Ideal Illusions
8. Reality
A/N: This poem was inspired by the story. I felt it should be included in the end as a sort of wrap up. Enjoy my readers.
Reality
Her mouth tugged into that wondrous smile
A gentle curve
Slowly she whips her head around
This makes him forget
Of any bland thought
What he was going to do today
Or what his actions of yesterday caused
His hands grasp his seat tightly
A numb feeling passes over
Yet he gapes and does not notice
For his gaze is following her every move
The flowing pattern of her movements
The glow emitting from her
Her perky nose
And the curling luminous hair
Perhaps she wasn’t what men envisioned
On those lonely nights
Where a glass of vodka sat by their hand
Or the illusions he once had
when he dreamt of she
The one whose face was masked
The dreams that made him scream
Out to the darkness of the canopy sky
Maybe his artificial influence of exactly who she was
Were not correct
Maybe he dreamt of a blonde hair woman
With eyes of sea colored blue
Yes
But this made the difference
Of recognizing reality from mere mirages
Watching her casually lick her lips
And her ink stained hands grasping that quill
How much did he now crave
To be be part of that charm bracelet she cherished deeply
How much did he want her to smile back at him
With that added in secretive twinkle of knowing
Knowing what was felt between him and her
He preferred her wild brunette curls
Her smoldering eyes
To those of that presented woman of the media
She was his
As he was hers
And the difference between his once naive fallacy to this actuality
Of him and her
Made up for his wishful thinking
If his hopes were actually turned into
Reality
Text from the Wayback Machine's capture of the site, 23 August 2004.