Hey hey. So I'm just sitting here, kinda bored, so I thought I might write down a few lines for you guys, in case anyone else was bored too. Um…This one is kinda inspired by "Soul Mate" by Natasha Beddingfield. Well, enjoy!
Soul-Mate
Soul-mate.
A companion for life.
A life partner.
Such strong meanings.
Can two people really be destined for each other?
Call it Fate, call it Destiny…call it whatever.
Does it really have a role in love? I don't know why it wouldn't. I mean, love is a big aspect of life.
But to really only have one soul-mate in life?
Honestly, look at the divorce rate. Look at all the failed marriages of people who thought they found their "soul-mate" but never really did.
Or maybe they did find them, and it just wasn't the time to be with them.
I mean, what if the person destined to be with you is in your life, and you didn't even know it? Or what if you never really thought of someone as soul-mate material, more of just a fling, but really, they were the One? But because you thought of it as a fling, the relationship didn't last.
Where does that put you for the rest of your life? Maybe things would have worked out if you waited until you were both more mature, and then you can have that soul-mate love.
What if you don't get a second chance?
I think about this a lot, probably more than I should.
I'm No Nonsense Hermione Granger-why am I so worried about my love life? Why can't I just be happy with what I have at the moment? Why do I have to worry so much about the future?
Because I don't want to muck up my one chance with my soul-mate…that is, if soul-mates really exists. I'm not sure where I sit on that yet.
What if Harry is the One?
Or worse-what if he isn't?
I don't really want to be with another guy. There isn't anyone I want more than him. But what if something happens and we break up? Or what if something never happens, we stay together forever, but aren't really soul-mates?
This is all so confusing. Love is confusing.
Yet our relationship is so simple.
Soul-mates…
Entwined destinies…
Forever…
All these words have almost uncomprehending meanings.
Another thing.
Say me and Harry are soul-mates.
Is it fair to have found each other so early? I see in movies and TV shows and books all the time people dating many different types of people. Diversity. And because they date such an assortment of people, they find their "type."
I've only dated Harry.
What if he isn't really my "type."
What is a "type" anyway? Someone who has the qualities you're seeking in a lover? How many qualities do they have to have to be considered your type? What qualities do I look for in a lover? All I've ever had is Harry, so I don't really know what else to look for. I don't know what I'm missing out on, that is, if I'm even missing anything. I don't think I am. Harry has everything I could ever ask for.
I think.
He's kind, and charming…he makes me laugh and shows me he cares for me a great deal…we get along quite famously…
We talk about getting married all the time. He's asked me to marry him more times than I can count. We've planned how we want our wedding and even picked out appliances we might want and gadgets for our future children.
But what if we aren't soul-mates?
What if there's a more deserving girl out there for him…someone who will make him happier than I could.
Do I want him to be happy?
Yes.
But could I let him go, to find someone I think he may be happier with?
I dunno.
Soul-mates or not, I wish for us to be together forever, even if it means we miss out on the fun dating scene. Even if it means we won't get to learn through other experiences with other people. Even if it means he's the only bloke I'll ever snog.
No one can love him like I can, no one ever will.
I don't think I'd even give any other girl the chance, no matter how much of a better match for him she may be than I am.
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*~Archie~*