No Matter What

No Matter What

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.

Companion piece to `You Must Love Me'. No need to read that one before reading this.

This is just something I had to get out of my system, thanks goes to kasmira36 for suggesting this when reviewing to `You must love me'.

And yes I will continue `Corrupting Lives' when the muse returns from the vacation.

Oh and one last thing, there will be mistakes! You're warned!!

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Dedication: Someone will love you no matter what. Don't loose that someone.

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You're doing it again, trying to push me away with that awful temper of yours, you're doing it again. Haven't we done this too many times already? When will you learn that I won't back away?

I have to admit that today was worse than usual, that's why I'm alone in my room with angry tears streaming down my face. I don't want you to see my tears; I don't want you to know that I'm insecure. I kick my schoolbag frustrated; sometimes you make it really difficult to be around you. Still I stay.

Can't you see that I will be with you no matter how hard you try to push me away?

I won't leave you! I won't abandon you!

Sometimes I imagine that you are alone in a cold stormy night, frightened of what the night would bring; and I am the one who will have to shelter you from the storm. Because that's exactly what I would do. I would keep you safe; I would give my everything to keep you warm.

You may ask `why?'

It's because I love you.

God! Can't you see that I love you?

It scares me sometimes, how much I love you. Knowing that I would drop everything and run to you the second you needed me.

Knowing that no matter what other people think of me, of you, of us; nothing could keep me away from you.

Knowing that no matter how much you try to hurt me to push me away, I still stay with you.

And it scares me but at the same time it fills me with this warmth that I can't describe.

And it gives me the courage I need to ignore their words. They, my dorm-mates that is, have tried to `warn me'. `He's dangerous' they say, and `He can hurt you'. But I know you need me, first and foremost you need me. You need someone to love you. And I will do that, no matter what.

As the first rays of the morning caress my face, I go back down in the common room. You're still there, sleeping. I push your hair from your eyes; even if they're closed I know that you're worried. You can't seem to relax, not even when you're sleeping. I know it has something to do with what you're hiding from me and I know it's got to do with Voldemort.

Dark times lay ahead of us, I can feel it. That's why I know that you'll need me now more than ever. So you won't get rid of me that easily. I try to push that thought into your head, maybe then you'll understand, maybe then you'll stop fighting it.

You open your eyes; it's as if you knew I was trying to send you a message. You look at me; willing me to leave.

I want you to know that no matter what the future brings us I'm here.

No matter where the end is, my life began with you.

I know this love is forever. That's all that matters now.

No matter what.

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No Matter What lyrics:

No matter what they tell us

No matter what they do

No matter what they teach us

What we believe is true

No matter what they call us

However they attack

No matter where they take us

We'll find our own way back

I can't deny what I believe

I can't be what I'm not

I know I'll love forever

I know, no matter what

If only tears were laughter

If only night was day

If only prayers were answered

Then we would hear God say

No matter what they tell you

No matter what they do

No matter what they teach you

What you believe is true

And I will keep you safe and strong

And sheltered from the storm

No matter where it's barren

A dream is being born

No matter who they follow

No matter where they lead

No matter how they judge us

I'll be everyone you need

No matter if the sun don't shine

Or if the skies are blue

No matter what the end is

My life began with you

I can't deny what I believe

I can't be what I'm not

I know, I know

I know this love's forever

That's all that matters now

No matter what

Thanks for reading, hope you enjoyed it.

marija

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