He has lost everyone that ever really meant anything to him, and now Harry Potter struggles to remember what he's fighting for... if only he had not believed her promise that everything would be all right. Her promise of love. If only he had been able to save her.
*Previously named "Push You Away"* It all starts with a spell and leads to a mystery - the solution of which may be the most important discovery in the wizarding world for over a hundred years. Through death eater attacks, floating orbs, and Harry's need to protect those he loves... can he ever truly find peace in Hermione? More importantly, can he love her enough to do the one thing that might save her?... Let her go? EXCERPT, PART 4: And it went on. The yelling. The accusations. All from Hermione. Harry listened - his eyes melting in to bright green pools of anger. There was a buzzing, a whirring, a cracking in the very fabric of what made up *everything*. At least, that's what is sounded like to Harry. As blood rushed madly through his veins, the swishing of it was nearly deafening. He was *this* close to losing it. If she didn't stop, he didn't know what he would do.