Everyone has a deep desire, sometimes you can see right through a persons eyes and see it
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Hermione walked slowly outside towards the lake. She wanted to be alone to think. Think about everything that had happened with her life so far. Her parents didn't want a magic child, they didn't love her any more, but then why did they let me come here.
I'm so confused thought Hermione to herself
What was she going to do now? She had no were to go know, she was lost. She felt scared, scared that no one in the world could help her now, she had to figure this one out on her own and she would she always did.
Her other thoughts were harry. He was there for her when she told him and he understood. He always has, even though he would never admit up to it, and when she always looked into his green emerald eyes she would always get lost in them, and the ways his always messed up jet-black hair would hide his scar. She was glad his hair was like that. He always had people starring at him like he had killed some one.
His smile always made her happy, but lately there wasn't much of that from him. All because of voldemort. She wanted to be there for him, but she didn't know how to any more.
It started to rain, she stopped at the foot of the lake and thought maybe they only thing we have in common is no parents, no one that cares for us. Not counting the weasleys or lupin or moody.
They both had nothing. She looked up at the raining sky, and for the first time ever she should weakness, she started to cry.
"It's not fair" Hermione yelled as she fell onto her knees
It wasn't fair that she did everything perfect and tried to make everyone happy and this happened to her. Then soon her sadness was replaced with anger. She was angry at them. She did everything that they told her to do. She was the perfect child and they just deserted her. She did her best in school because for them, she wanted to make them proud, and now her weakness came again she was angry and sad. Tears once again came. This time she wouldn't fail this time she was going to be the best student to be in Hogwarts.
The rain stopped and in return came a cold winters night, but she didn't care. She looked up at the bright moon and stars giving the only light. She would probably feel sick in the morning, but she knew a spell to get rid of it. She knew everything.
She walked the path back to the castle and up to the Gryffindor common room and up to her private room, and fell asleep as soon as she hit the bed.
Harry had heard her enter. He hoped she was ok. She had been gone for quite some time. Harry wanted to see if she was alright. He had been worried about her ever since she had told him that her parents had left her. She had been hurt really bad. He could tell. She loved her parents a lot.
And the thing with harry was that he had fallen for her. Ever since last year when he had to face voldemort. She was there at his side as she always was, and he did the same for her. He loved the way her face lit up when she received high marks. Her smile could brighten any one up and her brown eyes were so beautiful that he could stare at them forever.
Her brown bushy hair, always out of control, but she didn't seem to care about her appearance or what any one thought of her. He loved that about her.
He wanted to go check on her and so he did. He got up and walked quietly to her bedroom and slowly opened the door and when he did he saw a sleeping Hermione. She looked like she was deep in sleep. He walked over to her and whispered "you mean so much to me that I know if you don't survive my worlds nothing, but this time it's my turn to help you. I'm gonna help you get through this. As like you have always done for me. I can help you get through this Hermione. I promise. And with that he kissed her on the cheek and whispered "I love you Hermione" and took one long last glance at her and left.
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Hermione woke to the sound of the humming wind. She got out of bed and went over to the open window and saw harry practicing quidditch. She knew how much he loved the game and always loved playing it. She really just liked to fly for fun. She watched as harry did a turn and did a dive for the snitch. He had a huge smile on his face as he did this.
Hermione turned and went to put her uniform on and then went to the library.