Chapter 13- Frozen Tears
The weeks following were a sort of a blur. Hogwarts was definitely experiencing change. James wished he could still
time in place because at that moment, he had his Lily. Students had grown accustomed to seeing James with Lily, many
thought they made the perfect couple. Even teachers approved, they felt Lily kept James in line. So, James and Lily
were Hogwarts new 'it' couple. Another couple wished for the same acceptance from their peers.
It was mid October and the seventh years were taking a break between classes. Lily and James were seated beneath a large, willow tree, Lily trying to study and James watching intently.
The wind softly rustled through James's untidy black hair and his wire-rimmed glasses sat contently on his nose. His hazel eyes however, were focused on Lily. Lily was speaking softly to James about Charms as he ran his hand through a strand of her long, red hair. She paused and set her bright, green eyes on James with disapproval.
"Were you even listening to me James?" Lily asked, smiling at him.
"What darling?" James asked.
"Guess not," she said. "I can see you're too distracted to study."
"Lils, you know we need us time too. Studying just makes a relationship boring," James said.
Lily leaned in and kissed James on the lips. She smiled and laughed.
"How's that for a little us time," Lily said.
"Oh Miss Evans, you're in for it now," James said. He grabbed her waist and began tickling her. She started laughing and James laughed in spite of himself. They looked so happy together.
If they thought no one would notice their happiness they were indeed wrong. The usual jealous glares from school girls were absent, but the gaze of two envious individuals rested on them.
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Katy Jones was sitting at a nearby bench, trying to read her Transfiguration book, when she saw Lily and James. She stared absently. She wished she could have what they had. She frowned. She should be happy for her friend, but all she felt was sadness. Why couldn't Remus see that they were meant to live like that? Happy and together. She felt a tear trickle down her face and onto her book. She didn't break her gaze.
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Remus sat alone in his dorm while everyone else was outside relaxing. He couldn't bare to feel the tension every time he saw her. It was inevitable if she was in the proximity. He walked to the window and peered out above his classmates. He saw that Sirius and Halle were heading in the castle together. He then looked and saw Katy, the source of his frustration. She was staring blankly at something nearby. Only when he saw tears burn her blue eyes did he follow her gaze. She was watching Lily and James as they laughed and enjoyed the mere company of one another. Remus wished he could commit as they did. Life would be so much more simple. He knew that commitments meant to trust and he wasn't ready to expose his secret. He knew that if Katy cared, she could wait.
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Meanwhile, Halle and Sirius were heading to the Room of Requirement, just for the silence and opportunity to be with
one another. Halle had a piece of paper clutched in her hand and saddened words in her heart. She knew she had to do
this.
She looked down at the piece of parchment and read,
Sirius Black doesn't deserve trash like you Halle Douglas. He was fine before you came into the picture. How dare you tie him down and confine him to only one woman. A man like that needs breathing room, not some ugly wench who is extremely ordinary. Watch yourself and stay away from him. You've been warned.
Sirius looked over her shoulder and laughed. Halle looked up at him disgusted.
"What? They're silly girls who mistake a crush for true love," Sirius said.
"This is the third one I have gotten today. And one was given in person from a bulky Slytherin. Sirius, I don't know if I can do this anymore. I love you, but I don't want to have to go through this every single day," Halle said. Sirius was staring right into her chocolate brown eyes. Halle knew she had hurt him.
"So Halle, you're saying you want to break up with me over some silly school girls? And I thought you were strong," Sirius said.
"I am strong," Halle said.
"Apparently not. I've told you that I loved you. Do you understand how big that is for me? And I meant it. And now, you're ready to give up?" Sirius asked, hurt.
"I'm sorry Sirius," Halle said quietly as she left the Room of Requirement, tears filling her eyes.
Sirius stood and let the first tears he had shed fall. He slammed his fists into the walls, feeling the pain as each drop poured down.
Why did she do this? Can't she see that I'm changing?, he questioned himself.
Sirius Black's perfect life had been turned upside down over a girl. He was indeed changing.
A/N: I personally love this chapter as it shows so many different emotions. It's not very long but it does help establish character. It is the basis for further chapters. So, please review and I'll try to keep them coming.