Harry Potter and the Last Horcrux

CHAPTER ONE: Making the Last Move

July 3, 1998 -- South Shields, Northumbria, England

Harry Potter exited the Royal Mail delivery office at eighteen minutes past nine. He slipped a special delivery envelope into a battered knapsack slung over his left shoulder, and hopped onto a ramshackle motorbike. He doubted that there were more than a few dozen people in Wales who might recognise him, and none would sully themselves with a half-shuttered High Street in a dying Northumbrian town – not unless they were killing for pleasure. It was actually quite easy to hide from the wizards who remained in Britain. It was their house-elves that he worried about, but he hadn’t spotted a house-elf other than Dobby in months.

The motorbike came to a shuddering rest at a boarding house on a shabby lane near the carriageway that ran through South Shields. Like the bike, the boarding house was a tattered affair. Harry slowly climbed the side stairs. He moved with a wary posture that made him seem much older than he appeared.

There was only one room in the garret; it was long and narrow and low, with a single bed, ancient furnishings, and light from a single exposed bulb that dangled from the ceiling. Meals were taken on metal chairs at a folding table, from a questionable hot plate. Hermione Granger lay atop the bed; she was curled tight in restless sleep, her long hair strewn every which way. He sat at the folding table and opened the envelope as quietly as he could manage. Inside was a single sheet of coarse brown paper, nearly covered in crisply inked lettering.

He had finished reading one side of the paper when Hermione stirred. “What does Remus have to say?” she croaked.

He set down the paper, walked to the sink, and drew a glass of cool water for her. “They’re restless – tired of waiting for us to come up with the last one,” he said.

She sipped at the water and cleared her throat. “Understandable,” she said. “Any news of Ron?”

He returned to the table and resumed reading. “A little better each day,” he said.

“Remus says that every week,” she said.

He tried to respond in a hopeful way, but his throat tightened as he reported, “He’s started on solid foods now, it says. That’s a good sign, right?”

Her face was like a mask with a painted-on smile. “It’s a good sign,” she said.

“They’ve moved again,” he said with a heavy sigh.

She matched his sigh. “I think they’re moving as often as we do. Surely they don’t give a location?”

“Not one that Voldemort’s men would understand,” he said. He set the opened envelope next to her, and gave an off-handed wave toward the cancellation – it had been mailed from the Orkneys.

“It’ll be Iceland next, or Norway,” she said. At least Iceland had come through; it was the only place outside of Britain that Voldemort had ravaged during the First War, and the Icelandic mages had long memories. The rest of Europe had closed their eyes to two wars now, but Iceland and the Scandinavian countries had chosen to support the resistance against Voldemort and his puppet Ministry; collectively they had taken in thousands of refugees, and Harry had left his quest twice to personally convey his thanks.

A note of determination entered his voice. “They won’t be moving again, not unless they’re coming home,” he said. “It’s time to finish this.”

“You’re ready to talk about it, then? Are you ready to… to be straight with me?” she asked.

She was using that tone, the one that made him instantly wary. “What do you mean?” he returned.

“There’s nothing left to find. It’s you, Harry – I know that you’re the last,” she said. She seemed resigned to the idea, sounded almost matter of fact, but the words cut through the room like a sword. He wished he were lying down; he could have pretended to sleep then.

It wasn’t something he had ever planned to discuss; he’d simply planned to do something about it – he just didn’t know what to do. He tried to keep his own tone as matter-of-fact as hers, but settled for mirroring her resignation. “How long?” he asked. “Was it after we took the Cup?”

Hermione’s knapsack sat in the corner of the room; Helga Hufflepuff’s Cup made a noticeable bulge in one side. Voldemort had nested the true cup amidst a score of cups, each filled with dark potions. The cups were cursed; once raised, the holder was compelled to drink from it. It was uncomfortably similar to Snape’s trial for the Philosopher’s Stone, and they had wondered not for the first time just how much Snape had known years earlier. She had thought to analyse the potions by sampling their vapours, and the two of them had painstakingly identified each. Unlike Snape’s trial, there had been no safe alternative; all twenty-one cups had been filled with deadly poison. However, one had a unique property that made it useful for assassins – it was only deadly to the first drinker. Harry had decided that this particular poison was surely placed in the true Cup, because it required the ultimate act of disloyalty for the Cup to be retrieved.

She had offered to drink first and he had immediately and steadfastly refused her. Knowing what he was – or what he believed he was, at any rate – he had decided to take the drink. In the end, he had been saved and the Cup retrieved by an artful dodge: as he had lifted the cup, she had jostled his arms to spill some of the poison and had then spat into the cup. It was the first drinker’s saliva and the agitation of the cup that began neutralising the poison, and the solution had been there for the taking in Snape’s accursed Potions textbook. He’d spewed up for three days and he still became sweat-soaked with ease, but he had lived. After more than a week, she still wouldn’t acknowledge that she’d needed help from the Half-Blood Prince to save him. He enjoyed the irony but it didn’t dampen his desire to roast sodding Severus Snape on a bloody skewer, not in the slightest.

“I’d already guessed it by then, but I didn’t know that you knew – not for certain,” she said. “When you were so ready to drink from the Cup… I suppose I had my answer.”

She was calm when she wouldn’t ordinarily be calm and it began to make him uncomfortable. “Why didn’t you say something straight away?” he asked.

“There wasn’t time to feel,” she said, and he hadn’t the slightest idea what to say in return.

After a long uncomfortable silence he wondered aloud, “Was it after the Grimoire?”

“Yes, after that,” she said quietly. He knew she didn’t like to allow thoughts of the Grimoire of Rowena Ravenclaw for a number of reasons. It sat tightly bound inside one of his bags, warded a dozen different ways against temptation. Voldemort had laid a trap based on a wizarding game that made no sense to Hermione, was unfamiliar to Harry and that Ron thankfully had understood. They had discovered that Ron was more skilled at games than Voldemort, and they had also learned in the worst way that Voldemort cheated. When Ron had been so badly wounded, Harry had expected that Hermione would stand down. She had never shown the slightest inclination to remain behind; she had left Ron behind more easily than Harry had let go of Ginny. Harry had been shocked at the time. He knew that he wasn’t ready to go forward alone, not yet.

She had very nearly opened the Grimoire afterward, hoping to drown her sorrow in knowledge, before he had reminded her of what it had become. Voldemort had wickedly perverted the Ravenclaw ideal: to destroy him, Harry had to destroy the grimoire of the brightest of the Founders. The priceless tome was no more useful now than a back copy of the traitorous Daily Prophet.

Hermione launched into an elaborate explanation of why Voldemort’s giant snake Nagini couldn’t be a Horcrux, as it made no sense to voluntarily choose a living creature to serve as a vessel, on account of the prospects for injury or death or free will or any manner of other unpredictable events. She went on about how Harry had likely become an accidental Horcrux, piling on detail after detail about the collision between Harry’s protections and Voldemort’s curse and how advanced arithmancy could be used to predict the intersecting effects and half a dozen other things that he barely understood. He didn’t realise that he was smiling at her until she came to an abrupt stop and snapped, “This is nothing to smile about! Don’t tell me you’re going ‘round the twist now?”

“I’ve known since Dumbledore explained the Horcruxes to me, I think,” he explained, “so I’ve had time for it to sink in.” He suppressed a snort and added, “Your idea’s great – honestly it is – but… erm… I just figured that Dumbledore had the number of Horcruxes wrong.”

She blinked hard and for a moment took on a look of surprise worthy of Luna Lovegood. “There is that, I suppose,” she said uncertainly, then added, “and the plural is Horcruces, Harry, not Horcruxes… honestly.” Harry started to laugh.

Hermione crossed her arms and pouted, “Fine! See if I help you anymore!” which only made him laugh harder and more loudly. She cracked a smile at last, and slowly joined in the laughter.

She was still laughing when he put his arm around her to steady himself. He didn’t hear the hollowness in it until he happened to take in her face. She looked so tired. “Hermione…” he began.

“W-we need to talk it through,” she said. “We can get around this - there has to be a way – but I don’t think it can wait much longer…”

Harry realised that she’d been thinking on the problem for better than six months and she had nothing, which meant that they had nothing. “I’ve been over it again and again. I can’t see how it’s supposed to work out,” he conceded. “All of them have to be destroyed before he can be killed. Do you think that’s what ‘at the hand of the other’ means, then? Do I make it possible for someone else to kill him…?”

He trailed off as she paled. “Please tell me you haven’t given up?” she asked.

Harry couldn’t look at her anymore. “No, no… but we still need to know how to completely destroy a Horcrux, and how Voldemort’s to be killed after I’m… you know… gone,” he said.

Hermione seized his hands. She was too thin now, hardened by a year on the road – most of it on the run – but her grip was unexpectedly strong. “We need to know how to expel a piece of Voldemort without killing you, Harry – that’s what we need to know!” she insisted.

“Dumbledore smashed the ring, and it nearly killed him! Sometimes I wonder if he wanted to die, all right? Do you think that maybe the pain was so bad that he welcomed it?” Harry shot back. “What we need is a way to destroy the rest of them – ”

“No!” Hermione shouted.

Harry clapped his hand over her mouth, and hoped that there wouldn’t be a knock at the door. “ – and then we settle the rest,” he ploughed on even as she began to shake. “I don’t even know what sort of fight we can muster. It’s time to meet with Remus and Arthur – ”

Hermione nipped at his fingers, and he made a show of pulling his hand away. “Only if they come to us,” she insisted.

“They’d have to move too many people,” Harry pointed out. “Do you think they could all pass as Muggles long enough to reach us? Moody doesn’t exactly blend, you know?”

“It’s time they learn, then,” she snapped.

“What’s this about?” he asked her.

Her voice was growing shrill. “We’re not ready yet! We need to talk it through – starting today, Harry – and have the options in hand before... before you go telling anyone else that… that…”

He could see four months of sleepless nights welling up in her eyes, and he wished he could take away the pain but he didn’t know how. “Look… it’s nice that you want to, you know, protect me but I’m ready to stop pretending,” he said quietly. “I just needed a little time before – ”

Her eyebrows rose even as the rest of her face fell. “No! Oh, Harry, I wasn’t implying… they owe you as much time as you want to take – they owe you that, we all do!”

“Every day someone else dies,” Harry said.

She didn’t have anything that would counter that, he knew. He could tell she was thinking intently about what to say next. “We’ll get to see Ron, then,” she said at last. “That’s good… isn’t it?”

Harry summoned a smile. “Yes, that’s good,” he agreed.

“And Ginny,” Hermione went on, “you’ll get to see her as well.”

“I suppose I will,” Harry said. He didn’t know how to feel about that, honestly. He’d seen her four times in a year; each time, she seemed younger to him – or perhaps he felt older – and he knew that each time there was a little less of whatever he’d felt for her in Dumbledore’s waning days.

Hermione drew herself up. “Did you know that the Orkneys are farther north than parts of Norway? With a northerly wind, it can be right cold even in July. I don’t think either of us is outfitted for a cold sea breeze, especially on the bike. We need to do something about the right-side saddlebag, by the way – it has a tear along one of the seams; I imagine it could be flooded in a heavy downpour…” She positively babbled on, and Harry let her do it; she needed to talk herself into silence, he knew.

Harry stood as she ploughed on. Hermione continued to talk incessantly even as she moved from chair to bed. She sat and he sat beside her. He put his arm around her and she leaned into him until she wore herself out. Her eyes were heavy; she was just conscious enough to respond when he nudged. She dragged her legs over the edge of the mattress, and then rolled onto her side. He arranged her hair away from her face, though he knew it would find its way back. She started to thrash as soon as he pulled away so he kicked off his trainers and remained on the bed.

He pulled a bit of stretchy, squishy something-or-another from one of the pockets of his denims – sometimes it was best not to know the materials involved in a Weasley Wizard Wheezes creation. The twins had made the Sleepy-Time Wand Holder expressly for Harry, Ron and Hermione. Properly wrapped around wrist and fingers, it kept a sleeper’s wand in the ready position. Harry lay down on his back, with his head elevated, feet pointed at the door and wand arm angled toward the shuttered window. Hermione settled against his left side after a bit more tossing and turning, her face against his collarbone and hair everywhere. She hadn’t slept for more than a half hour without him since they had set off in search of Hufflepuff’s Cup, and she had to rest before they could even think of setting out on the motorbike toward the Orkneys. He knew it was his best chance for restful sleep as well, but someone had to keep watch.

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July 8, 1998 -- John O’ Groats, Caithness, Scotland

“Harry, this must have cost a fortune to let!” Hermione whispered urgently.

“It’s only £1000 for a week,” Harry reassured her, “and I’ve only let it for two weeks with option on a third.”

“A thousand per week? Have you – ?” she snapped. He motioned for her to be quiet; thankfully, the owner’s agent didn’t hear her. She continued quietly but with just as much indignation. “Have you lost your senses? We’re supposed to be inconspicuous!”

He motioned out the large windows that overlooked Pentland Firth; the nearest of the Orkneys was visible on the horizon. “Look around you,” he said. “This place is littered with cottages and rooms. We’re not exactly strolling starkers down the lane, right?”

“But Harry… two thousand pounds…” she began.

Harry waved her off. “We’ll not run short, I can promise you,” he laughed.

“We had fifteen thousand at the start of the year…” Hermione did some mental calculations, and concluded, “We can’t have more than three thousand remaining.”

Harry hesitated for a moment. He didn’t like to discuss his finances, even with as close a friend as Hermione, but he supposed it was inevitable. She’d find out soon enough, he figured. “My parents left me in good stead,” he said slowly. “I took along fifteen thousand in case we couldn’t come out of hiding. Hermione… I had Remus exchange the lot – every last knut. Even with extra commission to the goblins…”

Hermione’s eyes widened, but she quickly said, “You don’t have to tell me. I don’t need to know any more.”

“When this is all over, you’ll never want for anything, nor will the Weasleys – that much I can promise,” Harry assured her.

“Stop saying things like that, Harry,” Hermione said in a tone that brooked no argument. “We’re not finished yet.”

“Soon, though,” Harry said.

Hermione nodded. “Yes, it has to be soon,” she said heavily.

Mrs. McLaren, the owner’s agent, sat on one of the stool at the kitchen counter. She tended to rattle on at a great rate in a soft singsong lilt – it was the voice of someone who felt no need to hurry along, of someone who told stories. “Will yeh be havin’ the funds, Mr. Black?” she asked.

Harry took a seat beside her. “Right here, yes.”

“I’ll be on the veranda, if that’s all right? It’s been a pleasure, Mrs. McLaren,” Hermione said; she walked slowly and unsteadily toward the door and Harry forced himself to remain seated.

“Be seeing you, dearie,” Mrs. McLaren called out. When the door closed behind Hermione, she cleared her throat. “It’s not that I’m the pryin’ sort, but… er… there’s no doubtin’ yeh’ve been through somethin’ terrible…”

Harry withdrew a cashier’s cheque from within his anorak. “War does that to people,” he said flatly.

“War…” Mrs. McLaren trailed off, and then her eyes widened. “Afghanistan?” she asked. Harry gave a curt nod, sticking to the cover story he and Hermione had used for the last four months.

“I’ve seen the look on young ladies left behind, an’ that’s not what’s in her eye. ‘Twas the both of yeh there?” she asked quietly.

There was something of Molly Weasley’s gossipy nature about the woman, so Harry thought to keep his answers brief. “She was a heal… erm… a medic. She’s seen most of what I have.”

“That’s so?” Mrs. McLaren said.

Something in the way she looked at him left him on edge, but he also saw something protective there and decided to go after it. “We’re just looking for quiet, Mrs. McLaren,” he said. “We don’t sleep all that well and we don’t do with crowds and such. We’ll have few visitors, and you’ll get back the cottage just as it is now – ”

The woman’s eyebrows rocketed upward. “Och, lad! I wasn’t meaning to have yeh think…” She patted his hands with hers in the way that Molly would, and then took hold. “My brother, he went to the Falklands… he were on the Sheffield.” Her eyes took on the misty quality that Harry had seen on Order members when they talked about the First War. “Took him five years fer going back to sea… he works the ferries now. Never the same, yeh know.”

Harry wasn’t fond of being touched by a stranger, but he held his hands fast until she let him loose. “I’m sorry,” he said.

Mrs. McLaren took a deep breath. “Well … sign here, here, here and here, and scratch yer initials there.” She clipped the cashier’s cheque to the lease. “Two keys… number to the office, for questions or just for chattin’… number to the caretaker… I pinned up some scribbles next to the cold cabinet for most things that come up. I’ll be stopping in at three o’clock on the twenty-second, eh?”

Harry nodded, pocketed the keys and walked her to the front entry. She stopped in the open threshold and looked to the sky. “It’s greyin’ up,” she said. “Wait ‘til it rimes a bit afore yeh walk the beach, see?” She reached out to shake his hand and add gravely, “Yeh’ll not be bothered here – my word to yeh. Best yeh go look after the young lady now. If… if she’s wanting to do somethin’ with that hair – spot of colour, mayhaps – yeh give a shout.”

“Erm… thank you,” Harry managed; he wasn’t quite certain what the woman was getting at, but it was obvious that she meant well.

“We take care of those what be deservin’ it, Mr. Black… God bless,” she said and left him standing there, confused and oddly pleased all at once.

Hermione was sitting in one of the two rocking chairs on the veranda, slowly moving back and forth and back again. Her hair cascaded over the back of the chair, and Harry understood what Mrs. McLaren had been trying to say. He couldn’t imagine how he could possibly have missed it, in fact.

“She seems quite nice and very nosy,” Hermione said. “Did you charm her?”

“I would never do that, especially a Muggle!” Harry protested.

Hermione laughed; it turned into a half-cough, which seemed to happen more often than it should. “I know you didn’t charm her, Harry – honestly! Did you turn on the charm? Did you bat your eyes and bring on the puppy-dog pout?”

“I haven’t got a puppy-dog pout,” Harry fumed. “I scowl, and I’m quite good at it.”

“Just as long as you don’t sneer,” Hermione teased.

The thought of a sneer made the world seem ever-so-slightly darker. “I wouldn’t dream of it,” Harry said flatly. He ran his hand slowly through the length of Hermione’s hair. She tensed for an instant, eyes wide, but settled in by the time he reached the bottom. “I know I can be thick, but your hair wasn’t this colour before,” he said, and she tightened again.

He’d noticed white strands for months and had written it off to stress; he had a few himself, running out from the temples. There were far more than a few strands now; there were enough to leave a vaguely grey tone throughout. She was brushing her bangs differently, he realised. He traced his fingers from one side to the other and unearthed a shock of white. “That wasn’t there two weeks ago,” he said.

“A lot has changed in two weeks,” she returned. She wouldn’t look at him; she turned her eyes to the sea as though he wasn’t there.

She was too pale and too thin and too grey and far too tired, and he couldn’t keep his hands away from her hair. “You look like you need a lie-down,” he said.

She closed her eyes and settled deep into the chair. “All I seem to do is sleep,” she said. “You don’t have to do that… makes me feel like a cat…”

“Time for a rest,” Harry said.

“They might be here anytime now,” she said without opening her eyes.

“The next ferry doesn’t come until just before six,” Harry told her, “and if you’re still asleep, then they’ll be here when you wake.” He scooped her up from the chair, and was startled by how light she was. She would pitch a fit when Madam Pomfrey arrived with the rest, he knew, but he was willing to weather it.

“Ron coming?” she asked between yawns.

“Remus didn’t say,” he answered. He carried her to the oversized bedroom that opened to the veranda, and laid her atop the bedcovers.

“You take this one, put my things upstairs,” she managed.

“Not a chance, Hermione. You’ll never sleep a wink,” he said.

Her eyes opened wide for a moment then sagged. “Can’t be serious… Molly… kittens… Ron… spare… Ginny…”

“It isn’t their concern - I’ll deal with them,” he said. “Just rest, all right?”

“Glad you’re… feeling better at last,” she slurred.

“I am, actually,” he admitted as he spread a blanket over her.

Her eyes fluttered and she croaked, “Good… didn’t know… if…” At last her breathing evened and she relaxed.

His eyes were drawn to the knapsacks on the floor next to the armoire, and he felt a familiar tug toward them. It grew stronger each time they acquired another Horcrux, and he began to ask himself questions that he’d tried hard to avoid: why is she always tired, and why does it seem to be getting worse instead of better, and what can make it better? Three-sevenths of Voldemort is sitting over there – are the Horcruxes doing this to her? he wondered.

Harry collected the knapsacks and took them to the cellar. He thrust them as deeply as he could reach into a crawlspace – the Horcruxes were now as deep and as far from Hermione’s bed as he could reasonably put them. “All except one,” he said aloud.

He sat on the veranda for a good long time. Mrs. McLaren had been right – the skies turned grey and the wind whipped from the northeast for a few minutes. Then the sun came out almost as abruptly. The weather at the top of Britain was raw and peculiar, and he felt quite at home for some reason that he couldn’t fathom. He sat there until he heard stirring and then thrashing, and he knew that he couldn’t stay away. He found an old wind-up alarm clock in one of the cabinets and set it for half past five.

His shoes were left at the bedside; he carefully climbed into the bed, slid under the blanket and then gave up all pretense. He held her close, closer than he’d ever dared in any of the hundred or so nights that they’d spent together. Her eyes drifted open for a moment and he was sure that she smiled before she buried her head against him. He said a silent prayer to anyone inclined to listen in hopes that the one-seventh of Voldemort buried within him wasn’t killing Hermione, because Merlin help him, he couldn’t leave. Not yet.