A/N: hey guys! Here's chapter 6. Sorry soo much for the looonnng wait. I've just started college and its tons of work, so I really haven't had time
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Warning: this chapter contains sexual material. If you feel uncomfortable reading it, please don't, and don't get mad at me. This is an R rated story! I'll put a **** at the beginning and end, so u can skip it if you like.
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Rachel sat in the library with a scowl on her face and her arms crossed over her chest. She had her textbook open on the table but had not gotten past the first sentence in the hour and a half she had been sitting there.
`Ugh…what's wrong with me? Why am I making such a big deal out of just a simple kiss? I should let him explain. No! What am I'm thinking? He was completely out of line. He had no right to kiss me. He should have just talked to me. Still though…it was just a kiss. Why am I this upset? Maybe it's because you liked the kiss and want another one. Maybe it's because with that kiss, Sirius told you that he feels the same way you feel about him. So! I've felt that way about him for a while. But it hasn't brought me down yet. Why am I all confused all of a sudden? Because now that you know he feels the same way, there's a chance you could get together. And if you get together, there is an even bigger chance Sirius could break your heart. Oh, so now I'm some lovesick fool who's afraid of getting hurt in a relationship? I'll have you know, that I have never cried over a guy before. Well that's because you've never actually cared about any of them. Sirius, on the other hand, already means a lot to you, and you're not even together yet! What do you mean `yet!!' I have no intentions of going out with him. And he only means a lot to me because we're such good friends. Make whatever excuses you want, but face it. You're scared of falling in love with him and then having your heart broken. No I'm not. I'm still not talking to him though. And I really need to stop arguing with myself. It doesn't get me anywhere.'
With a sigh, Rachel gathered her books and exited the library. When her stomach grumbled with hunger, she realized that she hadn't eaten lunch. She considered going down to the kitchens but decided that there was a good chance that Sirius was there, and since she had taken to avoiding him like the plague, going there might not be the best idea right now. Instead, she decided to head back to the common room and eat whatever junk food she had left over in her dorm.
As Rachel entered the common room, she heard laughter coming from near the fireplace. She looked over and saw James and Remus pointing their wands at a few unsuspecting third years making their bottles of ink fly away as soon as their quills got near them.
Rachel rolled her eyes and made her way over to them.
"Guys, stop being such jack-asses and let the poor kids get their work done, which I also suggest for the two of you."
"Awww Rachel, you just have to take the fun out of everything don't you." James pouted, slumping back on to the sofa.
"So…Rach, how are you?" Remus asked cautiously, expecting an outburst.
"Relax Remus, I'm not gonna yell at you. No, no. I'm saving all my energy for that great prat of a friend you have."
"Well, atleast she's gonna talk to him." James said brightly.
Rachel glared at him. "I'll have you know, I will not be the one initiating the conversation. He's gonna have to apologize first, then I'll yell at him."
"Ah, I see."
Just then, the portrait hole opened and in came none other than Sirius. He stopped short at seeing Rachel sitting on the sofa, but decided that he would not let her kick him out of the common room. He strode up with his head held high and plopped down in the sofa across from her, with James and Remus on either side of him.
Rachel just glared at him, while Sirius returned the favor. James and Remus sat in an attentive silence, waiting for the outburst. For they knew that the two individuals they were dealing with could never keep their anger in for too long. Oh no, an outburst would definitely come, and come it did.
"Problem?" Sirius asked, coldly.
"Oh, so now you decide to talk to me." Rachel scoffed.
"Excuse me?"
"You couldn't have talked to me before could you? But nooo you had to go straight and kiss me! You had no right to do that!"
"Yeah? Well you had no right to say those things about me! I haven't been like that for a long time and you know it!"
"But kissing me was way out of line! You just acted without thinking and went ahead and screwed up our friendship!"
Both were standing up now, and all but yelling. James and Remus just watched the exchange, moving their heads back and forth as if watching a tennis match.
"Well it wouldn't be ruining our friendship if you would just give me a try!! I can't believe you don't trust me! It's been a long time since I've been the guy you're afraid of dating!"
"Yeah, if you call four months a long time!"
"Well maybe I do! I mean come on, I'm a full-blooded teenage boy! Not sleeping with someone for four months is a bloody long time!"
Remus slapped his forehead and shook his head at his friend's stupidity.
"I can't believe you just said that! You disgusting pig! That just shows that all you wanted from me was a good shag! Then what, we're just back to being friends as if nothing happened?!?!"
"NO! That's not all I want from you! I actually care about you Rachel!"
"I'm so sure you do!!"
"I do! I like to be with you, talk to you, listen to you…and sure, I'd love to shag you, but that's definitely not all I'm looking for."
"How do I know that for sure? How do I know that you won't just shag me and leave me?" Rachel asked, bringing her voice down to almost a whisper.
Sirius, completely caught off guard by her mournful expression and the obvious sincerity of her question just gaped at her.
"I mean, I want to trust you, but I'm scared of getting hurt." She said, looking up to meet his eyes.
Sirius sighed and ran a hand through his silky hair. "Rachel, " he began. " I don't know how to convince you that I'm trustworthy, but just know that what I'm about to say is as true as the fact that my name is Sirius Black." He paused and moved closer to Rachel so he was standing in front of her.
"Look. I don't know a lot of things in this world. But I do know a few things. I know that I love to hear you laugh. I know that I love talking to you and just being with you. I know that whenever I'm upset or angry, you're there to help me. I know that I'll always be there for you. I'll be your shoulder to cry on. I know that if you gave me the chance, I'd show you what true love really is. I've always told myself that the perfect girl would eventually come in my life. I just never realized that she's always been there. "
Tears had gathered in Rachel's eyes and she was trying her hardest to hold them back. James and Remus were looking at Sirius as if they had never seen him before. Who knew he had it in him to feel that way about a girl? Lily and Sarah, who had come down from the dorm when they heard screaming, where standing together, practically holding their breaths.
"I know that I want to make you happy, to be the reason you smile during the day." he continued, moving closer to Rachel. "I know that I will never make you cry, and will make sure no one else makes you cry either."
He had moved so close now that Rachel had to bend her neck slightly to be able to look into his eyes.
"I also know that you're constantly on my mind. You're the first thing that I think of in the morning and the last thing I think of when I fall asleep. And I know that I want you, and need you in my life. I want you to trust me, to be able to rely on me. And I promise I'll do anything in my power to prove myself to you."
By now Rachel had tears streaming down her face.
"Oh god…" she sobbed. And before she got another word out of her mouth, she had raised up on her tiptoes, wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.
It was a gentle kiss, full of meaning and understanding. She wanted him to know that she would find a way to trust him, that she needed him as much as he needed her.
Sirius couldn't believe what was happening. Never did he imagine that she would do that. He kissed back, just as gently and with just as much feeling, trying to let her know that he would never let her down, that he would be loyal and faithful.
Slowly, they pulled apart, but Sirius kept his hands on her waist to keep her from moving away. He tenderly wiped some of the tears that were left on her cheeks and rested his forehead on hers.
"Thank you." He whispered. "Thank you for giving me this chance. "
Rachel smiled up at him and gave him another quick peck on the lips before pulling out of his arms.
"Finally!" Remus yelled, high-fiving James. "I don't think I could have handled the tension for much longer."
"They've been fighting for less than a day!" Sarah exclaimed!
"Yes, and what a long day it's been." James said, agreeing with Remus.
"Oh Rach!" Lily exclaimed, running over to her friend and enveloping her in a hug. "I'm so happy for you guys!"
"Thanks Lil, and sorry I've been so hard to deal with."
"Nah, all is forgiven…on one condition."
"What's that?" Rachel asked, suspiciously
"That you help me get ready for my `date' with John tonight." She said with a smile.
"You're…what?!?"
"John asked me to take a walk with him outside tonight at 6."
"Oh my god!! Really!! This is so exciting!" she squealed. "Holy shit! It's 4 already! We only have 2 hours to get you ready! Ok, we have no time to lose. Come on!" and with that, she pulled Lily up the stairs, with Sarah bringing up the rear.
The three guys just stood there trying to understand what just happened.
"It's amazing how fast girls can go from one topic of conversation to another, isn't it?" Sirius mused.
"Yeah, makes my head spin sometimes." James replied. "Sometimes I wonder if that's why guys can never understand girls. We're still talking about one thing, while they've moved onto a whole new random topic!"
"And then they yell at us for not listening to them!" Sirius exclaimed.
"We're just innocent victims of the crazy minds of girls" James said, sounding dazed. "None of it is ever our fault!"
"You two are insane, you know that?" Remus asked, looking at the two with concern.
"Yeah…Oh! I don't think I told you, but Rachel said that she thinks that Sarah would say yes if you asked her out." Sirius said.
"Really? Great. Maybe I'll ask her out later today."
"What about you James, who's the flavor of the week?" Sirius asked.
"Amber Murray. She's a seventh year Ravenclaw."
"Oh yeah. Long blonde hair, blue eyes. Think it might turn serious?" Sirius asked.
"No." scoffed James "I've told her already that I'm not looking for anything serious. She seems to be fine with our mostly physical relationship. Tell you the truth, she doesn't seem like the settling down type either." Both Sirius and Remus exchanged defeated looks.
"I don't know why you two are so surprised. It's not like we haven't been through this almost every fucking week of my life. I don't fall in love. I don't believe in love. " James said, exasperatedly.
"You just wait Prongs. You may say you don't believe in love, but one day, when you're least expecting it, it's gonna come hit you in the face, and then you'll see just how wrong you've been." Remus said.
"Yeah. Yeah. So what else is new?"
"Er…well we do have to do that charms essay." Sirius said.
"Oh shit, you're right. Let's go do that." Remus replied.
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"Soo Rach, finally worked out your issues with Sirius huh?" Lily said teasingly, looking at her through the mirror while Rachel did her hair.
"Hey! Atleast we're not ignoring each other and messing up everyone's friendships."
"Yeah, now you're just shagging buddies." Sarah said, with a smirk.
"That's not true! We're more than shagging buddies. We're actually going out, like boyfriend, girlfriend. "
"Wait! You've shagged Sirius?!?" Lily exclaimed
"Lil! Hold still or I'm gonna mess up! And no, I haven't shagged him, but since it's me and Sirius, I'm sure it'll happen soon."
"Rach!" Lily exclaimed
"What? It's not like I'm a virgin anymore. Remember? I lost it to some Hufflepuff at the beginning of last year."
"I know, it's just that it seems weird to me that you can take sex so lightly. No offense or anything! It's just that I always think of my first time being with someone I love who loves me just as much."
"I know you do. And trust me. That seems just as weird to me, as my way does to you. But I guess being a virgin bride isn't as important to me as it is to you. I just don't think it matters that much…ok your hair is done." Rachel replied, ending the conversation.
"Wow. It looks great. Thanks Rach!" Lily's hair had been straightened, and then curled slightly at the ends. Rachel had parted it to the side and bobby pinned one side up, letting some hair fall over one side of her place.
"Ok. Now time for make-up."
"Don't put too much on. Just some eye-liner and lip gloss." Lily said.
"Fine. So…Sarah…have your eyes set on any guys at the moment?"
Sarah looked up from the magazine she had been flipping through. "Er…no comment?"
"Psshh, like that's gonna work with us." Rachel scoffed.
"Yeah, come on Sar! Tell us" Lily added.
"Lil! Stop talking! I'm gonna mess up your make up!" Rachel interrupted.
"Well…there is this guy, but I don't think it's gonna happen. I mean we've been friends forever, so I doubt he feels this way for me."
"Oh my god! Ok, so there are only four guys that we've been friends with for a long time. Namely, James, Sirius, Remus and Peter. Now, think about it logically. Peter like never hangs out with us anymore so it's not him. James is convinced love doesn't exist, so it's not him…I don't think so anyway…besides, he's Lily's. Then there's…"
"What!!! Who said anything about James being mine? In case you've missed it, but I'm dating John. I have no feelings for James at all!!" Lily interrupted.
"Ok Lily. Whatever." Rachel agreed. "Now, as I was saying…then there's Sirius who's mine. So, by process of elimination, we have Remus!!" she said triumphantly.
Throughout Rachel's spiel, Sarah's face had been getting redder by the second and she was staring determinedly at her shoes.
Finally she relented. "Ugh fine fine! You guys win. I kinda have feelings for Remus." Sarah said, avoiding her friend's faces.
"Oh this is so great! You guys would make a great couple!" Lilly cooed.
"Woah. Don't jump to conclusions Lil. I'm not sure if he even likes me yet."
"Oh don't worry. I have a feeling you guys will be getting together very soon." Rachel said mysteriously.
"What? What do you mean? What did you do?" Sarah asked nervously
"Nothing! And I'm not telling you anything. You'll just have to wait and see."
"I hate you." Sarah grumbled, and went back to reading her magazine.
"Nah, you're just upset right now. You really do love me. All done Lil!"
"Oooh turn around Lil! Let me see."
Lily was dressed in a pair of jeans and an off the shoulders sweater. Her hair went a little past her shoulders and her make up was done lightly, but accentuated her features.
"You look great Lil. He won't know what hit him." Sarah said.
"Wow. I'm good." Rachel said, looking Lily up and down.
"Yeah you really are Rach. Thanks." Lily said
"Any time Lils."
"Oh! It's 5:45. I should probably get down to the doors to meet John. Are you guys sure I look ok?"
"Yes! You look amazing! Now go! And have fun!" Sarah said.
"Thanks! I will." Lily replied, walking out the door.
When Lily reached the main entrance to the castle, she found John already patiently waiting for her. He looked up at the faint sound for her heels echoing in the large hallway.
"Wow. You look absolutely beautiful." He said when she came up to stand in front of him.
"Thanks, you don't look too shabby yourself." And he didn't, with his khaki pants and button down shirt, whose sleeves were casually rolled up to his elbows.
"Shall we go then?" he asked, offering her his hand. She accepted and they made their way out into the dusk. It was still September, so the evening was still quite warm.
As they made their way towards the glistening lake, Lily thought she saw a faint light coming from over there.
`Hmm… I wonder what that is. I've never seen it before.' She thought. She didn't have to wait long before finding out.
John was slowly leading her over to a large willow tree near the edge of the lake. Under the tree, he had set up a table set for two. Candles were floating around the table to give just the right amount of light, and combined with the setting sun on the other side of the lake, the setting seemed to be just perfect.
"Wow." Breathed Lily. "It's beautiful, John."
"Well, after I asked you out I was thinking, and decided that a simple walk around the lake wasn't special enough for a girl like you."
Lily turned to John and gave him a wide smile. "Thanks. It really is perfect."
"I'm glad you like it. You hungry?" he asked, pulling out her chair for her. "Just tell your plate what you want to eat and it'll appear on the plate."
"Ooo dining in style" Lily said, still grinning.
"Only the best for you m'dear." John replied, bowing.
The two spent the evening talking and getting to know each other better. Lily found herself immensely enjoying John's company. He made her smile and made her feel special. Somewhere in the back of her mind she wondered if maybe John was the one. The one that fate had brought to her, the one that was meant to become the other part of her soul.
`Oh god. We're only on our first date and I'm already wondering if we're meant to be together forever!' Lily thought, inwardly rolling her eyes at herself. `I should just stop and take it one day at a time. If it was meant to last, then it will.'
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"I'm bored." Rachel complained to Sarah. It was 6:00 and Lily had just left for her date with John.
"You do have a lot of homework to do." Sarah said, not looking up from her potions notes.
"Ugh. Please. It's Saturday night. Let's go see what the guys are doing."
"You mean to go see what Sirius is doing so that you can snog him senseless?"
"Yes. Now let's go." The two girls got up and went across the common up to the boys' dormitory. Knocking on the door once, then let themselves in.
"Hey! We could have been changing in here or something!" Sirius exclaimed, looking up from the quidditch magazine he was reading on his bed.
"Yeah, well you're not. And besides, I don't think Rachel would mind seeing that sight." Sarah said, taking a seat on the edge of Remus' bed.
"Sarah!" Rachel exclaimed, slapping Sarah on the shoulder, but blushing all the same.
"Ahem, anyway." Remus began, changing the subject. "What's up?"
"Nothing, we were bored. Where's James?" Rachel asked.
"He's out with his girl of the week, Amber something or other. And before you ask, no it won't turn into anything serious. They're basically both using each other for sex." Remus replied.
"Ah. I see. Well, at least James isn't going to break her heart when he dumps her in a few days. " Sarah said.
An awkward silence soon fell in the room. Remus, nervous about asking Sarah out, was fidgeting and kept his eyes locked firmly on his hands. Sarah, in turn, kept glancing around the room, waiting for someone to say something. Rachel and Sirius kept sending each other quick glances and then looking away. Sarah, fed up with this nonsense, decided to do something.
"I'm really hungry. Does anyone wanna go get something to eat?" she asked, standing up.
"I'll go." Remus volunteered. "You guys coming?"
"Nah, you guys go ahead. We'll be down in a bit." Rachel answered for both her and Sirius.
"'K. See ya." And they walked out the room, leaving the newly formed couple alone.
"So, what's up?" Rachel asked, taking a seat at the foot of Sirius' bed, looking down at her hands, unsure of what to do.
Sirius sighed and got up to sit next to her. "Rach, just cuz we're going out, doesn't mean that you have to act all different on me. There's no need to act uncomfortable. I mean come on, we've known each other forever."
"I know…it's just that, I don't know how to act anymore. I mean we're not just friends anymore. Aren't there different rules now?"
"Rules? What rules? Nah. The only thing different is that I get to spoil you whenever I feel like it. Otherwise, you just act the same way you have been. Oh, one more thing though."
"What's that?" Rachel asked, already guessing where this was going.
"I also get to do this whenever I want." And he leaned over and kissed her. It was short and sweet, but didn't lack the feeling.
"I think I'm gonna like this new relationship." Rachel said, pulling away.
"Me too." Sirius said, pulling her back for a more passionate kiss. He teased and coaxed her mouth, making Rachel feel like she was drowning in a blissful ocean of love, never again wanting to surface.
They didn't stop even when they fell backward on to the bed, with Sirius on top. He brushed his tongue across her lower lip, asking for entrance, which she granted. He explored every angle of her mouth with his tongue, wanting to feel every part of her.
Rachel's mind was in over load. The feelings he was provoking in her were incredible. His hands were roaming all over her body, making each piece of flesh they touched come to life. His tongue, dueling with hers was arousing her to no end.
When breathing became a necessity, Sirius left her mouth and made his way to her jaw. He left a trail of moist kisses up to her ear and then made his way down to her neck.
"Oh god…" Rachel moaned, as he found a particularly sensitive piece of flesh, just under her ear. Her hands were tangled in his hair and were gently pulling at the silky strands. This wasn't enough. She needed more.
She found her hands travelling down his back until they reached the hem of his shirt. Her skillful hands lingered near the belt of his pants, slipping just under the surface every once in a while, erotically arousing. She finally grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head.
Her hands traveled up and down his bare back, lightly scratching. She could feel each of his defined muscles moving and his back rising and falling with his rapid breath.
"Merlin…Rachel." Sirius groaned. "Merlin, I want you. I need you." His lips returned to hers in an electrifying kiss. He brought his hips down to meet hers, pressing his hardening length against her thigh. He brought his hands down to her sides and lifted her shirt above her head.
He began kissing down her neck, to the valley of her breasts while his hands undid the clasp behind her back. With nothing in the way, Sirius bent his head down and covered one achingly hard nipple in his mouth while he teased the other one with his hand.
Rachel arched her back off the bed, wanting to feel more, and needing the burning between her legs to be soothed. She brought her hands down to his pants again and began undoing the belt. Slowly, she pushed them down his legs and soon they were thrown on the floor.
Sirius moved to the other nipple, while his hands moved south and took off her pants, leaving both only in their underwear. Sirius's hands stopped at the band of the small black lace panties she was wearing, and he looked down at her, making sure she was ok with this. She answered him by bringing her hands to the band of his boxers and sliding them off his body. Taking that as consent enough, Sirius took her panties off, leaving both completely naked.
His mouth returned to hers while his hands moved to her most private areas. He began stroking her and slid one finger inside. He began pumping in and out while circling her nub with his thumb.
"Oh god…oh my god." came the broken gasps of Rachel. She was in heaven. She had known that Sirius was talented in this area, but never imagined this. She slowly brought her hands down from gripping his shoulders, to stoke his hard member. Her fingers trailed up and down, teasing and arousing.
Sirius stopped his administrations and Rachel almost cried out in disappointment. She arched her back, hoping for more contact, but to no avail. Sirius brought his hand up and began teasing her nipple.
"I can't handle your teasing anymore. I feel like I'm about to explode. I need to be inside you. You're on something right?"
"Yeah." Rachel whispered urgently, needing it as much as him.
With that simple word, Sirius put both his hands on either side of Rachel's head and slipped inside of her. Both groaned in approval and Sirius waited a moment to let her adjust to the size and feel of him.
Rachel, not able to stay still longer, arched her hips, sending him the message to start moving. He started pumping. In and out. In and out. Slowly, savoring the feeling.
"Faster" Rachel hissed. He picked up the speed and intensity until he was pounding into her like there was no tomorrow.
Rachel's hands gripped the sheets on Sirius' bed until her knuckles were white, and her toes were curled as much as they could go. .
Sirius groaned from the back of his throat as he felt Rachel's walls tighten around him. He was so close.
Suddenly, Rachel's back arched, eyes shut tight as she let out a small scream and came forcefully. Her orgasm hitting her over and over again.
Sirius exploded inside her, with an earth-shattering climax. He collapsed, spent yet satisfied on top of Rachel's sweating body.
They stayed like that, still joined, until they had caught their breaths. Sirius pulled out of her, and fell down next to her, pulling the sheets up over their rapidly cooling bodies.
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Propping himself up on one elbow, Sirius looked down into Rachel's eyes, getting lost in the depths of them.
Suddenly, Rachel broke eye contact and looked away, uncertainty crossing over her face.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Sirius asked, bringing her face to face him again.
"I shouldn't have done that. That's exactly what I didn't want to happen."
"What, you didn't want to have amazing sex with me?" Sirius smirked.
Rachel slapped his chest lightly. " I was just afraid that if I slept with you too early in our relationship, that you would get bored quicker and leave me." She said softly.
"Rachel, " Sirius began softly. " I told you before, and I'll tell you again. I need you to trust me. I need you to know that I need you in my life, not only as a friend. I need to be able to call you mine in front of everybody. I promised you before that this is not about sex. Sure, I mean the sex is great, but god that just made me want to spend even more time with you. I want to hold your hand, take walks with you, study together. I want it all with you. Please believe me." he finished, taking a hold of her hand and kissing it gently.
Rachel just nodded and leaned up slightly to kiss him. "Ok. But you will regret it if you back out of your word. I'm only believing you so quickly cuz you're already one of my best friends."
"Trust me. I have no doubt that you could do some serious damage to me. But I prefer not to think about it right now. I'm hungry. What do you say we go down a grab a bite to eat?"
"Sounds good. I'm just gonna go run up to my room and freshen up a bit. I'll meet you in the common room in about fifteen minutes?"
"Yeah. That's fine."
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"I wonder what happened to Rachel and Sirius." Sarah said, while she and Remus ate dinner down in the great hall.
Remus snorted. "Knowing them, and the fact that we left them alone together, they're probably shagging each other senseless this very moment.
"You know, if I didn't know Rachel better, I'd say you're crazy and that she would never shag him the first day they got together. But the sad thing is, you're probably right."
"Of course. I'm always right." Remus said arrogantly.
"Please. Don't get cocky with me." Sarah said. Remus raised his eyebrows at her choice of words, making Sarah blush a slight shade of red.
"You know, you're cute when you blush." He said, causing Sarah to blush even more.
"I guess I'll take that as a compliment?" she wondered
"You should." Remus said, nodding.
"Well in that case, thanks." She said, sending him a smile.
Remus felt his heart melt at her beautiful smile. He wished that she would always smile at him like that.
"Hey Sarah, can I ask you something?" he began.
"Yeah, sure. Go ahead."
"Now, don't feel pressured into anything. I know we've been friends for a long time and that that's all we've been. I really hope I'm not messing up our friendship or anything, and that I'm not…"
"Remus, you're babbling." Sarah interrupted.
"Oh. Right. Sorry. Well, I was wondering, if you would, er, like to go to Hogsmede with me, like on a date. " He said rather nervously.
"I'd love to." Sarah said, happily.
"Really? Great. I just really hope this doesn't change anything, and you don't feel weird around me now."
"It changes everything, but in a good way." Sarah said, reaching across the table and gently squeezing his hand. Remus squeezed back, sending her a genuinely
happy smile.
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A/N: well there it is. What'd you think? I think I'm gonna get mixed reviews on this. Tell me if you think things were too rushed. Remember, review with suggestions and comments!!
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