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Denial

spacegal

Title: Denial

Characters: Hermione/Harry

Rating: Teen at most.

Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything. Characters - JK. Song - Sugababes.

Summary: Hermione reflects on her feeling for Harry.

A/N: I know - another one shot but I had done one of Harry so I decided to do one of Hermione, hope you like it.

Chapter 1: Denial

A brunette sighed to herself as she found herself seated at her desk in a dormitory. She just stared at the blank piece of parchment that was on her desk with her quill poised over it only for nothing to happen.

Sighing again, she lifted her brown eyes and it locked onto a picture of a black haired boy with green eyes dressed in quidditch robes. He was laughing as he rested his forehead on the broomstick with a small golden snitch in his other hand.

A smile crossed her face before she quickly caught it and schooled it into a blank expression, but it was too late, her concentration was blown.

Somewhere in the back of my mind

Secretly I know you will find

Me amongst the blusher and glow

Deep beyond the things I don't show

Mysteries a beautiful thing

What a gift a woman can bring

Never let it out just like that

Let him slowly figure it out

She had always been attracted to him. His quality, the way he helped other people regardless of the possible ending. She shook her head, it's impossible, it can't happen.

How can a flower bloom just over a day and a night

You gotta let the water drain in

Can it?

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

She made her way down the stairs, through the common room and out into the hallway as she started her long journey to nowhere, to sort out her thoughts. She vaguely saw a red haired male trying to catch her attention, but she paid him no mind. She was not in a mood to get into argument with him, and it wouldn't help her sort her out her problem.

All she could think about how different he was from everyone else. He never made fun of her. He tried to help her whenever he could.

She let out a sad sigh as she finally admitted it to herself, he knew her better than she knew herself.

You were like a power of nature

Telepathic beautiful creature

Understanding all my weakness

Patient, loving, knowing you'd reach it

Cynical and hurt was me

You were never suppose to be

Part of what I would call amazing

Took so long to finally see

He knew her inside and out. He knew her weaknesses, her worries, her fears, her hopes and her dreams. He was patient with her, knowing that she would come to him when she was ready and she admired him for that.

How can a flower bloom just over a day and a night

You gotta let the water drain in

It wasn't possible for her…was it?

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

She walked down the hallway, aimless, avoiding the glass windows and mirrors that would show her lie to her face. She wasn't ready. There was nothing in books to help her with her situation. Of course they wouldn't be able to help her - everyone's situation was different.

She closed her eyes when she felt the cool breeze coming through the open windows and opening her mind for her.

I see the way the wind blows like open minds for us

Know how complicated barriers to hold us bang

She's not in love with him.

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

She's not in love with him.

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

She's not in love with him

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

She lifted her head and saw her expression staring right back at her in the mirror and gave in.

She's in love with him.

I didn't wanna fall in love with you

I didn't wanna know the things I knew

It wasn't till I looked into the mirror

Denial

"Hey Hermione," a male voice greeted. Another reflection appeared in the mirror and Hermione's eyes shot up to meet bright green eyes. The ones that belong to the boy she just admitted that she was in love with.

"Harry…" Hermione whispered, understanding dawned on him as he smiled brightly and rested his hands on her shoulder and kissed the side of her head.

"I was wondering how long it would take you to realise it," he told her.

She just smiled back as they looked at their reflections in the mirror.

The End.

Thanks to my beta: Anathera