eyes, and relax. Think about the
place you wish to end up. Place you palm on my palm and just drift,” Sybll said.

Lily felt a slight tingle but didn’t feel as though she had moved. She did however hear a barking
sound and laughing.

She opened her eyes and found that she was in a broom closet. She cracked open the door and saw
herself, James, and Sirius. Remus and Katy had just come out of the Common Room. Lily turned to
Sybll.

“Why the hell didn’t you think of this when we were trapped at Voldemort’s house??” Lily whispered
furiously.

“Maybe because I didn’t care whether I left or not,” Sybll hissed.

Lily continued to peer out the crack in the door. She and James were giggling and running off. She
heard Katy close the Portrait Hole. She opened the door and followed the sound of footsteps and
giggling.

“Ok, guess we’ll see what happens,” Lily said.

“You don’t happen to know how to make us invisible as well, do you?” she asked hopefully.

“No,” Sybll answered.

“Great,” she stopped before the Heads Room and saw herself and James making faces at the poor house
elf.

“But why do you tease me dear Masters?” the house elf cried.

“Hehe. We’re the masters James,” Lily heard herself say.

“Geez, hurry up,” Sybll muttered. “You guys really were drunk. Why did you guys drink so
much?”

“The Yule Ball was last night,” Lily said. “Weren’t you there??”

“No, I don’t have any friends and no guys bother going near me, so I guess I sort of forgot about
that,” Sybll answered. Lily felt guilt. She hadn’t even noticed Sybll since they had been stuck in
a cell together.

“Ok, we’re going in. I think that me and James are so drunk to even notice anyone. Come on,” Lily
whispered.

They entered the Heads Room in the nick of time, it was about to close. Lily saw herself and James
giggling about the stupidest things.

She then heard herself say, “Are you scared?”

“Yeah I am,” James said.

Lily smiled to herself. James acted so tough and arrogant in front of people but deep down he was
just as scared of Voldemort and their relationship as he was. Sybll and Lily had crawled behind the
couch and Lily looked up to see that she and James were kissing. Then, James stood up and almost
fell over. Lily toppled onto him and was trying to stand up but found that she couldn’t. James
then, finally managing to stand up, lifted Lily into his arms, and stumbled into his room.

Lily crawled over to the open door and peeked in. She and James were just laying on the bed, not
even kissing.

How the hell did I get naked then???, she wondered.

“Hey James, look what I can do!!” Lily said pointing her wand into the air. James had already began
snoring.

Lily flicked her wand and said a gibberish spell. Well, nothing happened, other than the fact that
both she and James’s clothes had come off. She had giggled and climbed under the covers next to
James and passed out on the pillow.

Lily stood up and looked at Sybll, apparently showing signs of relief.

“Are you ready to go back?” Sybll asked.

“Yes,” Lily answered. She closed her eyes and placed her palms on Sybll’s. They were the back in
front of Katy who had just opened her book.

“Hello? I thought you guys were leaving?” Katy said.

“We already went back Katy! I didn’t do anything. It was a total drunken accident as to why I was
naked! It feels so good to know I didn’t do anything. But I do know that I hate alcohol. Damn James
Potter for giving me that stupid Fire whiskey!” Lily said. Katy giggled.

James then entered the Common Room as abruptly as Lily had. He was searching the Common Room,
presumably for Remus, as Sirius wasn’t even close to getting up.

“He’s at breakfast James,” Katy said.

“Oh, Potter, wait,” Lily called. James walked over to her, Katy, and Sybll Trelawney.

“Sorry Sybll, but if this is about our potential children, then I am gonna have to pass,” James
said, seeing the fifth year start to drool.

“Ha! You’re admitting that we have potential children!” Sybll said.

“No, James, this is about last night. We didn’t do anything, so you have nothing to worry about,”
Lily said.

“Wow, that’s great! That’s awe-wait a second, how do you know? I can’t remember a thing from last
night,” James said.

“Well, I um,” Lily started to say but saw Sybll. She didn’t feel Sybll’s secret was meant to be
shared.

“I remember. At least I started to. I remember that we didn’t do anything. I remember casting a
Nude Spell,” Lily said.

“Oh. Well, I am gonna go get some breakfast. I’m starved,” James said.

“Bye,” the three of them called.

“Thanks Lily,” Sybll said.

“Anytime. Oh, and if you need a friend, know that I’m here for you Sybll,” Lily said, smiling to
herself.

A/N: Now that I look back at these chapters, I don't know why I wrote them. Good chapters are
approaching. Please review.



30. Mistakes
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**Chapter 30- Mistakes**

*True hearts conquer uncertainty
Without any confirmation ever
As the unblemished illumination
Commencing deep in the heavens*



Remus sat in History of Magic, listening to the dreary Professor Binns. He sat up and looked around
to see that only he and Lily Evans were taking notes. Lily’s hand was rushing frantically across
the page of parchment she was taking notes on. He looked around to see James and Sirius planning
something and snickering about it behind him.

Remus stopped his notes and took a second to look out the window. It would be his last chance to
see the sky before he had to depart into the Shrieking Shack. The full moon was Remus’s most
dreaded time of the month. He hated the transformations and the excruciating pain of becoming the
beast he was. He was lucky to have his friends, but lately, only Sirius had been showing up to calm
the werewolf. Peter was mysteriously off somewhere in the castle and James was always so busy. The
Marauders had truly gone their separate ways. Remus suspected that Sirius only showed up to break
his thoughts away from Halle Douglas. He couldn’t be sure, but lately, he had a feeling his
suspicions were correct.

Suddenly he heard an electrifying sound and turned around to see what had happened. He saw James
smiling and acting like nothing had happened. Sirius had climbed below the table and was holding
his wand like a microphone.

“Sonorus,” he said once more. He was shaking his wand and more electrifying noises emerged from the
wand.

“Ladies and Gentlemen, I feel that an important announcement should be made,” Sirius said into his
wand.

No one but Remus and James had caught on to the fact that Sirius was speaking. Poor Professor Binns
was searching around the room, pausing his boring manner to listen to the announcement.

“Class, quiet, the Headmaster has an announcement,” the ghost of Binns said.

“This is Headmaster, Albus Dumbledore. I regret to inform you that Professor Binns should have
taken a hint when no one awoke him in the staff room,” Sirius continued.

James began chuckling, trying not to seem too obvious. He needn’t of tried as the whole class burst
into laughter, even Lily.

Professor Binns usually expressionless face had looked at the ceiling appalled. He was
shocked.

“Also, Binns should never have been made a teacher. I think he slipped something into my drink when
I hired him. What was I thinking? Even I’m not psycho enough to hire that nerd. Well, I am crazy
enough to make James Potter Head Boy, so who really knows?” Sirius began. James kicked him.

“Ow. Will James Potter please learn that the world does not revolve around him and that I am
speaking the truth? Thanks so much students. All classes, especially History of Magic, are free
from continuing the rest of class,” Sirius said. “Thank you.”

“Well class, I guess that, um, Professor Dumbledore feels a break is needed. You may be excused,”
Professor Binns said and then drifted through the blackboard into his office where Sirius suspected
he had went to cry.

“Stupid git,” Sirius said as he gathered his stuff.

“That was brilliant Padfoot,” James said.

Not everyone seemed to be too thrilled at Sirius’s prank.

“Sirius Black, you’re lucky I was bored to death. I should report you to Dumbledore,” Lily said
furiously.

“Oh come on Lilykins, you know that you’re happy we have another hour before a class. Maybe you and
James could go and cozy up to do some Heads work? Huh huh?” Sirius said. Lily blushed and walked
away while James elbowed Sirius in the ribs.

“I sense tension dear Prongs. She likes you still,” Sirius said.

“Tell her that,” James muttered. He, Sirius, Remus, and Peter went out to the old Oak tree and sat
down. The weather was quite cold still but the Marauders found the snow as a perfect excuse to have
a snowball fight.

“Hey guys, you do know what happens this weekend right?” Remus said, after getting up from being
knocked down by Sirius.

“What’s this weekend? You and Katy have a date or something? Moony gonna have some fun?” James
taunted.

“Well, you could say Moony is gonna have some fun, but I don’t find transforming a very fun thing.
Especially since half of my friends bail on me,” Remus said bitterly.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry. I totally forgot,” James said.

He glanced at Sirius but Sirius just shrugged his shoulders. Wormtail seemed to have plopped
himself down in the snow, as though not wanting to talk with his friends.

“What’s with you Wormtail?” Sirius asked

“Oh, nothing. I don’t think I can make it Remus. I have an, um, date,” Peter said, thinking up the
first lie that came to his mind.

“Oh, with who?” James teased.

“With an um, second Year. You wouldn’t know her,” Peter said, trying not to seem too obvious.

“Whoa, Wormtail, you Cradle Robber you,” Sirius said. Remus laughed.

Maybe the Marauders were still just as close as they used to be.



“I miss her so much. If only we could have done more with her. McGonagall won’t let us go see her
yet either,” Katy said as they looked at Halle’s empty bed.

They were in their dorm going through photo albums. Lily came across one of her and James back in
fifth Year. Halle had taken it and it showed Lily smacking James and James acting repulsed. Katy
laughed as she looked over Lily’s shoulder. The good times were gone.

“It feels like I’m stuck in a hole and I keep digging myself deeper and deeper. I can’t do anything
right,” Lily said miserably.

“This isn’t just about Halle is it?” Katy asked.

“I’m not sure what it is. I just don’t feel like myself,” Lily said. “Nothing can make me
happy.”

“Aw, Lily honey, we have to move on. We’ve all made mistakes but that’s life. We have to live with
it,” Katy said.

Lily got up and looked out the window. She saw four figures in the snow and she smiled. One of them
was James Potter, one of the reasons she tormented herself.

*I can’t get him. When I’m with him I feel incomplete, but without him, I feel lost.*

James had fallen in the snow and gotten up and thrown a snowball at Sirius. The four boys laughed
so hard and looked so happy.

“What if your mistakes won’t leave you alone?” Lily asked with a tear in her eye.

**A/N: I know, this is a short chapter to return with. Trust me, when i can, the next chapter will
be worth it. Please review.**



31. She Returns
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**Chapter 31- She Returns**

*True hearts, never to be taken in vain
Even when wrongfully perceived gone
Love you have shared with each other
Everlastingly transmits with brilliance*



The weekend was approaching and James was feeling glad about escaping Hogwarts for a night. He had
so much to deal with it felt like he was watching his life pass by through another’s eyes. It was
already the end of Christmas Break in seventh year which meant that the year was almost half over.
Soon, he’d have to make the most important decision of his life.

“Prongs are you ready?” Remus asked as he was exiting the Portrait Hole with Sirius right behind
him.

“Yeah Moony. I’m coming,” James said. He exited the Common Room with Sirius and Remus and saw an
unusual sight. Fawn Daniels was pacing back and forth in front of the Fat Lady’s portrait.

“What’s wrong with you Fawn?” Sirius asked, concerned about her odd behavior. Fawn looked up and
saw James and blushed.

“Well, um, James, I just wanted to ask you, if you’d like to, I don’t think you would. Why am I
even asking?” Fawn mumbled. James gave her a confused look.

Is this about me ditching her at the Yule Ball??, James wondered.

“WouldyougotoHogsmeadewithme?” she asked in one word.

“Calm down killer. What was that?” James asked.

“Would you, James, like to go to Hogsmeade with me?” Fawn asked, spilling out the words one by
one.

She took him by surprise. He usually asked the girls, not many times had he been asked by the girl.
He thought about it a moment.

Guess she’s not too mad about the Yule Ball, he assumed.

“Well, sure Fawn. That’d be great. I’ll see you on Sunday then? Tonight I have to do stuff with um,
Sirius and Remus. So, I’ll see you tomorrow?” James asked.

“Ok,” she said brightly. She walked away, most likely towards her Common Room, smiling to
herself.

James chuckled to himself.

Maybe I am over Lily, he reassured himself.

“Come on fellas, we have a great Saturday night in front of us,” James said, putting his arms
around his best friends.

They headed out the door and into the darkness.

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Lily and Katy were in their dorms talking once more. Remus had to go to the Shrieking Shack and
Lily had nothing better to do.

“So Lils, what’s the deal?” Katy asked.

“What do you mean?” Lily asked her friend, confused.

“With you and Potter? I mean, you guys barely get into seventh year, you get serious, then you dump
him. Then, you kiss him when you’re drunk, then you watch him out of the corner of your eye all the
time! Do you like him or not?” Katy asked.

“I don’t watch him!” Lily said, throwing a pillow at her friend.

“Oh yes you do. Don’t deny it, because I see it all the time,” Katy said.

“Fine. I watch him. But, I did love him for a long time. It’s hard to forget someone in that short
of time,” Lily said.

“Then why do you keep trying to forget him?” Katy asked. Lily had no answer for her.

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“Well, you guys better transform, we’re in for a long night,” Remus said, sitting down on the torn
up bed inside the Shrieking Shack.

“Ok,” Sirius and James said together.

Both Sirius and James transformed into their Animagus form; Sirius into a big, black dog and James
into a big, beautiful, white stag. Remus sat and waited.

The Shack was dark but then suddenly, a glimpse of bright, white light shined into the room. Remus
stood up and felt his body go rigid. His limbs shook and he let out a piercing scream. After eleven
years of transforming, he thought the transformation from human to werewolf would become less
painful. Yet, it seemed to have worsened over the years.

His terrified screams turned into a long howl as his skin turned into gray fur and his normal nose
turned into a black, wet, snout. Remus the werewolf had arrived and Prongs and Padfoot were ready
for him.

The werewolf lunged at Sirius but James put his antlers between the werewolf and the dog, blocking
Sirius from harms way. The dog began to bark and the werewolf snarled back maliciously.

The wolf turned on the stag and shoved it’s great, sharp claws into the stag’s side. Blood poured
out onto the great white fur. The stag made a whimpering sound and the dog lunged at the werewolf,
biting at the tail. The stag stood up and deep inside James thought, *Do it for
Moony.*



Lily and Katy were laughing about the night Lily had gotten drunk when an owl swooped in through
her door. It wasn’t a recognizable owl nor was it a school owl. It had dropped a slim letter onto
Lily’s bed and Katy looked at it. It was addressed to both Katy Jones and Lily Evans. Katy looked
up terrified into Lily’s mysterious green eyes.

“Do you think? Could it be? Remus? Is he in trouble you think and he needs us to help him? Because
I don’t think I could take on a werewolf just yet. Wait a second, I don’t think I could ever take
on a werewolf,” Katy nervously ranted.

“Calm down Katy, let’s just open it and see what it is. I don’t think its from Dumbledore,” Lily
said.

*Who is writing to us??*, she desperately asked herself.

She tore open the golden parchment and in squiggly purple ink she read:

*Dear Miss Evans and Miss Jones,

We write to you and your friend, Mr. Black, in regards to a recent patient booked into our
hospital. Miss Halle Douglas had been diagnosed with insanity due to the adminstration of an
Unforgivable Curse, the Cruciatus Curse. Recently, we have told you and your friends as well as
Professor Albus Dumbledore that Miss Douglas could not be cured.

Our recent discoveries have proved our theories wrong. One of our Healers, Healer Lupin, has
discovered a potion that can cure, one, just one, patient suffering those ailments. We at the
Hospital can’t make the decision whether to use the potion or not. Some of the Pros and Cons are
convincing for either side. So, we lay the decision up to your Headmaster Dumbledore. I know that
you think using the potion is an excellent idea, but I must inform you, that the potion could not
be made again. It is too powerful and could only be made tonight, at the Full Moon. We here at St.
Mungos have just discovered it and wrote ASAP. Like I said before, only one patient could use the
potion. So, if someone powerful such as the Minister of Magic became hurt, we could never cure him.
That is why it is important that you and your Headmaster discuss and think thoroughly before making
a decision.

You can either administer the potion to Halle Douglas or take your chances and see if she recovers
on her own. Please think carefully.

Sincerely yours,

Healer Lupin (Remus’s mum) and everyone at St. Mungos.*

Katy and Lily’s jaws dropped as they read the letter from St. Mungos. Halle could be cured? Surely
Dumbledore would allow the Hospital to cure Halle. No one else in that ward has permanent Spell
Damage. Lily turned to Katy who was still in shock.

“She might be coming back?” Katy whispered, as if saying it out loud would jinx it.

“We have to see Dumbledore,” Lily said immediately.

“But, Lils, it’s midnight. Sirius hasn’t even read the letter. Dumbledore must know by now. Why not
wait until Sirius comes back with Remus? Surely all the Marauders will want to come as well,” Katy
said.

“Katy, do you know how long we’ve been waiting for this moment? Do you? Since they told us she was
incurable,” Lily said.

“I know that Lils. But they said to think carefully. What if Dumbledore was tortured and incurable?
The good side would be defeated. We would have no way of stopping Voldemort’s reign,” Katy said.
“Its possibilities like those that make me think whether giving Halle the potion is the right thing
to do.”

“I know Katy, but really, Halle is like my sister. She’s like family. I have to protect her every
chance I get. Plus, Dumbledore would never get hit by Crucio,” Lily said.

“We don’t know that. Halle got hit by it,” Katy said.

Lily’s eyes started tearing.

“I was supposed to be fighting against Bellatrix. I could have taken her. Halle was strong, but not
strong enough. It was my fight not hers. I’ve felt guilt since the moment I saw her limp body. Do
you know how that feels? I want to do anything possible to bring her back and apologize and spend
time with her. Let her know how much I love her. If it was you, wouldn’t you want us to give you
the potion?” Lily asked, sobbing, with tears streaming her face.

Katy wrapped Lily in a sisterly hug and sympathized.

“Of course I would,” Katy said softly. “And I know you and Halle would have done the same for me as
we’re about to do for her.”

“So, you want to give her the potion?” Lily asked, her eyes red from crying.

“Whatever it takes,” Katy said.



Sirius, Remus, and James rolled into the Gryffindor Common Room at about eight the next morning.
They saw that the room was empty and they headed towards the couches near the fire.

“Whew. I am tired. I can’t believe you’re going to have the energy to go on a date; with a chatty
fifth year at the least,” Sirius said.

James had collapsed in an armchair near the fire and was staring blankly into the flames. How was
he going to manage staying awake for his date with Fawn? His head was pounding from concentrating
on keeping his eyes open and his side hurt him.

He clutched his stomach and felt dried blood on his t-shirt. He lifted the shirt and revealed a
deep wound.

Remus sat and watched in sorrow.

“I’m sorry Prongs," Remus said quietly.

“Don’t be. You couldn’t help what you did,” James said, taking his shirt off completely to show off
his muscular body. All those years of Quidditch had paid off.

Lily and Katy came quietly down the steps and walked into the Common Room. Lily had experienced a
restless night and she assumed Katy had as well.

Katy clutched the piece of parchment and Lily had spare parchment and an ink as well. They had
gotten up at six and waited for the voices of the three Marauders. When they had heard Sirius’s
carrying voice they headed down the stone steps.

Lily looked at the scene and saw Remus tending to a bite on his leg and Sirius icing his eye. James
was examining a wound in a mirror nearby. Lily looked and saw that the wound was deep and was even
still bleeding.

“Wow, James, are you ok?” Lily asked.

“Yeah. Didn’t know you cared Evans?” James teased. She rolled her eyes and prepared to discuss more
important matters.

“Sirius, we need to talk,” Lily said confidently.

“Sure Lils, but I don’t think it would every work between us darling. We’re too different,” Sirius
joked.

“This is serious. Read this,” Lily said, shoving the parchment in front of him. Sirius’s reaction
was as expected, shocked. His mouth hung wide open as Katy and Lily’s had done the previous
night.

“We’re doing it,” was all he said.

“It’s not our decision. It’s Dumbledore’s,” Katy said. She was sitting on Remus’s lap tracing over
the scars on his face with sadness.

“Then we go to Dumbledore,” Sirius said. He headed straight for the exit and was followed closely
by everyone.

“Hi James! I wasn’t sure what time you wanted to go to Hogsmeade but-” Fawn Daniels tried to say.
She had been pacing again in front of the Portrait Hole.

James gave her an annoyed look and interrupted her.

“Can’t go Fawn. I have more important things to do,” James said. The fifth year followed, trying to
keep up. The five of them were walking fastly, heading to the other side of the castle.

“But James, why not? You said that we could go together. I thought it would be fun,” Fawn said,
casting a sad look at James.

Lily turned around and gave a disgusted look.

“Our friend is more important that some stupid crush you have on Potter. Now please, get out of our
way because we seem to think that saving our friend is more important than you acting stupid in
front of James,” Lily said. She turned around again and continued walking.

Fawn had a look on her face and seemed stunned by the verbal whiplash she had just received from
Lily Evans. She had stopped walking and watched as the group disappeared from her sight.

The five of them reached the statue of the stone gargoyle. James stepped forward and said
“Jellybean.” The gargoyle didn’t budge.

“Let’s see. Chocolate Frog, Acid Pops, Fizzing Whizbee. Bean Dip,” James tried, counting off foods.
The gargoyle moved.

“Bean Dip?” Remus asked, looking concerned at James.

“What? It’s good and obviously Dumbledore appreciates the finer things in life,” James said,
walking onto the escalating stairs. The group reached Dumbledore’s office still panting from the
journey they had made.

“Professor??” Sirius yelled.

“Ah, Mr. Black, I had a feeling I would be seeing you here,” Dumbledore said, smiling. His face
looked warm and cheery but Lily saw that his eyes were misleading. The old man was troubled and
facing conflict. Was this all about Halle??

“So you heard about Halle, Headmaster?” Katy asked.

Dumbledore nodded. “I haven’t made the important decision but I have decided something. I want to
bring you to St. Mungos where we will talk to the Healer.”

“I have a Portkey,” Dumbledore said. He held a silver instrument from off his desk. “Everyone,
please hold on.”

The five of them had grown used to traveling by means of Portkey and barely stirred as their feet
were tugged from the ground and landed on tiled floor. They were inside the Hospital, outside of
Remus’s parents office.

“Come on everyone,” Dumbledore directed them inside. Healers Lupin had been expecting him
apparently as they had Halle inside. She was looking nervously around the room.

Lily and Katy rushed towards their friend and hugged her. Halle showed no sign of recognition and
the two of them felt sympathy. They stepped back and watched their friend more carefully.

Sirius’s heart sank as he saw his girl again. She was so beautiful, even like this. He missed her
so much. Not just her beauty, but her laughter, and her sense of humor. He even missed her fighting
with him. But now, she was empty.

“So, we’re all here today to decide the fate of the ‘Healthy Draught.’ Bad name I know, but please,
more important matters. I feel that the Headmaster could make a more responsible decision, not a
biased one. That is why he was chosen to pick her fate,” Remus’s dad said. Remus’s mum had gone to
Halle and was introducing everyone in the room to her. Halle seem uninterested but was staring at
Sirius. Maybe she did remember.

“As you can see, Halle has made some progress. As Remus told us that Halle was a friend of his, my
wife and I have taken extra special care of her. But now, I must ask you to make your decision
Professor,” Healer Lupin said, holding a needle filled with a ravenous purple potion.

Sirius, as well as everyone else in the room had their eyes on Dumbledore. Dumbledore seemed to be
pacing his thoughts.

James felt angry that the man was contemplating his choice. Dumbledore was going to let them down,
just as he had down that entire year. You stupid man, you better cure Halle.

I can’t stand to see Sirius if you don’t. You’ll ruin more than one life, he thought
bitterly.

“I think that Miss Douglas should be given the Potion,” Dumbledore said quietly. His eyes rested on
James’s as though he had recognized James’s thoughts.

The room erupted with cheers. Sirius was wiping tears of joy from his eyes and Remus was hugging
his parents and Lily and Katy were hugging each other.

Healer Lupin walked towards Halle and the room went silent. He injected the needle into her arm and
everyone saw her squirm. She was wriggling flat on her back and had closed her eyes. Remus’s mum
had placed monitors on Halle’s temples, showing brain activity and slowly the thoughts increased.
She opened her eyes and rubbed her head. Halle raised her body and as though seeing a light for the
first time in weeks, she squinted around the room.

“I love you too, Sirius,” were the first words she spoke when she saw Sirius Black in her room.
Sirius knew she had been trying to say those words for weeks.

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32. Homecoming
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**Chapter 32-Homecoming**

James hadn’t seen Sirius this happy in months. As they reached Hogwarts, he was still grinning
and wrapped his arm around Halle, who was wearing a Hospital gown and slippers still. She was
grinning from left to right as well. Lily was so happy to see her friends so happy. She had one
thing on her mind still bothering her and she was ready to get it over with.

“Hey Potter?” Lily called. James looked around to Lily. They were walking into the castle doors and
were ready to go into the Gryffindor Common Room when Dumbledore stopped them.

“Hold on one second Miss Douglas. I believe there are others who would like to see you,” Professor
Dumbledore said.

Almost immediately after he had finished, Professor McGonagall burst through the Portrait Hole
wearing a tartan bath robe and her hair in a tight bun. She ran out and gave Halle a big hug.

“Aw, Professor, I missed you too,” Halle said.

“We all thought you were gone Halle dear,” McGonagall said, with tears of joy. The Herbology
teacher and tiny, Professor Flitwick came bustling down the hall as well; Professor Sprout wiping
her nose and Professor Flitwick jostling as fast as his little legs could take him. Even Madam
Pomfrey was scurrying towards the Common Room.

“Aw, it’s so great to be back here,” Halle said, letting tears run down her eyes as all the
teachers hugged her.

“Hey now, I am sure you all wouldn’t be this happy if I left and came back. There wouldn’t be any
tears of joy to see me,” Sirius joked. Halle laughed. Professor McGonagall looked up.

“Oh Mr. Black, there would be tears of sadness that you didn’t stay away,” she said. Everyone
laughed, even Sirius.

“You know you love me McGonagall,” Sirius said, gently nudging her arm. McGonagall smiled. She was
glad to have the old Sirius back, even if he caused more disruption in her class that way.

“Now, I am sure you all would like to get to bed,” Professor Dumbledore said. He smiled at Halle
and nodded to the rest.

“It’s great to have you back Miss Douglas. Goodnight everyone, sweet dreams,” he called, as he and
the rest of the teachers left.

“Oh Sirius, I missed you so much,” Halle breathed into Sirius's ear as he carried her into the
Common Room.

“I missed you too babe,” Sirius said.

“Oh my god Halle, it’s so weird to see you. I was so worried I would never see you again. Me and
Lily were a wreck for a long time,” Katy said, sniffling from her tears.

“It was so awful. It was like being trapped inside a cage for days on end. I was still me but I had
no way of being me on the outside. When I saw Sirius visit me I was so upset I couldn’t talk to him
and tell him I loved him too,” Halle said.

“And here I thought you were still mad at me,” Sirius said.

“After all your visits how could I be?” she said, nuzzling her face into his neck. He kissed her
forehead gently.

“Aw, you guys are so sweet,” Katy said, causing her to go into more hysterics. Remus hugged her
shoulders lovingly.

“We’re like that too, love,” Remus said. He wrapped his arms around her waist.

“Aw, Katy, you were never this emotional before. You know what, this is supposed to be a happy
time. Not a time for tears,” Halle said, sitting up, causing Sirius great discomfort.

“I am just so happy,” Katy said.

“Oh yeah, you look it,” James teased.

Lily looked up and realized what she had wanted to say to Potter. It was Halle’s night to be with
Sirius and she felt like they deserved some alone time anyways.

“Hey Potter, could I talk to you?” Lily asked.

“Uh, yeah sure Evans. What about?” James asked. They stepped out of the Portrait Hole and started
walking along the corridor.

“Well, I think it was a very good thing you did today. You showed true loyalty and I am grateful
for it. You gave up your date to go support Halle,” Lily said.

“It was the right thing to do. I don’t think I could have lived with myself if I hadn’t gone.
Seeing Halle again has effected everyone in a positive way. It made me so happy to see Sirius so
happy,” James said.

“I know how you feel. When I saw Sirius and Katy and Remus and you, I was just so happy. And when I
saw all the teachers, it made me realize how we should be more appreciative of what we have. And I
started to think even before I had seen the teachers, that I should have been more appreciative of
you,” Lily said.

James paused to look into her eyes. She was glancing nervously at him and then at her feet. He knew
this was not an easy thing for her to do.

“The thing is, I think I may have made a mistake. I think I ran away from what I loved and in
result it only made me more miserable. I was just so scared James,” Lily cried. He patted her back
and tried to sooth her.

“We’re all scared Lily. Don’t you think I’m scared? I’m scared every day. Voldemort killed my
parents. It just feels like he could kill me right now. I don’t want to die and I don’t think my
life is fulfilled just yet. I’m scared too Lily,” James said. She looked up at him.

“I am scared of losing you again, James,” Lily said. James leaned down and gently kissed her tear
stained lips. She kissed back, more passionately, as though her body had been craving his touch
since their last kiss.

“I love you Lily Evans, and you hurt me. But it hurts more to ignore my feelings,” James
said.

“I love you too. And I am never going to let you go again. I promise,” Lily said. They stood
kissing in the halls, holding out their palms, and feeling the promise growing between them.

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“Oh Sirius, I missed you so much,” Halle said. Sirius and her were in the deserted Common Room.
Lily and James had left and Remus and Katy went on Prefect Patrol.

“I missed you too love,” Sirius said. He took her hand and traced his finger around it. He kissed
her palm and looked into her eyes.

“I love you,” she said to him. He gazed into her eyes, seeing the fire.

“I love you too. And I swear, never again will I let Bellatrix near you. I swear, that if it’s the
last thing I do, I will defeat her,” Sirius said.

Halle looked at him and rested her head on his chest. She wished she could just sleep forever in
the arms of Sirius Black.

“I have missed Hogwarts so much,” Halle said.

“And Hogwarts has missed you,” Sirius said. She smiled.

“Has anything happened since I was gone?” Halle asked.

“Well, our Defense teacher, Professor Dunham, died last week. It was sad, but he was an old bloke.
Died in his sleep. I think they’re looking for a replacement,” Sirius said.

“That’s too bad. He was a great teacher,” Halle said. They sat in silence just enjoying the feel of
their bodies against the others.

“It wasn’t the same without you Halle Douglas,” Sirius said.



33. Venus Adams
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**Chapter 33- Venus Adams**

“Attention students. May I have your attention please? This is your Headmaster. As all of you know,
last week one of your Professors died of unknown causes. Professor Dunham served the school
honorably for three years. Many of you grew close to him. I received notice of the suspicious
circumstances regarding his death. I assure you, the Ministry and I are working hard to find out
exactly how this tragedy occurred. The new replacement teacher for the Defense Against the Dark
Arts post will be Professor Venus Adams. Please help Professor Adams feel welcome during her time
at Hogwarts. Thank you for your time and goodnight to all.”

Professor Dumbledore’s calm and reassuring voice rang throughout the halls from the loudspeakers
resting on the stone walls. Lily and James happened to be on patrol at the time of the
announcement. They were supposed to be pacing the halls, looking for students out of bed, but they
found no troublemakers on that particular evening. They even checked James’s favorite hiding place
to reassure themselves that Sirius wasn’t out. They still had 20 minutes left and had stopped in a
deserted hallway to have some quality alone time.

Since Halle’s return and the two of them making up, it had been near impossible for them to keep
their hands off one another. Many would consider their relationship as one of the best seen at
Hogwarts. Yet this year, competition was heavy as one couple proved to be diligent of all
circumstances. Lily and James were considered a warm up act compared to Sirius Black and Halle
Douglas. True, Lily and James had survived Voldemort twice together yet Hogwarts seemed to want to
give their glory to the other couple. Maybe it was because they were shocked that Sirius hadn’t
moved on after Halle’s illness but had stayed on her side.

All jealousy seemed to have vanished from the walls of Hogwarts after Halle returned. Guilt seemed
to have left a stanch in the air for all the angry females of Hogwarts to smell. A numerous amount
of girls sensed the guilt and felt an apology was needed for their actions. One girl even sent
Halle a card that read:

I’m glad you’re better!!

Halle noticed the handwriting was similar if not the same to one of her threatened messages about
Sirius she had received earlier in the year. Halle was left in tears as she realized how missed she
actually was. Sirius had only been this happy on one occasion and that would be the day he left 12
Grimmauld Place forever. Both he and James were considerably more delighted and had finally come to
deal with the Potter’s death. The constant feeling of fear remained with them still.

Lily was kissing a spot on James’s neck that usually tickled, but today he sat still, motionless as
she did so. She kissed tenderly all over his neck, running her hands through his hair and taking in
his clean, wonderful smell. Lily noticed James’s hazel eyes straining in concentration.

“What’s up James?” Lily asked, seeing the odd expression on his face.

“Venus Adams,” James muttered simply. His eyes looked dazed and she knew he was thinking hard. But
what about??

“Yeah, the new Defense teacher, what about her?” Lily asked between kisses.

“I don’t know and that’s what is bothering me. I swear that I’ve heard her name before,” James
said. He ruffled his hair in frustration.

“Maybe her name was in the Daily Prophet for some stupid reason like receiving five galleons in the
lottery. It’s no big deal. Just forget about it. As a wise man once said, ‘We need a little us time
too’,” Lily said, grabbing his collar and kissing his lips softly. James pulled away and stared at
her oddly.

“You really think I’m wise, Flower?” he asked seriously.

“Oh yeah, as wise as Sirius,” Lily joked.

“Thanks, I nev-wait a minute!” James said, getting her joke.

“Just kiss me you fool,” she laughed. He was so cute when she confused him. James smiled and leaned
down to kiss her. A harsh, strict voice interrupted their time.

“Ah, I see Dumbledore chose the best role models from his list of candidates for this job,” the
voice said. A woman stepped out of the shadows and James coughed awkwardly while Lily attempted to
fix her hair.

The woman was unrecognizable with a short, brown bob, plain black robes, severe black glasses and
firecracker red nails, sharp enough to kill. She wore an expression of pure evilness and Lily and
James sensed the negative aura surrounding her.

“Venus Adams. I assume you two are the Head Boy and Girl. Quite the impression you have made for
the school,” she said coolly. Lily blushed a brilliant shade of red while James just continued to
glare at the woman.

“We’re not doing anything wrong. We’re supposed to be here and kissing’s not illegal you know,”
James said bravely.

“Oh Mr. Potter, so much like your father,” Venus said.

“How do you know my name, let alone my dad?” James asked.

“I was an Auror with him and-your mother,” she said. She put a disgusting emphasis on the last two
words but James chose to overlook it. “As to how I know your name, you must tire of hearing this,
but you have the Potter trait of untidy hair, just as your father.”

“Wait a minute, you were an Auror?” Lily asked.

“Still am sweetheart. Doing Dumbledore a favor. And you are Miss-?”

“Evans, Lily Evans,” Lily said.

“Oh, well Miss Evans, I am assuming that you are Mr. Potter’s girlfriend? I could be wrong though.
All of the Potters achieve nicer women than they deserve,” Venus said nastily.

“I will see you in my classes and while you’re there, please do try and contain yourselves. We
wouldn’t want another embarrassing incident such as this one,” Professor Adams said icily, walking
back into the shadows.

James and Lily did not speak until they were safely inside the Heads room.

“I don’t like her. I don’t like her at all,” Lily said quietly, sitting onto the large Gryffindor
couch.

“I don’t either,” James said.

“She’s cold,” Lily said, watching James. He was staring absently into the fire, the same look of
concentration on his face as previously that night.

“I know that I have heard her name before,” James said.

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34. Fall To Pieces
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**Chapter 34- Fall to Pieces**

*
I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it*


The next day over breakfast, James and Lily shared the new information they had acquired on their
new professor, Venus Adams. Their friends seemed shocked that Dumbledore would appoint such a woman
to teach them and the six of them watched the staff table closely that morning. Professor Adams was
chatting stiffly with Professor McGonagall, who didn’t seem all that pleased with her
co-worker.

Peter didn’t bother to glance at the staff table as he had been secluding himself from the others
activities. James noticed this but figured it was because Peter was single. The other Marauders
didn’t press on the matter.

“Do you think she’ll be that rude in class?” Katy asked.

“I don’t know but that woman is sending me a bad vibe,” James said.

“Me too,” Lily added, feeling a shiver go down her back.

“We’ll have to see in class today,” Remus said.

“Hey guys, did you post that pink notice?” Sirius asked Lily and James, pointing to a large pink
sign that was taking up most of the school bulletin board. Lily and James shook their heads and
walked over to investigate. Sirius followed, mainly out of curiosity. The sign read,

The James Potter Unofficial Fan Club

As many of you know, James Potter is Hogwarts Head Boy and was co-captain and Seeker of the
Gryffindor Quidditch team. We feel that such a man should be recognized thus giving us ,Fawn and
Sybll, the inspiration to form this club. If you are interested, please contact us.

Sincerely,

Sybll Trelawney- Fifth Year Gryffindor

and

Fawn Daniels-Fifth Year Ravenclaw

James read the message open mouthed while Lily and Sirius laughed hysterically behind him.

“Oh my god,” James finally said.

“Hey, maybe I should sign up. Everyone knows that Jamie’s my hero,” Sirius said, batting his
eyelashes and putting on a shrilly voice.

“Cut it out,” James said, punching Sirius on the arm.

“I’m with Sirius,” Lily said, laughing as Sirius began to fake cry.

James blushed with embarrassment. He gritted his teeth and tore up the notice. He walked back to
the table and pretended that nothing had happened. He turned his head to see Snivellus laughing as
Sybll and Fawn recovered the torn pieces.

James was muttering for the rest of breakfast Sirius acted out a typical meeting for the “JPFC”. He
was still red as he and Lily took their seats in Defense Against the Dark Arts. The class was
talking as their teacher entered, casting her cold, dark eyes upon them. The entire class went
silent except for Sirius who was singing.

“James Potter you rule, when we see you we drool and weeee act like a big fool. I know it’s a fact,
of you we often yack, of how you envy Sirius Black.”

Sirius had opened his eyes and looked around, awaiting laughter or applause but all he found was
the whole class staring at him, mesmerized, awaiting what their teacher was to do. Sirius saw
Professor Adams and cowered down into his seat, next to Halle who was holding in her
laughter.

Everyone’s eyes were now on Venus Adams. She was glaring at Sirius, who was forced to glare back.
She then, began to clap, slowly.

“Bravo, Mr. Black. What was that wonderful tune that you were singing?” Professor Adams asked, in a
low and malicious voice.

“The James Potter fan club theme song,” Sirius said without any hesitation. A few students laughed.
James turned around and could have punched his best mate without any regret.

“How lovely. I bet it took you a lot of time to think of such a catchy tune. Well, I’d hope you’d
put that much effort into your time in this class. Twenty points from Gryffindor for speaking or in
this case singing out of turn. Out of tune would be a better reason.”

Sirius was about to say “Unfair,” when he felt Halle slam her foot onto his. He closed his mouth
and was silenced.

“Now class, I am going to go straight into our lesson. During my years as an Auror, I have come to
master certain mechanisms of defense. Today we are going to learn an important defensive spell
called the Cruciatus Curse. Wands out,” Venus ordered.

The whole class, slightly shocked, pulled out their wands. Venus pulled out a jar full of spiders
from her desk.

“I am going to give you each a spider and you will practice the curse until you have it
mastered.”

She pulled out one spider and set it on her desk. Then she withdrew her own wand from the inside of
her robes.

“Crucio,” she said in her dark and wispy voice. The spiders legs contorted and it’s limbs shook
with pain.

“STOP!” Lily nearly screamed. “Please stop,” she whimpered.

James saw her glancing at Halle, who was crying and rocking back and forth in her seat nervously.
Sirius was holding out a comforting arm and he was a little shook up himself.

Venus stopped and the spider fell limp, moving it’s legs weakly. She glared at Lily.

“Stop, Miss Evans?” she asked.

“Yes, please. Can we just stop this lesson and maybe move onto something in the NEWT curriculum.
Maybe Patronuses would be better-” Lily said.

“Excuse me, who is the teacher here? I am. And also, I have this whole course written up already. I
cannot just change the lesson plan, and I wouldn’t because this is very crucial to your lives
outside of Hogwarts. You will all perform the Curse until you have mastered it or else it’s a
detention with me every night for a month!” Professor Adams screamed.

“You boy,” she said, pointing to Peter, “Pass out the spiders.”

“This is illegal,” Lily whispered to James. He nodded his head.

He put his wand away, with absolutely no intention of using it. To his dismay, nobody else followed
his action. Even poor, trembling Halle was picking up her wand and watching the spider with
sympathy in her eyes. Lily had performed the Curse on her third try and was now watching her spider
writhe with pain, while sobbing. James sat with his arms crossed, watching his own spider scurry
along the desk. Venus noticed James’s behavior and walked over.

“Mr. Potter, why are you not performing your task?” she asked him.

“Because I’ve already mastered the spell,” James said simply.

“But your spider is not harmed?” she asked him once more.

“You’re a quick one. I can definitely see why Dumbledore hired you,” James said sarcastically.
Peter, Remus, and Sirius all sniggered quietly behind him.

“Five points from Gryffindor for your cheek and be glad it isn’t more. How can you have mastered
the spell without any practice?” Venus asked.

“I’ve practiced before,” James said. The whole class had now abandoned their task and was now
watching James and Venus.

“And who have you practiced on? Perhaps, Miss Douglas?” Venus asked.

“You sick woman. I would never do that to Halle, she’s my friend. But, I have performed it on a
Death Eater,” James said. Many people in the class gasped in shock.

“You awful woman, you knew about Halle and you still did this lesson?” Katy asked, fighting
tears.

“You’re a sharp one girlie. As for you Mr. Potter, I’ll refrain from giving you detention every
night this month. I don’t think I could tolerate that arrogant head of yours that long. Instead,
you will serve detention one night, tomorrow, with me in my office. I’ll get some manners through
that thick skull of yours if it kills me,” Venus spat. The bell rang. “Class dismissed.”

Halle ran out of the class crying, Sirius following after her. Lily grabbed James’s arm and pulled
him out as he was staring at Venus with hatred burning in his heart. Remus and Katy walked out
slowly, whispering quietly to one another. Venus grinned with delight as she saw other distraught
people walk out of her class.

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“Remy, I need to find out what that woman is up to,” Katy said, leading him to the library.

“Up to? Katy, how do you know she’s up to something?” Remus asked.

“I can feel it, plus, James says he recognizes her name. His parents were Auror. I want to know
what they said to him that stuck with him this long. Now, all we need to do is find out how he
knows her,” Katy said, with a determined look on her face.

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Halle paced the seventh floor corridor three times until a handle appeared allowing her to access
the Room of Requirement. Sirius caught the door before it had shut and walked in. He entered a
colorful room with a large canopy bed. Halle was sobbing into her pillow. Sirius walked over to the
bed and sat beside her. She looked up at him puffy eyed and smiled.

“Why’d ya run?” Sirius asked.

“I didn’t want you to see me like this,” Halle said, wiping tears from her chocolate eyes.

“What? Beautiful? Because that’s what you look like to me,” Sirius said smiling.

“You think I’m beautiful?” she asked him softly. He held her face and kissed her forehead.

“I know you’re beautiful. That’s why I’m lucky to have you,” Sirius said. She looked at him and
then laughed.

“What?” Sirius asked.

“You’re the world’s biggest suck up,” she said. “But I love you anyways.”

“I love you too,” Sirius said. He leaned in and kissed her on the lips, enjoying her taste. They
kissed for a few more minutes until Sirius pulled away.

“What?” Halle asked.

“Hal, there is something we need to talk about and have neglected to since you returned,” Sirius
said sadly.

“I know, I just hoped we had moved on,” Halle said.

“You broke up with me! And when you came back you expected me to ignore the fact that it happened?”
Sirius shouted. Halle began to cry again.

“Listen, I’m sorry, I just need to ask you something,” Sirius said.

“Anything.” Halle said, sitting into Sirius’s lap.

“Would you take it back?” Sirius asked. Halle and him sat in silence as she contemplated her
answer.

“No,” she said finally. “No, I would not take it back.”

Sirius looked as if he had been slapped in the face and fiddled with something in his pocket. He
stood up, sliding her onto the bed and began pacing. He frowned sadly.

“I wouldn’t take it back because we wouldn’t have recovered this strongly. I left you for a while
and when I came back Sirius the boy had left and Sirius the man with whom I have come to love had
replaced him,” Halle said.

“Good sentiments,” Sirius joked. “Well, I have something else to ask you. Yet, we’d have to keep it
a secret..”

“Ok,” Halle said, looking utterly bewildered. Sirius bent down on one knee and looked into her
eyes. He pulled out a small box from his pocket.

“Halle Douglas, our relationship has lasted longer than any of my previous ones. I have conquered
the impossible and fallen in love. I have come to realize that nothing else matters anymore. I love
you for more than your looks, although they are rather nice, but find you intellectually
stimulating and I love you for it. You are the person I try to be each day. The one I hope I’m good
enough for. The one I want to make proud and the one I want to love each and every day of my life.
So Halle, I ask you this, will you marry me?” Sirius asked. She opened her mouth in surprise and
once more tears fell from her eyes.

“Oh Sirius, nothing would make me happier,” Halle said crying. Sirius pulled out the ring and
placed it gently on her finger.

“I have a house already. I don’t think we should tell anyone other than our friends though. I can’t
risk you getting hurt,” Sirius said.

“I agree, but I don’t think I can wait very long,” Halle said.

“You won’t have to darling, you have a Marauder. A Marauder who happens to know all the passageways
out of the castle and into Hogsmeade. We could do it. Tonight even. Just get married,” Sirius
said.

Halle nodded and smiled. She jumped up and leapt into his arms and kissed him.

“I love you Sirius Black.”

“And I love you too, Halle Douglas.”

They kissed happily, awaiting their future together, forever.

**A/N: This was written before JKR’s interview saying that Sirius never married. It was a bit
cliché, but tell me what you think; wedding & Venus Adams.**



35. James is from Mars, Evil is From Venus
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**Chapter 35-James is from Mars, Evil is From Venus**



“We did it!” Sirius and Halle screamed as they entered the Gryffindor Common Room, holding hands
and showing off a large diamond ring on Halle’s left hand. James, Lily, Remus, Katy, and Peter all
looked up in shock. They had been finishing their homework together and quietly discussing how
awful Venus Adams was.

“Oh my god,” Katy said quietly.

“What? We did it. Aren’t you guys happy?” Halle asked.

“Course we are,” Lily said, hiding her concerned face with a smile. She got up and hugged Halle,
then Sirius.

“Congratulations,” she said to both of them. James stood and shook Sirius’s hand, ending up in a
brotherly hug. He turned to Halle and kissed her on the cheek.

“Yeah, congratulations you guys. I can’t believe it. And we didn’t even have a bachelor party,”
James said, joking.

“I know man. I wish you guys could have been there. I wish everyone could have been there,” Sirius
said quietly. Everyone knew he was referring to the Potters.

James figured that was why no one else had been invited, it would be like betraying the memory of
the parents he loved. James awkwardly coughed, breaking the silence and Katy stood up and hugged
Halle. Remus and Peter congratulated Sirius and Halle.

“Well, we’re going to go and um, walk the halls a bit,” Sirius said.

“Oh yeah, see you guys tomorrow,” Halle said, walking out the door.

The five of them turned back to their homework when James muttered, “Could you imagine spending
your honeymoon at Hogwarts?”

“Can you imagine getting married while still at Hogwarts?” Lily asked. All of them shook their
heads.

“I know they’re a great couple and they’re happy but, I think that they’re too young,” Katy
said.

“That’s not it. Love can be determined at any age. I think that they did it for the wrong reasons,
is all,” Lily said.

“I can’t believe it. Padfoot’s the first to get married. I thought it would be you and Lily,
Prongs,” Peter said quietly.

“I did too,” James said.

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The next day the Gryffindors attended their classes. Transfiguration was the last class of the day
and everyone was ready to just leave, even Professor McGonagall. The entire class had finished
their lesson and were awaiting the bell to ring when the door opened, breaking the silence. In
stepped none other than Professor Adams. She approached McGonagall’s desk.

“Can I help you Professor Adams?” Professor McGonagall asked irritably. James gave Professor
McGonagall extreme brownie points for disliking Venus as well.

“Yes Professor,” Venus said, in a voice she wished was a whisper. Unfortunately for her, everyone
was listening. “I just wanted to remind you that two Gryffindors are to attend detention with me
tonight. Could you please remind James Potter and Sybll Trelawney for me?"

“Remind them? Isn’t that your job?” McGonagall fired back.

“Oh, well I thought it appropriate for you as you are head of their house. Very well, I see that
Mr. Potter has been reminded. I’ll speak to Miss Trelawney later this afternoon. Good day,” Venus
said and marched out of the room. McGonagall rolled her eyes and looked at James.

“Detention with Venus Adams, Mr. Potter?” McGonagall asked. “Whatever for?”

“I wouldn’t perform the task, Professor,” James said.

“I would try if I were you, to stay out of her way,” McGonagall advised.

“Yes Professor,” James said, slightly confused. What did McGonagall know that he didn’t??

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“James, I’m worried about your detention with this Adams lady. She seems dangerous,” Lily said, as
they walked into the Heads room together.

“Listen Lils, I can take care of myself. It’s only detention. Hey look at it this way, I’ll be one
up on Sirius for most detentions,” James said cheekily.

“I know, but why on earth would Dumbledore appoint her as our teacher? She’s horrible,” Lily said
as she set her books down upon her desk.

“I don’t know. I am thinking mainly because she was an Auror. But who knows?” James asked.
“Probably the same reasons he appoints everyone else.”

“Maybe,” Lily said wearily as she was wrapped into a hug by James.

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“The library again?” Remus asked.

“Yes, again! We’re going to find out who this woman is. Poor James has detention with her and Halle
can’t stand the thought of entering another class with her. Lily’s frightened for herself and
everyone and I am so frustrated beyond belief that I can’t find anything significant about her
other than that she became an Auror eighteen years ago. Almost a year after James’s parents became
Aurors,” Katy said.

She walked right past Madam Pince and towards the section of books specializing in the Dark
Arts.

“What if she’s just cruel? Why does there have to be a story? What if she is just turning bitter.
Hey, maybe she’s taking James’s parents death the wrong way? After all, James said that she knew
his parents,” Remus said, trying to reason with her.

“There’s always a story Remy, and I am going to find it,” Katy said. She saw books full of Daily
Prophets. *Bingo*, she’d hit the jackpot.

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James saw Sybll prepare to exit the Portrait Hole at 7:45 PM. He headed out with her and awaited
his fun-filled detention with Venus. Sybll looked shocked to see him as well.

“What are you doing here?” she asked through her large, thick glasses.

“Detention, same as you. What’d you do?” James asked her.

“I refused to have the Imperius Curse put on me,” Sybll said. “How about you?”

“Refused to perform the Cruciatus Curse,” James answered sadly.

“That woman is out of her mind. Absolutely off her rocker. How is she not getting caught is what
bothers me?” Sybll said. They were approaching the office where Venus awaited them.

“Connections with the Ministry, that’s how,” James muttered. The two of them stopped before the
door and James heard Sybll sigh. They knocked together on the door and waited for Venus to
open.

“Hello. You won’t be needing your wands,” Venus said, as she opened the door, allowing her office
to come into view.

There were dark pieces of material hung from the wall and a few candles were lit. James felt like
he was entering a torture chamber. Apparently, Sybll felt the same. She was cringing as she saw the
vindictive smile form on Venus’s face.

“I have had a successful time so far in my teaching,” Venus began to say, closing the door. She
said ‘Silencio’ quietly, yet James still heard her. Sybll showed no sign that she had as well. Why
would she need a silencing charm?

“That is, until the two of you disrupted my classes,” Venus finished. “Never have I seen such
disobedient behavior. As Professor Dumbledore tells me, you wish to become an Auror, Potter. Seeing
your behavior so far, I can tell you that those dreams should be vanquished before you feel
rejected. They only accept the best at the Ministry and from what I can tell, you are not the
best.”

“I am the best,” James said through gritted teeth.

“Is that so? Then prove it. You and Miss Trelawney have faced the Dark Lord before. So, let’s see
if you can prove to be as effective to this. Mr. Potter, you have been the inspiration for this
detention,” Venus said.

“This can’t be good,” James gulped.

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Sirius and Halle were in the Room of Requirement, their new place to be alone, and were relaxed in
one another’s arms on the bed they had asked for.

“Did I tell you how much I love you?” Sirius asked.

“At least a zillion times, but it never gets old,” Halle said. She pushed herself on top of him and
began kissing his chest and his neck. He laughed.

“It’s remarkable where you end up after seven years at Hogwarts,” Halle said out of the blue.
Sirius looked at her.

“What do you mean?” Sirius asked her.

“I mean, two years ago, let alone seven years ago, would I have imagined that I would be Mrs. Halle
Black. Did you ever think you’d be where you are today?” Halle asked him.

“Yeah, I did,” Sirius said. Halle slapped his head.

“You did not. How could you have known we would get married?” Halle asked.

“Don’t you remember the night I asked you out, I said **‘will you go out with me? And marry me?
And bare my children?’** I knew all along we would make it,” Sirius said.

“Even after I went to St. Mungos?” Halle asked.

“I knew I’d always love you,” he said.

“Oh Sirius,” Halle said. They kissed once more and made love together for the second time after
their wedding.

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“May I have your wands please?” Venus asked. She took the two wands and examined James’s.

“This wand is very powerful.” she mused, more to herself than the other two occupants in the
room.

“I like to think so,” James said smugly.

She set down Sybll’s wand but kept James’s and her own in her hand. James stared at Venus.

“What exactly is our detention Professor?” he asked.

“A chance to prove yourselves,” Venus said darkly.

“Well, can we have our wands back then?” James asked her.

“I already told you, you wouldn’t be needing your wands,” Venus answered smiling.

She gripped both wands, which were each pointed at James and Sybll. James felt extremely vulnerable
and defenseless as he knew he was going to be attacked with his own wand causing the damage. Sybll
had started crying, James knew she felt enormous amounts of pressure.

“But Professor, does Professor Dumbledore know about thi-” Sybll started to ask when Venus
intervened.

“*Crucio*,” she said in the same wispy voice.

Before James had time to think he felt pain shackle into his knees and felt himself collapse onto
the ground. He heard Sybll do the same. He wrung his hands onto his head and started pulling at his
hair. He would not scream and he would not cry. She would not get the satisfaction she
deserved.

He heard Sybll scream loudly. He could feel darkness trying to overwhelm him, but he fought against
it. He would not let her win. She was not stronger than him. He felt strength form in his knees,
pain still throbbing and he stood and reached towards her. He hit her as hard as he could with any
strength he could muster. He felt Sybll collapse onto the ground, yet she was no the only one who
fell. His vision was blurry and he keeled over in pain.

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James awoke to see Professor Adams lying unconscious on the ground with blood coming from her nose.
James had no idea how many times he had hit her, but he knew it had been good. Sybll was twitching
next to him, he figured out of shock. She had her eyes open and was letting out silent cries.

“Are you ok, Sybll?” he asked, turning his back on Venus.

“I think so. I don’t know if I can get up,” she said. James pulled her from the ground and tried to
stand her upright.

“I have never felt anything like that before. It was as though hot needles were being pinned into
my skin. How did you hit her?” Sybll asked with fear in her voice.

“I have no idea. One minute I was weak and the next I was strong. My reflexes acted. It’s like
sprinting, when you’re tired you have more need to kick,” James explained.

She had a dazed, scared look on her face yet her face changed significantly in a moment.

“James, oh no,” Sybll said.

James turned around to see Venus holding out the wands, with her nose bleeding. She wiped it on her
robe but was walking towards them.

“Never have I seen such disrespect,” Venus screamed. She raised the wands when James heard a
voice.

“Professor Adams, I was looking for James and I-oh no, *Expelliarmus*!!!” the voice
said.

The wands dropped from Venus’s hands and flew to the other side of the room. James saw Lily come
into view, her Head Girl badge gleaming in the dark room.

“You stupid girl. How dare you enter this office without permission,” Venus said. She made way to
recover the wands but Lily was too quick for her.

“**Stupefy!**” she yelled.

Venus dropped to the ground. Lily walked over to her and stood over the twisted face of her
teacher. Lily looked up at James, startled by her own actions.

“James, my badge is going to be taken away I just know it,” Lily cried. James wrapped her into a
hug.

“No it won’t. We’ll just have to make her forget a little bit,” James said.

He picked up his wand out of the hand of Venus’s firecracker razor nails and pointed it at her.
Sybll took the chance to seize Venus’s wand and her own. James raised his wand and said,
“*Obliviate*.”

He looked at Lily and smiled.

“I bet you could have done better. You were always better at Charms than me,” he said.

“You did fine,” she said. She raised her own wands and muttered, “*Ennervate*.” Venus stirred
momentarily and got up.

“What am I doing on the floor, Potter?” Venus demanded to know.

“I don’t know. Me and Sybll did our detention. We cleaned up your room, just like you asked. What
you were doing was beyond me. Maybe you were having a little too much sherry, eh Professor?” James
said, joking.

“But my room’s not clean,” Venus said. She looked around and to her amazement everything was
spotless. James winked at Lily. Sybll was producing a two pieces of parchment for Venus.

“Oh and here are the extra lines you made us write,” she said, handing the parchment to Professor
Adams.

“Very well, you may go. But trust me, I know when something is going on. Evans, Potter, Trelawney,
I have my eyes on you,” she said, as they walked out the door.

“Hopefully not for too long because the thought of that woman staring at me is disgusting,” James
joked.

He still felt weak, penetrated of power, but knew that the Potter’s quick recovery was useful at
times like these. Sybll on the other hand needed the hospital wing. The right alibi was needed
before she could be treated though.

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“Remus, I’ve found her. I’ve found the cynical bitch. She hasn’t hidden herself as well as she
could have. I found her!” Katy shouted in the library.

She sat down into her seat once again as she saw Madam Pince send her a scornful look.

“Here read,” Katy said, pointing to an article that was issued some six years ago. He saw a picture
of a less proper Venus Adams, one who looked as though Azkaban hadn’t treated her right.

The article read,

**DAILY PROPHET SPECIAL NEWS BULLETIN**

**Written by Annabelle Skeeter**

*Today the wizarding world has found that not everyone can be trusted. Even the most unlikely
suspects can be accused of treacherous crimes. The Ministry of Magic had disproved their top theory
on one of the suspected Death Eaters. Venus Adams, one of the top Aurors for the Ministry, was
accused last week of sending inside information to Voldemort and his supporters.

Venus Adams is one of the reasons many of us sleep tight at night. She is a woman who serves
justice and protects us from the evil in this world. She was a top student at Hogwarts, during the
time of Armando Dippet. She was Prefect and graduated top of her class. That is after Harold
Potter, her fellow Auror. Adams graduated and went into Auror training for three long years, still
with two of her Hogwarts friends, Harold and Judith Potter.

Adams was sentenced and tried as innocent yesterday morning by the entire Wizengamot. The vote was
close yet Venus Adams was let off and returned back to her job at the Ministry with a sincere
apology from Barty Crouch.*

“The old hag was accused of being a Death Eater! Don’t you see it? Don’t you see why James knows
her name?” Katy asked excitedly.

“No, why?” Remus asked.

“Well, other than the fact that they worked alongside each other, James’s parents probably had to
attend that Wizengamot meeting. They probably came home and talked about it, most likely saying how
she fit’s the profile of a Death Eater. I bet you anything they accused her of it in the first
place,” Katy said.



**A/N: I hope you like it. If you all think you have Venus figured out now, you don’t. There is
much more story to be told. I hope this chapter was a little more informative though. Please read
and review!!**



36. Anytime
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**Chapter 36- Anytime**

James and Lily walked to the Gryffindor Common Room, James still a little weak, discussing Venus
once more. This woman seemed to have brought frustration the moment she had entered Hogwarts. Why
would Dumbledore hire her?

They heard footsteps behind them and they turned, hoping it wasn’t Venus, back for another round.
They thought they had taken care of her. To their relief, Katy and Remus were running towards them,
Katy clutching a piece of newspaper, her blonde hair bobbing.

“James! We found her! We know who she is,” Katy said.

“You did? That’s great,” James said.

He gave the password ‘Strength’ to the Fat Lady and the four of them proceeded into the Common
Room. Halle and Sirius were still nowhere to be seen.

“They’re not here?” Lily asked, frowning, seeing the empty Common Room.

“Guess not,” James said disappointed.

He always shared things with Sirius. Peter was probably asleep too, he went to bed early on
weeknights.

“Well, anyways, she was convicted of being a Death Eater,” Katy said. Lily gasped but James seems
unsurprised.

“It’s not a real big shocker. She’s cruel enough to be one. Yet, I don’t know if that’s it. She
seems too independent to be on Voldemort’s orders,” James said.

“What the hell do you mean?” Lily asked angrily. “Too independent? She just tortured you!”

“Exactly. A Death Eater needs permission to do anything of the sort. They have to have specific
orders. Venus seems to be improvising at her will. She said I sparked the idea for detention,”
James said.

“What detention? What’d she do?” Remus asked.

“Oh it was horrible. I only saw parts of it,” Lily said. James grasped at her shoulder to comfort
her.

“She put the Cruciatus Curse on me and Sybll Trelawney,” James said quietly.

“Oh my god,” Katy whispered, her hands to her mouth.

“You’re lucky not to be harmed,” Remus said. He knew they were all thinking of Halle.

“I know. I had to fight though. I was not going to let her get sick pleasure from hurting me. So I
fought back. I knocked her out with my own two fists,” James said.

His face was contorted in anger and his fists were clenched in fury as though reliving the damage
they had done.

“I am going to find her out. Every last detail. She will not get away with this. We need to go to
Dumbledore,” Katy said.

“No!” Lily and James both shouted.

“Dumbledore was not there for us the last two times we fought something. He hasn’t been alongside
us, seeing the horrors we have. We can fight ourselves. I am of age,” James said.

“No you’re not,” Katy and Lily both said.

“Yes he is,” Remus said, checking his watch. “It’s past midnight. Happy birthday Prongs.”

“Thanks Moony,” James muttered, that was not the point he was trying to make.

“Oh my god, James, I forgot. Happy birthday baby,” Lily said, she kissed him tenderly on the lips.
He grinned.

“Happy birthday,” Katy said.

“Ok, that’s nice of all you, but I am trying to be serious. This woman is out to get me and I want
to know why,” James said.

“I am going to find her out. I’ll ask questions, ask all the teachers. I’ll ask for outside help.
Maybe Hagrid would know,” Katy said.

“Good thinking,” Remus said.

“You guys, this is my fight, not yours. She wants to hurt me. Whatever. It may be because she
didn’t like my parents or she just thinks I’m a jerk. This is my battle not yours and I don’t want
any of you hurt in the process,” James said.

“Oh shut up James. We’re a team; us and Halle and Sirius. We can battle anything,” Katy said.

“She’s right. We’re here for you, anytime you may need us,” Remus said.

“Anytime you need me James, I’ll be there. I love you so much and I won’t let anything happen to
you,” Lily said.

“We’re a team,” she said, picking up his hand and grasping it in hers.

“I’m supposed to tell you that,” James laughed.

“I’m the girlfriend of James Potter, am I expected to follow the rules?” Lily joked. They all
laughed.

“I suppose not. You all are the best,” James said.

“James, you don’t happen to know what belongings are left at your parents house, do you?” Katy
asked.

“Well, not off the top of my head. Why? You need to go there for something?” James asked her.

“I told you, I am going to look everywhere and I think that there is a key to this puzzle. Venus
and your parents just seem too much of a coincidence. I think there’s something that happened.
One-I think they accused her of being a Death Eater,” Katy said.

“Well, we can ask Dumbledore to go. I am sure he would allow it one weekend. I can tell him I need
to check up on things,” James said.

“That would be great,” she answered.

“Well, I think I’m going to go off to bed,” Remus said, stifling a yawn. He bent down to give Katy
a kiss and went up the steps. Katy got up and stretched.

“Me too, it’s been a long day. I suggest you two get some rest. Goodnight,” Katy said. They saw her
head up the girls dorm.

James and Lily smiled. They could last through anything. James was so thankful Lily had come to his
aid. He loved her even more, if possible, for it.

“I love you so much,” James said.

“I love you too,” Lily said. “We’re in this together.”

“Together,” he repeated.

**A/N: Sorry, not a very informative chapter, also not very long. It just brought general info as
to how the gang was going in figuring out this mystery teacher. Also, it was showing companionship.
Hope you liked it anyways. Please review!**



37. Going Under
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**Chapter 37- Going Under**

“Attention everyone. This is your headmaster again. I am going to be spending a few days at the
Ministry to recall events leading to Professor Dunham’s death. Your Deputy Headmistress will be
Professor McGonagall. She will see fit that the school runs normally while I am gone. Thank you,
and I will see you all in a few days.”

Once again, Professor Dumbledore’s calm voice was magnified throughout the school and once again,
James and Lily were in compromising states about his announcement. This time, they were worried.
Who knew what Venus was capable of without Dumbledore around?

The two sat in Transfiguration, trying to transfigure their belongings into vials of Potion. It was
a new and difficult lesson, definitely NEWT level, and Professor McGonagall said that it would
appear on their tests in June. Normally, this would have stressed to Lily and James to work harder,
yet the drive had been taken out of them.

Sirius and Halle had returned to class, married, yet hiding it. No one had any suspicions about
their marriage, or at least they didn't voice their speculations. They sat happily
transfiguring their pieces of parchment with no worries of Professor Adams. Lily, James, Katy, and
Remus didn’t have the heart to tell them what had happened.

Katy had been working vigorously on her research on Professor Venus Adams, but had not found
anything yet. She was going to ask Professor McGonagall for permission to visit her home for
emergency reasons. She would then floo to James’ house to investigate his attic. James told her if
anything were there, it would be in the dusty, abandoned attic which held memories of the
past.

“I can’t do this. Not today,” Lily said miserably, looking at her unchanged quill. It was supposed
to become the Drought of Peace, but had remained still as she had muttered the incantation. James
was worried and was barely concentrating on his work. Normally, he loved Transfiguration, as it was
his best subject.

“Me neither. But, if we don’t do this, McGonagall will flip her wig. I don’t want any extra
homework. I have never gotten extra in this class and I don’t plan on it. We’ll have to just relax
until class is over,” James said.

He concentrated on his book and muttered “Pillago.” The book changed into a cauldron bubbling full
of a turquoise substance. He smiled. He could start worrying now. Professor McGonagall made her way
over to James’ table with Lily, who was still struggling.

“Very good, Mr. Potter. Can you identify the Potion you have made?” she asked.

“Um,” James was always horrible at Potions.

“The Cooling Potion. It, um, relieves stress and takes away anger,” he said, flipping through his
notes.

“Very good. Ten points to Gryffindor. Can you put that in a vial for me and mark it with your
name,” she said and walked away. Lily frowned sadly, she didn’t want extra homework.

“Wow, Sirius, I did it!” Halle screamed. She was always bad at Transfiguration.

“Good job, baby,” he said, leaning over to hug her.

“Miss Douglas! Second in the class to finish. That has to be a personal record for you. Great job!
Whatever you’ve been doing, it’s been working for you,” Professor McGonagall commented nicely. She
had always liked Halle and helped tutor her on evenings.

“And that would be Sirius Black,” Sirius joked.

“Gross Sirius,” Halle said, laughing at his perverse joke. She got up and grabbed a vial from the
Professor’s desk.

Katy had to finish her potion. Professor McGonagall surely wouldn’t allow her a visit off the
grounds if she didn’t even complete her work.



“Professor, can I talk to you for a moment?” Katy asked Professor McGonagall after class.

“Absolutely, Miss Jones. Is something wrong?” she asked her. Katy nodded.

She had practiced this in the mirror several times. Katy had never lied to a Professor before, and
she was horrible at it.

“Yes, my great uncle passed away the other day. On my mother’s side. I was wondering if I could
visit my home tomorrow night for a visit with my family, for comfort. I want to let them know I
take this loss seriously. My mother’s favorite uncle,” Katy said, sadly, looking at her toes and
glancing at Professor McGonagall. The woman seemed to sympathize.

“Of course Miss Jones. I can write you a pass tonight and give it to you at dinner. You can take
the Knight Bus tonight and you are expected to return tomorrow night. Please tell your family that
I am sorry about this tragic loss,” Professor McGonagall said.

“Oh thank you Professor. You have no idea how much this means to me and my family” Katy said. She
smiled and left the Professor’s classroom. She grinned to herself.

*Katy Jones, undercover reporter, was successful in her deceit.* She just told an exceptional
lie to her favorite teacher.

She felt bad about lying to McGonagall, but knew that there were bigger problems than that. Venus
Adams happened to be the biggest zit on Prom night and Katy was determined to solve that problem
first. She knew there was huge scandal, and she was to uncover it.



James and Lily walked slowly to their final class of the day. It was not going to be pleasant and
they knew that Venus was going to be as vindictive as ever. They walked together, hand in hand,
towards the Defense Against the Dark Arts room. They noticed that Halle’s bubbly spirit had gone
away and she was sitting fearfully in her regular seat. Everyone was thinking *‘What is she going
to do next?’*

Remus walked in without Katy and sat quickly to his seat behind Sirius. James and Lily stepped in
the classroom and took their seats. There was complete silence and no one was speaking. Katy ran
into the classroom. James turned to her and she gave him the thumbs up. Their plan had
worked.

“Good afternoon, class,” Venus’ wispy voice said from the corner of the room. “I thought we’d
review what was on our OWL’s today. Since this year, NEWT covers everything you have learned, I
feel it’s best if we review today.”

With a flick of her wand, the door to the class opened and a huge wardrobe made it’s way into the
room. It came to a halt next to Venus and she gestured for everyone to stand. They did so, and she
moved all the chairs and desks to the side of the room.

“Everyone line up. It’s time to confront your worst fears. Inside of this closet is a boggart. You
all learned how to fight one in your third or fourth year. It’s time to see if you actually
remember how since then. Line up,” she snapped.

James and Lily made their way to the back of the line, where students had already started to face
the boggart. Many things had happened to all of them since third of fourth year. Their fears had
grown and some of them had faced evils unimaginable. Deaths had occurred and Voldemort had come to
his prime. Facing a boggart was no easy task. Lily saw several people move to the back of the line
after they had finished looking pale and frightened.

Then, Lily heard many people gasp. She couldn’t see, but apparently James could. Halle’s turn had
come up. Lily looked around some kids and saw two Venus Adams standing there. Obviously, one was a
boggart. Halle was afraid of Venus.

“You silly girl, just get rid of it!” Venus snapped at her. Halle whimpered and pulled her wand up
with enormous effort.

“Riddikulus,” she said. Venus changed into Sirius making a silly face.

Halle hiccupped and ran out of the door. Venus had mocked her so badly for not being able to get
rid of a simple boggart quick enough. Lily saw Halle leave and she ran after her, James and Sirius
following.

“Where are you going?” they heard Venus yell. “50 points from Gryffindor.”

“Shut up you ugly hag,” James yelled back as he made his way for the door. He ran to the Gryffindor
Common Room.

“Halle, this will be all over. We need to find proof that this woman is evil,” James said. The four
of them were sitting on the Gryffindor couch. Halle was crying and choking back tears at the same
time.

“It’s not just her James. I feel different every time I’m around her. She just makes me feel like
I’m sick again. Like I can’t escape my own body. Like I am trapped. It’s awful,” Halle said.

“She can do much more than that,” Lily said.

“What do you mean?” Sirius asked.

“I mean, she’s dangerous. We need to watch our step around that woman,” Lily said.

“I hope Katy finds out about her soon,” James said.



Katy arrived at her parents home, waving goodbye to the driver. She knew McGonagall would make sure
she had arrived safely at home. Katy didn’t even want to go inside, it would leave her parents with
questions she didn’t need to answer. So, she waited until morning, outside in the bushes. She had a
backpack of things, and needed to make sure her parents were at work, and her twin brothers away at
wizarding primary school.

When everyone had left she entered the small home she had grown up in. She made her way to the
fireplace and took a handful of floo powder. She stepped into the fire and said clearly, “Potter
Manor, Godric’s Hollow.”

She felt her body leave the fireplace and before she knew it, she landed into the Potter’s nicely
furnished home. James had told her the House elves would not ask questions.

She looked around. Not one house elf had noticed the strange appearance of a blonde 17 year old
witch in the home. She wondered why the elves still worked when no one lived there anymore. She
figured they were just extremely dedicated.

Katy made her way up the wooden stairs and into the attic. It was large and dusty. Cobwebs were
hanging and she sneezed. No one had been up there in a long time. Katy made her way around. There
were millions of boxes. She knew it would take a while to get to the bottom of things.



“Mr. Lupin, where is Miss Jones?” Venus had asked at dinner. It was unusual for a teacher to go to
the house tables. Yet, after seeing Katy’s absence she had made her way down to the Gryffindor
table.

“Excuse me?” Remus asked.

“I asked where your friend, Katy Jones, was. She is not at dinner. I find that rather odd. Students
normally always attend dinner. Is she ok?” Venus asked.

“Why do you care? She’s not hungry,” Remus lied.

“I was just concerned,” Venus said simply. She made her way back to the staff table.

“Concerned my ass,” James said. “More like being a nosy broad.”

“She knows,” Lily said. “She knows something is up.”

“Probably. But there’s not much she can do to stop her. Katy’s already there,” James said.

“I hope you’re right,” Lily said.



Katy had been searching for what felt like hours. She had found a large trunk with the Hogwarts
crest on it. The name Judith Myers was engraved on it. It must have belonged to Mrs. Potter while
she had attended school. The article Katy had read had said that Venus had attended school with
Mrs. Potter. Katy heaved in a sigh of anticipation. She hoped this was it. She had already looked
through everything else.

She opened the trunk with, “Alohamora” and had wiped the dust off the top. She found that there
were several items inside the trunk.

She saw a picture of a younger Mr. Potter with hearts on the back of it. She saw an odd picture. It
was a picture of Mr. Potter, Mrs. Potter, and a young woman with glasses and long hair. The girl
was smiling pleasantly and was standing in-between Mr. and Mrs. Potter. Everyone seemed happy. Katy
turned the picture over to see a caption.

**Judy, we did it. Me, you, and Harry. We made it through seven years at Hogwarts. Now, I know
we’ll make Auror training together and become successful Dark wizard fighters. We had a rough time
in sixth year but I think we made it through things stronger than ever. I love you and you are
absolutely my best friend.

Best friends forever, Venus.**

Katy gasped. *Venus was the Potter’s best friend??? How could this be?* This disproved all her
theories. Venus was their friend. Maybe she had become bitter. Katy had to keep looking.

She found a diary, with several clippings in it. She opened it and turned to the last entry.

**Dear Diary,

Today Venus apologized for over reacting. Me and Harry told her it was not a problem and that it
never happened. Me and Harry reckon she regrets that me and him became an item. We think she’s
jealous. It’s not like it used to be between us. She seems cold and emotionless. I want my old
friend back, the one I trusted. I don’t think I can ever trust her again. What happened to the old
Venus Adams?

Merlin only knows.

Yours, Judy.**

Katy’s head started putting pieces together. Venus had mentioned something about sixth year in her
comment on the picture.

Maybe Venus had liked Mr. Potter and he had turned her down! Who could blame him, really? Mrs.
Potter looked like a much nicer lady than Venus had. Mrs. Potter couldn’t trust Venus after that,
yet Katy thought that she had trusted Venus later on in their careers.

She pulled at the Newspaper clippings. There were pictures of Venus at trial, and pictures of Mr.
and Mrs. Potter making comment on the trial. There was a letter from the Ministry attached to the
clippings.

**Judy and Harry, thanks for the tip off. We’ll check her out. -Cornelius Fudge, Minister of
Magic.**

Katy had been right! Mr. and Mrs. Potter had accused Venus of being a Death Eater. But, the
Wizengamot had found her innocent and given her back her job as an Auror. *Things must have been
uncomfortable after that.*

Katy looked through the other items to see nothing more. Mrs. Potter must have thrown the things
from the trial in there is hopes of forgetting about it.

Katy grabbed her back pack and made way for the fireplace. She was going back to Hogwarts and she
needed to warn her friends about Venus’ dark side. Mrs. Potter must have seen it in sixth year and
after they left Hogwarts. Venus must have done something bad for her to turn her best friend to the
Dementors.

Katy grabbed some floo powder and threw it into the fireplace with her.

“Honeydukes, Hogsmeade.”

James had told her about the secret passage in Honeydukes to Hogwarts. She would use that to get
back. Hopefully, no one had been given detention.

James and Lily were waiting for Katy by the secret passage just as they had promised. They were
waiting anxiously, knowing their friend must have found something out.

They waited in the dark corridor in silence when suddenly the one eyes witch with the hump on her
back opened with Katy’s blonde head poking out. Lily smiled at seeing her friend successfully
fulfill the plan. Katy was risking everything to help Lily and James find out who this awful woman
was.

“Guys, I hit the jackpot in James’ attic,” Katy said. James grinned.

“I hope it was something awful,” James said. “That woman seems like one to have some nightmarish
past.”

“Oh, it’s pretty big what I found out. Most of it I suspected,” Katy said.

“Tell us.”

“She was accused of being a Death Eater by your mum and dad, James. They accused her. She was their
best friend at Hogwarts and was jealous that your dad and mum dated. They had this big fall out in
sixth year until Adams apologized to your mum,” Katy said. They were walking and suddenly all
tripped.

Venus Adams came out of the shadows. She was grinning happily, casting off an evil sin. She had her
wand out and crossed her arms.

“Very good Miss Jones,” Venus said.

“Uh oh,” Katy said.

“I knew you three were up to something when she didn’t show up for dinner. Usually you guys send me
dirty looks, Miss Jones the dirtiest of them all. I knew she wouldn’t miss the opportunity for
nothing, after all, I had just humiliated her friend Halle. But, she was absent from dinner. Your
boyfriend is a horrible liar. So I followed Mr. Potter and Miss Evans, who acted like they were
going for patrol. Now, I get my opportunity to rid the world of nosy people,” Venus said.

She went back in the shadows for a moment and pulled out Sybll Trelawney.

“I was going to wait for at least a week or two but found that the opportunity came quicker than I
expected. So I seized it and decided to bring along our little friend Sybll. The presence of Miss
Jones and Miss Evans is just an added benefit,” Venus said.

Sybll was shaking and seemed to be bounded by invisible ropes.

“Where are you taking us?” Lily asked.

“Oh, just a little place where I spend my time. I usually go down by myself after dinner. I just
get the lucky chance of bringing my guests of honor down tonight. Unfortunately, they won’t return
from my special spot,” Venus said.

“You evil bitch,” Katy spat at her. She, Lily, and James seemed to have been stuck to the ground
after they tripped.

“Wingardium Leviosa,” Venus said.

Four bodies flew into the air. Lily felt a warm sensation trickle down her back as Venus pressed
the tip of her wand into Lily’s red hair.

“Disillusionment Charm,” Venus said, explaining. Lily looked around. James had suddenly blended
into the wall and surroundings. She could no longer see Sybll and Katy either. Venus just looked
like she was holding her wand out as she walked, but actually she was dragging the four captives
along the halls. They headed out the door into the cold air.

“Silencio,” Venus said. “Anyone could be near their window.”

Lily couldn’t help but pray, “Let us live through this.”



**A/N: Please review. I want to hear your feedback.**



38. She Smells Fear
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**Chapter 38-She Smells Fear**

Lily knew they were going into the forest. She had been there on a few occasions, serving
detention James probably deserved, but she had never ventured this far into the forest. She had a
feeling that no one had gone this far, besides Venus. The trees seems to vanish, only a few were
left, surrounding a huge clearing. Venus’ cackling laugh could be heard and her red nails were
digging into James’ arm. Their disillusionment charms had been cast off when they were deep within
the forest, but they were still bound and levitated.

“You fucking bitch! Where are you taking us?” Katy demanded to know.

“Oh, Miss Jones, we’re here,” Venus said. “Isn’t it beautiful?”

“Lady, you got a twisted idea of beauty,” James said. He was gritting his teeth as her nails
sparked blood to trickle down his arm. She saw the blood on her nails and grinned.

“Oh Mr. Potter, it is beautiful,” she said maliciously. She smeared the blood on his face, all over
his glasses.

Lily had never seen a less beautiful place in her life. There was mud everywhere, a small shack
about a mile away, that was barely visible. She saw barbed wire surrounding what seemed to be a
cockpit. Lily heard the distinct sound of dogs barking, howling with hunger stricken rage. She saw
a rusted over car near the shack but it seemed to have lost all life many years ago. Before Lily
could get a better glimpse, she felt herself fall to the ground with a heavy thud. She heard
several moans of protests as the others had fell as well.

“You stupid bitch. Do you really think we’re going to let you get away with all of this?” Katy
asked.

“Someone will come looking for us,” Lily said.

“Where? Where is there to look? There’s nothing. No one knows about this except me. I happened to
have made this clever little place all on my own. During my sixth year at Hogwarts. I had big plans
for this place. Finally, those plans will become successful. As for getting away with this, where
are your wands? Ever thought of that, Katy? You’re a little too clever for your own good, as is
Miss Evans. I knew that you two would be my downfall. I needed Potter and Trelawney and I knew you
two would get in the way. Too nosy for your own good,” Venus spat.

Without any notice, Venus grabbed the cuffs of Lily and Katy’s robed and threw them forwards into
the cockpit. Lily spat mud out of her mouth as Katy rubbed her arm. Barbed wire had stuck itself
into her arm.

Lily tried to look at what was happening. James seemed to have punched Venus, but unfortunately for
him, she had all of their wands. She hit him with the Cruciatus Curse and he keeled over in pain.
Sybll watched with tears streaking her pale white face.

“The four of you will learn that while you’re here, Dumbledore is not your Headmaster. I am,” Venus
said grimly.

She shoved James into the pit and Sybll followed. The pit was deep enough that there was no escape
to it. James could see over it, and could probably climb out, but he was in pain still and was
lucky to not have brain damage. Before his healing could kick in, the four of them heard a whistle.
Venus was whistling, as if cueing something.

“Go get them. What are you waiting for? No ones fed you for weeks,” Venus screeched.

Lily’s eyes widened in panic. She seemed to be the only one aware of what was going on. She knew
the dogs were out. She could hear their starving barks, looking for prey.

“James, we need to move. We need to get out of here,” Lily said.

“Tell me something I don’t know, Lils,” James said, annoyed.

“No, I mean literally,” Lily said. James poked his head up and saw the dogs running from the
shack.

“Shit,” he said. “Ok, Sybll I’m going to heave you out of here, as you’re the shortest and probably
have the shortest legs. Then Lily, then Katy, and then I’ll get out.”

They nodded.

He lifted Sybll and inhaled deeply for strength. He was still quite weak. But, as before, he seemed
to have more motive when his body was failing him. He lifted her quickly and she climbed out of the
pit and ran.

“Run Sybll, run!” Lily screamed. James was ready to heave her up when she kissed him on the lips,
crying. He lifted her and she ran as quickly as she could. She heard Katy’s feet slipping in the
mud after her.

James only had so much time to get out before the dogs came after him. They were approaching him.
He heaved himself out the pit and ran, ran for his life, hearing Venus laugh. He knew she wanted to
kill him and wouldn’t allow the dogs to kill him. But how much pain they could cause him was fresh
in his mind.

He was sprinting ahead of Katy, almost past Lily. He looked behind him to see Katy slipping.

“Damn,” he muttered.

He backtracked and lifted her. The dogs were gaining on them. It was though they were running in
one big circle. He lifted her over his shoulder and started running again. He could hear her
screams as she felt the dogs snapping for her hands. This made him run faster. Sybll seemed to be
running for the shack. James knew at once that this was a bad idea. Venus was laughing from the
porch of the shabby little house. The sun was setting and their light was running out. Before they
could do anything, the dogs were back in their cages and all of them had tripped and landed in the
mud. James felt it sting his eyes and he could feel it sticking in his hair, with a mixture of
blood. Lily was sobbing ahead of him, lying in the mud, slipping as she tried to get up and run
again. Sybll was pouncing her fists into the mud.

“You evil witch. What do you want with me? What do you want with us??” she screamed.

“I want you dead,” Venus said, as she has Apparated over to them.

“Lazy too, I see Venus. Was your mother as lazy as you?” James asked cockily.

He didn’t have any other defense but verbal abuse and he was ready to use it to the fullest extent.
If he was going to die, he was going to die trying. He wasn’t going to serve himself on a platter,
he was going to fight and try and escape. He needed to get out of this, he needed to marry
Lily.

“Cheek, Mr. Potter,” she said. “That’s always been your weakness.”

“Sorry, but I like to think of it as my strength,” he said, but felt her shoe step on his head to
force it back into the mud.

“I’ve only just started with you. Trust me, tomorrow’s a brand new day,” Venus said
viciously.

She then pulled Sybll up and dragged her by her hair over to the cockpit. Lily tried to get up, but
her legs could carry her no farther. James’ seemed to have left his body, his nerves weren’t
working right. They wouldn’t move.

Venus then came back and grabbed Katy and Lily. She pulled them by their hair as well. James’ heart
surged with rage. He was not letting Venus do this to him.

His legs sprung to life with power. He stood and Venus was next to him smiling.

“We could do this the hard way,” Venus said.

“You are not putting your disgusting hands on me again, wench,” he spat at her. “On on anyone else
for that matter.”

“Oh, I’d like to see a wand less eighteen year old brat stop me,” she said. She made way to grab
his hair, but as he was much taller than her. He took her hand and twisted it.

She lifted her wand and pointed it at him. He was blasted into the pit by a force that erupted from
the spell she had cast.

Darkness fell totally and completely on the torture chamber. Venus was heading towards the cockpit.
With a flick of her wand, a steel cage fitted itself over the top of the pit. She laughed her
wicked, wispy laugh at them and James could see her perfectly white teeth in her evil mouth.

“Sweet dreams. I’ll see you in the morning, my darlings,” she called, as she Apparated to the
shack. Lily was sobbing with Katy and Sybll and they were hunched in a corner of the muddy
pit.

“We’re going to die,” Lily said.

“Don’t talk like that!” James yelled at her.

“Well we are. It’s stupid to pretend we’re not. She’s just testing us right now. She’ll kill us
tomorrow,” Lily said.

“No she won’t,” Katy said quietly.

James pounded on the roof of the cage and on the sides, trying to look for an escape.

“Lily’s right. If we’re going to die, we better prepare for it now,” Sybll said.

“I am not going to die at eighteen. I have too much more life to live,” James said.

“Sybll, have you not been in this situation before. You were trapped in a cell at Voldemort’s for
months and escaped. Why should this be any different?” he asked her.

“I had people come and rescue me,” Sybll said softly.

“Why is this different? Do you know how many people are at Hogwarts? Thousands. We have a chance.
Me and Lily are Head Boy and Girl, Katy is a prefect, and I am also a Marauder. We will surely be
missed. Someone had to be looking out the window tonight. Knowing my friends, someone will rescue
us,” James said.

“I case you haven’t noticed, we’re hundreds of miles from the school,” Sybll said.

“Has that stopped Sirius before?” James asked.

“Great. Our only hope lies in Sirius’ and James’ telepathic connection that they share. I feel
safe,” Katy said sarcastically.

“Oh shut up. I know Sirius will know,” James said.

“He’s married now James. Did he notice when you and Sybll got detention and came back a mess?” Katy
asked.

“Well, no,” James said.

“Face it, we’re going to die due to the torture of Venus Adams,” Lily said.

James sat quietly into the hard mud, he felt rain trickle onto his head. Eventually, it started
pouring out and the only thing they felt was wet mud. Sybll and Katy had huddled together, both
sobbing quietly, to use body heat. Lily was on James’ lap crying into his chest. She suddenly
jerked and said, “Damn, that hurt.”

“What hurt?” James asked.

“There’s something in your pocket,” she answered. He turned out his robe pockets and out dropped a
mirror. A simple mirror. Yet James had never been happier in his life to see his own
reflection.



**A/N: I am sorry, but that was a serious cliffhanger. The writing quality in these chapters
aren’t exactly up to par, but I do like the plot. These chapters are based on a dream I had and I
thought it would be great to incorporate it into my writing. Let me know what you think. Please
review!**



39. The Mirror
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**Chapter 39- The Mirror**



“Lily! We’re going to get out of this,” James said, happily jumping up. She landed in the mud while
he did a victory dance clutching the small mirror.

“How do you figure that, James?” she asked miserably.

“This,” he said, shoving the mirror to her face happily.

“It’s a mirror. James, I don’t think looking at ourselves is going to help anything. Now, maybe
Sybll’s gift would be better,” Lily said, looking at Sybll.

“What gift?” James asked.

“Her gift to travel back in time,” Lily said.

“I’ve thought about that,” Sybll said quietly.

“And?” Katy asked impatiently.

“It doesn’t work anymore. I think Voldemort tapered with all my powers,” Sybll said.

“Damn,” Lily muttered.

“Is anyone going to listen to me? I have our way out!” James said.

“Fine. James, how are we going to get out of this?” Katy asked numbly.

“I told you. This mirror. It is a two-way mirror,” James said.

“Wow, those are rare,” Sybll said.

“So rare, only two were made,” James said.

“Who has the other??” Lily, Katy, and Sybll asked excitedly. “Dumbledore? Remus?”

“No, even better. Sirius,” James said. The three girls slouched back into the mud.

“Sirius? Sirius is going to save us? You do realize, he may not even have the mirror with him,”
Lily said.

“He always has the mirror with him,” James said.

“What’s going to happen though? We don’t know where we are. We don’t have our wands. There is no
way of communicating where we are,” Katy said, pointing above their heads to the steel cage and
full moon.

“Oh my god, full moon. Sirius and Remus are in the Shrieking Shack. Maybe even Peter too. They
won’t have the mirror with them, ” James said, putting his hands on his head and pulling at his
hair in anger.

“Why did I have to be stupid and suggest that we become Animagus? Why?” James asked the sky.

“You’re an Animagus?” Sybll asked curiously.

“No!” Lily and Katy answered together.

“We’ll be dead by the time Sirius and Remus get back, so really, what’s the point in hiding
anything?” James asked them. “I was a stupid fifth year who could become a stag. Why? Why did
Sirius and Peter have to do it too? Now, when we need them, they’re off transforming.”

“James Potter! You know you’d be out there too if you could. You go out there to help your poor
friend Remus and you know it,” Katy snapped.

“I know. I just don’t want to die. I don’t want Lily to die. I don’t want you guys to die. We’re
too young. We have so much more life to live,” James said. Lily started crying at the thought of
dying. James pulled her closer and let her cry on his mud stained shirt.

“None of us want to die. And we won’t. We need to make a plan. A plan to get Venus distracted and
for James to run. I doubt she has any spells on this clearing,” Katy said.

“You know, you’re right. She didn’t do anything special before entering it. I doubt she thinks we
could escape,” Sybll said.

“Well, she’s not the only one,” Lily muttered.

“Lily Evans! If you talk like that again, I will have to slap you. You never give up. We just need
to make a plan. And with you and James here, the plan should be quite good,” Katy said.

“I hope so,” James said.

“Ok, this is what I’m thinking,” Katy said, explaining their plans until morning.



“Rise and Shine my sweethearts,” Venus’ wispy voice shouted above their heads. She looked down at
their sleeping figures drenched in dried mud and blood. She laughed.

“We had quite a night, didn’t we?” she asked.

They all remained silent, as if drained of any energy. It didn’t require much acting to pull that
one off. They were hungry and didn’t have much sleep. James doubted she was going to feed them at
all.

“Well, no one happy to see me? You get to get out of this,” she said merrily. Katy glared at her in
disgust.

“Now there’s that look I missed,” Venus said happily.

“You are by far the shittiest professor I’ve had the pleasure of meeting,” James said happily, as
he left the cockpit.

Lily, Katy and Sybll had already been exited from the hole. Venus glared at him and slammed his
head into the steel cage, which had been set next to the hole.

“You bitch,” he said as he touched his head. She smiled. Blood was running down his face. Lily took
a step forward to go comfort him but was pushed down by a pink light.

“Miss Evans, this is Death Row, not Love Connection,” Venus said.

Lily spat mud out of her mouth and felt it stinging her cuts. She attempted to get it out, but her
hands were full of mud too. Katy bent down to try and help her but was kicked in the ribs by Venus.
What Venus didn’t know of, was James’ quick ability to heal. He was up and making his way towards
her. He punched her in her back and took her head and shoved it into the mud, just as she had done
to Lily.

“Lily, get the mirror,” he hissed at her.

Lily shook her head. Katy gave him a look.

“One of you, get the goddamn mirror. Now!” he said angrily.

“You have longer legs than us,” Katy said. “Your mirror, your escape. We trust you.”

James looked at Lily with tears. He never cried, but he knew that for once, it was ok. She
nodded.

“Go,” she whispered.

“Now!” she shouted.

Venus was still keeling in the mud and Lily and Katy took her wand. Katy threw it at James. He
caught it by reflex and sprinted into the forest. He was gone within seconds.

Sybll walked forward and had a rock in her hand. She looked questionably at Katy and Lily for
approval.

“Do it,” Katy said.

Sybll slammed the rock against Venus’ head. Then she spit on her.

“What was that for?” Lily asked.

“I just don’t like her at all. It felt good, though,” Sybll said.

“Well, keep going. I’ll work on these nails,” Katy said. She had kneeled down and was pulling the
nails backward, so they were falling off.

“Here Lils, take these. They’re razor sharp,” Katy said, throwing the red pieces of nail at
Lily.

“Ew, Katy, those are fingernails,” Lily said, stepping away from the pieces.

“Now is not the time to be delicate. Lily, pick up the goddamn nails. We have to use what we can.
Do you want her to regain consciousness?” Katy asked.

“I have a better idea. Let’s throw her in with the dogs,” Lily said.

Venus’ fingers were twitching, grasping mud. No one seemed to notice, as Katy had stood to talk
with Lily. Sybll saw this. Within an instant Sybll had shouted “Katy watch out!” and Venus had
stood and thrust mud into Katy’s eyes. She had kicked the shin of Lily with her sharp heels and was
turning to Sybll, looking to pull out her wand. When no wand was in her hand, she looked at the
emptiness in shock.

“Where did you bastards put my wand?” Venus screeched.

“I don’t know. It’s your wand, isn’t it? Us losing it is near impossible,” Sybll said.

“No it’s not. Where’s Potter? He has my wand, doesn’t he?” Venus screamed.

“You’re quick,” Lily said, taking on James’ cockiness in place of his absence. He had always told
her, if there’s no defense, you go down proud, talking your way into their minds. It got to
people.

“Oh dearies. You made a big mistake. You see, originally, only Trelawney and Potter were supposed
to come, but you two got dragged along for the ride. The big beef was with Potter. But now, he’s
gone. And you three let him escape,” Venus said.

“What are you going to do? There’s three of us and one of you. Me and Katy are quite able and Sybll
doesn’t look like she’s incapable of hitting you. We don’t care that you’re our professor anymore.
Like you said, while we’re here, you’re our headmistress. And we’re not taking your shit anymore
lady,” Lily said, hoping James had run as far as he could away from that place.



James had the mirror clutched to his hand and was running as fast as he could, making note of where
he had gone with a piece of scrap parchment he had transfigured with Venus’ wand. He had made it to
resemble the Marauder’s Map, but showing the location of the torture chamber.

He knew he couldn’t get to Hogwarts in time, but he did have an approximate idea of where Venus was
holding the others. He pulled out the mirror, seeing the sun shining and knowing Sirius was in
class. But then again, he was in McGonagall’s class.

“Sirius Black,” he panted into the mirror, still running, and shoving the parchment into his
robes.

Instantly, the face of his friend appeared into the mirror. He was smiling and appeared to be
walking the halls. James heard a voice, “What’s that hon?”

He was with Halle.

“Prongs, where are you? How did you manage to get out of class? Lily and Katy are gone too. But I
suppose you knew that. Why wasn’t I in for the prank?” Sirius asked.

“This is no prank. We’re in the forest,” James said impatiently.

“Oh, why’ve you gone there buddy? Today’s actually not a bad day. Adams is out sick and we have a
substitute teacher,” Sirius said.

“She’s not sick, only twisted,” James said. He saw Sirius’ bewildered face.

“What happened?” he asked.

“She took us, Padfoot. She took me, Lily, Katy, and Sybll Trelawney,” James said.

“Where did she take you? Do you want me to get Dumbledore?” Sirius asked.

“Yes, any teachers. Any Ministry. Anyone. We need help. I have a map, showing where we are. I only
just escaped. But I got the bitch’s wand. I have to go back and fight. But, we need Dumbledore.
Look at the map,” James said, holding up the map to the mirror, for Sirius to study.

“She’s got you way in there. Let me make a copy,” Sirius said.

He borrowed some of Halle’s parchment and magically made a new map, exactly as James’ was. All the
years of practicing mapmaking had actually come in handy for something other than sneaking
out.

“Ok, James, go protect the girls. We’ll be there as soon as possible,” Sirius said.

His face was gone in a small second. James wished Sirius was here with him. It made him stronger.
But now, he had Lily. She made him stronger. *Lily*.

He started running in the opposite direction towards the clearing. He had the wand and he was ready
to use it. He was going to get all four of their wands back.

He was running and he could see the familiar trees. He looked at the map, he was close. He slowed
down. He needed to sneak up on her, catch her off guard. He was there and he peeked around the
trees, He saw Lily being dangled above the dogs cages.

He lifted his wand and muttered, “Wingardium Leviosa.”

Even from such a distance aways, he caught her with Venus’ wand. Lily was in mid-air. He levitated
her to the ground, where she hit Venus square in the eyes, but was about to be hit with the
Cruciatus Curse. James could not let that happen. He muttered *Protego* and went to Venus. The
spell stopped half way. He heard Lily go, “My wand must know I don’t like you.” James walked around
in the forest until he was directly near them. He was preparing to make his entrance.

He stepped out and heard Lily trash talking Venus Adams.

“*Atta girl*,” he thought.

He smiled. He loved that woman. He would not let her die. Venus was distracted and James ran up
behind her, making sure he didn’t make any noise. When Venus started talking he listened for a
moment, signaling Lily to be quiet. She acted as though he wasn’t there and looked Venus square in
the eye.

“Your beloved Potter isn’t here to save you. Killing you would almost be as satisfying as killing
that pain in the ass,” she said. She raised her wand and was about to mutter, “Avada Kedavra” when
her wand flew out of her hand. James had muttered “Accio Wand.” Lily’s wand had flew into his hand
and he threw it to her.

Venus turned around and saw James and gasped, speechless.

“I believe the phrase is, ‘Good morning Sunshine,'" James said, pointing his wand at her
heart.

Lily, who was excellent at Charms, summoned the other three wands. They broke through the window of
the Shack. She threw James, Katy, and Sybll their wands. James held two at Venus’ heart.

“I don’t think killing you would give me enough pleasure, Anus, I mean Venus,” he said. Lily, Katy
and Sybll had their wands pointed at her as well.

“I am an Auror. If you do anything whatsoever to me, you will all be expelled and sent to Azkaban,”
Venus threatened.

“Sorry, that doesn’t work on us. We know your past,” Katy said.

“And I do believe Lily and I have spots reserved at the Ministry as my parents replacements. It
sure would have been fun working with you, bitch,” James said.

He turned around to see Dumbledore, Sirius, McGonagall, Cornelius Fudge, Alastor Moody, and Frank
Longbottom. How they had gotten there was a mystery, but James knew Venus would not be hurting
anyone anymore.



**A/N: Next chapter you learn the truth of Venus' mysterious circumstances at Hogwarts. She
reveals all in depth before being sent off to face her punishment. Please review!**

**Another Note: This story is NOT my best. I wrote it two years ago when I was 13. It was my
first fan fiction. I simply post it because I am proud of how far I’ve come since then and I’m
proud I actually wrote 60 chapters on my first go. It may not be the best, but some of the plots I
do appreciate (even if they’re not ALL that realistic). So please, give it a shot.**



40. The Truth
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**Chapter 40-The Truth**

Lily, James, Katy, and Sybll were sitting in Professor Dumbledore’s office awaiting the news of
Venus Adams’ predicament. They sat there, in pain, awaiting treatment yet they felt this was far
more important. Supposedly, Dumbledore, the Minister, and the four of them were to witness her
confession. The question was, *What is the truth*?

Katy, who had been researching Venus for so long, still had many questions as to a motive and why
James and Sybll were the targeted ones. The only possible explanation was that Venus was a Death
Eater sent to Hogwarts on orders for Voldemort.

Yet, as James had said before, to be a plant, you had to report back your every move to your master
for confirmation, but Venus seemed to be acting upon her own will and instinct. So why on Earth did
this woman have it out for James??

The four of them were collapsed into armchairs in front of Dumbledore’s desk. Fawkes, the phoenix,
was trying to get James’ attention, but at that point, James was incapable of responding. He was
too focused, too drained, and too confused to do anything but listen.

When the door opened, all of their heads turned. Dumbledore lead Venus in, who was wearing
handcuffs, and was followed by the Minister of Magic, Cornelius Fudge. Fudge looked extremely pale
and shocked. James knew he was surprised to learn that one of his trusting Aurors would so such a
thing. Surely there was a reason, an explanation for such actions.

“Sit,” Dumbledore said, pointing to two armchairs for Venus and Fudge. Dumbledore performed a spell
so that Venus could not get away.

“Got a smoke, Dumbledore?” Venus asked. James and Lily gave her a look but Dumbledore surprised
them by conjuring a cigarette and lighting it for Venus. She put it into her mouth and inhaled the
smoke.

She exhaled with relief. Everyone was watching her, waiting for some sort of gateway into her
tortuous plan.

“Venus, we need to know what happened and why you did everything you did. It’s important that I and
the Minister know. At this point, a kiss from the Dementors is expected, but if you reveal the
truth, you will get life in Azkaban,” Dumbledore said, looking into her grim eyes.

“What the hell? If I am basically going to die anyways I may as well have my crime legendary. Which
it is. I have devised it entirely by myself. Every aspect, every inch of cunning I possessed, I
used,” Venus said blowing smoke into James’ face. His face turned red with hate.

“Let’s see. It all began when I was at school with young James’ parents. You see, Judy was my best
friend. As was Harry. We were the tremendous trio. We were unstoppable. Well, eventually, I started
noticing my immense attraction for Harry. One day I just went and asked him right out. I don’t know
what came over me, but I was sick of keeping the feeling inside.

“The bastard turned me down. Said something along the lines of not wanting to ruin our friendship.
I accepted it. That is, until he went out with Judy. He was a hypocrite. I wasted my feelings on
him for six years. Six long years. Then all of a sudden, Judy is the only girl he wants to see, the
only one he loves. Judy sensed my jealousy and rage and didn’t feel comfortable around me for a
while. So, we had a huge fight and I was left friendless for sixth year.

“I didn’t waste that sixth year. I built up a scheme. I created my own little torture area, a place
where all my problems could be solved. I didn’t care about the consequences at that point. At the
end of sixth year, I completed the clearing in the forest. I had plans of using it on the lovely
Judy and her Prince Harry. They made me sick.

“I left it there for seventh year, when my dreams could become reality. Before that, me and Judith
made up. We were best friends again. Inside I knew that I still resented her but I had no choice.
She was my only friend. Harry refused to hang around me. One day I took Judy to the clearing and
showed her my masterpiece. She didn’t seem to appreciate it. We left in silence and she promised
not to tell Dumbledore about my secret place. My only regret is not throwing her in that cockpit
and leaving her there.

“Eventually, me and Judy and Harry left Hogwarts. We became Aurors, the sole thing we had promised
to do since fifth year. We had accomplished everything. That is, everything but a relationship.
Harry and Judy were happy to just be together and to get married and have a family. I was stuck in
the dust with no one. I turned to the only thing that could help me defeat the Potters. I knew the
Dark Lord was keen on bringing down the top Aurors. I was interested in becoming a Death Eater but
even the Dark Lord found me to be unworthy. I never became a Death Eater, as I wanted to so badly.
Judy suspected me of turning to the Dark side so she and Harry tipped off the Ministry. They were
so sorry that they did that after I convinced Fudge and Crouch that I was not involved. Several
years later, I returned to the Dark Lord. I handed him information on the Potters’ whereabouts.
They were dead and I was no longer an accessory for him. I was shoved aside once more.

“I knew the Dark Lord wanted James Potter. After the two attempts he tried, I knew that James
Potter was my key to becoming a Death Eater. Another had escaped him as well. I was an avid reader
of the Daily Prophet and also received inside information regarding the school. This is how my
scheme began. I discovered that not only James had escaped the Dark Lord, but so had another girl.
Sybll Trelawney. I had no idea why she was important but I knew I would be rewarded above all
others.

“I asked some of the school governors on teachers at Hogwarts. Told them I needed background checks
on all of them, Auror business. They believed me. I looked at all the profiles, looking for a spot
to put myself. I came across an old teacher, one who would not be missed as much, Professor
Jeremiah Dunham. I Apparated to Hogsmeade and entered through one of the lower windows. I had
talked to a Charm breaker earlier at the Ministry, asking him for ways the Dark Lord could have
broken into the school. He fed me all the information I needed to know to break into Hogsmeade. I,
being an Auror, had many gadgets I could use. The only one I needed was my Invisibility Cloak, a
rare gift from my grandfather."

Venus was still smoking her cigarette and taking breaks to look up at Dumbledore and James as she
told her gruesome story. Katy was cringing in disgust and Lily was sending looks of pure hatred
Venus’ way.

“I killed Professor Dunham, having fixed the awareness on my wand earlier in Spell Control. I set
the situation up so that it looked like a spell had backfired and killed him. No one had any idea
of his cause of death.

“I received an owl from you, Cornelius, asking me if I was interested in the post of Defense
Against the Dark Arts teacher at Hogwarts. I had been doing some serious ass kissing before, hoping
my plan would fall into place. And it did. I had the pleasure of meeting Potter the first night I
arrived. I met him and his girlfriend. I quickly learned that the batch of kids I was up against
was smarter and more perceptive than I had thought. They knew I was up to something. Especially
her," Venus said, pointing to Katy.

Cornelius Fudge looked at the girl with question. Dumbledore simply grinned.

“Miss Jones, is that correct?” he asked her.

“Well, yes it is. I knew the evil hag-sorry Professor,” Katy said, stopping herself.

“I have gone temporarily deaf and have no idea what you just said,” Dumbledore said, picking at
earwax in his ear.

Fudge just looked at him in amazement.

“Go on Adams,” he said, gruffly.

“Well, as I said, I knew Jones would be an obstacle. A difficult one. She was friends with Potter.
I knew Evans would be a problem to my plan. I know that she was afraid for her friend Halle and
especially for Potter. So, I had to change my plans a bit.

“I was planning on bringing Potter to the torture chamber in hopes of killing him and Trelawney. I
hadn’t bargained on two more teenagers. I wanted to be placed on the highest pedestal that the Dark
Lord offered. I wanted power. The power that had never been granted before. And now you know, my
plan failed. My time at Hogwarts was meaningless. I did get the pleasure of torturing the brats for
a while. Go ahead Dumbledore, bring on the Dementors,” she said in the all too familiar wispy
voice.

“There wouldn’t be much soul for them to suck out of you, Venus,” James said.

“Is that so? I have no soul? No feelings? If I didn’t have feelings Potter, I wouldn’t have gone to
all this trouble to kill you. I wouldn’t have loved your father,” Venus said. James looked at her.
He stared at her dark eyes, which were normally cold. Then, he saw the unthinkable. Venus Adams had
shed a tear.

“Well, I am sorry Venus, but we’ll have to see what the Wizengamot thinks. I can assure you that
the outcome is looking grim,” Fudge said, bringing her up from the chair. She grinned.

“I didn’t kill you Potter, but the Dark Lord will!” she screamed as she left Dumbledore’s
office.

**Well, there was a lot that you guys already knew. I hope you enjoyed it all the same. Please
review**.



41. Bitter Heartache
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**Chapter 41-Bitter Heartache**



James awoke and looked around. His face was dripping in cold sweat as he had awoken from another
nightmare where he had died. *What did these dreams mean and where the hell was he?*

He looked around and saw white sheets and a panic button. He relaxed. He was in St. Mungos. *Why
did Dumbledore send him here and where were the others?* James turned his head to see a sleeping
Katy Jones with a large band aid over eyes. Mud must have infiltrated it’s way deep within her eyes
to the point where they’d had to clean them out. James sighed. Lily must be in this ward
somewhere.

He got up, his head aching. He felt a band aid on his own head, where he assumed it had bled. There
was another on his arm where Venus had dug her nails into his skin. He remembered the event
painfully. He made his way out of the room, careful to not wake Katy. He made his way down the
hall, seeing that all the nurses were drowsing off.

It must be late. *Sybll and Lily must be in the same room*, he thought.

James peered into the room next to his and saw three beds, instead of two. Lily was breathing
calmly and carefully in her sleep but Sybll appeared to be having a nightmare. He tapped her
lightly, just enough so that she could escape the awful dream that was disturbing her. He made his
way over to the other bed and saw what could only be distinguished as Sirius Black. He grinned.
Sirius’ face was buried into the pillow and he was snoring slightly.

How he missed his best friend so much. They had two separate lives now. James hadn’t noticed anyone
else in the room but to his dismay he saw Halle Douglas, or should he say Halle Black’s head
sleeping gently on the side of Sirius’ bed. She appeared to be holding his hand. The scene looked
all too familiar and he thought back to all the encounters these friends had experienced together.
They had fought together and had healed together.

James made his way over to Lily’s bed and held her hand, while pulling up a chair just as Halle had
done. He kissed it and inhaled nervously.

“Lily, I love you. I never wanted to hurt you in my life and I am so sorry for putting you through
all this. If it wasn’t for me, you’d be safe and sound and you wouldn’t be in danger,” James
said.

“Yes I would. I am a Muggle, James,” Lily’s soft voice said. Her eyes stirred and opened
slowly.

“Well, not as much danger as you’re in right now,” James mumbled. He smiled as his girlfriend
looked up at him.

“How do you feel, Flower?” he asked her.

“Not too good. I still have the taste of mud in my mouth. I think me and Sybll didn’t get things as
bad as you and Katy. You two were put in Intensive Care. Me and Sybll just got Sleeping Droughts.
She didn’t take hers though,” Lily said, pointing over to Sybll who was snoring softly in her
bed.

“I think Katy got it the worst. Venus just had a dislike for her,” James said.

“Poor Katy, we dragged her into it too,” Lily said. “They found pieces of barbed wire in her skin
from when she was thrown into the cockpit.”

“I thought I had it bad. All I have is a throbbing headache,” James said.

“I know. Remus stopped by to see Katy a few times. She’s going to be here awhile. They have to
clear out her eyes, heal her ribs, remove the barbed wire. Poor Halle couldn’t bare to go in there.
She said she wished it had been her,” Lily said sadly.

“No one deserves that. Not Katy, not Halle, not you, not me, not anyone,” James said. “What
happened to Sirius?”

“Well, when they first arrived, Venus grabbed your wand and hit him with a Curse. Dumbledore
managed to stop every one sent after that. She would have killed him. They took her in and well,
you know the rest. You sort of blacked out,” Lily said.

“I think it was the stress and you were so weak and you were pushing your body to fight. Halle
hasn’t left his side. She’s sat there talking to him. He should be fine soon,” Lily recalled,
looking over to the bed across from her.

“I can’t believe any of this happened. It’s awful. I hope when we become Aurors, we stop people
like that,” James said.

“You know we will, baby,” Lily said, caressing his hand softly with hers.

“My parents could have stopped her,” James said, feeling hot tears stain his face.

Lily looked at him sympathetically. They hadn’t really discussed his parents, he had been keeping
it inside for a long time.

“They knew about her. If they had known she was a teacher they would have known something was up.
They put her on trial didn’t they?” James asked.

“Yes they did, but she got off, which is no one’s fault but the administrations,” Lily said.

“She sold them out. She told Voldemort where they were and how he should do it. I could kill her. I
hate her almost as much as Voldemort himself,” James muttered, feeling anger penetrate throughout
his veins.

“I hate her too. She will rot in Azkaban. And you know what? She’ll have to live with the fact that
she sold out her best friends. Every day she will have to think about her stupid jealousy and why
she did it. She’ll remember all the details of her dreadful sins. And she will have to live with
the fact that we beat her. We defeated her James. We all did,” Lily said.

“Your best friend in the entire world came to our aid when we all doubted him. He saved us. You
saved us James. We worked as a team,” Lily assured him.

James sat in silence for a moment, Lily’s words tracing back and forth in his head. He leaned in
and kissed her gently, something he hadn’t been able to do in a while. He knew right then, that he
was going to marry that woman.



42. Gossip
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**Chapter 42-Gossip**

Katy tried to open her eyes but was unable to do so. There was some sort of wrapping across
them, like a bandage and it stung to open them. She struggled harder and harder but nothing
worked.

*Where was she? What happened? Was she still with the dreadful Venus Adams and her friends had
gotten away?*

She moved her hands around and found bed sheets. She felt her face to feel a bandage around her
eyes. Her arm hurt to move and she felt something prickly sticking out of it. She tried to lean up
in her bed but found herself unable to do so. She started to panic. *Was she dead?*

“Katy honey, calm down, you’re OK,” came Halle’s voice from far away.

“Hal?” Katy asked, confused. “How did you get here? Did Venus take you too? That bitch, once I get
this bandage off, I’ll kill her.”

“No, no, no,” Halle’s voice said quietly. It was moving closer.

“Where am I?” Katy asked, feeling tears sting her already sore eyes. She felt a hand slide into her
own.

“You’re in St. Mungo's,” Halle said quietly. She was crying and had been sitting outside of
Katy’s room, afraid to go in. Then she heard her. She couldn’t let her friend remain confused. So
she had to muster up her Gryffindor bravery and step into the room. She saw poor Katy scratching at
her eyes and tugging at her clothes. This only caused her to cry more. Katy was almost as helpless
as Halle once had been.

“St. Mungos? Does that mean they caught Venus?” Katy asked.

“Yes, they caught her. She’ll be going to Azkaban for the rest of her life,” Halle said.

Poor Katy's Sleeping Drought it had been so strong she'd nearly forgotten what had happened
in Dumbledore's office.

“Oh Halle, this must be awful for you. Having to go to St. Mungo's again,” Katy said
softly.

“Actually, visiting St. Mungo's wasn’t the worst part,” Halle said.

“What do you mean?” Katy asked.

“It was seeing my friends in St. Mungo's that hurt the most,” she said quietly.

“What happened?” Katy asked.

“Sirius came. He brought everyone he could. Then, Venus tried to kill him,” Halle said.

“Is he alright?” Katy asked, trying to jump up, but crumbling back in pain again.

“Actually sweetie, you’re in the worst condition out of all of us. That woman put you through hell.
You should see Lily and James. They’re out of their minds in guilt. We all love you Katy. I know
how everyone felt when I was gone. I couldn’t bare to see you damaged like this,” Halle said.

“Halle, you’re a great friend,” Katy said.

She heard footsteps come into her room. She smelled a familiar scent and felt his presence.

“Remy?” Katy asked softly.

“I’m here darling,” Remus said. He sniffled. She could tell he had been crying, something she had
never seen him do.

“I love you, Remy,” Katy said.

“I love you too, Katy,” Remus said, taking a seat near Halle.

“I’ll leave you two alone. Katy, get lots of rest though. And promise me you’ll get better,” Halle
said, crying as well.

“I will. Remus’s parents are great Healers,” Katy said.

“I know they are,” Halle said, leaving the room.

“I brought you these,” Remus said.

“I’m sorry Remus, I can’t see a thing. I can’t even open my eyes. What did you bring?” Katy
asked.

“Oh, right. I’m sorry. I brought you some flowers. Here smell,” Remus said, lifting the flowers to
Katy’s nose. She breathed in the scent and smiled.

“Thanks,” she said.

“Katy, I could not live without you,” Remus said quietly. “I love you so much it hurts. When I see
you hurt, I’m hurt. So when you can’t see, I can’t see. And I can’t live without seeing you.”

“Oh, Remy,” Katy said. She felt him kiss her lips softly. She loved him more than life itself and
it was so wonderful to hear him say the same to her.



The return to Hogwarts was a tough one as Katy still needed treatment and would remain for another
week or so. The six, including Sybll, stood strong and had to live with the whispers that followed
when they returned.

“I heard James seduced Venus and Lily found out and they all went to have a threesome in the
Forbidden Forest,” one girl said.

“I heard that Katy and Sybll were friends with Adams and then they tortured Lily and James in the
forest until they told them where You-Know-Who was,” a guy said.

“Oh, but I heard that Sirius got jealous of James and Venus’s relationship and wanted her to
himself. Lily found out and dragged them into the forest. Katy knew too so she was dragged along
and threatened not to tell anyone. Sybll had some sort of vision about it and Venus hid behind
her," another girl said.

“Oh but I heard that James has sex with goats and went out to practice that night and Venus and
Lily followed him,” Sirius said, adding to the whispers. The two girls and the guys were so
frightened they scurried along to the Great Hall.

“When will they ever learn?” Sirius asked, seeing James’s reproachful look.

“No!” came a loud familiar voice. James recognized it as his beloved fiery red head’s voice.

“You are sick people. Twisted. Our friend Katy did not hurt any of us and she is not going to
Azkaban,” Lily screamed. She moved to pull out her wand when James’s steady hand stopped her.

“They’re pitiful, Lily. They’ll talk no matter what we say,” James said.

“I know, but I can’t stand to hear them pointing fingers at us. They all hated Venus too!” Lily
said.

“But it’s more fun to talk about us Lily,” Halle said.

“Everything will go back to normal eventually,” Sirius said. “We just have to wait patiently and
not curse everyone into the oblivion who talks about us.”

“I don’t care if I am Head Girl, gossip isn’t right,” Lily said, gritting her teeth and staring
angrily at the girl who had talked about Katy.

“What an impact I have on my dear Lily,” James said.

“It’s so weird without Katy,” Halle said.

“I know,” Remus said quietly. He really hadn’t spoken much since their departure from St.
Mungo's.

“I hear Katy went insane just like Halle did,” a girl's voice said. James had to tie back four
other people from pouncing on the girl. Halle started screaming.

“James Potter, you let go of me. I’ll kill her. She doesn’t talk about my friend,” Halle screamed,
feeling more tears fill her chocolate brown eyes.

“Prongs, let go, she’s not getting away with this,” Sirius said, forming a fist.

“She’s a fourth year. We can’t all beat her up,” James said.

“I don’t care. James you let go of me you ignorant prick,” Lily said.

“Lily!?!” James asked.

“It’s true. How can you let her leave? You of all people?” Lily asked.

“I know what’s true that’s why. Halle is not insane, nor is Katy,” James said.

“I’ll find her later,” said Remus, regaining his cool.

“James, let me go. You too Sirius. I want to kill her. You stupid fourth year. Your hair is ugly
and I heard you’re a slut!!!” Halle yelled down the hall.

“Miss Douglas! I am appalled,” Professor McGonagall’s voice came through the hall.

“Shut it Professor. Sirius, put me down,” Halle said. Sirius had lifted her over his shoulders and
she was pounding on his back.

“PUT ME DOWN!” she screamed. “I am not insane.”

“Way to prove it honey,” Sirius muttered.

“Stupid bitch! I am not going to let people talk about Katy like that,” Halle said.

James was holding Lily who had tried to run off and curse the girl. She was fighting him,
scratching his arm.

“I don’t care, James. McGonagall can see me do it. Hell, she can even help,” Lily said. “Let me
go!”

“We really did get the feistiest of the bunch," Sirius muttered. “I am sorry Professor, I’ll
make sure Halle here calms down.”

“Same for Lily,” James said. He was effortlessly holding petite Lily back although she was putting
up a strong fight.

“Ok, no points will be taken as I can see you all are a little stressed. But please, don’t act like
that in the halls anymore or another teacher may find you and won’t be as lenient,” she said,
walking into the Great Hall.

“I hate it here,” Halle said, still pounding on Sirius’ back, but losing her strength.

“Halle baby, I love you. I overreacted as well. But, if we’re going to be strong for Katy we have
to respect her and not harm everyone who talks about her,” Sirius said.

“I hate it. Does everyone think I am insane?” Halle asked.

Lily stopped fighting James and looked at her friend.

“Of course not,” Lily said. “How could you think that?”

“I don’t know. I just feel so different. Everyone tries to treat me special just because I went to
St. Mungo's. It’s not fair that Katy gets that too. I hate it,” Halle said.

“Life isn’t fair,” James said, still staring down the hall at their departing professor.

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43. Lily and Prongs Ride Again
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**Chapter 43-Lily and Prongs Ride Again**

“Lily, it’s all over,” James whispered into her ear as they patrolled the abandoned halls that
night. They had stopped to just hold one another. Katy had returned that day and the gossip mill
just kept turning.

“James, I love you so much,” Lily said to him. She was so happy it was all over. She never had
experienced anything like that in her life, including the day her mum had died.

“I love you too, Flower,” he said. He grinned at her and kissed her playfully on the lips. She had
cut her long, flowing red hair into a shoulder-length bob and James thought she was
beautiful.

“Do you ever wonder why we don’t just you know-do it?” Lily asked.

“Do what, Lils?” James asked her. He was hoping they weren’t going to have the conversation he
thought they were heading to.

“Sex,” Lily said quietly.

“You want to have sex? Already? Our relationship hasn’t been for that long,” James said.

“I know. I just know that our relationship would move up a level if we did have it,” she said to
him. She hadn’t expected him to be so shocked about it.

“Lily, I have had sex. Plenty more times than I wish I would have. You’re different from all those
girls. I want it to be special. I want it to be after we get married,” James said.

“Are you sure?” Lily asked. “I know that we just overcame a big obstacle and I feel we can overcome
anything. I thought sex could be a little, you know reward.”

“I love you, but I want it to be right. I don’t want to rush,” James said. Lily smiled. *How had
she gotten so lucky with him?* He was perfect for her. His existence was her happiness.

“You’re amazing James Potter,” Lily said. Then she kissed him passionately. They remained that way
for several moments.

“I am so lucky to have you, Lily,” James said.

“I was thinking the same thing,” Lily said grinning. They kissed once more against the stone walls
of Hogwarts. The torches were lit and the hall had a fluorescent glow to it. Even Mrs. Norris
couldn’t be seen. Argus Filch had long since retired to bed and Lily and James were left alone in
their peaceful little hallway. How lucky the both of them had been to not have any
troublemakers.

Lily loved the touch of James’s lips against hers. They were soft and tender and it felt like the
whole world just stopped when she kissed him. It was magic. She felt sparks and electricity flow
through her body as she deepened the kiss with him.

James ran his fingers through her soft, red hair. It was short but he loved it, just as he loved
her. She was amazing, inside and out. He knew she was the one he was destined to be with. *Who
knew that he would ever end up with Lily Evans?* James always knew.

They kissed more and more. It had been the longing and the redemption from their previous month
that triggered this intense heat between them. They valued each other so much more. The threat
wasn’t gone. There was still Voldemort, who was even more cruel than the twisted Venus Adams.

Lily pulled back, gasping for air. She smiled and James grinned.

“That was some kiss, Miss Evans. Let’s see. Fifteen points to Gryffindor for such an outstanding
performance from the two best kissers in school,” James said.

“You can do that?” Lily asked.

“I can do anything when I’m with you,” he said to her. He pulled her into a hug and started
humming. They swayed together, dancing to the rhythm of their hearts. It was pure romance. Or pure
destiny. Whatever it was, James Potter and Lily Evans felt it.

“It is so wonderful to just be normal and have no worries at the moment,” James said.

“I know. It’s amazing. Dumbledore replaced Adams with Andromeda, Sirius’s older cousin. She’s so
much better than Venus. No exams to worry about yet, and Voldemort is long gone for now. Both Katy
and Halle made full recoveries. It’s wonderful to have no worries,” Lily said. “It’s wonderful to
have you.”

“Want to go somewhere?” James asked.

“We can’t. We have to patrol,” Lily said. She pointed to the empty hallway as if proving James’s
point.

“Oh right. There is no hallway to patrol. No one else is up," Lily said. “Ok, where do you
want to go?”

“Outside, on the grounds. For a walk around the lake,” James said.

“Good idea,” Lily said. She conjured a coat for herself and asked James if he wanted one. He shook
his head.

“I’ll be fine,” he said.

“I don’t think so! It’s freezing!” Lily protested. They were stepping off the steps and onto the
grounds. It was January and the air was bitter cold. The snow had melted but was delicately falling
from the sky for a new, fresh layer tomorrow. The lake had frozen over and the moon was shining in
a beautiful crescent.

“I’ll be fine. You’ll see,” James said. He walked a little further ahead of Lily.

“Just hop on,” James said.

“What do you mean?” Lily asked, but then smiled as James transformed into Prongs. He was so
beautiful as the snow fell onto his antlers and his small, brown nose. She pet him and kissed the
tip of his nose.

Then she hopped on his back. Prongs grunted, as though laughing to himself. Lily started laughing
loudly as they ran around the lake. She was having fun and spending time with the man of her
dreams. It was perfect.

Soon, James slowed down to a walk and was just walking around the lake, admiring it’s beauty, even
in it’s current frozen state. He noticed Lily was getting cold and kneeled down so she could step
off. She did and he transformed. Her red lips had turned purple but she was still smiling.

“Up we go,” he said. He lifted her off her feet and carried her into the castle, he giggling the
whole way.

They reached the Heads Room and James set her into her bed and tucked her in. She smiled at him.
She removed her coat and shoes. He turned the lights out for her and was about to leave when he
heard her voice. Quiet, but distinct.

“Sleep with me tonight. We don’t have to do anything. I just want to hold you,” Lily said.

“Ok,” James said. He took off his own shoes and hopped into her bed, beside her. The two of them
kissed goodnight and fell asleep, wrapped in each other’s arms.



**A/N: A fluffy, filler chapter. Please review.**



44. Poetic Engagements
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**Chapter 44-Poetic Engagements**

About a month later, James could be found sleeping on his desk in the Heads Room. He was
exhausted. He and Lily had been working on the upcoming Sweetheart’s Dance which was due to occur
on Valentine’s Day.

Lily was off catching up with Katy and Halle and James was left alone, trying to work on something.
He had plans and he wanted to put them into action that weekend.

Sirius and Halle had been enjoying their married life and Remus and Katy had been going on strong.
James thought that he and Lily were ready to move on to the next level. At this point in their
relationship, there was no turning back, no backing out. It was real. It was the true heartfelt
love that many search for but never find.

He sat, planning it out in his head. He had fallen asleep, but only briefly to realize that he
needed the Marauders for this one. He needed their brilliant minds. Well, he needed Sirius and
Remus’s mind anyways.

He jumped up and grabbed his Invisibility Cloak and headed out the portrait hole. He didn’t want
Lily to see him. It had to be a complete surprise to her.

James waited until someone exited the Portrait Hole to seize his chance to enter the Common Room.
He entered, covered by the Cloak to see Sirius and Remus playing Wizards Chess again. He was about
to uncover himself when he heard his name enter their conversation.

“Ol’ Prongsies doesn’t have the time for his fellow Marauders anymore. He’s so wrapped up in a
girl. I think he and Lily should break it off,” Sirius said.

“I know what you mean,” Remus said. James couldn’t believe what he was hearing.

“It’s like we don’t matter anymore,” he continued to say. James’s face felt hot and he was about to
exit the Portrait Hole when he heard Sirius.

“Only joking Prongs. Knew you were there the whole time, buddy,” Sirius said.

James let out a sigh of relief and took the cloak off.

“How’d you know I was here?” James asked.

“Ever think about lightening up on that aftershave?” Sirius asked.

“So what can we do for you, James?” Remus asked.

“We need to talk. Can we go upstairs where we don’t have the chance of being overheard?” James
asked.

They all nodded and the four boys walked up the familiar stone steps that led to the Boy Dormitory.
James entered and smiled. He missed the dorm where he had matured through the years. It was like a
home away from home. As usual Sirius and Peter had a mess near their beds and all over the floor
while Remus’s small corner was spotless. James’s old bed was empty and unused. It made him remember
the times when they had talked about pranks, girls, school, and Quidditch. This was where they had
grown up and bonded. How he would miss Hogwarts. He didn’t want to grow up. What he was about to
ask Lily would be another step in the process of becoming an adult though.

James sat the boys down and told them exactly what he wanted to do. They all nodded their heads and
smiled.

“About time too Prongs. You guys have been dating for awhile. I remember Halle was all anxious when
I asked her,” Sirius said.

“Are you sure you’re not rushing into it? Girls hate it when they’re rushed,” Remus said.

“Moony, I wouldn’t do it if I wasn’t ready,” James said.

“I know Prongs. Where do you plan on doing it?” Remus asked.

“I don’t know. In Hogsmeade?” James asked.

“No, no, no. That’s not special. Students will be there and it’s not romantic in the least bit,”
Remus said.

“Well, there’s this clearing in the forest. We could do it there,” James said.

“The Forbidden Forest? You have got to be kidding me Prongs. You said you wanted romance,” Sirius
said.

“So where the hell should we do it?” James asked.

“How about by the lake?” Peter suggested.

“That’s great, Pete. We can have a picnic then we can get the show on the road. Start the engine
up,” James said.

“Exactly what I’m talking about,” Sirius said. "Prongs, your charm may be a little
rusty."

“One problem though guys,” James said, ignoring Sirius' comment.

“What?” the three boys asked.

“I want it to be special. I was going to write a poem. You know how girls get about that stuff,”
James said.

“Yep. She’ll definitely want to do it after that,” Sirius said. “You have come to the right people
young grasshopper.”

“Let’s get to work. fellas,” James said.



“James, where are we going?” Lily asked. James had put his hands over her eyes and led her out the
doors. It was quite chilly but he knew it was a good atmosphere.

He had brought a blanket and a small basket where the house elves had packed them some hot
chocolate.

He had taken her to the same place where they had ridden the month before. A small spot near the
lake where they could see the beautiful crescent moon and look at the stars. It was romantic. He
had gotten what he had needed at Hogsmeade the week before.

“Ok, open your eyes,” he said. He lifted his hands from her face and she looked around. She smiled
and her bright green eyes were happy.

“What’s this about honey?” Lily asked.

“There is something I feel we should do at this point in our relationship. I don’t want you to
think I am rushing it, we can take it slow. As slow as you want. We can even wait a couple years. I
just feel we should talk about it,” James said.

“Ok,” Lily said, unaware of what he was talking about.

“We have been through so much together Lily. So much. I love you and I want to read you this poem I
wrote,” James said. “I did get a little help from my other Marauders. I’ll admit that.”



“He better. We wrote a damn good poem for him,” Sirius whispered. He had his Omnioculars and he,
Halle, Katy, Remus, and Peter were huddled behind a bush.

“Sirius, don’t you think they should be alone for this?” Halle asked.

“No, I want to hear our poem. It’s beautiful,” he said.

“Whatever you say,” Halle answered, rolling her chocolate brown eyes at her husband.



“Ah-hem,” James said, clearing his throat and taking out a piece of parchment from his cloak. Lily
smiled.

“*To my dearest Lily.

Your eyes are green,

I should know

Green as the grass

that muggles mow

Your hair is red

A burning flame

Just a year ago

Cringed at my name

How do you deal with

My childish antics

The immature Marauders

Are really romantics

They wish us good luck

In our journey of love

You’re my lily

Pure as a dove

Sirius is crazy

He is obviously nuts

But he says he’s glad

That you don’t hate my guts*"

James opened his eyes hoping to see Lily in happy tears but instead she had tears of
laughter.

“That was supposed to be romantic,” James said stubbornly.

“It was beautiful baby. But, it was funny,” Lily said, wiping the tears.

“I hope you liked it,” James said, a little disappointed.

“I loved it. We’ll have to save it. But what’s with the poetry?” Lily asked.

“There is something I need to ask you,” James said.

“Ok,” Lily said.

“Lily Evans, will you marry me?”

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45. A New Head Boy
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**Chapter 45-A New Head Boy**

“Move over Sirius, I can’t hear,” Halle said, pushing Sirius.

“Hold on. He just asked her,” Sirius said. There was a long silence. A very long silence. Halle was
trying to peer over the bush they were concealed behind. Poor Katy and Remus were waiting
patiently, letting Sirius and Halle fight over the view.

“Oh my god, I can’t believe it,” Sirius said.

“What? Did she accept? When are they getting married?” Halle asked excitedly.

“Oh, Hal, you can be maid of honor. It would only be right since Sirius is best man,” Katy
said.

“How about we both be?” Halle suggested.

“Doesn’t Lily decide who the maid of honor is?” Remus asked.

“Girls, let’s go back to the castle. There will be lots to discuss,” Sirius said sadly. He made his
way to get up before Halle pulled him down.

“What’s wrong? You really think James won’t pick you for best man?” Halle asked.

“I honestly don’t mind, Padfoot,” Remus said.

“No, let him talk,” Katy said, slapping Remus’ arm lightly.

“It’s over. She said no,” Sirius said.

“Oh my god,” the other three said.



James Potter was sitting in a comfortable looking office, apparently waiting for someone. He looked
around while adjusting himself uncomfortably in an armchair. He saw a beautiful phoenix, which he
would normally go and visit. Not today.

An aged man came into the room, and James sat up straight. Professor Albus Dumbledore was the man
he had been waiting for. This was his office, his phoenix, his school.

“So James, I understand there is something urgent you need to talk to me about?” Professor
Dumbledore asked as he sat down upon his large desk.

James nodded his head.

“So what would this be, Mr. Potter?” the old man inquired.

“I sadly have to inform you that I am no longer fit to be Head Boy of this school. I just can’t
handle it anymore, Professor,” James said, pulling a scarlet and gold badge from his robes. He set
it on the Professor’s desk.

“I want you to accept my resignation as Head Boy of Hogwarts,” James said.

“I’m afraid I don’t understand why you’re doing this,” Dumbledore said.

“I can’t handle the stress any longer. My parents have been killed, Voldemort is after me, and I
have so much schoolwork,” James said. It was true; he did have a lot of stress.

“Miss Evans doesn’t seem to have that problem and I believe she shares the same dilemmas as you,”
Dumbledore said.

James balled his hands into fists, hiding his discomfort as Lily’s name was mentioned.

“Maybe she is more suitable for the job,” James said.

“I can’t allow you to permanently resign, James,” Dumbledore said, picking up the badge and tracing
his fingers over the word Head Boy.

“And can I ask why?” James asked, becoming frustrated with Dumbledore.

“Let me tell you something James. I was once Head Boy,” Dumbledore said.

“Somehow that does not shock me, sir,” James said.

“Well, I am old, I know. Yet, Hogwarts was around when I was younger. I was chosen to be Head Boy.
At first, I reacted as you did. I didn’t think I was the right person for the position. Yet, my
Headmaster saw potential in me. He thought if I stuck to it, rewards would be offered. Of course at
seventeen, I was not thinking much about the future. I was just thinking about all the things I
still had left to do during my time at Hogwarts. I had many times when I wanted to hand in my
badge, but I stuck it out. And today, I can be proud of something I did. Something I stuck to. I
choose to believe that you are similar. Your father was Head Boy along with Venus Adams. They stuck
to it. Not to say that she was my wisest choice, but all the same. She fulfilled her duty. I think
you can too,” Dumbledore said.

“But sir, I am nowhere near as great as my father, and certainly not as great as you are,” James
said modestly.

“But James, I see potential for greatness. You have many of the same passions and abilities as the
great Godric Gryffindor did. I understand he is in your gene pool, but all the same,” Dumbledore
said. “Think about it.”

“I would not have come here if I didn’t think about it,” James said stubbornly.

“I still can’t allow you to permanently resign. I will put someone in your place as long as you see
fit to ignore your duties,” Dumbledore said.

“Thank you, sir,” James said, exiting the office.

He left Dumbledore there, shaking his head and looking at the badge.



“Have you seen Lily?” Katy asked.

“No. Not since James proposed. She’s been in bed all weekend. She’ll have to come out tomorrow for
classes,” Halle said.

“And of course the house elf won’t let us in,” Katy said.

“Hello ladies,” Sirius said, sitting down next to his wife and kissing her quickly on the
lips.

James had been gone for quite awhile and Sirius had gotten bored. Remus had been called down to
Dumbledore’s a couple minutes ago, and Merlin only knew where Peter was. So, Sirius knew he should
find out what the deal with Lily was. No one had heard anything from neither Lily nor James.

“Seen my dear Lilykins lately?” Sirius asked. Both girl shook their heads.

“Why would she decline? She knows how much James loves her. He must be heartbroken right now,”
Halle said.

“He is. He loves her,” Sirius said. “Whoever thought Lily and James’ relationship would be
butterflies and rainbows must have lied. So far they have not had the smoothest sail in
Relationship Rodeo.”

“Relationship Rodeo? I am not going to ask,” Katy said, shaking her blonde head. “How do you put up
with him?”

“I have no idea. I have a feeling his mental conditions will rub off on me one day,” Halle said,
laughing. She laughed into Sirius’ chest as he pretended to wipe a tear.

“You know I love you,” Halle said.

“But I’m mental? How do you do it?” Sirius asked.

“I just remember that you’ve got a good arse,” Halle said.

“Ew. Too much information,” Katy said, putting her hands over her ears. “I thought we were talking
about Lils and James here?”

“We are,” Halle and Sirius said together.

“Does James still have the ring?” Halle asked.

“Nope. He returned it yesterday,” Sirius said.

“That is so sad,” Katy said.

“They were so perfect for each other. What happened? Has Lily gone mental?” Halle asked.

“Halle, I kind of see where she is coming from. Lily is not as spontaneous as you two are. She
thought of her future. Marriage doesn’t come before school is over in Lily’s books. She plans
everything. You know her,” Katy said.

“Oh yes I do. She wants to establish a career before she gets married. I forgot about the ten-year
plan,” Halle recalled, rolling her chocolate brown eyes at the mere thought.

“What?” Sirius asked.

“Lily has a 10-year plan. Graduate. Become an Auror. Then get married. Then have kids,” Halle
explained.

“What does it matter? She could mix up the order,” Sirius said.

“We’re talking about Lily Evans here,” Katy reminded him. "Nothing is ever that simple with
Lily."

The Portrait Hole swung open and Remus Lupin entered.

“What happened? Was it a question about Moony?” Sirius asked.

“No, Moony’s under control. I just was told that I got Head Boy,” Remus said.

“You what?!?” Katy, Halle, and Sirius all screamed.

“James turned in his badge. I take his place for awhile I guess,” Remus said. He didn’t seem too
happy about it. He took the badge out of his pocket.

“Why would Prongs do this?” Sirius asked.

“To avoid Lily,” Remus, Halle, and Katy all answered as one.

“Oh yeah,” Sirius said. “Why do I always not get the point?”

“How should I know?” Halle asked.

“Poor James. I feel so bad for him. Losing Lily, giving up the badge. Head Boy meant a lot to him.
He wanted to prove to his parents that he could do it. He doesn’t even have Quidditch anymore,”
Katy said.

“His parents are gone now. Now he can only live for himself. He has no other family,” Sirius
said.

“I have to move my stuff to the Heads Room. Dumbledore said the room should accommodate to my
personal preferences. Whatever that means,” Remus said.

“Moony, it’s not going to be the same,” Sirius said.

“You’ll have Prongs,” Remus said.

“Speaking of, where is he?” Sirius asked.

“He never came back after he left Dumbledore’s office. Who knows where he went,” Remus
said.



Lily rubbed at her eyes, knowing that they were red and puffy. She hadn’t left her room other than
to go to the bathroom and shower. Food seemed to just appear within her room. She hadn’t seen James
since Friday.

She knew she should leave the room to go see her friends, but questions she didn’t want to answer
would be asked. She couldn’t talk about it, not yet.

She pulled on her fluffy robe over her pajamas and went to go sit out on the couch. She opened her
door and saw James’ door. The bold writing was normally a comfort to her, but now it only depressed
her. She saw something move on the door and wiped her eyes to make sure she wasn’t
hallucinating.

The letters JAMES were morphing into an untidy scrawl that read REMUS.

Lily gasped. She knew what that meant.

James Potter was no longer the Head Boy to her Head Girl.

**A/N: Please review. There will be a total of 60 chapters in this fic.The sequel will be 27
chapters.**



46. Sweet Surprises
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**Chapter 46-Sweet Surprises**

“So where is Sirius today?” Katy asked her friend. The three girls were walking around Hogsmeade
as the Sweethearts Dance was the next day. Halle would usually be accompanied by Sirius that
weekend, but he had mysteriously gone off. Remus was with James and Peter, keeping their lonely
hearts company.

“I have no idea. He said he would show me later. I am kind of nervous. Think about it; Sirius and
surprises. Not always the best combination,” Halle said, looking at a pair of shimmering dress
robes and making a face.

Lily was looking at the satin robes. They cost quite a bit of money, but she wanted to buy
something for herself for a change. She was looking at the colors and trying to decide whether she
should even go. The chances were that James had some bimbo for a date. *How would it look if she
went alone?*

“He could be planning something romantic for Valentine’s Day,” Katy suggested.

“Yeah, he seems the type for that,” Halle said. She looked at Lily, who was barely listening.

“What’s wrong Lils?” Katy asked.

“Yeah, something’s up. Did James do something?” Halle asked. “He’s been known to get immature after
rejection.”

“No, James didn’t do anything. I haven’t even talked to him,” Lily said quietly.

“You have to talk to someone Lils. You can’t keep it a secret forever,” Halle said, looking
sympathetically at her friend.

“You haven’t even talked to us about it,” Katy said.

“Because it’s no one’s business,” Lily snapped, raising her voice. She was letting her temper get
the best of her.

“I think that if anyone has the right to know, it’s James,” Halle said, speaking indirectly to
Lily. She couldn’t look her friend in the eyes as she said it though.

“So you’re siding with him?” Lily demanded, feeling her face grow hot.

“Lily, he did nothing wrong. The man loves you,” Katy said. Lily grew silent and went off in Madam
Malkin’s near the dressing room. Katy and Halle kept browsing.

“Never thought I would say this but, poor James Potter,” Katy said quietly.

“I know. The guy did nothing wrong. Lily barely came out of her room. Can you imagine how he must
feel?” Halle asked.

“Pretty bad. We’re lucky she even came to Hogsmeade with us,” Katy said. She was looking at a pale
pink pair of dress robes. They looked beautiful against her fair skin. Halle didn’t even have to
see Katy try them on to know they went well for her.

“Those are perfect,” Halle said, smiling.

“You think?” Katy asked.

“Remus will love them,” Halle said, giving her a smile.

“Now Halle, these are perfect for you,” Katy said. She had a pair of silky white dress robes.

“Wow, are they my size?” she asked, putting her hand against the shimmering material.

“Yes,” Katy said, checking the tag.

“But white isn’t my color. It’s Lily’s,” Halle said.

“Well guess what? I think these would look better on you. She should get a purple. I’ll pick her up
a pair,” Katy said.

“I wonder why she really turned him down. It can’t be that stupid ten year plan can it?” Halle
asked, glancing at her friend.

“I have a feeling there is more than what she’s telling us,” Katy thought aloud.



Later in the Common Room, Lily entered through the House elf portrait and plopped herself down on
the large scarlet and gold couch. Remus followed closely after.

“I am exhausted,” she proclaimed.

“Me too. Man, that girl can shop,” Remus said, commenting on Katy’s remarkable knack for
shopping.

“We were there for six hours!” Lily said.

Remus went and sat down in front of the fire on one of the arm chairs.

“So where were you when little miss Katy was shopping like a fanatic?” Lily asked, yawning and
stretching out.

“I was with James and Peter,” Remus said. He saw Lily’s mouth form into a small but noticeable
frown. He saw her green eyes express concern.

“So, how is he? I mean James?” she asked.

Remus paused for a moment. He knew that someone had to talk to her about it.

“He’s doing pretty bad. He gave up his badge as you know. He’s taken that pretty bad as well.
Losing you kind of hit him harder though,” Remus said.

“I never meant to hurt him,” Lily said, her voice quavering.

“I know, Lily. He just doesn’t understand,” Remus said. “I don’t think anyone understands.”

“Why did he give up his badge?” Lily asked, avoiding what his implied question asked.

“The sole purpose of him trying to keep the badge was you. Without you, what reason does he have to
do his job?” Remus asked.

“I thought it meant more to him,” Lily muttered.

“You mean more to him,” Remus said.

“You really want to know? Remus, you need to know why I said no?” she asked quietly.

He sat up and caught her eye. She was feeling the tears come on, recalling that night.

“I was scared. I am seventeen years old and he’s asking for the rest of my life. I don’t want to
give that away just yet. The thought of marriage makes me think of kids,” Lily confessed. “I’m not
ready for kids. I’m not even ready for a relationship. All these years I said he was the immature
one. Well, now he can blow that one in my face. I’m not ready.”

“He told you he would give you as much time as you needed. Why directly say no?” Remus asked.

“I was overwhelmed. Surely you can understand that. There is so much more I want to fulfill in my
life before I even think about marriage. I want to make sure that I’ll be there for my husband. If
I’m traveling the world, how fair would that be to James?” Lily asked.

“The thing is, James wouldn’t let you go alone. He’d be right there with you,” Remus said.

“Everything that has happened this year has been overwhelming. I know James doesn’t ask for it, but
he does put those around him in a lot of danger. I’m not ready for that yet. Venus Adams wouldn’t
have taken me and tortured me if I hadn’t been James’ girlfriend,” Lily said, now feeling the hot
tears stream down her face.

“I know Lils. That’s what makes you strong though. You can deal with these things yet still come
out on top,” Remus said.

“I think you’re wrong, Remus. I have never been the strong one; James has,” Lily said
quietly.



“Where are we going Sirius?” Halle asked.

It was cold outside and he had insisted that she bring her cloak and scarf. They had gone off
Hogwarts grounds that night. He had flown them on a broom from Hogsmeade but near the end, her eyes
had been closed. He had a big surprise for her. One that would improve their life together.

“If I told you, would it be a surprise?” he teased.

“No silly, but you know I hate surprises,” Halle said, sticking her tongue out.

They flew in the midnight breeze, Halle with her eyes closed. Then without any warning, they came
to a soft and gentle stop.

Sirius helped her off the broom and took her hand.

“Ok, open your eyes,” he said softly.

She slowly opened her chocolate brown eyes and smiled at the sight she saw. There was a small
cottage with a white picket fence. There was a sign that read “The Blacks” in the lawn. The
shutters were painted blue and the house was a pale powdery blue. It was the house of her
dreams.

“Is this-Is this ours?” she asked nervously, smiling from ear to ear. She looked at him and he
nodded.

“Can we go inside?” she asked.

“It’s all ours,” he said.

“But before we do,” he said. He led her up the porch stairs.

Then, he lifted her off her feet.

“To our new life together, Halle Black,” he said, smiling. Before entering, she looked and him and
smiled softly.

“I love you,” she said. Lily had no idea what she was missing. Halle loved being married,
especially to Sirius Black, the most perfect man in the world.

**A/N: Please review.**



47. A Night To Remember
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**Chapter 47-A Night To Remember**

“James Potter, why the hell aren’t you going?” Sirius demanded.

The boys were dressing for the Sweetheart’s Dance and dear old Prongs had just broken the news of
his absence from this particular dance.

“I’m not up to it, Padfoot,” James said, laying down on his bed. He was dressed in Muggle clothes
and was not planning on doing anything that night.

“I think those words sounded a little like Lily doesn’t love me,” Sirius said. Peter smacked
him.

“Sorry, that was harsh,” he said, apologizing to his friend. He went and sat at the end of James’
bed.

“Wish Moony was here,” Sirius mumbled. “But no. He wants to get ready in the Heads Room. Stupid
git.”

“Sirius, shut up,” James said, turning onto his back.

“No, Prongs. I won’t shut up. I can’t see you sit here and sulk. You’re Prongs. James Potter. A
Marauder. You are better than this. We move on,” Sirius said. “I love Lily so much as a friend but
James, she’s just a girl.”

“You’re underestimating her Sirius. She’s more than that. She was the girl,” James said.

“Somehow I think you have told me this before,” Sirius said, scratching his head.

“What Padfoot means to say is, I bet Lily isn’t sitting around and sulking,” Peter said. He was
wearing olive green dress robes.

Who wears olive green dress robes for Valentine’s Day? Obviously he would stick out like a sore
thumb. But, Peter is Peter.

“Actually Wormtail, that is where you’re mistaken. She too is having difficulty doing things other
than mope,” Sirius said.

“She is?” James asked, sitting up and looking at his friend in the eye.

“Yes. No one’s had a real chance to talk to her. I think Halle and Katy did, but if they did
they’re not saying anything,” Sirius said.

“I don’t blame them. It’s her business,” James said.

“Don’t you want to know why she turned you down?” Sirius asked.

“In a way, no. It wouldn’t make me feel any better. I know it’s me. It’s always been me. If you
look at our past, you can’t often see me blaming Lily. It’s usually the other way around,” James
said, laying back on his pillow. He transfigured the top of the bunk into the night sky. He just
watched with fascination.

“Then why do you love her?” Sirius asked.

“Why do you love Halle? Love is unexplainable. There are no words for it. You can’t express why you
feel so. It just happens,” James said. “Don’t you think that if I had the choice I would have
chosen to love someone who didn’t hate me in return?”

“No,” Sirius said simply.

“You’re right.” James said, sighing. “I’m so screwed up, Padfoot.”

“No, you’re not,” Sirius said.

“Don’t lie to me. I know I am. I can’t even keep the love of my life. I let go of my badge. I have
no family. A mass murderer is after me for some reason,” James said. “Why me? Why can’t I have a
normal life? Why can’t I be you, Sirius? Or even you, Peter? You don’t get so much temptation in
your life.”

Peter slowly turned to the corner and took an inward gulp. *What had he done?* He rubbed the
spot on his left forearm tenderly.



“You’re not going? Why the hell not, Lily Evans?” Halle demanded to know. She was wearing a towel
and putting on her makeup. Her hair was already resting on her shoulders in soft curls. She looked
beautiful.

“I’ve told you. I don’t feel comfortable going alone,” Lily said, making up an excuse. “Plus Potter
will be there.”

“What about your Head Girl duties?” Katy asked.

“Tell Dumbledore that you’ll act in my place and you’ll open the dance. You’re a Prefect. He’ll
understand,” Lily said. “Plus, you’ll look better dancing with Remus than I would.”

Katy was putting her blonde hair into a knot in the back of her head. She was wearing the pink
dress robes from the shop. They looked wonderful on her. She had applied some pale pink lip gloss
and very little makeup. She looked stunning. Lily smiled. She felt like a mother watching her
daughters growing up. But it was different. They were her friends. They were growing up; without
her. Halle was already married and Katy was in love.

*Where was little Lily?* Stuck in her room.

She had come to the Gryffindor Common Room to watch her friends get dressed.

“I got you something just in case,” Halle said. She reached into the closet and pulled out satin
lavender dress robes.

“Oh, you didn’t have to, Hal,” Lily said, smiling.

“They’re yours. A gift from me. Even if you don’t use them tonight, they’ll always be yours,” Halle
said, smiling. Lily went up to her and hugged her.

A small second year girl came up and giggled.

“Can we help you?” Katy asked politely.

“Well, Sirius Black is down there waiting for you,” the small girl said. Halle smiled.

“I’d suspect so. And what did he say?” Halle asked, grinning. She knew Sirius had said something to
make that girl blush so much.

“Well, he said that the dance already started and that he doesn’t give a damn what you wear.
Actually he said it would be better if you didn’t wear anything,” the girl said.

“Well, tell Mr. Black that he’ll have to wait until later for that opportunity because I don’t
recall being sent to a Nudist colony,” Halle said, smirking.

A couple minutes later, as Halle was pulling out her dress robes, ready to put them on, the girl
returned. She was giggling even harder.

“He said he could arrange it,” the girl said. She left before Halle could respond. She giggled. The
thought of living in a Nudist Colony with Sirius was kind of amusing.

“You better get dressed,” Lily said, sniffling.

“Are you crying, sweetie?” Halle asked turning to her friend.

“No,” Lily said, wiping her tears on her sleeve.

“Yes. she was. She’s always crying though, so this shouldn’t shock you,” Katy said.

“Lily honey, what’s wrong? Why don’t you just go? I am sure some single boy will ask you to dance.
You’re a beautiful girl with a lot going for you,” Halle said.

“You get dressed, let me handle this,” Katy said. She knew Remus would be patient.

“What is the matter with me?” Lily asked her friend.

“What do you mean?” Katy asked.

“I mean, why did I break his heart again? I’ve done it a million times and sworn never again. Yet,
I repeatedly keep doing it,” Lily said.

“I think I know why. You love him so much. But you’re afraid; deeply afraid that he won’t love you
as much as you love him. Well guess what? He loves you more than anything. How many girls has he
proposed to? How many has he saved from death? None. You’re the only one that he loves. And I think
it may remain that way forever,” Katy said.

“I’m not ready, Katy. I have so much more I need to do,” Lily said, crying.

“I know, Lily honey,” Katy said.

“I’m ready,” Halle said softly. She had on the white dress robes made of silk. It looked like
porcelain. Her brown hair was in soft curls and she had on red lip gloss. Her eyes showed a hint of
mascara, but she looked like an angel.

Lily smiled.

“He’ll love it,” Lily said, kissing Halle’s cheek. She then turned to Katy and hugged her. “You
guys are so amazing. Now go have fun.”

“Are you sure? We’ll stay if you need us to,” Halle said, turning to Lily before leaving.

“Positive,” Lily said, smiling. She fell on Halle’s bed and felt the lavender robes softly rub
against her cheek. She frowned and felt yet another tear pass down her rosy face.



Sirius was nervously pacing the Common Room, waiting for his wife to come down. It was their first
dance together. He wanted it to be a brilliant night. One she would always remember.

He saw Katy come down, looking beautiful. Remus had joined him in the Common Room to wait for
her.

Remus turned and kissed her on the cheek muttering, “You’re beautiful.”

She smiled. “She’s not showing up. I’ll have to fill in for her.”

“Are you ready? Because the first dance will only be followed by me sweeping you off your feet the
rest of the night,” Remus said. Sirius grinned. He did make a very smooth Marauder.

“You two youngsters have fun tonight,” Sirius said, waving to them as they left.

He turned to face the stairs and the sight literally took his breath away. Halle was standing on
the stairs looking like an angel sent from heaven.

She smiled and he knew that he loved her so much. She was so happy and positive to be around. And,
he could not forget it, she was beautiful.

“I love you,” he said to her as she walked down to him.

“I love you too,” she said. He looked down at her hand and saw the shimmering wedding ring he had
given her a few months earlier.

She smiled.

“We’re not hiding it anymore?” Sirius asked.

“No. I am proud to be married to you. Something that makes me so happy shouldn’t be hidden,” Halle
said. "At least not tonight."

“You make me happy,” Sirius said.

“Are you ready to go to the dance?” Halle asked.

“Yes. Such a shame poor Prongs couldn’t be here. He worked so hard on it too,” Sirius said.

“James isn’t going?” Halle asked.

“Nope,” Sirius said. Halle grinned. She knew that the only two Gryffindor seventh years who were
not attending had some catching up to do.



Lily let her fingers touch the stone wall as she came down the stairs into the Gryffindor Common
Room. She prayed for all the younger students to have gone to bed. She knew that was not where they
would go though. They had probably gone and tried to sneak into the dance. At that point, she
didn’t care. At least they would be having some fun.

Alas, she heard silence as she entered the Common Room. Nothing but the flickering fire could be
seen nor heard. She was going to sit on the couch when she looked down and saw a raven haired
figure already sleeping on it.

“Oh,” she said softly. She was going to leave when she heard him.

“Lily?” he asked. “You didn’t go?”

“No,” she said quietly.

“Why not?” he asked her curiously. “Aren’t you required to go?”

“Yes, but Katy’s filling in for me. I'm just not up to it,” she said.

“Oh,” he said. There was an awkward pause.

“You don’t have to leave just because I’m here,” he said, looking into her eyes. He had missed
those eyes. The mystery and pain and love they usually held. All he saw was hurt.

She went and sat down on one of the arm chairs near him. She pushed a lock of her red hair behind
her ear and looked up at him.

“Lily, we need to talk and you know it,” James said, sitting up. She nodded.

“James, I wouldn’t have said no if I’d have known how awful things would get between us. I actually
prefer us fighting than this. I miss seeing you,” she said, collapsing in the chair crying.

He knew that if she breaking down like this then she had been withholding guilt and resentment for
quite some time. What he didn’t know she was feeling was regret.

“You feel this way? Because all I’ve been thinking about was asking you. If I hadn’t done that,
we’d still be perfect,” he said.

“What’s happened to us, James?” she asked looking at him.

“I don’t know. I really don’t. I thought we were ready for the next step. I was so in love with
you. I thought that things only got better after marriage. I guess it kind of complicates things,”
James said.

“Yeah, it does,” Lily said. “But then why are Halle and Sirius so happy?”

“Because they’re different from us. They can do that and still be happy,” James said.

They sat in silence for a couple moments.

“Why did you say no, Lily?” he asked her. “Why? That’s all I want to know. I’ll leave you alone,
forever if you’d like, just if you’d tell me.”

“I’m not good enough for you, James. You deserve better than some Mudblood witch,” Lily said.

“What? Lily never say that again. Never,” James said. “You not good enough for me? You have to be
crazy.”

“You do deserve better, though. I couldn’t give you the kind of life you deserve. You’ll make it
big and you should go home to some trophy wife who will never give you problems,” Lily said,
feeling the tears.

“Lily, I could have that kind of life. I could. But it’s the choices we make that decides our
future. I chose you. I choose the more difficult life. The one I know will be worthwhile. The one I
want to stick around to see,” James said.

“But what if we make each other miserable? What if you don’t feel this way ten years from now?”
Lily asked.

“Why question it Lily?” James asked. “I love you.”

“You’re eighteen James. Who knows how you’ll feel when you’re twenty-five or thirty,” Lily
said.

“I’ll know I have you. That’s the only piece of information worth having,” James said.

With that said, he got up and scooped her off the couch. He lifted her to him and kissed her.
Kissed her with all the passion he had been feeling since they had broken up. And it was beautiful.
Almost as real as their first kiss.

**A/N: Hope you liked it. They're back together, again. Please review.**



48. I Need You
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**Chapter 48-I Need You**

“Is that Lily and James?” one voice muttered.

“Oh, it has to be. Is James Head Boy still?” another voice asked.

Sirius turned to look at the entrance to the dance to see his friend, entering in sweats, with Lily
Evans. He grinned. Sirius knew the two of them couldn’t deny it any longer.

“Look. Our favorite couple’s back,” Katy muttered, while dancing in the arms of Remus. Halle and
Sirius just smiled.

“About time too. I’m getting sick of Prongs moping around,” Remus said.

“Me too, me too,” Sirius muttered. He watched as the two of them casually danced with one another.
They weren’t dressed for the occasion, but Sirius knew it didn’t matter.

“She’s beautiful,” Halle said, while watching her friend. Lily’s eyes had the old sparkle back into
them. She looked happy.

“No. You’re beautiful. You do realize this is our first dance ever as a couple,” Sirius said,
grinning.

“Yes, I do. It’s also our last at Hogwarts,” Halle said.

“You guys are so depressing,” Katy said, rolling her blue eyes and laughing.

The song ended and the couples moved towards the punch bowl. Lily and James were hand in hand and
looking at each other with deep admiration.

“Those two really do go up and down a lot,” Katy said.

“It’s love/hate darling,” Remus said, shaking his head. “It works for them.”

Halle averted her eyes towards Katy, catching the blonde girl’s eye and motioned towards
Lily.

“Girl talk,” Katy said simply.

“Bye honey,” Halle said, kissing Sirius on the nose. As she walked away he touched the spot
fondly.

“I love her, Moony,” Sirius said.

“I know you do, Padfoot,” Remus said.

“Do you think Prongs wants to talk?” Sirius asked.

“No. He’s too busy thinking of Lily. You know he can’t be comprehended when his mind is on that
girl. He’s very incoherent,” Remus said, grinning. Sirius nodded in understanding.



“James, is it ok if I go and talk to Halle and Katy for a little while?” Lily asked.

“Of course. I’ll go get some fresh air,” James said, putting his hands in the pockets of his
jeans.



It was cold outside, but the snow had melted earlier. The lake was frozen over and a cool mist was
flowing gently above it. James was glad he had worn a sweatshirt instead of uncomfortable dress
robes. He was much warmer this way.

He had Lily back. That was all that mattered. She was his inspiration. He couldn’t wait to spend
his life with her. He just wished his parents were still alive to see him and meet Lily. They had
never gotten that chance.

He heard giggling in nearby bushes and he grinned. Some things never changed. He had left his wand
back in the dorm so a Heating Charm was out of the question. He knew Lily would want to fill in her
best friends with all the details. This could take awhile. Girls could talk for hours. But, he
could wait for Lily. He could wait years. He had, in fact, waited for so long that waiting just
seemed like an ordinary part of the process.

He saw footsteps emerging from a distance.

*Who was walking around alone tonight?*

He saw the face of Frank Longbottom come into focus.

“Frank! What are you doing here?” James asked, surprised. James hadn’t seen Frank since last year.
He had graduated and gone off to become an Auror.

“Dumbledore invited me to go and check out some things in the forest while everyone was at the
dance. Sure way of not getting interrupted. Well, you’re the exception on that one. But, you’re the
one I was looking for anyways. I think there’s something you should see, James,” Frank said, a look
of concern on his face.

“Why? What happened?” James asked, hoping Lily was still ok.

“It’s about your parents. We may have found their bodies,” Frank said.

“But didn’t you already find their bodies, Frank?” James asked.

“We never found their bodies. We saw the blood and we saw where they had been dragged out. But, no
bodies were found,” Frank said. He was pacing nervously.

“But Dumbledore would have sent people searching for them. Fudge definitely would have. If there
was no bodies there was no proof that there was a murder. They could have still been alive,” James
said.

“You’re a smart one, Potter. Too smart for your own good,” Frank said, his voice becoming hard and
cold. A combination in which sent chills up James’s spine. He stood his ground though.

“What do you mean by that, Frank?” James asked, knowing that this was not the real Frank
Longbottom.

“I mean, that brain of yours is going to get you in some deep trouble some day,” Frank said.

“Are you implying that, that day be today?” James asked, knowing the answer. He was ready to
run.

What he was not ready for was the transformation from Frank Longbottom to Lucius Malfoy.

Malfoy smiled. “Surprise.”

Before James could move invisible ropes were tied around him, restraining any movement. He
concentrated and transformed into his Animagus form, thinking of Lily. He couldn’t die yet, she
needed him.

He felt the ropes restraining him as a stag, but found the will to escape greater. He pulled the
ropes and felt them loosen. He felt the hold slip away. And he ran. He ran straight, as far as he
could go. What he didn’t expect was Malfoy to come riding up next to him on that great black crow
of his. Then, James Potter was captured once again.



“Isn’t he wonderful?” Lily asked, looking at her friends.

“That is so great, Lils,” Katy said, smiling. Her friend was glowing, bursting with joy.

“What are you doing?” Halle asked. Lily just stopped daydreaming and looked at her curiously for a
moment.

“What do you mean?” Lily asked.

“I mean, what are you doing? Go get him! This should be your night to spend with him,” Halle said,
pushing Lily along. Lily blushed and waved goodbye to her friends.

She hurried down the hall to go get James. She wanted to just feel his arms around her once more.
She exited onto the grounds and saw a sight that made her want to vomit. She whimpered and felt
arms restrain her.

She saw a stag running away from this hideous black crow. And then, they stunned the animal. It
didn’t get completely stunned but it was lying on the ground, kicking it’s legs a bit. She knew
that the stag was James. She screamed for him as she saw the foot of a man collide with the
stag.

“James!” she screamed.

“No, it’s alright Lils. They won’t get away with it,” Sirius Black said.

“No, James! I need you!!” she screamed into the night.

**A/N: Ah, I know, she's so dramatic. Remember, I wrote this two years ago and it was my first
fan fic. It's pretty awful and needs lots of revision (that I have no time for right
now)**



49. Cockiness
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**Chapter 49-Cockiness**

At that moment, Sirius transformed into the giant black dog known to his friends as Padfoot.
Halle gasped. Before she knew it, Lily had been let go of her restraining arms and was running
after the black dog. The stag had been taken out of sight and Sirius was running, looking for him.
Halle was left panicking as to what to do.

*Dumbledore*, she thought. *Go get Dumbledore!*

She ran on her heels and slid across the floor in the entrance hall. She saw all eyes on her. She
nervously got up, panicking.

“Halle honey, what’s wrong? Where is Sirius?” Katy asked.

Halle shook her head, not wanting to answer those questions.

“Professor!” she shouted. Professor Dumbledore, who had been dancing with Professor Sprout held a
hand up and the music stopped.

“He’s gone. James is gone,” she said.

“What do you mean, Miss Douglas?” Professor McGonagall asked.

“I mean, someone has taken James Potter. He is gone,” Halle said. “And Sirius and Lily have gone
after him.”

“How could I have let this happen again?” Dumbledore asked himself. He ran out the hall with Remus,
Katy, McGonagall, and Halle following.

“Where was he, Miss Douglas?” Dumbledore asked, searching the grounds with his electric blue
eyes.

“This crow came down and swooped him up and they flew away. I don’t know where they were going,”
Halle said. She didn’t want to mention Sirius or James transforming. She knew it was illegal.

“And Lily and Sirius?” Dumbledore asked.

The two had left no traces of where they were going. Halle had no idea how they had left so
fast.

“Professor, they’re gone,” Halle said sadly.



Sirius transformed back into man. He saw Lily next to him.

“Why did you follow?” Sirius asked, concerned.

“I love him. I am not letting anything happen to him,” Lily said.

The two of them saw a portal. They had seen James and the crow go through it. Surprisingly, it was
still here.

“A travel portal. Hard to use unless you have ties with the Ministry. They stay for about a half an
hour,” Lily explained.

They had run deep off the Hogwarts grounds, both were panting for breath.

“So we’re going? To save him?” Lily asked.

“Damn straight we are,” Sirius said. “That’s my best friend. They don’t mess with my
friends.”

The two of them jumped into the portal and they were gone.

Soon, the last remaining particles of the portal were gone as well.



James fell onto the ground and felt himself transform back into a man without exercising any
control over it. He rubbed his head and sat up. He felt a foot collide with his rib.

“Not this again,” he said sourly. “You Death Eaters need some new approaches.”

“Shut it, Potter,” Lucius said.

“So what’s your plan Malfoy? Kill the Potter kid and hope no one will stop your beloved Dark Lord?
I don’t really get why you are after me all this time. Dumbledore is a bigger threat you know,”
James said, standing up and meeting eyes with Lucius Malfoy.

Barty Crouch transformed from crow to man before James’ eyes.

“Barty? Wow, never would have guessed you would associate with such scum. Your dad is said to be
replacing Fudge. I would be ashamed of yourself if I were you,” James said.

“We’re not here to chat, Potter,” Lucius said.

“Why not, my dear Lucius? If I am going to die I may as well have some pleasant conversation with
the bastards who are going to kill me. At least allow me that privilege,” he said joking.

“Is this the behavior your damned father taught you?” Malfoy asked.

“As a matter of fact, it is. He always told me to stand my ground,” James said.

Malfoy raised his wand.

“You are so stupid, Malfoy. You do know how many people are looking for me right now?” James
asked.

Malfoy seemed slightly confused. He looked at Barty and Barty shook his head.

“Daft fools,” James muttered under his breath. “You mean to tell me that the two of you just
planned this little shin-dig without any planning? Wow, you really are going to get caught. Lucius,
aren’t you supposed to be the smart Death Eater? I am James Potter, Head Boy of Hogwarts. I have
friends and a girlfriend. I am close with Dumbledore. I have been kidnapped before. Do you not
think that people will look for me? You’re so wrong about that one,” James said. Lucius tightened
the grip on his wand.

“I would put those silly little masks on before Dumbledore shows up. You’re bound to go to Azkaban
if he finds you,” James said.

“Oh, but Lucius wouldn’t want to wreck that perfectly beautiful bleach blonde hair would he? A mask
would hide his gorgeous face,” a voice said.

James, Lucius and Barty all turned. There was Sirius and Lily standing, with their wands out and
ready to go.

“Black, Evans,” Lucius spat.

“Oh, but Lucius I would much prefer to be called Mudblood. I look forward to it every moment of my
pathetic life,” Lily said.

James grinned. He loved when his friends used cockiness. It was the best way to bring down an
enemy.

“Come on Malfoy. We’re the top students at our school. Don’t you want to test that against your
oh-so impressive Death Eater skills? Where were you in your graduating class Lucius? Let’s see,
maybe bottom of his class?” Sirius asked. “Why is my cousin marrying such a loser? Oh, I know.
She’s an evil cold-hearted bitch.”

“You want to play Black? We’ll play. Crouch, you take the girl. I’ll deal with this
disappointment,” Malfoy said.

“Oh, did you get that catch phrase from my mum? How clever of you,” Sirius said.
“Impedimenta!”

Lucius swerved, moving out of the way of the curse, but Barty Crouch got hit with it.

“He is so daft. How did he get made a Death Eater?” James asked.

“I was wondering that myself,” Sirius said.

“Lucius, you do know this is completely boring. Venus was a little more convincing as an evil lost
soul. You’re not really living up to it. You’ve only done the clichéd kick in the ribs. How
pathetic,” James commented.

Lucius raised his wand and shot green light at James but luckily, both Sirius and Lily rammed into
him and prevented his death. James should have just stopped while he was ahead.

**A/N: Please review.**



50. A Smoky Haze
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**Chapter 50-A Smoky Haze**

“Better watch your back, Potter,” Lucius said. He was grinning maliciously and keeping his eyes
intently focused on the three teenagers.

“I intend to, Malfoy. What kind of name is Lucius?” James asked.

“James, stop,” Lily said, stepping on his foot.

“Listen to the Mudblood,” Lucius said.

“I am sick of this Lucius. Stop with the Mudblood comment. It’s getting rather old. Now, why are we
here?” Lily asked.

“We only intended on kidnapping Mr. Potter. Not Black and yourself. So, the reason being is that
Potter is some use to us. Apparently the kid has more potential than the Dark Lord prepared for,”
Malfoy said.

“What is he talking about?” Sirius asked. Both Lily and James turned to tell Sirius.

“The prophecy. There was some revelation made of the last remaining Potter,” Lily said.

“Accio Wands,” Malfoy muttered.

“What?” Sirius asked, feeling his wand swiftly fly out of his hand and into Malfoy’s. Lily’s and
James’s had done the same.

James started clapping.

“What is your problem?” Lily asked him.

“Malfoy, you finally made the right move. You really should wake up your buddy, it could get the
ball rolling,” James said.

Lucius just grinned. He took something out of his pocket and tapped the wand against it. Lily
looked at it curiously but Sirius and James seemed to have recognized it.

“Smoke signals? How original,” James said sarcastically.

“Dude, shut up!” Sirius said.

He put his arm in front of Lily. He was fully aware of what his future cousin-in-law was capable
of. Malfoy had set a bottle on the ground. Apparently, the bottle was a Smoke Signaler. It could
single any of the wizards or witches to whom it was addressed to.

A serpent protruded from the bottle in the form of smoke and soared into the sky.

“Smoke signals. Sirius, we really should have gotten some of those for detention!” James
said.

“What is wrong with him? It’s as though he’s back in fourth year again,” Lily said.

Sirius fixated his eyes on the ground. He saw Barty Crouch staring back at him.

“He put a spell on Prongs. That’s why he’s acting like this. He knows we need James to fight them
off. So, he made him completely irresponsible,” Sirius said.

“Great, just great,” Lily said. She walked over to James and smacked him on the head.

“Snap out of it!” she said.

“What are we supposed to do? We have no wands. What are we going to do?” she cried.

“Just calm down. Halle had to have gotten Dumbledore. Just wait,” Sirius said.

Before their eyes, a mass amount of hooded figures came creeping into the forest clearing.

“How do I stay calm now, genius?” Lily muttered under her breath.

“Come on Dumbledore..” Sirius muttered. He was running out of ideas.



“Professor, what is that?” Halle asked, pointing to the sky.

“What is what, Miss Douglas?” Professor Dumbledore asked, trying to search the sky.

“It’s like smoke. I’m not quite sure. Do you think it could be Sirius?” Halle asked.

They were on the grounds, searching for clues. Remus and Katy looked to see where Halle had pointed
out.

“It's smoke. It’s a smoke signal,” Remus said.

Dumbledore looked up immediately.

“Smoke signal?” he asked. He then raised his wand and muttered, “Accio Smokeometer.”

“Smokeometer?” Katy, Halle, and Remus asked together.

A small purple object came soaring through the sky, breaking the window of Dumbledore’s office. He
muttered a spell to replace the window and caught the Smokeometer in his hands.

There was a glow and it was flashing at a rapid pace.

“They’re in a forest,” Dumbledore said. Signals were popping out of the Smokeometer. Dumbledore
seemed able to comprehend it well.

“It’s by Tom’s old house. We must get there,” Dumbledore said.

“I’m coming with you,” Halle said.

“No, honey. You’re in no condition to fight,” Katy said.

“I am. I love Sirius and I am not going to let him and my friends die. I am going to do whatever I
can. Do you have a problem with that or are you two going to join me?” Halle asked.

The two of them extended their wands and nodded.

“How are we going to get there?” Remus asked.

Dumbledore put his fingers between his lips and whistled. Yet again, the window broke and an object
came out. Yet, this time the object turned out to be Fawkes the phoenix.

“Grab on,” Dumbledore said sternly.



Suddenly, James appeared to be fighting something. He was struggling and clutching his head. And
then, it dawned on Lily. He was fighting the curse from Crouch.

His hands fell to his sides and his eyes comprehended was he was seeing. They opened wide as he saw
the hundreds of Death Eaters approaching. He made to grab his wand but found it was gone.

“What happened?” James asked.

Neither Lily nor Sirius answered. They were focusing their eyes on an escape route.

“Not so fast,” Lucius said.

Jets of fire came bursting out of the wands of several Death Eaters and the trees caught fire. They
had nowhere to turn.

Then, suddenly, the Death Eaters felt something on their arms. Their left arm to be exact. They all
flinched in surprise.

Lucius narrowed his eyes at James.

“You’re not getting away alive, Potter,” he said.

“Really? Well, isn’t your Master calling? He’ll be mad if you’re late,” James said.

Lucius raised his wand and sent several serpents into the clearing. He then set the rest of the
ground, plants, and trees onto fire. Smoke was piling on thicker and thicker.

If that wasn’t enough, the serpents were hissing and approaching slowly but surely. Lucius grinned
and threw the three wands outside of the fire ring. He then Apparated with a pop.

“Too weak,” James said, falling to the ground. Lily had fainted already and Sirius was coughing and
trying to back away from the serpents.

*I’m not ready to die*, James thought.



“Is that another smoke signal, Professor?” Halle asked. They were in the air and were a big
distance away from the smoke.

Dumbledore checked the Smokeometer which was hanging on his neck. It wasn’t flashing.

“Come on Fawkes, head for the smoke,” Dumbledore said.

“I hope we’re not too late,” Halle said.

*He’s too young to die*, she thought.

**A/N: Please review!**



51. A New Friend
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**Chapter 51-A New Friend**

Somehow, the trio persevered and managed to fight through the storm that was their every day
lives. Lily and James didn’t seem to be bothered as much by the usual amount of followers. Somehow,
everyone seemed to be getting used to the idea of Lily and James getting into a horrendous mess.
Not that anyone liked it other than the Slytherins, but the news was not as shocking as it once
was.

The walls of Hogwarts weren’t as reassuring as they were in past times. Lily was constantly
checking for suspicious people in the crowds of students. James always had a protective arm around
her shoulder. They just couldn’t feel safe after that last encounter.

Sirius on the other hand was just so happy to be alive. He and Halle were cuddling one another
wherever they could. It was one of those feelings of great joy to be alive. He was grateful for his
wife and his friends and everything around him. Such a drastic change from a couple months
previous. He felt the intense joy of life.

On that particular chilly afternoon, James was sitting in Charms daydreaming out the window. He
hadn’t had much time to consider his parents death and at that moment he realized why. He was
running from his own death. He knew how they felt all those years.

Before he knew it, tiny Professor Flitwick was announcing the homework and dismissing the class.
Halle and Sirius joined hands and walked out and Lily was talking on about the interesting
lesson.

“What’s on your mind?” Lily asked him.

“Nothing. Just thinking. Our lives have gotten pretty twisted lately, haven’t they?” James asked,
walking down the hall.

“Twisted? I wouldn’t say that. They’re just more interesting than others,” Lily said
optimistically.

“So what’s next on that agenda of yours?” James asked.

“Well, Dumbledore wanted me to tutor this one seventh year in Charms,” Lily said.

“Aw. Does this girl really need help that badly? I was thinking we could have some us time,” James
said.

“Well, he is failing Charms. He just got kicked out of NEWT Charms and is back in OWL. Dumbledore
said that he has a lot of potential but doesn’t apply himself. He has a troubled past. Well,
I'll meet you before dinner in the Common Room and we‘ll go down to the Great Hall together,”
Lily said.

“We both have troubled pasts and we’re doing just fine,” James said, not letting the conversation
go.

“Not everyone is as naturally gifted as you are,” Lily teased.

“That truly is a shame,” James said. “I just don’t like this kid hogging my girlfriend away from me
on our only free afternoon. I want you to be safe.”

“Safe? James, please. This is Hogwarts we’re talking about. How dangerous could it be?” Lily asked,
walking off.

*More dangerous than you know*, he thought watching her walk off.



“So, Cole is it? Cole Jacobs?” Lily asked. She was in the Library with her new “student.” Cole was
a troubled Slytherin, who by the looks of him, was not into the whole Death Eater scene. He had
untidy black hair and caramel colored eyes. The bags that followed those eyes gave off a tired and
unwilling attitude. She figured that this kid did not want to be at this study session any more
than she did.

“Yes,” Cole said in a slightly husky voice.

“What exactly is the problem?” Lily asked.

“Loads of things. My parents kicked me out this summer and since then I haven’t been the same. It’s
horrible. My own sister wouldn’t take me in,” Cole said.

“I meant, with Charms,” Lily said slowly. She smiled. “But listen, it’s ok. I have problems with my
sibling too. She doesn’t exactly like me at the moment. You just have to remember that after
Hogwarts is done, you have no second chances. This is your time to learn. If you don’t do your best
here, your whole future could be decided for you.”

“Wow, now I know how you got to be Head Girl,” Cole said, laughing.

“Are you laughing at me?” Lily asked, grinning.

“No, no. I am just amused. You really are into it. Charms, I mean. I’ve heard some myths about the
legendary Lily Evans. Now I know,” Cole said.

“Legendary? Really? Me?” Lily asked, blushing.

“Well, I really haven’t been doing well with my Banishing Charm. I had problems with that in fifth
year and basically have not done well with Advanced Magic using them,” he said.

“They’re really quite easy. Here, let me show you..” Lily said.



Three hours later..

“So the pirate says, ‘Touché,'” Cole said. Lily cracked up. This kid hadn’t seemed so outgoing
and funny when she had met him. He seemed to have opened up within their study session.

“Wow, where’d you learn all your jokes?” Lily asked.

“My dad. He was a funny man,” Cole said.

“Where are your parents now?” Lily asked.

“Traveling. They’re always gone. They came back and heard about the trouble I’ve been in at
Hogwarts and they kicked me out. They weren’t much of parents,” he said.

“Wow, my dad’s always been there. Even when my mum was alive, she was amazing,” Lily said. “I don’t
know what it’s like not to have a great family. Just my sister. She seems to think I’m the bad egg.
I’ve always had that feeling about her.”

“You’re right. It can’t be you. There’s not one bad thing about you, Lily Evans,” Cole said.

“Oh stop,” Lily said. She looked down at her arm. She noticed her watch and read the time.

“Oh my god. We’ve been here nearly three hours!” she said.

“Really?” Cole asked. He looked at his watch too.

“Yes. Crap,” Lily said.

“Did I intervene on your homework time?” Cole asked.

“No, no. We missed dinner which means I forgot about James,” Lily said. She gathered her books up
and tucked a strand of hair behind her ears.

“James? Of course, James Potter. How could I not know? The most perfect couple. Head Boy and Head
Girl,” Cole said.

“Yep. James is my boyfriend. I hope he went down to dinner by himself,” Lily said.

“Most likely. No man would wait to eat,” Cole said. “It’s in our genes. We’re eating
machines.”

“Well, Sirius Black, yes. James? I don’t know. I hope he went down to dinner,” she said, rushing
out the door.

“Sorry to barge out Cole. If you want another study session, just find me in the halls or
something,” Lily said.

“I will,” he whispered as she left the library.



Lily entered the Portrait Hole to see James, napping lightly on the couch. He had a rose in his
hand and was dozing on the arm of the sofa. She frowned. He had indeed waited for her. *How could
she have doubted it?*

She tapped him numerous times, knowing how he slept. He stirred slightly and opened his eyes. He
saw Lily and she sheepishly grinned.

“I am so sorry, James,” she said.

“It’s ok,” he said, yawning.

“Are they all down at the Great Hall?” Lily asked.

“Yep. Dinner’s over though. They’re playing cards down. Some sort of Exploding Snap tournament
Dumbledore is holding,” James said.

She felt even worst. James and Sirius loved Exploding Snap and now she had made him miss it.

“I am so sorry. I got caught up teaching that kid,” Lily said.

“It’s ok Lils. No one is perfect,” James said. “Although you are close to it.” He wrapped her in a
hug.

“What can I do to make it up to you?” Lily asked.

“Dinner? In the kitchens?” he asked her.

“Of course,” Lily said.

The two of them strolled out hand in hand, James giving Lily the rose he had picked. They were
captivated in one another, as it should have been. What they didn’t know was that a jealous
stranger strolled in the shadows, also captivated.

**A/N: Please send a review.**



52. Trust
---------

**Chapter 52-Trust**

“Have I told anyone how much I love this woman?” Sirius merrily bellowed. They had just entered the
Gryffindor Common Room and Sirius was ready to throw yet another one of his infamous parties. This
time, the cause was not for the Marauders.

He lifted Halle into the air and kissed her on the lips. Lily and James were relaxing on the
couches and laughed. It was past midnight and the Common Room was nearly empty.

“Prongs, she beat Snivellus! She beat the bloody git. I love this woman!” he screamed.

“Slow down, Padfoot. What happened?” James asked him, laughing at his overly excited friend. Katy
and Remus had just entered the Common Room, holding hands and approached them.

“She won the tournament. We’re looking at the Official Champion of Exploding Snap. It was her and
Snivelly. Babe, there really was no competition,” Sirius said, turning to Halle and kissing her
once again.

“This day is going down in the books!” Sirius announced.

“She really was amazing, Lils. Almost as good as she is in staring contests,” Katy insisted.

“It was nothing,” Halle said modestly.

“You’re my new hero, honey,” Sirius said, pretending to wipe a tear from his eye.

Sirius and Remus went into a blow-by-blow account of what had happened at the tournament.



Outside of the portrait hole, lay a young man sitting on the cold floor. The Fat Lady was soundly
sleeping and her snores could be heard. The boy had a half-empty bottle of Firewhiskey out and he
appeared to be singing to himself.

The laughter inside this particular Common Room made him envious and jealous. He could have been in
that equation. He heard her sweet laugh and wished he could make her laugh as such.

He popped open the bottle once again and took another swig.

He remembered following the couple, remaining in the shadows. He watched as they entered the
kitchen and watched as they left, holding hands and laughing playfully. It made him sick, sick with
envy.

“Lily, Lily, Lily. My sweet Lily. Precious, :hiccup: beautiful, Lily. Won’t you be mine? Mine, oh
so mine,” Cole Jacobs sang to himself. He banged his head against the edge of the Portrait and felt
hot tears of rage flow down his face.



Lily sweeped through the busy halls, heading towards her next class. James had Muggle Studies and
she was making way to enter Ancient Runes. She was approaching the door when she felt a soft tap at
her shoulder.

“Lily?” a voice asked. She turned to see Cole standing sheepishly in front of her.

“Cole, what can I do for you?” she asked, giving him a smile.

“Well, I got another D on my Charms homework. I was wondering if you could help me this evening,”
he said. “Unless you’re busy.”

She thought back to her plans. She was planning on going with James to Hogsmeade. He had asked her
if they could sneak in, and she accepted. This would be their first real date in months.

Then she thought back to poor Cole. He was having such a hard time in Charms and as Head Girl it
was her responsibility to help others out. Dumbledore might look at her as irresponsible and not
right for the position. She couldn’t afford to lose that. James could understand, after all, he was
an understanding guy.

“No, no plans. Well, at least none that I can’t cancel. So, when do you want to meet in the
library?” she asked.

“How about 6:30? Right after dinner? That way you won’t miss it,” Cole suggested.

“That’d be fine. See you later,” she called.

She walked into the room as he stared back behind her.

She had said she would cancel her plans for him. He was making progress. Soon that egotistical
freak Potter would be out of his way, leaving room for the superior couple, Cole and Lily.

Yes, things were working the way he planned.



“I’m sorry James. I have an obligation to this student!” Lily shouted. She and James were in the
Heads Lounge and James hadn’t taken the canceling of their date so well.

“Lily, you’re putting this kid in front of our relationship,” James said.

“No, I’m not. Our relationship is fine. It’s just one date, we can make it up,” Lily said. “Plus,
when I get back, we can go out on rounds. Have some alone time.”

“Ok,” he gave in. He could never say no to Lily. No matter how much something upset him, she was
there to calm him down. They’d been through too much.

“Thanks. I owe you,” Lily said, kissing him on the cheek and heading to the library.

James didn’t trust this kid. Cole Jacobs was his name and he was in Slytherin. He only knew one
particular seventh year Slytherin who could help him discover the identity of this mystery student.
James really did not want to go to him.



“You have to be out of your mind, Potter,” Severus Snape proclaimed.

“Surprisingly, no. I need your help Sniv-I mean Snape,” James admitted.

“Why should I help you?” Snape asked.

“When was the last time the Marauders harassed you, let alone me?” James inquired.

“Last night, by chance. Your friend Black seemed to find it interesting that Douglas beat me in
that tournament,” Snape said.

“You and I can both agree that Sirius will never fully mature. You’re the only one I can ask about
this,” James said.

“Who do you want me to spy on?” Severus requested.

“Cole Jacobs. He’s in our year and in your house. Have you heard of him?” James asked.

“Yes,” Snape sneered. “That boy owes many others in my house debts. He gambles his money, playing
card games, betting on Quidditch matches. He claims that his parents have this huge trust fund at
Gringotts waiting for him. No one’s seen a dime.”

“So he’s not trustworthy?” James asked suspiciously.

“Not from what I’ve heard,” Snape said. “How long should this whole charade last?”

“I just want to make sure Lily’s not in any danger. Follow him for about a week. Maybe a couple
times a day,” James said.

“And what’s in this for me?” Snape asked.

“I’ll give you 100 Galleons. I have it on me right now,” James said. He knew Snivellus was poor.
One could just tell by the state of his robes. James saw the slightest hint of greed in Snapes
black eyes.

“Fine. I do this, and that money is mine,” Snape said.

“We’ll meet here in exactly a week,” James said, walking off. Snape left, in the opposite
direction. The rift between the two was far from settled.



“Wow, you’re really good at Charms,” Cole mused, after Lily had managed to help him with three
different spells. It was 9:30 now, and Madam Pince was keeping a watchful eye on the two of
them.

“So, Lily, we’re friends right?” Cole asked. Lily was somewhat shocked by his bluntness.

“Sure, I guess,” she said.

“Well, friends tell each other things, don’t they?” Cole asked.

“I suppose,” she pondered, wondering what he was getting at.

“So, one could ask you for advice if needed?” Cole asked once again.

“Is there something you want to talk about? I told you, I am your tutor, but that doesn’t mean we
can’t talk about things other than professional topics. You need someone to listen, I’ll be here,”
she said. He placed his hand on hers and began speaking.

“It’s my girlfriend. She lives in France and I think we’ve hit a rut in our relationship,” Cole
said.

“A rut? Do you think it’s the long distance?” Lily asked.

“Most likely. I have a feeling there’s another boy she likes. Beauxbatons is filled with guys, so
she most likely found one that liked her,” Cole revealed. Lily sympathized with him.

“My friend Halle is really good with relationship advice. She’s helped me out with James on one too
many occasions,” Lily said. Coles eyes sharpened at the mention of James’s name.

“James? You haven’t really told me much about him. I’ve told you a little bit about Amelia,” Cole
said.

“James, hmm. What is there to say about him? We’ve been through so much it feels like I’ve known
him forever. I never used to like him,” Lily said.

“Why not?” Cole asked.

“He used to be arrogant and pick on others he felt were not up to his standards. Or my standards
even. He used to decide what was right for me. He’s let me have some space and he trusts me now,”
Lily said.

*All in good time*, Cole thought. *You’ll begin to notice those traits making more
appearances soon sweet Lily.*



**A/N: As some of you guessed, the inspiration for Cole came from Oliver of the OC. I hated that
kid, was I alone in that? I was so happy when Ryan punched him. ::Secret Lily grins remembering it.
She stares at her season 1 DVDs and wants to watch the infamous punch once more:: Sorry there, got
a bit distracted. If you don't watch the OC (Hard to believe no one doesn't), then ignore
that. Cole is just based off a creepy weirdo whom I hate with a vigorous passion. Just so you know,
the plot is just starting to thicken. Please review**



53. The Tutor
-------------

**Chapter 53-The Tutor**

“I don’t trust him, Padfoot,” James deducted. He was pacing the boys dormitory for a visit with
the Marauders.

“What don’t you trust about him other than the fact that he’s a Slytherin?” Sirius asked, as he was
polishing his broomstick. It was a March day and the weather was permitting for flying. He had
plans to take Halle out on a broom later.

“I don’t know. I haven’t really met the guy,” James said.

“Then how can you tell if you don’t trust him?” Remus asked, looking up from a book.

“Lily’s been with him every night this week. Do you think she’s cheating on me?” James asked.

“With a Slytherin?” Sirius questioned.

“No,” Remus said. “Lily loves you. You need to trust her.”

“It’s not her I don’t trust,” James grumbled.

“Every night though, mate?” Sirius asked.

“Every night. They meet in the library for about three hours every night to help him with his
homework,” James recalled.

“Is it even possible to have Charms homework every night of the week?” Sirius wondered aloud.

“My thinking exactly!” James exclaimed.

“How do you know he’s not behind on work?” Remus inquired.

“Always the noble one,” James said. “Moony always takes the underdogs side.”

“If I didn’t, who would?” Remus asked.

“Lily,” Sirius and James said in unison.

“Why did you have to go and get a decent girlfriend, Prongs? If Lily was a coldhearted witch, we
wouldn’t have this problem,” Sirius pointed out.

The three fell in silence. Peter was nowhere to be seen, but this was nothing new. It was odd to
have lost a member. He was always quiet though, unobtrusive. It wasn’t a great loss, it was only
temporary.

“Can I ask you guys a personal question? With the honest truth?” James asked.

“What’d you do?” Remus asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Oh no, Prongs. You did something bad, didn’t you?” Sirius asked, dropping the broomstick.

“Well, define bad,” James said.

“Spit it out,” Padfoot and Moony said together.

“I hired Snivellus to spy on this kid for a week,” James said, closing his eyes, fearing his
friends responses.

“Bad, Prongs. Very bad, Prongs,” Sirius said.

“If Lily finds out Prongs, she’s going to be furious. You’ll never get back in her good graces,”
Remus said.

“But why is she allowed to go around helping this kid when I have to sit back and watch? I’m Head
Boy. I should be able to tutor someone,” James said.

“Well, volunteer yourself for tutoring. Someone’s bound to sign up,” Remus advised. “Lily may find
it charismatic.”

“Sometimes I swear he’s speaking another language,” Sirius said, looking at Remus oddly.

“She might think it’s good. Charismatic is good, Padfoot,” Remus said, raising his voice and
slowing down the words for Sirius’s level of thinking.

After a few moments, Sirius let out an, “Oh.” James and Remus shook their heads.

“Good thinking, Remus. Thanks,” James said, leaving.

“Don’t thank me,” Sirius called down the steps to James.

“I won’t,” James’s voice rang.



The following sign appeared on the bulletin board in the Great Hall the following morning.

**Need some assistance in Transfiguration or Defense Against the Dark Arts? Or both? Feel a little
depressed about your failing grades and insulting remarks from others. Seek tutoring from the Head
Boy. All are welcome for Study Session in Library, tonight at six o’clock after dinner (of course).
See you then!**

James saw few approach the sign. No one seemed to take it seriously. All those years of pranks and
mischief were finally catching up on him. He groaned. Lily looked at him oddly.

“What’s wrong?” she asked.

“Oh, nothing. Just having some issues,” James said.

“It feels like we never get to see each other anymore. It’s odd. I’ve been so busy. How about we
schedule something to do this weekend? We could take a walk around the lake like old times. How
about it?” Lily asked.

“Sure. Fine. Whatever,” James said, in monotone.

“Well, don’t get all excited about it,” Lily said. Her eyes looked hurt and she picked up her books
and left the Great Hall.



Lily wouldn’t even look at James as they sat in Transfiguration. When he went to offer a seat to
her, she gave him the cold shoulder and joined Halle. Sirius shrugged and made his way to sit by
James.

“Women,” he muttered.

“Tell me about it,” James said. His eyes remained focused on the back of Lily’s head as they once
had been.

He could scarcely pay attention to his work as he kept trying to get Lily’s attention. He just
wanted one moment to apologize. Things just weren’t working out as they were expected to. He would
be meeting Snivellus in three days time and he hoped Lily would not possibly find out. He would be
in even more trouble with her than there was.



At six o’clock, James saw heard Lily slam the Portrait Hole shut to the Heads Room. He looked up
and saw that she was gone. He could still smell her perfume and it lingered. He missed her.

*How could she remain mad at him for so long?*

He packed up some books and exited the Portrait Hole as well. He made way to go to the library,
something he rarely did.

Many surprised glares were sent to James. Even Madam Pince, the old librarian, gave him a shocked
look.

“Welcome back, Mr. Potter,” she said quietly. He nodded in her direction.

He found an empty table near Lily, although not too close. He saw Cole and looked up. Their eyes
met one another’s. Lily followed Cole’s glare and saw James.

“James, what is the meaning of this?” Lily asked. “Resorted to spying on me now?”

James didn’t say a word. He wasn’t planning on spying on her. He just wanted to make sure that
there was nothing to be jealous of.

James sat for a moment. He hoped someone would show, so he wouldn’t look so ridiculous.

“James Potter?” a voice asked.

He looked up to see a pretty girl with shoulder length black hair, black glasses and a superior
expression. Something about her was strangely familiar.

“Yes, and who may you be?” he asked her.

“Grace Adams,” the girl replied. That’s when James noticed them. Her eyes. Her cold, black eyes.
Just like her mothers.

Lily noticed as well. As she heard the last name, a shiver ran up her spine. Venus Adams’ daughter
needed tutoring, and what a coincidence that James just so happened to be her tutor. It really was
a small world after all.



**A/N: See, not completely following the OC's storyline. Sorry about the cliffhanger. You all
do remember Venus, don't you? Oh, she was a favorite of mine. Probably my favorite original
character. So, tell me your thoughts.**



54. She Speaks
--------------

**Chapter 54-She Speaks**

“Adams, you say?” James asked this girl.

“Yes, Grace Adams. I just told you that,” she said in a snotty tone.

“Is that a very common name?” he asked her.

“Not really. Should it be?” she asked him.

“Um, no I guess not,” he said. His eyes darted to Lily, who was gazing over with intense
curiosity.

“What can I help you with?” he asked her.



“Lily, why are you looking over there?” Cole asked.

Lily snapped back to attention and looked over at Cole. She felt uneasiness about this girl and
hoped to god that she was not related to Venus. That woman had caused so much trouble it was not
even funny. James and Lily hadn’t felt the same after the so-called Venus episodes.

“Um, do you know that girl?” Lily asked. Cole glanced over at James and the girl. Something shined
in his eyes, something that scared Lily.

“No,” Cole said. “Why do you ask?”

“I’ve never seen her around,” Lily said. “Just wondering.”

“Can we get back to what we’re here for?” he asked. He didn’t want Lily to focus on James and
Grace. He took note in his head that he had some words that needed to be said with a certain
someone.

“Of course,” Lily said. She opened her Charms book and flipped to where they had left
off.



Grace opened her Transfiguration book and flipped open a page. She leaned into James and said
rather loudly, “Oh, here it is. This is what I’ve been having trouble with.” She could feel his
eyes on her and she was beginning to wonder if her decision to come here had been wrong.

“Why are you yelling? I’m right here,” he said. She leaned in closer and put her mouth to his
ear.

“I know you’re the same James Potter that put my mum in Azkaban,” she hissed.

He took an uncomfortable inhale of breath. Of course, she indeed was related to Venus.

“I know she deserves to be there but it’s my mum,” she whispered once more.

“Listen, I don’t know what you want me to say..” he started off.

“I’m not here because of her. I’m here because of him,” she said.

“Him? What do you mean?” James asked her.

“The guy who’s been shamelessly flirting with your girlfriend,” she said so quiet he barely heard
her. The impact of those words so powerful that he had to make sure he had heard the right
thing.

His eyes averted so swiftly over to Lily and Cole. Grace nodded.

“You need to keep her away from him,” Grace said.

“Why? You know him?” James asked.

“You can say that,” Grace said.

“Will he hurt her? Is she in danger?” James asked. Grace started to gather her books.

She’d already put herself on the line for too long.

James stood up. “You’re going to just leave after you tell me all this?”

“I can’t say anything else. He’s watching,” she whispered.

She rushed out of the library, James gathered his bag and followed after her.

Lily looked over and noticed that James and the Adams girl were gone. She’d have to ask him about
it later.

“Um, Lily, do you mind if I use the restroom. I’ll be right back,” Cole said sincerely.

“I’ll be right here,” Lily said.

Cole quickly walked out of the library to find the two people he hated most.

“What did he do to you?” James was asking Grace. She looked to her right and saw Cole. Her eyes
grew sharp and aware.

“That is none of your concern, Potter,” Cole said darkly. He walked over to the two of them.

“I need to have a word with Grace,” Cole said.

“As do I. I am her tutor. You know how those relationships go,” James commented angrily.

“It’s just about schoolwork. Nothing of your concern. Now meddle off and go back to your precious
Gryffindor house,” Cole said.

James was worried Cole would hurt Grace later if he didn’t leave, so he stared behind him as he
walked off. He saw Cole’s caramel eyes follow him. James turned the corner, hoping he was doing the
right thing. He opened his bag and pulled something out.



“What did you tell him?” Cole asked, shaking Grace.

“Nothing. I told him nothing,” Grace insisted. She wasn’t letting her guard down, although there
was a trace of fear behind her sharp black eyes.

“Don’t ruin this for me, Grace. I know you told him something. Have you been following me?” Cole
asked.

“And if I have? That poor girl should know what she’s getting herself into,” Grace hissed at him.
Her wispy voice was unlike her mother’s in it’s distinct tone.

“You bitch,” he said, raising his hand. He felt someone grab the end. He turned around and saw
nothing.

Grace had begun to whimper, feeling tears sting her cheeks. James Potter took off his Invisibility
Cloak and grabbed Cole’s other arm.

“Run!” he yelled to Grace. Cole looked James into the eyes, daring him to do something.

“What did you do to her?” James asked.

“Nothing. You saw to that,” Cole said.

“I don’t mean just now. I mean before,” James said.

“James, why are you out here with me when you have such a beautiful girlfriend inside?” Cole asked.
He was changing the subject.

“If you ever so much as look at Lily, I will be sure to bring you as much pain as possible,” James
said, through gritted teeth.

“Oh, but we’re in love James. You should know not meddle with fate,” Cole said.

“She’ll never love you,” James said, hardly believing his own words.

“And why wouldn’t she? I’m nice, I’m charming. I can carry intelligent conversation, I’m funny, I’m
rich. I’m not horrible to look at. I have so much to offer, Potter. Lily has finally noticed that.
She’s gotten sick of your childish antics,” Cole said.

“She told you all of this?” James asked.

“No. I can sense her troubles, and now, she has someone to confide in. Someone who is as lonely as
she is. I tend to be very persuasive when I want to be, Potter,” Cole said, not breaking his glare
form James’s angry pupils.

Before he could restrain himself any farther, James brought his fist back and punched Cole square
in the face.

What he hadn’t know was that, someone had come to check on her missing pupil. Lily had seen her
boyfriend punching her friend out of some jealous rage.

She stared at him in disbelief. She just shook her head and mumbled, “I’m not going to take this
any longer,” before running off.

“Lily, if you only knew what he said,” James said, using an excuse that seemed to never work. After
all the years of beating on Snape for no reason, Lily would never believe him about this one.

Cole just sat on the ground, wiping blood from his mouth and grinning.

**A/N: I hope you liked the chapter, although everyone must hate Cole right now. Please
review.**



55. A Visit To Azkaban
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**Chapter 55- A Visit To Azkaban**

James sat in Professor Dumbledore’s office, staring angrily at the portrait filled walls. He
heaved in a breath of frustration and leaned back in his chair. Dumbledore was outside getting
Cole’s side of the story before he came in to talk to James.

After a few minutes, Professor Dumbledore entered and walked to his desk. He sat down in the chair
and his mouth was thinned in disappointment. James saw the old man’s stress lines on his forehead
accentuate to his realistic age. It was hard to think of Dumbledore as old, but at times like these
it was necessary.

“I just finished talking to Mr. Jacobs. He had a rather interesting tale to tell,” Dumbledore said,
in his usual manner. He was still looking right at James. James refused to look him in the eye,
knowing he would see shame staring him boldly and righteously in the face.

“Did you by chance get the opportunity of chatting with Grace Adams?” James asked.

“Well, I met with her. She did not respond well. She says that she did not witness you punching
Cole, but she did witness a fight,” Dumbledore said.

“Did she happen to tell you the circumstances of the fight?” James requested.

“No, but what I can gather from Mr. Jacobs is that he was assigned to work with Miss Evans. I know
of Miss Evans' and your relationship and I can understand the intense feeling of jealousy. That
does not give you the right to hit someone, James,” the professor said.

James looked at Dumbledore with shock. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing.

“You’ve made a number of mistakes during your reign as Head Boy. I have asked you here today to
confront you about this and to warn you that anymore incidents as such could cost you the badge,”
Dumbledore warned. A twinkle in his eye told James that Dumbledore was only saying this as
procedure. He knew the man knew more.

*Why wasn’t he confronting him about that matter?*

“I trust that you will deduce the right judgement and act as you see fit,” he said. The gleam in
his eye and the curve in his mouth told James that more was implied than stated.

He left the office, feeling somewhat cooled down, yet more and more confused.



“You had no right to hit him, James,” Lily said, as they stood in the Heads Room discussing the
matters that previously occurred that evening.

“Lily, you weren’t there through it all. You didn’t see enough of the situation,” James
protested.

“Oh, I saw enough,” she chortled back, landing on the couch and crossing her arms in disgust.

“He was trying to hurt Grace,” James explained.

“Grace? You mean the Adams girl you have to tutor? How does he know her?” Lily asked.

James was at a loss. Grace had never specified how they knew one another.

“Exactly. Why would he want to hurt her?” Lily inquired.

“He’s evil,” James muttered.

“You don’t even know him,” she shouted back.

“I know that he’s in love with you,” he declared, standing in front of her.

“That’s ridiculous. We’re just friends, if that. I’m his Charms tutor,” Lily said.

“He doesn’t seem to think so. He told me about how you 'confess' to him,” James accused,
pointing his finger in her face.

“Confess what?” she asked, angrily. She felt the heat rising in her cheeks as the argument went
on.

“That you go to him complaining of my immaturity, as well as my non-stop childish antics. Where
else would he get that information?” James asked.

Lily was lost for words. She had mentioned it casually, but was not in a frustrated manner when
doing so.

“Looks to me as if the two of you are a little more than just friends,” James said.

Lily shook her head, threw her hands in the air, and went to go sleep in her room, something she
had not done in quite some time.

He stared at the door with longing and confusion. He loved Lily above all else. He always believed
that the two of them were strong and when combined their strength outnumbered anything. But now,
their walls were weakening and their relationship was crumbling. It was so easy for someone to come
and intrude on their life. That one person, Cole Jacobs, had no idea how much he was going to
pay.



The weekend approached and James had felt nothing but a harsh cold shoulder coming from Lily’s way.
She had spent no time with him nor Cole. The latter was the only thing that brought him the tiniest
ounce of relief.

He did hear some interesting information from his reliable source, Severus Snape. He paid Snape the
money and was not disappointed. Luckily, Lily had never found out about this little tip off from
Snape or else he would be in an entirely worst position.

Snape told him that Cole had been following Lily everywhere. The only time he spent his prying eyes
elsewhere was when Lily was in the Gryffindor Common Room or Heads Room. He then would wander off
to find Grace Adams.

It turned out that Cole had paid a little visit to Professor Dumbledore’s office. He had requested
the privilege to accompany Grace when she went to visit her mum in Azkaban. Dumbledore had been
inclined to permit this without Grace’s direct permission.

Sure enough, Grace had paid a visit to him an hour later and asked for Cole to escort her to the
prison. She only had one day to see her mum and Cole Jacobs would be intruding on the time.

What James wanted to know was, why on Earth did Cole need to visit Venus Adams?



“Adams, Venus,” a guard called.

The door to the prison opened and Grace looked at the wizard who was in charge of entrance. He
stayed far away from the dementors, most likely in fear of losing his soul. The guard's eyes
were empty, probably from his many years of seeing visitors come and go. Grace smiled slightly at
him, knowing this was a career choice she would most definitely be crossing off of her list.

She felt Cole’s protective grasp and sighed. She and him were never an item, yet he constantly
persisted to come along to visit her mum. Something about Venus intrigued Cole. It was as though
she were his mentor. Grace had the right mind to think something of the sort was going on. She had
been threatened into her last two visits to have him accompany her. She couldn’t say no to
him.

She saw many eyes following them as they made their way to the back, in front of her mother's
cell. The only eyes she felt were the dark, cold eyes of her mother. They stared into her
daughter's identical pair.

Two simple chairs were placed in front of the cell for their visiting hour. Grace sat down, seeing
her mother smoking a cigarette and blowing the smoke through the bars. Her black glasses rested
perfectly on her nose, although her normally neat mousy hair was flying askew. They hadn’t managed
to take all the life out of her yet, but she looked drained. The color from her face was nearly
gone and she was thin, far too thin. Prison did not agree with her.

“Grace, Cole,” Venus said, in her wispy manner. “How lovely to see you both in such good
health.”

Grace saw right through her fake cheerfulness and wished her mother would be real. Neither of them
wanted to see one another. Grace was only here on her Cole’s behalf. It was that or face a week of
torment from him.

“Venus, lovely to see you as well,” Cole buttered up. “How is everything?”

“Can’t complain. It’s getting rather crowded in here. New prisoners come in every day. The Ministry
must be catching more and more Death Eaters,” Venus acknowledged.

“I believe the Aurors catch all the dark wizards. Weren’t you an Auror at one point, Mum?” Grace
asked, in mock curiosity. “Isn’t that ironic that you’re in prison now?”

Venus stared maliciously at her daughter.

“I’m not too popular here with the prisoners. They feel the need to curse me at night. Curse me for
betraying the Dark Lord and feel the need to work independently,” Venus spat.

“I’d imagine they would be rather pissed about that,” Grace mused.

“Grace, dear, would it be too much to ask to have a minute alone with Cole? We have much to catch
up on,” Venus said.

“It’s not like I’m the one who’s your kid here,” Grace shook off angrily, rolling her eyes and
exiting the prison.

She looked outside across the ocean view. The island in which Azkaban was located was a horrible
and deserted place. Grace could think of no better place for a mother like Venus Adams to
rot.



“So, is everything going according to plan?” Venus asked, taking a drag of her cigarette.

“It would seem so. Potter’s reacted just as you said he would,” Cole said.

“His emotions get in the way of everything. He is too predictable,” Venus laughed, knowing all too
well of the infamous Potter behavior.

“I have one slight problem,” Cole whispered.

“What? You haven’t screwed anything up, have you?” she demanded.

“No, no. I just-” he started to say.

“You just what?” she asked, her eyes intently focused on him. He couldn’t make eye contact.

“I think I may be in love with Lily,” he admitted quietly.

“You fool. You let your emotions get in the way,” she hissed, shaking her head. “Do you not see
where that has led me? I am behind bars.”

“I know, I know. You warned me. It was hard not to fall for her. She’s just too likeable,” Cole
explained.

“I would think she would be. Potter found the need to have her,” Venus said. “What about
Dumbledore? Does he still trust Potter?”

“Surprisingly, yes. He seems to have even more faith in him now than ever,” Cole said.

“That’s unimportant. We just need to crack one of them, then we crack them all. I remember how the
school was when Douglas returned. They were all joyous and merry,” she said, her voice clearly
expressing intense disgust in the school.

“So how do you think we should go about cracking Potter?” Cole asked. “I’ve tried and tried but
have found no proper conclusions. I don’t wish to hurt Lily. Is there any way we can work around
her?”

“Of course there is. That is why you’re not ready to work alone on this. You must consult me
through owl whenever possible,” Venus said.

“The more I feel for Lily, the more hatred I feel towards Potter. I don’t think I have completely
screwed up by letting my emotions in. I now wish for his entire chariot of followers to crumble
upon him. I hate him with intense loathing,” Cole said, his features darkening.

“We can do this without hurting your precious Lily. As you said, Potter is nothing without his
cronies. Friendship is everything. I learned this when I brought him to the forest. There is one
person we must take and the whole school will disintegrate before our eyes,” Venus said, a plot
forming.

“Who do you suggest that person be?” Cole asked.

“I have the perfect candidate. I can burn all my bridges in one go. She meddled in stuff that
should not have been meddled in. When I taught at the school she was nothing but a bother. She was
the reason that Potter and his friends found out about me. She caused me great pain and I think I
may loathe her more than Potter himself. Jones,” Venus simply stated.

“Katy Jones?” Cole asked.

“Yes, you must kill Katy Jones,” Venus said, a spark in her eye igniting.

“But, why her? Surely there are others that Potter places above her,” Cole said.

“Oh, there is. Yet, Katy is caught in the middle. She is connected to everyone he loves,” Venus
said.

“How so? Why not Black or Lupin? They surely are more important?” Cole asked.

“You’re not strong enough to take on Black or Lupin or even Potter by yourself. Jones is connected
to them all. She’s friends with Douglas and Evans and as you know, Douglas and Evans are connected
to Potter and Black. She is also, more importantly, connected to Lupin. I saw this when I taught
there. Lupin is an important asset and without him, Potter is weakened. Also, as I said, I have an
intense disliking for the girl,” Venus said.

“I thought you said we could do this without hurting Lily,” Cole said.

“I meant physically hurting her,” Venus said. “There is no way to kill Potter or Jones without
hurting her.”

“So, what is the plan?” Cole asked.

“The plan is, dangle Jones in front of them, luring them all to my little playground. The dogs
should be hungry. I doubt that Dumbledore has gotten rid of them yet. Kill Jones and leave Potter
to the dogs,” Venus said, feeling more powerful than she had in months.

**A/N: I know, I know. You can’t decide whose more evil. I have such a drama filled fic. It keeps
it somewhat interesting. Please review.**



56. Vengeance
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**Chapter 56- Vengeance**

Lily came out of her room the next morning to find James asleep on the couch. His messy hair was
softly resting against his brow and his supreme look of innocence overwhelmed her. She knew he
cared, but for once she wished he were not so protective of her.

She got on the couch as well and rested on him, feeling his rhythmic beating against her head. She
grinned; this was the way things were supposed to be. No troubles, no fights, no drama, just good
relaxation and enjoyment of one another’s company.

She felt him stir and flipped around so her head faced his. He opened his eyes and smiled.

“Are you still mad at me?” he asked her.

“A little. I can understand where you’re coming from. I just want you to know that I can take care
of myself. I love you, not anyone else,” she said. She kissed his lips daintily and rested her head
on his chest.

“We’ve been through so much, Lils. Trouble seems to just follow us. I don’t know why this should be
any different,” James figured.

“He’s a friend, James. I feel like I can reach out to him and help. I’ve struggled at Hogwarts and
if I had someone to confide in, things would have been a lot smoother,” she said.

“There’s just something I don’t trust. Did you know he went with Grace to visit Venus in Azkaban?”
James asked.

“What?” Lily asked, sitting up and looking at James. “How do you know?”

James couldn’t tell her that Snape had told him. She would be upset. So, he covered up for it with
a lie.

“Grace told me,” he covered, his lie burning a hole in his heart.

“Why would he want to go visit Venus Adams?” she asked.

“That’s what I would like to know. Two suspicious characters meeting in the dark wizard prison.
Doesn’t sound like a spot of tea to me,” James said.

“Why are you so suspicious of Cole? Grace, in case you have forgotten, is the spawn of that evil
bitch,” Lily said.

“She warned me, Lily. She warned me about him. I think we should go to Dumbledore,” James
declared.

“No, that’s not necessary. Let me talk to him. He trusts me,” Lily insisted, her face furrowing
into a look of confusion. It was all too odd.

“I don’t want you to get hurt,” James said.

“Why would I get hurt?” Lily asked. She skipped off, out of the Heads room, in order to go consult
her friends for advice.

“What have you gotten us into, Lily?” he asked himself.



Lily entered the Gryffindor Common Room and looked for her two best friends. She saw Remus and
Peter playing chess over in the corner. She spotted Halle and Sirius cuddling on the couch. She
looked and looked for Katy. She walked over to Halle and Sirius, who looked up at her in
confusion.

“Have you guys seen Katy?” she asked them.

Halle shook her head.

“What do you need her for?” Halle questioned.

“I wanted to talk to the both of you,” Lily said.

“Oh, I am pretty sure she left this morning for the library. I’m here to talk though,” Halle said.
She ignored the whimper of neglect from Sirius, who didn’t want her to go.

“So, how’ve you been?” Halle asked.

“Confused. You know that kid I’ve been tutoring?” Lily inquired.

Sirius’ ears perked at the topic of conversation.

“Cole?” he asked her. Lily nodded.

“James seems to feel that this kid has come in the way of our relationship. We’ve had a huge fight
over it and I don’t know whether I’m doing the right thing. I just thought that being Head girl
gave me these types of responsibilities,” she said.

Halle nodded, taking in Lily’s words.

“I’ve got it,” she said finally. “You’re Head Girl, correct? Surely, you have important matters
such as looking after the school. Cole would have to understand if you stopped tutoring him.”

“I know that. I just wanted to help him,” Lily said.

“I’ve answered that as well,” she announced proudly. “Prefects are able to tutor students as well.
Why don’t you get Katy or Remus to tutor him?”

“That’s a great idea. Remus is right there, I could ask him. Thanks Hal,” she said, walking over to
Remus and Peter.

“You’re such a genius, babe,” Sirius said, kissing her cheek.

“It’s truly amazing, isn’t it?” Halle asked, laughing to herself. She and Sirius resumed kissing
and canoodling on the couch.



“Remus, how would you feel about tutoring a less able student in Charms three or four times a week?
You wouldn’t have to patrol as much if you did,” Lily offered.

Remus looked up and grinned.

“Did James put you up to this?” he asked her.

“No, Halle did,” Lily said.

“I’ll have to thank her later,” Remus said sarcastically.

“You’d be a great tutor. I am sure he would look up to you,” Lily said.

“I’ll do it. But I’m not doing this for the kid, I’m doing it for you and James,” he assured
her.



Cole returned from Azkaban earlier that day, tired and plotting. He had done what Venus had asked,
keeping the girl hidden well. He only had his little sessions with Lily to look forward to. He sat
for her in the library, patiently awaiting her presence. It was unlike her to be late.

He was surprised to see a frazzled boy dash in and sit down at his table. Remus Lupin looked up,
apologetic.

“I’m sorry I’m late. I just found out about the times from Lily,” Remus breathed hastily.

“What are you doing here?” Cole asked, disgusted. His caramel eyes were looking Remus up and down
intensely.

“Tutoring you, of course. Lily’s been a little busy lately and asked if I could take over,” Remus
explained.

Cole groaned to himself, pulling out his books. Remus Lupin did not know how much harder he was
making things for himself.



Lily walked out of the Gryffindor Common Room, heading towards the Heads Room to see James. She
heard rushed footsteps and the pounding of feet against the ground.

She turned around and saw Cole, looking anxious and distressed.

“Cole, what’s wrong?” Lily asked. “How did the tutoring session go with Remus?”

“Fine, fine,” Cole said. “Lily, you have to come help. I found someone in the halls. She was tied
up and hurt. I need your help. I put her in the Room of Requirement so the creep doesn’t come back
to finish her off.”

“Lead me to it,” Lily said, nervously. She hoped the girl was ok.

Cole grinned inwardly. He knew that Venus had been right. In order to achieve his goals, he had to
hurt the ones he loved. He had to bring Lily in order to bring Potter. He knew Potter was waiting
for his chance and he knew the boy was going to take it.

What he didn’t know was that James had been watching the Marauders Map for some time and had
realized that Cole had Katy Jones. Cole did not expect James Potter to already be waiting for him
when he reached the Room of Requirement.

**A/N: Please review**



57. Revealed
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**Chapter 57-Revealed**

“Oh, the poor girl is right in here. Just pace three times so the handle appears,” Cole said. “I
do hope she’s still here.”

He grasped the door handle and pushed open the door that had emerged from the wall. Lily hoped that
Cole knew what he was doing. She held her wand nervously at her side, wishing James was there to
comfort her. Cole had been the one she wanted to help, but now she needed to help this poor,
suffering girl.

“Potter?! What are you doing here?” Cole asked. He scanned the room to see Katy Jones undoing the
ropes that bound her. James had been helping her remove the ropes and looked up to see the
dangerous caramel eyes of Cole Jacobs.

“James? Katy?” Lily asked, in disbelief. She turned to Cole.

“Why didn’t you tell me it was Katy?” she shouted at him.

“I knew you’d panic. I thought it was best if you remained calm so we could help her as best as
possible,” Cole explained, his voice carrying a certain unprepared air about it. The usual slick,
all-knowing tone was lost from the now frightened voice escaping his mouth.

Lily looked at him, finally seeing through some of his lies.



Things were not going as he hoped they would. His Lily was not happy, not happy at all. He hadn’t
counted on Potter to already be in the room. He knew that Jones would spill and the whole incident
would be done more sloppily than necessary.

Venus had been right. He was a coward and a big one at that. His amount of cunning was good, but
his weakness to human beings was his downfall. He couldn’t let his mentor down. She needed the two
of them killed and he had to do it. He looked at Lily with a pained expression.



“Cole? What is going on?” Lily inquired.

“I’ll tell you what’s going on,” Katy said. “This creep told me you were in trouble while I was in
the library. He took my wand and tied me up! You can’t listen to him, Lily. He’s unstable.”

“You shut up!” Cole screamed. “You shut up. She’s lying, Lily, she’s lying.”

Lily looked at Cole and then back at Katy.

“She’s my best friend, she would never lie to me. Why did you do this? Is it because Remus is your
tutor?” Lily asked.

“He’s in love with you, Lily,” James explained. Lily shook her head, rubbing her temples with her
fingers.

“No, he can’t be in love with me. I would have known it,” Lily defended, her voice also turning
unsteady. “I’m a smart witch, I would have known.”

“How could you not know?” Cole cried. “I always have loved you. How could you not know?”

He was now pleading and his head was shaking. His eyes were shedding tears of pain.

“But Cole, you know I’m with James. We’re just friends,” Lily reminded him, trying to reason with
herself.

“No, Lily. I love you. We could be happy together. I could treat you so much better than him. He
gets you into trouble,” Cole said, pointing his wand at James. James lifted his own while Lily’s
remained at her side.

“I get her into trouble? You have got to be kidding me,” James muttered. “You’re the one who just
tied up her best friend!”

“I had to, Lily. I had to do it,” Cole said.

“No, you didn’t. You have a choice. You can be normal. You don’t have to hurt people,” Lily
said.

“I hate him,” Cole said quietly.

“What?” Lily asked, putting a hand on his shoulder to keep him calm and rational.

“I hate him!” Cole exploded. “How could I have been so stupid? James Potter is perfect. Perfect
grades, perfect girlfriend, perfect friends. Perfect!”

James shook his head. This boy was clearly not stable and he was putting Lily and Katy in
danger.

“Why don’t we take this back to Dumbledore? He can surely help you,” James said.

At that moment, another person entered the room.

“I won’t let you hurt them,” a female voice said, coolly. The same wispy voice was inherited from
Venus Adams.

“Adams, you stay out of this!” Cole shouted.

“No, Cole. There is something wrong with you. My mother has something wrong with her. Why do you
think she’s in Azkaban? She is mental. Unfortunately, I speak just as highly about you,” Grace
Adams informed him. She had no wand, but had a fierce look on her face.

Lily looked at the girl, recognizing so many haunting features. She recognized the girl just as she
recognized Venus Adams. The resemblance was horrifying.

“How can we trust you?” Lily asked.

“Do I have my wand pointed at your boyfriend?” Grace pointed out. “No, I don’t.”

“What do you know?” she questioned the girl.

“Lily, come on. Let’s just take him to Dumbledore before he does anything stupid,” James
begged.

Katy was trembling as she saw Cole’s eyes squint in anger at the mere presence of Grace Adams. She
didn’t know how long it would take for this boy to snap.

“I know that he works for my mother. He receives orders from her while she’s in Azkaban. She wants
James and one other person dead. She ordered him to lure James into the forest and murder him in
her little torture chamber,” Grace said.

“How do you know this?” Cole hissed.

“It’s all in this letter,” Grace grinned, removing a letter addressed to Cole.

“It came while you were here,” she continued. “I came to give it to you and warn you to
stop.”

“Give me my letter,” Cole barked, gritting his teeth.

“Don’t talk to her that way!” Lily protested. Her eyes were flashing.

“Expelliarmus!” Cole hollered.

“Protego!” Lily countered.

“Impedimenta!” James shouted.

Lily blocked the disarming spell while Cole blocked James’ curse.

“Don’t you ever try to lay a wand on my girlfriend,” James warned.

“I have no intention of doing so,” Cole declared. “I do, however, have intentions that involve you
and a Miss Katy Jones. Special orders from the boss.”

“That bitter hag,” Katy muttered.

“If you want to kill me, then just do it,” James tempted. “Don’t kill Katy, though.”

“James, no! He’s psycho. He’ll actually do it,” Lily pleaded.

“Psycho, am I? You never seemed to think so before, Lily. Psycho? You fought over me with your
boyfriend. Don’t you love me, Lily?” Cole asked, his eyes burning red and his wand outstretched
before Katy.

“No, Cole,” she whispered. “I love James.”

“Avada Kedavra!” he spit out, fast.

The spell did not hit Katy Jones though. Someone jumped in front of Katy, taking the spell
themselves. That was the last anyone saw of Grace Adams.

“Crucio!” James screamed.

Cole keeled over in pain, screaming.

“Lily,” he screamed. “My sweet Lily.”

Lily just stood there, crying, disgusted with herself.

Katy leaned over the body, crying to herself.

“She died to save me,” Katy Jones voiced. “I didn’t trust her, and she died to save me.”

Lily walked over to her and put her arms around her.

“I don’t think anyone gave her the fair judgment,” Lily whispered.



“Cole Jacobs has been identified to have gone insane due to the Cruciatus Curse administered by Mr.
Potter,” Healer Lupin proclaimed. Remus' father had sad, blue eyes that would not meet
James'. James felt ashamed.

James sat with his hands in his hair, next to Cole’s bed. Cole lay sleeping sound. James had done
precisely what Bella had done to Halle months ago. He felt disgusted. *What would become of him?
Would they arrest him? What would happen?*

Professor Dumbledore walked over to James and looked down at Cole’s sleeping figure,
disappointed.

“Thankfully, no charges have been made against you. The Wizengamot held a midnight meeting at the
Ministry and found the use of the curse necessary in such a dangerous situation,” Dumbledore said,
quietly. James knew he had failed the man. He knew he had failed his parents.

“It wasn’t supposed to end up like this,” James whispered.

“I think it is safe to say that the wizarding world is approaching it’s darkest times, James,” the
old man said.

“I’m no better than a Death Eater,” James spat, disgusted in his actions.

“The difference between you and a Death Eater is that you were protecting the ones you love. Death
Eaters love no one but themselves and Voldemort. They would have killed anyone who dare disobey
them. You, did not,” Dumbledore said.

“That doesn’t change anything. Today has been one of the most horrible days of my life,” James
said.

“As for me as well. It is horrible that I should have to share the news of a girl’s death with the
school. Hardly anyone knew this girl. Yet, once I reveal her name, no one will give her the
judgment she deserves. They’ll assume she was like her mother in every way and deserved to die.
That is what makes these days such dark times,” Dumbledore sadly announced.

James knew that this would not be the last of the innocent to die.

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58. Goodbyes
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**Chapter 58- Goodbyes**

The wind was cold as it blew on the faces of the passengers of the Big Blue. The Big Blue was a
magically enhanced sailboat that carried people from the wizarding world to the dark, mysterious
island of Azkaban.

The waves were tumbling and it felt as though the ship was literally going to be blown away as it
sailed on.

Lily, James, and Katy could see the island ahead of them. None of them had ever been to Azkaban and
they weren’t quite sure what to expect. With future careers as Aurors, Lily and James needed to
become routine with visiting the cold, dark prison.

It had cost them seven sickles each to ride the shabby little boat, although the captain did not
believe anyone would want to travel to such a place.

“Azkaban in three minutes,” the captain called from the wheel.

Lily, James, and Katy were heavily draped in garments such as cloaks, scarves and gloves. The
weather was freezing and the water was just thawing from winter.

“What exactly are we going to say to her?” Lily asked, looking up at James. His arms were around
her tight, refraining her from sliding off the boat itself.

“I don’t know. I’ve never done this sort of thing before,” he answered her.

“Neither have I,” Katy said. “Your parents did when they were alive though, didn’t they?”

“I am sure they did,” James said. “Dad used to return from Azkaban a mess. The Dementors are cold
creatures who lack mercy and compassion. I just hope we feel slightly more cheerful than he
did.”

The boat stopped at the island, the prison visible. Lily saw no one except a guard standing at the
door. He seemed to be the only human aside from prisoners. She wondered how he had done it all
those years. How had he maintained his life with Dementors floating around constantly? Although,
she assumed he didn’t have much of a life as guarding Azkaban was a constant job.

The three of them joined hands before they asked the guard to visit with Venus Adams.

They walked down the aisle, seeing stares from prisoners. Many recognized James and shouted obscure
things at him.

“That’s the Potter boy,” they hissed. “His parents sent me here. Deserves to die, he does.”

“The Dark Lord will catch up to him some day,” another spoke, as they walked to the back of the
prison.

They felt a cold chill fill their insides. The lights flickered and James knew Dementors were most
likely floating above their heads. He noticed that the guard from outside seemed to be controlling
it; that was probably the only reason the Dementors did not attack.

They saw her, staring out the small piece of window she was given. The guard at the end saw her
lack of attention and decided to do something.

“Adams, you’ve got visitors,” he shouted.

“Thanks, Carl,” Venus said, sincerely fake. She turned around and saw the three of them, more alive
than she had wished.

“Takes a lot of brain to become an Azkaban guard these days,” she muttered coldly. The guard
probably heard her but didn’t say a word.

He brought three chairs over to the end and quietly left them to visit.

Venus sat on her bed and took a pack of cigarettes out from her pillowcase. She lit it and inhaled,
still casting her eyes upon the three children she despised.

“So, Jacobs didn’t do his job did he?” Venus asked.

“If you mean Cole, then I could say you’re right,” James said. “I can’t say he didn’t try
though.”

“Never did anything right,” Venus muttered. “I should have known he didn’t have it in him.”

“You’re an awful woman,” Katy whispered.

“Why, I certainly have missed that brutal touch of honesty you possess, Miss Jones,” Venus said
sarcastically.

They sat in silence for a few moments. Lily had to look at her feet as she felt those sharp,
penetrating eyes sinking into her.

“What are you really here for?” Venus asked.

“We thought you’d love a first hand account of the amount of misery you’ve caused us,” James
informed her.

She laughed. “Always telling it like it is, Potter. Just like your father.”

“I would think that a compliment, considering you used to be obsessed with him,” James said,
meeting her eyes.

“You Potters always thought you were the center of everyone’s universe,” Venus said.

“Don’t you even care what happened to Cole?” Lily asked, abruptly. The thought had been killing
her.

“Well, I am sure you’re going to tell me,” Venus answered.

“He’s gone insane,” Lily said. “We had to defend ourselves to such an extreme because he was on
your orders. That’s not the worst of it all either.”

She felt tears sting her emerald green eyes but she didn’t fight them. This woman needed to know
the damage she had caused.

Venus simply brushed off Cole’s state of injury and cast an amused look at Katy Jones.

“What is the matter with you?” Venus asked her, blowing smoke in Katy’s direction.

“I just am wondering how someone so nice could have been spawned by someone like you,” Katy
said.

“If you’re referring to my daughter then you must know that she hasn’t always lived up to my
expectations,” Venus said. “I originally asked her to do Cole’s job, but she declined. Instead,
Cole Jacobs came here with her and took on the job. Grace seemed to feel that morally it was wrong.
If only she had gone through as much as I had.”

“You bitch,” Katy shouted, standing up and pounding on the bars. “You don’t know half of what your
daughter has been through.”

“And you do?” Venus asked, somewhat amused and somewhat insulted.

“Grace is dead,” Katy whispered. “She died to save me and stop your demented plan from
succeeding.”

For the first time, they saw true emotion in Venus Adams face. They saw true, genuine, emotion
coming from her eyes. They were no longer cold and intimidating, but hurt and shocked.

“She died?” Venus asked. “She’s gone and no one bothered to write and inform me?”

“It just happened. That’s why we’re here,” James explained. “We didn’t feel it proper to just write
something like this in a letter.”

He didn’t want to sink as low as the Ministry and disclose all the details of a death in a letter.
It was a low and uncompassionate way of breaking hard news. Even Venus Adams deserved to know in
person that her daughter had died.

“I want you to know that there was no reason that you shouldn’t have been proud of Grace,” Lily
said. “Even though this may not be right according to your standards, she did the moral thing and
warned us of Cole. She stopped him from killing Katy. She gave her life to do the right thing. She
will be remembered with honor, something you can no longer achieve.”

“The reason we’ve come here today is to show our condolences and aware you of our goodbyes,” James
said. “I hope you’d have learned after your daughter died in one of your plans that you can’t take
refuge on innocent victims. We want to permanently wish you well in your stay in Azkaban. May you
rot here for all you’ve done.”

“Grace was a great child, even if you can’t see it,” Lily said, standing up. “Goodbye, Venus
Adams.”

She and James walked hand in hand out of the prison. Katy was still sitting in her chair.

“You and I have never gotten along but I want you to know that I still think there’s a person
inside of you. I read about you and researched you. You may think I was too nosy for my own good,
but that is the reason I still believe you have a heart. I think you’re only human and Grace’s
death is really tearing you up inside. It’s ok to be human, most of us are. I just think there’s
still the same person who befriended Judith and Harold Potter in there,” Katy declared.

She saw a tear fall down Venus’ face. She knew she had been right in assuming that underneath all
that bitterness and evil, there was still a person with feelings.

“She made me proud,” Venus whispered.

Katy nodded her head.

“May your bitter heart rot here, Venus,” Katy said. “Away from me and my friends.”

“Goodbye, Jones,” she called, her voice regaining it’s wispiness. She wiped a tear from her
eye.

“Goodbye Venus Adams,” Katy said, feeling those eyes upon her and honoring Grace’s memory.

**A/N: Please review.**



59. The Big News
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**Chapter 59-The Big News**

The gossip mill was flowing as Katy, Lily, and James returned from their disturbing journey to
Azkaban. James remembered all the hurtful gossip Venus Adams had caused when she had been sent to
Azkaban. Something of the sort seemed to be occurring once again.

Poor Halle and Sirius had tried to simmer down the false rumors, but barely prevailed. They managed
to stop any serious rumors about James being sentenced to life in Azkaban for killing Cole.

Yet, Halle and Sirius had some of their own problems to face.



Trying to shake off the cold, horrendous feelings resulting from Azkaban, Lily, James, and Katy sat
at the Gryffindor table for breakfast; prepared to face their classes. Remus smiled at Katy, glad
she had made it home safe, whilst sipping some orange juice and reading the Daily Prophet.

Sirius was performing his regular morning ritual which included inhaling every scrap of food
possible on the table. Normally, Halle would just sip delicately at some coffee and talk
occasionally with the others. She had never been a morning person. On that day, however, it was
quite apparent that she was definitely not a morning person. There were bags under her eyes and she
was stifling a yawn.

“So, did all go well with Adams?” she asked the three.

“Yeah, she took it a little-,” James started to say, choosing the right words. “She took it a
little more differently than expected.”

“Well, that’s good,” Halle said.

“Halle, love, can you pass down that tray of bacon?” Sirius asked, taking a breath from his
tireless work of consuming his breakfast.

Halle reached for the bacon, smelling the grease protruding from it. Her face looked slightly
discolored.

“Thanks, hun,” Sirius said, picking off six pieces. He looked down the table, examining what
remained.

“Oh, and do you mind passing down the eggs? The sausage would be nice too,” Sirius commented.

Halle looked rather disinclined to do so, but tried to anyways. When she smelled the sausage,
that’s when she lost it. She got up and ran out of the Great Hall.

“Did she want some of those?” Sirius asked, rather clueless as to the situation.

No one knew why exactly Halle walked out. Katy and Remus shook their heads.

“She hasn’t touched any food all morning,” Lily said. “I highly doubt that bit of sausage would
have mattered that much to her.”

“Someone should go check on her,” Sirius voiced. Everyone looked at him.

“Oh, right,” Sirius said, getting up and walking out to go find Halle.



He found her in the girls bathroom right outside the Great Hall. He heard her in one of the stalls,
clearly vomiting.

She began coughing and leaned over the ceramic toilet when she felt his hand swoop her hair out of
her face. She looked up, her eyes blotched red from crying.

“Food poisoning?” Sirius asked. “Those house elves can be mean little buggers sometimes.”

“Sirius, I don’t think it’s food poisoning,” Halle said.

“Well, why are you sitting here throwing up if it’s not food poisoning? When you said the way I eat
makes you sick, did you actually mean it?” he asked her.

“It’s my acute sense of smell,” Halle informed him, feeling fear in her own words.

“Since when did you have an acute sense of smell?” asked Sirius, leaning down to look her in the
eye.

Her chocolate brown eyes hinted fear and uncertainty.

“Since I became pregnant,” she said, wondering how on Earth she was going to manage this
one.



“Did you know that Cole and Lily had an affair?” a girl at the Ravenclaw table asked another.

Lily and James sighed and returned to their breakfast. No matter what they did, rumors were bound
to follow.

“No, that’s not what I heard,” another Ravenclaw countered. “I heard that Cole and Katy were in the
Room of Requirement when Lily and James found them in a compromising position. The fight broke out
over who got to use the room.”

Katy bit her lip and blood rushed to her head. She’d had enough of all the gossip.

“Would you all please just shut up!” she shouted, standing up. All eyes were on her. Professor
McGonagall looked beside herself by this bluntness. She didn’t know whether to take points off or
say the same thing herself. She compromised by merely pretending she didn’t hear one thing Katy had
said.

The Great Hall resumed to their usual chatter although they did not speak of any gossip. Katy sent
reproachful looks over to the Ravenclaw table all through breakfast. Things were a lot quieter than
they would have been normally.



“Are you sure?” asked Sirius, beside himself. His hands were in his hair and he was pacing inside
the girls bathroom.

“Yes, I’m sure,” Halle responded. “It’s called morning sickness. That’s why I’m vomiting.”

“Well, at least we don’t have to worry about afternoon or evening sickness,” Sirius said, quite
relieved.

“That’s where you’re wrong,” Halle muttered. “Sirius, what are we going to do? We can’t have a
baby.”

“We’re going to be parents,” whispered Sirius. The thought seemed to have just entered his
mind.

“I’m going to pregnant while I’m at Hogwarts,” Halle said. “People are bound to find out. You heard
them all inside the Great Hall. They’re like lepers. They derive any bit of information which can
spin that hateful wheel of gossip. I can’t stand to be talked about.”

“That’s the least of our concerns,” Sirius said. *How was he, Sirius Black, going to be a
dad?*



Halle awoke, sweating and feeling the taste of vomit erupt inside her throat. She quickly got out
of bed and headed for the bathroom. She heard footsteps and felt Katy’s hand hold her hair back.
When Halle had finished, Katy handed her a wash cloth and a cup of water to rinse out her
mouth.

“Food poisoning?” asked Katy. “Those house elves are stealth little devils, they are.”

“No, not food poisoning,” Halle said. She patted her stomach subconsciously and wished that it had
been Sirius with her.

Katy sat down on the floor and closed the door magically with her wand.

“You’re not telling me something,” Katy said. She saw the look in Halle’s eye that told her
something had happened that was not in the plans.

“Me and Sirius-” Halle began to say. She thought and paused. “Me and Sirius are going to-”

“You’re going to what, sweetie?” Katy asked.

“I’m pregnant,” Halle confessed. She felt tears flow from her eyes. She couldn’t stop them from
pouring out.

Katy moved over to comfort her friend and wrapped her in a sisterly hug.

“Aw, Halle,” Katy said, trying to calm her down. Inside, Katy was shaking as well. Her best friend
was pregnant. They were so young and had just gotten married. How did they know things were going
to work out?

“It’s so scary,” Halle said. “One minute you’re just enjoying being married and the next you’re
carrying around another life. It’s so strange and terrifying. What if I’m a bad mum?”

“We’ll all be here to help you,” Katy said. “That’s what we’re here for.”

“Sirius should be here,” Halle said. “I miss him.”

“We’re going to have to tell the others in order to work something out,” Katy said.

“I don’t want to go through this alone,” Halle cried.

“You won’t have to. You have a husband who loves you,” Katy replied.



Lily and James thought of what they could do to help their friends. Sirius needed to be with Halle
at this time, to help her through it.

The two of them walked to see their friends in the Gryffindor Common Room. They saw Halle and
Sirius talking quietly over by the fire.

“We think you two should take the Heads room,” James offered. “I’ll go back to sleeping in the dorm
and Lily will too. We’ll say that Dumbledore requested it if any questions get asked.”

“You guys need that room more than we do,” Lily supplied.

“Thanks,” Sirius said. “You don’t know how much this means to us.”



Lily heard footsteps walking up the stairs. Her first instinct was to open her eyes but the
willpower did no come. She heard the footsteps grow softer and felt James slip into her bed. She
smiled and opened her eyes.

“How did you get up here?” she asked, whispering so not to wake the others. James closed the
curtains around the bed and snuggled up against Lily.

“Godric Gryffindor did not put enough faith in us boys,” James teased. “He didn’t expect for anyone
to become illegal Animagi during their stay here. Let’s just say that I found a way to sneak up
here successfully.”

They sat in silence for a few moments, comforted by the rhythms of each others breathing.

“So what do you think about Halle and Sirius?” James asked her, breaking the silence.

“I think that we made the right choice,” Lily said. “I’m glad we didn’t get married. It would be so
awful to go through pregnancy while still in school.”

“I’m glad we’re waiting too,” James said. “I don’t know how Sirius is handling all this. If it were
me, I don’t know what I’d do.”

“Poor Halle,” Lily said. “Maybe she won’t start showing until after we leave Hogwarts.”

“It’s not going to be easy on them,” James said. “Has it ever been?”



“Who on Earth referred to this phase in pregnancy as morning sickness?” Sirius asked, holding back
Halle’s hair and going through the whole routine once more in the Heads bathroom.

It was at least three in the morning and Sirius had felt Halle get up. He followed her in the
bathroom. He never realized how much work women had to go through during pregnancy. He hated to see
his wife in such a delicate state.

“Obviously a moron,” Halle said. “I wish it really was morning sickness.”

“As do I, my darling,” Sirius said, yawning.

“Come on,” she said. “Let’s go to bed.”

They climbed into the bed which had customized to fit their preferences.

Halle sat awake for a few moments, scared of what the future had in mind for her. What would
Dumbledore think of all this when he found out? Would he look at her differently?

How in the name of Merlin was she supposed to raise a baby? She knew absolutely nothing on how to
be a parent. She began to feel tears rise in her eyes. She was scared.

She sat scared for a few minutes until she felt something that comforted her and made it seem as
though everything was going to work out just fine. Sirius had slipped his arm around her waist and
let his hand rest on her belly.

**A/N: Everyone should have seen that one coming. I hope you liked it, although some people may
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60. Moving On
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**Chapter 60-Moving On**

“Why is she so fat?” a Hufflepuff girl asked, reaching over the table to whisper to her
friend.

“I don’t know,” the other said. “How can Sirius find that attractive?”

“She used to be pretty, but now she’s gained weight,” a Ravenclaw boy said. “He can have her
now.”

“I think she’s pregnant,” a girl at the Slytherin table whispered.

Halle felt tears hit her eyes. She was three months pregnant and starting to show. She should have
expected rumors to fly and gossip to travel. She felt Sirius’ hand clench hers a little more
fervently than expected. He was looking angrily over at the other house tables. Gryffindors hadn’t
started to talk about them, but it was due in good time.

“Don’t listen to them,” Sirius whispered in her ear. “I think you’re beautiful and that’s all that
matters.”

She nodded, feeling him kiss her cheek. It was hard to block out all the whispers and lies all the
time.

“If she’s pregnant, that makes her a slut,” the same girl at the Slytherin table said.

That had done it. Sirius, James, Lily, and Remus had all stood up and Halle had left the Great Hall
crying. None of them could have expected what happened next.

The Slytherin at the table eyed Katy Jones walking quickly over to their table. The Headmaster was
standing, unsure of what exactly was going on.

“If you ever talk about my friend again, I’ll kill you,” she whispered. With that, she raised her
fist and punched the girl square in face. The two girls started to go at it with Sirius rooting
Katy on in the background.

“Twenty five points from Gryffindor, Miss Jones. Be glad it’s not more,” Professor McGonagall said,
walking over to where the fight had broken out.

Katy wiped blood from her lip, straightened her robes, and walked silently back over to the
Gryffindor house table. The Slytherin girl was in a lot worst condition.

“Someone bring her to Poppy,” McGonagall ordered, shaking her head.

“Katy Jones, you’re my new hero,” James said, so excited he could kiss her. Sirius was on the verge
of practically doing so.

“Great job, honey,” Remus cheered, actually kissing her.

“That girl deserved it. How could she talk about Halle like that?” Katy asked. She was looking
angrily over at the table now.

“I’m afraid that whatever people say is out of our hands. Unfortunately, we have to sit back and
listen to it. I’m more willing to go about Katy’s way of handling it though,” Sirius said. He stood
up and walked out to go comfort his wife.



“It’s our last night here, James. How can we possibly know what will happen after that?” Lily
asked.

The two of them were sitting by the lake, reminiscing on past times at Hogwarts.

“We can’t. Not unless you’re a Seer and haven’t told me about it,” James joked.

“No, I don’t believe in that stuff. It’s just that I’m worried. Where will I go? Me and Katy are
going to get an apartment together and you and Remus are as well. Halle and Sirius have a house for
themselves. You still have Godrics Hollow. But, what are we going to do? I don’t know how I did on
my NEWTs, nor do you. It’s all so frustrating,” Lily thought aloud.

“Well, for you it is. I see it as the next big journey. It’s not like we’re never going to come
back. Dumbledore will let us come back if we need to. Also, about where we’re going, the Auror
training program accepted us both, as well as Katy. Sirius is going to go work at Gringrotts. Peter
and Halle are training to become Healers and Remus is going to be working in the Ministry. What
else is there left to answer?” James asked.

“Nothing, I guess. Where will we be? I won’t get to see you nearly as much,” Lily complained.

“I’ll come over every night. Or you’ll come over every night. I’ll cook you dinner, how about
that?” James propositioned her.

“You can’t cook,” Lily said, slapping the back of his head playfully.

“I can learn. You see, nothing is impossible. I have you to keep my focus and I can do anything,”
James reassured her, kissing her lips gently.

“We’ve been through so much, James. Hogwarts wasn’t safe from all the attacks. How will the real
world be?” Lily asked. Her emerald eyes met his hazel ones and for once, they looked scared.

“Keep your chin up. We’re going to be fighting people like Voldemort. We’ll stop him, I know we
will. Don’t you worry about that,” James said. “You’re the most talented witch Hogwarts has seen in
years.”

“I hope you’re right,” Lily reflected, staring at the ripples on the lake.



“Sirius, this is where we first kissed,” Halle said, taking off her shoes and letting the soft
grass touch her feet.

The Quidditch pitch was the first place they had actually connected. The two of them had shared
their first true moment at that pitch. Tomorrow, they would be leaving it.

“I know, love,” Sirius said. “I have loved you every day since then.”

“Every day?” Halle questioned.

“Every day,” Sirius said, swooping her up into his arms and kissing her on the nose.

“You don’t think I’m fat?” Halle asked.

“Not yet,” Sirius said, honestly.

“Yet? So, I will get fat?” she asked, patting her stomach fearfully.

“Probably. A baby has to grow in there though. I wouldn’t want you any other way. If you becoming
fat means bringing new life into the world, I would always want you fat. Plus, you’ll always be
beautiful in my eyes,” Sirius reassured her.

“You know, you’re the only guy I know who can make getting fat seem amazing,” Halle laughed.

“It’s a gift,” Sirius said. “That’s why you married me.”

“If that’s what you like to think,” Halle teased. “You keep on thinking it.”

“You know, after tomorrow, we get to actually be married. We get to actually know what it’s like,”
Sirius said.

“That’s part of the reason why I can’t wait to leave. I get to spend time with my husband, away
from all the gossip,” Halle said. She kissed him on the lips, knowing the next day would alter
their whole relationship.



“Katy Jones, I have never been more proud of you than I was today,” Remus said. The two of them
were sitting in the astronomy tower, looking at the star-filled sky.

“For someone who hates full moons, you do love to stare at the sky a lot,” Katy giggled.

“Well, it’s a different perspective this way,” Remus said.

“What are you going to do when you and James move in together?” she asked him.

“Well, James has agreed to let me roam his forest in Godrics Hollow where it will be secluded.
Hardly anyone lives there anymore due to all the attacks. He said that it’s barricaded from anyone,
anyways. I’ll just Apparate there for the weekend. If work allows them, the rest will join me,”
Remus said.

He had thought about it, but being away from Hogwarts and into the real world was frightening. He
was werewolf and hardly anyone would give him a job. Dumbledore had persuaded the Minister that he
was a good guy to have working for him though. Remus owed Dumbledore everything.

“Remus, I love you. Just so you know, I’ll always be here for you,” Katy said, her blue eyes
looking into his.

“I love you too, Katy. Tomorrow, we’ll just have to see where the road takes us,” he
said.



“In all my years at Hogwarts, I have never had such a great bunch of kids. They have taught me
things that as a teacher, I have never known. Even the fair few of troublemakers, I will grow to
miss each and every one of my students,” Professor McGonagall said.

The seventh years were getting a ceremony for their efforts at Hogwarts. It was annual but a lot of
the graduating students were already torn up by some of the speeches made.

“Now, I have come to understand that this year there were a few people close in the running for
this. Three people, to be exact, two of which were the Head Boy and girl. The honor of being
valedictorian of the graduating class is one that we feel belongs to this person we are about to
reward it to,” Professor Dumbledore said.

Lily, James, and Sirius all looked at each other. They hadn’t really been keeping up with their
grades, but surprisingly, they had come out on top again. As to who it was, they were all
clueless.

“Sirius Black, would you care to say a few words?” Professor McGonagall asked, standing from her
seat and shedding a couple shocking tears.

“Me?” Sirius asked. “I beat them? That’s impossible.”

“It’s not, Mr. Black,” Professor Dumbledore reassured him.

Sirius walked to the front of the Great Hall and glanced nervously over his graduating class.

“Well, let’s just say I feel that Lily Evans deserves this honor. Before my days at Hogwarts, I
didn’t like people like Lily Evans. She was Muggle born and in my family, that wasn’t good enough.
A Black was above the rest, purest of blood. I then met someone who changed my whole perception;
James Potter. We met on the train and I learned that it didn’t matter who you were. All that
mattered was what’s in your heart. When it came time to be sorted, I wished and prayed that
Slytherin was not in my future. My whole family belonged in Slytherin, but I, I wanted to go
somewhere different. I wanted to be with people of noble hearts. The hat heard my pleas and
listened. My family was outraged. From then on, I’ve had to prove myself to them. I’ve tried to
gain their respect but have yet to prevail. Now, after seven years at Hogwarts, I feel that Lily
Evans deserves to be here more than any of the scum people with the name Black. She did something
for me that no one has done. She filled the void in my friend James’ heart. She gave him the love
he yearned for, for so long. And now, I’ve found love as well. Halle Douglas was a girl who changed
my life forever. She helped me through my last year at Hogwarts. Without her, I would go insane.
When I almost lost her, I knew I would never let her go again. So now, I wish to reveal to you all
something I feel is important. The most important thing in my life. I married Halle Douglas and
we’re going to have a baby.”

If there was no one crying before, they were now. Even Professor Dumbledore had tears streaming
down his face. Even the Slytherins, who were trying to hide their feelings, seemed to be affected
my these words. Although they weren't crying, hushed whispers was circling through the lot of
them.

“Now, I want you all to be successful. Whatever life offers you, don’t just take it. The easiest of
things may not always be right. Choose wisely. This is your future. Only you can make the right
choice. Congratulations to the graduating class.”

With the last of Sirius’ words, he lifted his hat off his head. The rest of the class followed,
Professor Dumbledore’s hand sitting on Sirius’ shoulder.

And then, the hats flew.

“Seven years ago, I didn’t even know your name. Now, I don’t know where I’d be without it,” Lily
claimed, into James’ ear.

“Lily Evans, we did it. We made it,” James said.

“I know, graduating never seemed like such a big deal until Sirius’ speech,” Lily cried.

“I meant, *we* made it,” James whispered, kissing her passionately.

With all the tears flowing, it was a surprise that not one person in that room was sad.

**A/N: Hope you liked it, even though the writing was not that great. Catch My Fall, the sequel,
is by far an improvement in comparison. The sequel will be out ASAP. Keep an eye out for it. Let me
know what you thought. Please review.**