Dear Ginny,
I know that you may never be able to forgive me. You may look at everything I've done in the past 10 years and call me a coward.
You know what? That wouldn't be a lie.
I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I won't be able to become a good father or a good husband. That somehow I will end up just like him. That I will hurt you and make our daughter's life worse than mine.
I don't want to disappoint either of you.
I want to come back for you two, I really do, but you know what happened. You know what is stopping me.
I cannot face forces like that.
My living in Africa is for the better of all of us and you know that. We are just being selfish when we say we want to be united. If we did so Flordelis would be in harm, and I don't think I could bear that.
I don't want to put her in the same position he put me in. She is too good for that. She deserves better in life.
I wish you could forget about me, I wish you could hate me. I wish you could move on with your life and marry Potter like everyone expected you too. I wish you didn't have an illegitimate child. I wish you had more than a criminal fiancé. I wish you had more than whispered promises of an amazing future together.
But you don't.
I love you. I love you more than life itself and I think that everyday I am away from you another piece of me dies. Soon there will be nothing left of me. You made me believe I could be another type of person and I let you down. But I will always love you.
For as long as the sun continues to set and rise I will love you. For as long as the wind continues to blow I will love you. For as long as the rain fortifies the earth I will love you. I will love you until the end of time, and then some.
I understand if you won't wait for me. You probably want more than promises at this point in your life. But I will always be here in the spirit of love for you. Never forget me, because I will never forget you.
In the spirit of true love,
Draco Malfoy
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