Unofficial Portkey Archive

My Confession by Gwendalynn Shaw
EPUB MOBI HTML Text

My Confession

Gwendalynn Shaw

Disclaimer: Harry Potter and all related indicia belong to J. K. Rowling.

~Chapter 2~

It all started in fourth year. That is when I started loving Harry. Of course, I had known him since first year, but not until I saw that look in his eyes at the Yule Ball, which I had attended with Viktor Krum, world-famous Quidditch star. I can't describe the look that you gave me, Harry. It was like hurt, confusion, anger, pity, regret, and loneliness all in one.

We were back in he Common Room that night and Ron was screaming at me. You walked in and I took one look at you and left. Leaving Ron and I am sure yourself dumbfounded.

Or rather bewildered would be a better word in this case.

I ran to my dormitories. I was so scared. I didn't know what I was feeling. I had no idea why I felt that way. It had never happened before. I cried and cried, that is until Parvati and Lavender came up.

They asked me what was wrong. Why I was crying and why Ron was fuming and you Harry, were sitting in the Common Room with your head in your hands.

I told them what I felt. Everything that had happened, I had gone through that night.

Everything!

At the close they were both screaming and jumping up and down. I am still surprised that McGonagall didn't pay us a little visit that night.

They were screaming, 'Oh, My God! 'Mione, you're in LOVE with HARRY!!!!'

I sat there, on my four-poster, staring at nothing and examined my feelings. And you know what? They were right. I was in love with you; I had fallen hard and fast. Maybe too much so.

Ever since that day I tried to deny it all. Then you would look at me or come and talk to me when everyone else was off doing his or her own thing. You would wipe away all of my depression. It was all gone, every bit of it, just gone into thin air.

That's when people began to suspect. Ginny cornered me one day and asked me about it. I tried to deny it, but she saw right through that. So, I told her, everything. I still can't believe I did that but, well, it's all in the past.

After that others came to me asking if it was true, and after a while I got sick of denying it and just told them all.