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Author's Note: Should I keep the end of it?
Why can't you see me?
See the pain that has consumed my very soul.
The soul that is in love with your soul.
There was a time when I was hopeful…
Hopeful that we could be.
But that hope was diminished with a simple phrase.
I don't blame you…
I could never blame the one that I love.
I always hoped that things could change…
That you would drift apart -
But that's too much to ask of you,
Of your happiness.
My soul is filled with you…
You're like the song always stuck in one's head.
I will never love anyone in the way that I've loved you…
For you changed me…
Made me better than what I ever thought I could be.
You saved my life.
I've always loved you I think.
From the passion that drove you…
The same passion I longed to receive.
To the darkness that conquered your mind…
The darkness that I longed to take from you.
I wouldn't change you.
You're perfect in your imperfection.
You've always been there for me…
But now…
Things will change.
They already have changed…
I will never be `the one'.
The person you share you life with…
Your every thought with…
Your every moment with.
I will learn to accept the fact that I will never call you mine.
That I will never hold you…
Openly show my love for you.
But when you take the vow of love…
The forever love,
Remember that you will always have forever love with me…
Because I could never not love you…
Because even though I'm not `the one' -
You are…
And you always will be.
Forever.
She folded up the letter and placed it back into the envelope. Looking up into the mirror before her, she saw the tears that had welled up in her eyes. Her dress had been custom made for her…any bride-to-be would be jealous.
Then she sat down and began to write a letter to the man a few rooms from her…the hardest letter she would ever write…
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