…I Love You…

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.

Author's Note: Extremely short…I hope you understand it…but if you've got any questions feel free to ask! Don't forget to review…it would mean the world to me - Sarah

I don't know that I will ever find…someone. The someone, that is. I never thought I could be so jealous of someone…so stupid, for lack of better words. Someone that, half the time, doesn't understand anything. Someone that is a true `dumb blonde'…someone that promised me when we were younger, that we would both be the single ones together.

I guess things change.

She got her boyfriend and can't shut up about him. I'm really happy for her…I am. It's just that - no one's ever liked me that way, and being around them; watching them hold hands and hold each other…makes me wonder if anyone will ever embrace me that way.

Maybe it's just a wish…after all, who could ever love someone like me?

The bookworm…the only girl that wants to answer every question in class and reads more than everyone she knows combined.

The girl that isn't as skinny and doesn't wear all of the trendiest and most revealing clothing…

The girl that isn't what everyone wants her to be…

The hardest part is…is that I know how to love. I do love…one man. I don't know if I will ever love anyone more than him. The thing is…how can I betray my friend, because she got to him before I did. She's liked him for as long as I've known her…but I've know him longer than she has. I've loved him as a friend for longer than she's like him as a boyfriend. I've loved him, flaws and all, for more than a person should ever spend loving someone…when it isn't returned. I've pledged my life for his life - if and when it should come to that. I love him with every fiber of my being, and if he were taken away from me…there would be nothing left to keep me going.

Maybe someday someone will love me…maybe he will love me.

Until then, I will watch from afar, as all of my friends grow up without me. Experiencing the part of life that I long to have, if only for a moment…

…I love you…

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