Have You Ever by Luvya Rating: G Genres: Romance, Suspense Relationships: Harry & Hermione Book: Harry & Hermione, Books 1 - 4 Published: 19/05/2003 Last Updated: 19/05/2003 Status: In Progress Song Fic. 1. untitled ----------- client Normal client 2 39 2003-05-17T23:39:00Z 2003-05-18T00:23:00Z 2 1033 4304 111 61 5294 9.2720 Have You Ever? Disclaimer: Don’t own it **Authors Note:** This was a challenge by Hpfreak06 Sometimes it’s wrong to walk away *Though you think it’s over* *Knowing there’s so much more to say* *Suddenly the moments gone* *And all your dreams are upside down* *And you just want to change the way* *The world goes round* Harry Potter slammed the door to his home, and lent against it. Tears rolling down his face. He wanted to go back and kiss her tears away. He wanted to go and take everything he said back. He wanted it to go back to the way things where. Before he called her that word… before he called her the word that was going to end everything. But he couldn’t. It was over. He knew it was. He had seen it in her face. Seen it in her eyes. He wished he hadn’t hurt her that badly. But it was too late to take back everything. Even if he had a Time Turner he wouldn’t be able to stop it. *Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?* *Wished there was a chance to say I’m sorry* *Can’t you see* *That’s the way I feel about you and me baby?* *Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?* *Looking down the road you should be taking* *I should know* *Coz I loved and lost the day I let you go* Hermoine Granger-Potter was crying. She felt her tears rolling down her face like no tomorrow. She hugged her pillow like she did when she was a little girl. It defiantly wasn’t supposed to end like this. It was supposed to be like a fairy tale. The whole ‘Happily ever after’ was supposed to be the end. Not Harry Potter walking out of her life. Or a fight that was going to end fifteen years of friendship. She thought back to when he had proposed her. *Can’t help but think that this is wrong* *We should be together* *Back in your arms where I belong* *Now I’ve finally realised* *It was forever that I’ve found I’d give it all* *To change the way the world goes round* It was Halloween night five years ago. They where at there five year school reunion. With everyone eating there dinner in the great hall there was a big hush as Harry came up to the staff table. “I know your all eating and everything so I’m very sorry for interrupting you” “You Better be!” Ron Wesley called out. Making everyone laugh. “I have something important that I wish to say.” He walked over to Hermoine, and she gasped now knowing what was going to happen, “Hermoine, on this night ten years ago something important happened and you, Ron and I became best friends. Previously Ron and I thought you where ‘A big bossy know-it-all’ (Ron’s words not mine) and that’s grown over the years. Five years ago, on this night we took our friendship to the next level and became ‘more than friends’” Harry then bent down on one knee and got out a ring. “Now I ask you on this night, will you marry me?” Hermoine nodded tears running down her face and Harry pulled her into a big kiss with the great hall cheering. Hermoine could briefly hear Ron talking to Seamus “Seamus, I believe you owe me 10 gallons” “That’s not fair, Harry probably told you he was going to do this” “You should of thought of that before you made the bet” *Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?* *Wished there was a chance to say I’m sorry* *Can’t you see* *That’s the way I feel about you and me baby?* *Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?* *Looking down the road you should be taking* *I should know* *Coz I loved and lost the day I let you go* They had gotten married exactly one year later as Halloween was special to them both. Now it was all over. Hermoine couldn’t believe it. She hadn’t even told him that she was pregnant. She wondered if she should go after him. He had probably gone by now. She wished she knew what to do. She couldn’t go to the Wesley’s she couldn’t jeopardise Ron and Harry’s friendship like that. She wondered if She could go to Draco and Ginny’s. They wouldn’t pass any judgement. No. That defiantly wasn’t a good idea. They where probably doing it. Like they always where. *I really want to hear you say* *That you know just how it feels* *To have it all and let it slip away* *Can’t you see even though the moments gone* *I’m still holding on somehow* *Wishing I could change the way the world goes round* Harry wondered where to go. Ron would probably kill him. So he couldn’t go there. Draco and Ginny where probably doing it so he couldn’t go there. Maybe Sirius? He sighed he didn’t want to interrupt anyone. They had there own lives. Besides he wanted to stay in case Hermoine came after him. He doubt that she was going to but still… there was a chance…. Maybe he should go back? No it was too late. He couldn’t. It was his pride that was doing this to him Harry rationalised. Defiantly his pride. He was going to blame it on that. *Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?* *Wished there was a chance to say I’m sorry* *Can’t you see* *That’s the way I feel about you and me baby?* *Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?* *Looking down the road you should be taking* *I should know* *Coz I loved and lost the day I let you go* Harry took one last look at the house. One last look at there home. The home of the person that he loved. “I love you Hermoine…” Hermoine could still feel Harry somewhere. She could go after him. She had to. She got up and ran over to the door that he had went through moments before. But she was too late. He was gone. Out of her life forever. She whispered five words for the last time. “I love you Harry Potter” The End