Promises
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER.
Warnings: R/Hr in the beginning. Later on it'll be H/Hr.
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Promises, never empty.
Promises that I must keep.
Promises that never fade.
They are the only thing,
I have left.
To drive me.
To hold me.
To keep me,
In this world.
Promises to friends,
Promises to parents.
Promises to myself.
Always kept.
Always painful.
I promise.
Promises, always empty
Promises that I cannot keep.
Promises that fade.
They are the only thing,
I have left.
To drive me.
To hold me.
To keep me,
In this world.
What do I have left?
Who is there?
I am alone.
So alone.
Can I make it?
Can I live?
Can I do it?
Promises that I have made,
I must keep.
Promises that I have made,
I must keep.
What is left,
To keep me in this world?
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"I love him."
"I know."
"And you're okay with that."
"…yes."
"You're lying. You don't really mean that."
"…yes."
"I won't if you ask me not to."
"I won't do that. I'll be okay with it eventually."
"Okay."
That was a month ago. Now, I'm not so sure. I don't know if I'll ever be okay with Ron dating Hermione.
But I keep acting normal.
And it's tiring. I don't know if I can keep this up.
But I made a promise.
To Hermione.
That I will be okay with this.
But for the first time, I think I made a promise that I will not be able to keep.
But I have to.
Because what else do we have but promises?
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