Hi everyone,
I thought that I was going to update today, but then I experienced a horrible blow to my love life yesterday night.
Anyone who is a teenager, or has been a teenager, knows how much our lives can "suck" at times. True, most of the time we're being melodramatic, but it hurts all the same.
Basically we played Truth or Dare at a cast party last night, and I bet many of you can see where I'm going from here. I was asked if I had to kiss any of the guys in our cast, who would it be. All of the guys left, and all of the girls immediately guessed who it was and squealed, you know, the whole girly thing.
Then he was asked the same question, and despite the fact that all my friends told me he had been flirting with me - he said another name.
And apparently he's known all along that I've liked him, because he asked one of the girls who was in the room with us if I said his name and she, being the great person she is and keeping with the girl rules to not tell, told him that I did, and apparently I had been obvious about it by the way I acted around him (which is a bit sad, as I act around him the same way I act around with all of my guy friends - I'm really comfortable with my guy friends…a bit like Emma and Dan, I suppose).
So yes, not only is my heart a bit broken, but also I'm completely mortified, and I can't find the heart to write up a romantic comedy right now. It's just that feeling of, "How am I ever going to get through this?" I know fully well that a year from now this will be nothing, and life could be a million times worse. But again, anyone who has been a teenager knows…things like this can just throw you into a whirlwind of depression.
So please forgive me. I'm trying very hard to lighten up so that I can write the next chapter, but as of now…I just can't bring myself to do it.
Thanks for all the support you've shown me so far for this story!
~Hermione_Crookshanks
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